Chapter 80: Pan An, only you won't abandon me
Diao Han's villa has once again returned to deserted, deserted before Sha Zhen came.
She cleaned the villa as if she had never been there, and on the coffee table in the hall there was a check waiting for the owner to fill in the amount...
Sha Zhen told the leader that something had happened at home, so she temporarily put her suitcase and cat here, and spent the night in the staff lounge.
Sha Zhen has been reading newspapers, reading web news, and all kinds of rental information on it, Sha Zhen is very familiar with it, because over the years, her experience, what makes these outsiders seem troublesome, is not a matter on her side, isn't it renting.
Because it was too late, she wrote down a few suitable housing information for herself, and then lay down on the simple wooden bed in the lounge, Pan An did not adapt to the new environment, just put it in the nest, then ran to Sha Zhen's shoulder, rubbed her head, Sha Zhen smiled slightly, and held the cat in her arms.
"In the whole world, only you will not abandon me... Right?"
"Meow~"
Pan An's blue and purple eyes, shining as if looking at Sha Zhen, made her heart tremble, this is the first time Pan An responded to what she said, so she scratched her chin with her hand, and the cat curled up on her body contentedly.
"Sleep, tomorrow mom will be very busy, looking for a house..."
Pan An also seemed to be tired, and this time his mother's words, he just agreed weakly.
But Sha Zhen couldn't sleep, although she no longer lived in Diao Han's villa, the grievances in her heart were still indelible.
How can there be such a person?
Obviously he did something that made him sad and sad, but he still missed him unconsciously.
Obviously, he was injured when he was a student, and he was physically and mentally damaged at that time, and when he met him again as an adult, he still jumped into the pit he arranged without a head, and was finally kicked out by his family.
How does Sha Zhen think about it, how does she feel heartache, the more heartache she wants to cry, and the more she cries, the more tired she becomes...
Through her blurred vision, she seemed to see Diao Han and another woman entering the marriage hall, and she didn't have anything to do with herself.
The next day, Sha Zhen contacted a house, the price is very cheap, it is a top floor 8 floors, and with a small attic, because of the perennial rain leakage, the supply of heating is not good, so the price is extremely low, Sha Zhen just saw the price, the location is not far from the theater, so I didn't think about it and the landlord set, paid half a year's rent, after all, this price is rare.
Sha Zhen is unwilling to always cause trouble to others, her suitcase, as well as Pan An, is always placed in the staff lounge, which is really not the same thing, so after Sha Zhen went back, she told the leader to officially go to work tomorrow.
This time, Sha Zhen came out of Diao Han's villa and only asked for one day off from the leader.
Because I am still interning in the theater, the salary is a bit low, but no matter how small the mosquito is, it is meat, Sha Zhen does not dare to delay for too long, take one more day off, deduct one more day's salary, and if you have a place to live, you can simply go to work the next day, and the rest will be dealt with after work.
Sha Zhen didn't have many things, so she squeezed the bus twice and brought all her things back.
This top floor with the attic, it sounds like it is good, but after living in, it is really like the landlord said, the heating here is not good, so it is very cold, just a cold word, it scares away many tenants, and the old building itself has a lot of drawbacks, although the attic is leaking, but after Sha Zhen has seen it, he feels that he can use the basin to continue, it is currently winter, the attic leakage is not so serious, but the air leakage is a little, just close the door of the attic.
Sha Zhen, who has super adaptability, took care of the room that night, afraid that Pan An would freeze, so she let it live in a small bedroom with herself, although it was small, but the heat of the electric heater was enough for her and Pan An.
The house of more than 40 square meters was cleaned up by Sha Zhen in a few days, and in this way, a delicate and beautiful girl, and a delicate and beautiful male cat, lived here.
...
Finally, it was a day off, and after Sha Zhen added some daily necessities, she received a call from Lisa as soon as she got home, and her voice was always so confident and sunny, just like herself.
"What's wrong with you, how do you have no strength to listen to your voice?"
"It's okay, it's cold these days, and it's a bit cold. ”
Sha Zhen does have a little cold, but more often she sheds tears at home alone, and her speech will definitely be different from usual.
"Then you have to take good care of yourself, you know? Diao Han? Is he back, is there anyone at home to accompany you? When people are not feeling well, it is best to have lovers by their side. ”
"Thank you. ”
"Are you tired from work now? When will you be able to officially act, I will be an audience for you. ”
Hearing this, Sha Zhen was moved, she really wanted to be like her mother, to become a drama actor, she has always worked hard, but if she let the people around her be her audience, this Sha Zhen had never thought about before, being expected to perform by others, it turned out that it felt so good, Sha Zhen was naturally warm in her heart.
It turns out that having friends is so warm.
"Hehe~ It's still in the internship period, and when the internship period is over, you have to pass the assessment before you can go on stage..."
"Ahh The energetic tone made Sha Zhen feel that she had been transported to another time and space by Lisa.
As soon as Sha Zhen heard the word Diao Han, her brain buzzed and she was dazed, obviously she didn't think about him for several days, but she still felt bitter when she heard someone mention it.
"Well, I won't let you down. Sha Zhen said, reluctantly pulling out a smile.
Lisa over there paused, then asked,
"Zhenzhen, why do I think you seem to be a little abnormal today? Is it Diao Han that he bullied you? Tell me, I'll find you a better one. ”
Hearing Lisa's words, Sha Zhen didn't know whether to cry or laugh,
"It's okay, it's really fine, it's just that I'm a little tired from work these days, and I'm just a little cold. ”
"Alright then, remember to contact me if you have something to do, and take care of yourself. ”
After hanging up the phone, Sha Zhen lay on the bed without strength, and hot tears slid down her cheeks again, burning a tingling pain.
She really wanted to tell Lisa all her unhappiness, she had such thoughts a few times, but in the end, she still couldn't say it, first, she didn't want others to follow her upset, and in addition, the long-term independent life made Shazhen learn not to complain about anything, but to choose to suffer silently alone.
Also, she really doesn't dare to trust others easily...
The next day, Sha Zhen got up early, because her crying eyes needed a cold compress, and she didn't want her colleagues to see her crying like this. After doing the cold compress, she put a few warm babies in Pan An's nest, she was afraid that Pan An would be cold during the day.
Because the electric heater only dares to be used when Sha Zhen is at home, when she goes to work during the day, she is afraid of causing a fire, and it is extinguished.