I received a call from Li Jing at 5 a.m. five months later. Zi Hidden Pavilion

When I was awakened by the ringing of the phone and saw the number of Li Jing displayed, I didn't pick it up, and my heart went straight to sinking.

When I answered the phone, my fingers were shaking, and I swiped a few times before the call was connected.

Unlike my panic, Li Jing seemed unusually calm, she said: "Chen Daowei is gone, holding my hand when he leaves, he walks very peacefully. ”

Even though I had already guessed that Li Jing called me at this point and said this is what happened, I had to cover my mouth.

I'm afraid that as soon as I let go of my hand, I'll cry silently.

In the wanton rush of my tears, Li Jing said again: "Lin Sisi, I have to trouble you." In the past few months, Chen Daowei has not mentioned his friends to me much, and I have not asked, can you inform him of those friends on my behalf to come for the last time? I will send you the time and place later. ”

I still held my mouth, the word "um" in my throat, crossed the barrier of the palm, and then passed through the microphone to Li Jing's ears, I don't know if she heard my reply clearly, anyway, she said: "I have to change him into a neat clothes, he pays attention to details." ”

Li Jing hung up the phone.

Her messages followed.

I was in tears, my hands hung down weakly, Yu Minghui had already sat up, he pulled me into his arms, I found that my shoulders were first hot, then all cold.

The next things that Li Jing asked me to do were all handled by Yu Minghui. He called phone call by phone, impatiently saying the same thing. He made nearly a hundred such calls.

After hanging up the last call, Yu Minghui put his phone aside, he patted my head, and said, "Lin Sisi, I'll go and shave my beard, you also hurry up and tidy up, let's go over and give Li Jing a hand." ”

We stood in front of Li Jing's house and rang the bell no less than three times, Li Jing was late, I thought her eyes would be red and swollen like a big walnut, but she looked calm, and said to me: "I just changed his clothes, his favorite clothes." ”

My feet, as if they were stepping on cotton, were carried forward by Yu Minghui's arm, and I saw Chen Daowei in Li Jing's bedroom.

He walked peacefully, except for his frighteningly white face, there was really no sadness on his face, I leaned against the edge of the bed, accidentally touched his hand, and it was bitterly cold.

I suddenly remembered that I had just met Chen Daowei for the first time, he put his hand on my thigh and swam maliciously several times, at that time I really wanted to slap him twice, but in fact I was a coercion at that time, and he was a big man who did not dare to offend me at that time. And the second time I saw him, it was at the entrance of the hospital, he threw me an umbrella from the car and got down, and I choked him that day, and he said that I was a very toothy lady fox. The third time we met, in the seaside park, he didn't have to walk well, he had to pass through the hedges, that day he seemed to be wearing a white T-shirt, that time I suddenly thought he was very handsome, ruffian, a good handsome uncle. And he gave me the first office job in my life, and he gave me a salary that was quite high in Zhanjiang that year, 2,500 yuan. He also hated my thinness and brought me pure milk a few times, and he said that he couldn't finish it, so let me drink it and don't waste it. Later, Xiao Yan took me to Ding Zhanbo's house, and Ding Zhanbo made trouble for me, so he dared to pick the lock in Ding Zhanbo's house. Later, after I injured Wang Ma Yi and was imprisoned in a small black house, it was Chen Daowei who found me. In fact, he may or may not forget, in fact, I had a particularly strong hug with him, I was like a willow catkins blown by the wind trembling in his arms, I seemed to grasp a life-saving straw, I begged him to take me away like crazy, he really took me away, he took off his coat and surrounded me, so that I would not go away. He seems to be heartless and calm, but in the face of feelings, he is always so cowardly and forbearing, and he is careful not to move forward wantonly. So he took me for a long time, and I followed Yu Minghui. Then he didn't ask me to return his coat, and I never gave it back to him.

At this point, all the future intersections between me and Chen Daowei have become out of context.

And he was behind, once used his silence to allow me a clear sky, and he used his silence to fulfill my disregard and disappointment for him.

Even if he can neatly remove me from my heart in the past few months, but ignoring and failing this thing, it is like a living thorn, it is sharp and cruel, it will pierce me very painfully.

My hand was on Chen Daowei's hand, and I tried to warm his hand, but I always tried in vain, and his hand was still as stiff and cold as if it had just been taken out of the freezer layer of the refrigerator.

Li Jing said quietly: "Lin Sisi, don't cover it, he is really gone, accept the reality." ”

Following this sentence, Li Jing's eyes, which were still dry just now, were all wet, as if it had rained.

I couldn't hold back my tears all of a sudden, and it poured down like a heavy rain.

And Li Jing, she glanced at me, more tears welled up in her eyes than mine, she rushed over and hugged me, her voice was intermittent: "Lin Sisi, don't cover it." I tried, I tried for a long time, I held his hand for a long time, I felt that his hand was too cold, I wanted to give him a little warmth, but he was too ruthless, he didn't want me to give him these things, his hand was still cold. Lin Sisi, his whole body was cold. He also said the day before yesterday that he would take me back to Zhanjiang to eat white-cut chicken, he said that he would take me to walk the food he had eaten on the road he had walked before, and he also said that he wanted me to accompany him to the sea viewing promenade to blow the sea breeze and drink wine, he was a liar, he was an out-and-out liar. He's a big liar!"

Li Jing's cries crashed into my heart again and again, and I felt that my atrium was all potholed, blocked and stuffy.

And Li Jing was still pregnant with a child, I saw that her emotions were getting more and more excited, I had to restrain me, desperately trying to stop myself from tears, I kept whispering comforting Li Jing, and her sobbing slowly stopped.

What makes me even more sad is that at Chen Daowei's funeral, Li Jing cried so much that she was about to turn her back on her breath, and Chen Daowei's mother Fang Qingqing, who once posed as Fang Qingqing, who loved her son very much, once secretly followed me, showing that Fang Qingqing, who was particularly unhappy that I would harm Chen Daowei, she held a black umbrella and stood aside with Yu Dayong with an awe-inspiring face, she watched others cry like an outsider, and then they sat in a burgundy Bentley that looked like a new purchase and left early.

It seems that her appearance is just to make this funeral more lonely and sour.

In this way, Chen Daowei, who has appeared in my life for several years, I don't know what to define the relationship between me and him, he is in a drizzling morning, in our useless tears and hazy eyes, sleeping on an unknown mountain in Zhanjiang, and his story behind him has been accompanied by the soil and weeds, lonely but no longer has to wander and crawl and suffer, this life is stable, and he sleeps peacefully every night.

After returning from Chen Daowei's funeral, I was seriously ill, with a high fever for three consecutive days, and when I fell asleep in a daze, I could always dream that Chen Daowei jumped over the hedge that year, and the heroic posture at that moment.

Under Yu Minghui's sleepless care, I recovered.

Those who are gone are gone, and those who are alive, no matter how sad they are, life goes on.

There is no suspense, Xiao Yan jumped out of Zhende and opened a café with a very high standard, he and Cao Jiaying are together, Cao Jiaying often shows affection and fancy dog abuse in the circle of friends. Cao Jiaying didn't go back to Zhanjiang in the end, she moved in with Xiao Yan, and occasionally asked out to drink tea together.

Ding Zhanbo and He Siyuan, they received the certificate, and they were a funny couple, their relationship became better and better, and they became more and more glue-like, as if they were glued and couldn't take it off. Sometimes the two of them would come over to my side to eat, and sprinkle me laughter and joy all the way.

And Li Jing, she gave birth to a big fat boy, that kid completely inherited the good genes of Li Jing and Chen Daowei, his facial features are so good-looking, and a smile can melt my heart. But Li Jing gave the child a name, Chen Nian. A name that makes my eyes red once in a while. Chen Daowei left a lot of money for Li Jing, Li Jing invited a particularly high-end confinement sister-in-law, after she gave birth to a baby, she gained a lot of weight, her face was ruddy, she still loves to laugh and not cry, the only time she will cry is to see Chen Daowei on Qingming Festival, she talks while pulling weeds, and she will shed tears when she talks, and after shedding tears, she is like no one else.

It's not just my friends who have such a peaceful life, but I'm too.

Zhende International, which was previously managed by Chen Daowei and Xiao Yan, was later taken over by Chen Daowei's mother Fang Qingqing. Fang Qingqing and Yu Dayong bought a house to live in on the mangrove forest, and rarely interacted with us. I'm glad I don't have to socialize with them. After changing Fang Qingqing as the decision-maker, the competition between Zhende and Quncheng became more and more intense, Yu Minghui became more and more busy, he always socialized a lot, he had few days to eat at home, we gathered less and left more, on the busy days of his business trip, there were few phone calls and text messages, and when he got together, he was always tired, and he could fall asleep when he fell. I don't dare to blame him for snubbing me, I feel sorry for his hard work and busyness.

The little passion of reuniting with Yu Minghui after a long absence, with the consumption of such busy days, with the accumulation of too many things, the passion has completely faded, and we have not yet been white-headed, and we have become an old husband and wife who can no longer be plain.

Such a calm day is like flowing water, slowly passing through the warm spring, summer, autumn and winter.

I thought I could live a peaceful life like this.

But in the early winter of 2014, I realized that the cruelest days were coming towards me.

And this thing is, the little gray gray disease is more and more frequent, I am more and more overwhelmed and relieved, I finally resigned from Quncheng completely, full-time at home carefully take care of the little gray gray, according to the recipe in the book day after day for the little gray gray to make good food, recuperate the body.

On this day, Little Gray had a cough, and I couldn't rest assured, so I asked him for leave and took him to take care of him at home.

In the evening, after I put Little Ash to sleep, I helped Uncle Xian make a good cup of tea, so that I could sit down and rest.

Sitting on the couch, I rubbed my temples and couldn't stop getting tired.

Just then, my phone rang on the coffee table.

It was an unfamiliar number.

I've been working as a full-time wife at home for more than 8 months, and it's impossible for any more clients to call me, so I automatically think it's a sales call.

Not intending to pick it up, I pressed a hang-up.

However, the number is persistent, and it rings again.

I gestured to Uncle Xian, picked up my phone and pressed answer.

A deep baritone voice followed.

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