However, Yu Minghui quickly took my hand off and held it tightly.

He furrowed his eyebrows, he seemed to be caught in the boundless ocean of memories, and he continued to say to himself: "That night, Xiao Yan and I, as well as a large group of brothers who played together, invited more than a dozen women to come to my house to drink and have fun. My mother brought Ada to bring me pork rib soup, as soon as she saw those scenes, she probably couldn't stand her dog-like son, the whole mess of mud, she slapped me, scolded me for not being her Fang Xiaohong's son. I didn't drink well, I drank two glasses that day, and my temper came up with the strength of the wine, so I asked her not to recognize my son. My mom was so angry with me. She drove back to Chikan in the heavy rainstorm, and there was a lot of thunder along the way, maybe she was angry with me, she had a heart attack on the way. The weather was so bad that night, and there were few other cars passing by that stretch of road, she must have been tormented in that sealed space for a long time, and she must have wanted to live. After all, she has worked hard to manage the family all her life, and she has worked hard to teach her husband and children, but she has not seen her son become a talent, and she will definitely not be able to leave with such peace of mind. At that time, a middle-aged couple drove by that stretch of road, and the two of them quarreled over whether to lend a hand, and by the time they had reached a consensus after the quarrel, my mother had already left. When she left, she was lonely, none of her family members were around, only her pet Ada accompanied her, and the last call before she left was to Cao Jiaying, she was looking for Cao Jiaying to persuade me, a rotten person. Her last sentence was to Cao Jiaying, and she asked Cao Jiaying to persuade me to take care of me. ”

Yu Minghui's shoulders suddenly shrugged violently, he coughed again, his eyes were even redder, he raised his eyes to look at me, and said, "She didn't leave me anything, not a single last word." And before she left, I quarreled with her and said cruel things, telling her to stop caring about me in the future, and she really didn't care about me. She was literally gone. She really walked alone and didn't take anything with her. A few days after she left, I noticed that my dad and Fang Qingqing were all kinds of eyebrows, and they got married a few months later despite my objections. I started to hate myself even more. I hate me for realizing it later, and I don't understand my mother's inner pain at all, and I keep messing with her. I hated myself, and every time I remembered the cruel things I said to her, I regretted that I didn't do it in the first place. I also knew that the couple who passed by had no such obligation, but I hated that they had to weigh the pros and cons before saving people, and I thought that if they called an ambulance immediately, maybe my mother would be able to save them. I became more radical, and I even wanted to use all my power to destroy the couple's family. Fortunately, at that time, Xiao Yan and Cao Jiaying grabbed me and persuaded me, saying that my mother didn't want to see me like that, and they pulled me back from the edge of those extremes. But even so, I made another unforgivable mistake because of impulsiveness and hot-headedness, I didn't destroy the middle-aged couple, but I indirectly ruined a particularly innocent person, I indirectly ruined an innocent family. Because of my youthful frivolity and willfulness, I made an irrelevant person pay a particularly heavy price. ”

Grabbing my hand closer, Yu Minghui leaned over a little, his voice became deeper and deeper, and he said, "Lin Sisi, I know that I am wrong. In the past few years, I have completely changed my mind, I no longer go to various bars to be a jerk, I no longer have endless fights and brawls, I no longer change girlfriends in three days, I have taken over my mother's business, I have grown seriously, I have donated to many elementary schools, I have tried to atone for my sins, I have tried to make myself better in this way. But there are some things, once I'm wrong, I'm wrong. I couldn't get my mom to say that she was willing to forgive me, and I didn't have the courage to confront the person I had hurt, and I didn't dare to confront her and ask for her forgiveness. I desperately wanted redemption, but I found that in the process of redemption I could easily become nothing. Lin Sisi, I don't have a home anymore, and before I met you, I rarely had a particularly happy time, and I rarely had a satisfied time. I'm lonely, I'm insecure, and I don't have anything but you. A few days ago, you broke up with me without a head, I knew that you might be under pressure from my grandfather, I knew that you had nothing to do with Ding Zhanbo, I knew that you just wanted a clear past, but I couldn't control myself to say those cruel words, I was really afraid that you would leave me, so extreme and extreme, I couldn't control it. I really couldn't control it for a while. Lin Sisi, will you forgive me? Just this time, you will forgive me this time, okay?"

The Yu Minghui in front of me is the same as the one when I drank too much and mentioned the that night, and those vulnerabilities are the same.

He is so fragile and frank that I can't bear to be harshly criticized. And when he talked about how he had ruined an unrelated person and an innocent family, there was a deep painful entanglement in his eyes, which made me very curious about who he hurt, whether it was a man or a woman, and in what way he hurt others, but I couldn't bear to ask in detail.

Even if my heart was as hard as iron, this moment was completely melted by Yu Minghui, who was so exposed and fragile. I grabbed his hand firmly with my backhand to borrow strength, I held back the pain all over my body, and reached over and hugged him, I said, "Everyone has a time when they are angry, I know." ”

Yu Minghui was silent and hugged me for nearly ten minutes, and after he calmed down his fluctuating emotions, he came over, and he imprinted a kiss on my forehead, saying, "I promise that I will not be so fierce to you in the future." Let's have a good time. ”

I snorted.

After a while, Yu Minghui said: "Lin Sisi, you rest at home for a while, I have something to go out to deal with, and I'll come back later to cook for you." ”

I was about to nod my head when Yu Minghui's phone rang suddenly.

As if he wanted to avoid me, Yu Minghui gently touched my back and gestured, and he said, "Lin Sisi, Xiao Yan called me, I'll pick it up." ”

I always felt that he was for Wang Ma Yi's business, and I was afraid that he would make a big incident, so I pestered and hugged him, very awkwardly: "I don't want to let go now, can't you pick it up here, tell Xiao Yan that you are busy?"

seemed to be a little helpless, but also a little enjoyable, Yu Minghui said: "Okay." ”

Then he picked up the phone like that.

I sneaked my ears over a bit, and vaguely heard Xiao Yan say, "They had a car accident, and they were at the three-way intersection of the South Railway Station." ”

Yu Minghui's face changed slightly, but he quickly returned to normal, and he said to the phone, "I'll talk about it later." ”

After hanging up the phone, Yu Minghui slowly picked my hand, and said, "Lin Sisi, I have something urgent, go out." ”

I have a bad premonition that the people who got into the car accident that Xiao Yan said should be Wang Mayi's group.

Even if I haven't seen Yu Minghui's particularly dark and cold way of doing things, I vaguely feel that this time, he must be going to make trouble in the sky.

Afraid that something bad would happen to him, I decided to follow him out even if I was killed.

At least I can push him a little when he's impulsive.

So, I continued to pester his arm and said, "I don't dare to be alone, I want to be with you, and I promise that when you are busy, I will stay quietly in the car." ”

Yu Minghui directly refused.

I was a little depressed, so I had to provoke him in a roundabout way: "If you want to take me there, then I'll go back to my friend's house." ”

Who would have expected that Yu Minghui nodded: "Okay, I'll send you over, and I'll pick you up when I'm done." ”

I was even more depressed.

Yu Minghui said again: "Report the address, I'm in a hurry." ”

I don't know if it was because I saw me wrapped in a lot of gauze, or for other reasons, Zhao Xiaoning was stunned for more than ten seconds when she saw me and Yu Minghui standing in front of the door.

Soon, Zhao Xiaoning's expression returned to normal, she glanced at me and said, "Lin Sisi, if you don't show up again, I will carry your clothes out and throw them away, saving you land and looking annoying." ”

I smirked a little.

And Yu Minghui, it's really like Zhao Xiaoning said, he doesn't know Zhao Xiaoning, he smiled at Zhao Xiaoning politely and said, "My girlfriend is bothering you, thank you." ”

Zhao Xiaoning didn't respond to Yu Minghui's words head-on, but continued to yeat me: "Come in." ”

After closing the door, Zhao Xiaoning looked at me, and she said, "Lin Sisi, your life is really wonderful every day." Chen Daowei told me, you were kidnapped by a few stupid men, is there anything wrong?"

I actually wanted to contact Zhao Xiaoning to thank her, but unfortunately I didn't have a mobile phone at that time, so it's better to say it in person now.

So I quickly and sincerely said, "Thank you, Xiao Ning." After a while, I'm recovered, and I'm going to treat you to a big meal. ”

Zhao Xiaoning pursed her lips, and she suddenly jumped and said, "Just now I took a close look at the famous Brother Hui who came and went without a trace, and found that he was really fucking handsome." The nose is the nose, the eyes are the eyes, and the mouth is the mouth, like a big star. Lin Sisi, are you under a lot of pressure when you are with such a handsome man? If you sleep with him, will you be woken up by his handsomeness?"

I didn't expect Zhao Xiaoning to bring the topic to Yu Minghui, I was also quite unproductive, I didn't even think about it, so I smiled and said, "What are you talking nonsense!"

Zhao Xiaoning sighed, and she gave me a blank look: "You are now a typical woman in love, your IQ is so low that it breaks the table, and your brain seems to have been caught by the door." However, I think it's fun to talk to someone you like. ”

After Zhao Xiaoning is willing to take me in, and after I don't see me, I can still find Chen Daowei to find me, I think I have made up my mind for such a sincere friend.

Now that we've made friends, I'm thinking about chatting, so don't be too restrained, it's easy to get closer to each other if you're casual.

What's more, after these few contacts, I found that Zhao Xiaoning is not as cold and glamorous as I thought before, and she is also quite talkative.

So I thought about it, and I continued: "Xiao Ning, have you ever been in love?"

didn't answer my words immediately, Zhao Xiaoning stood up, turned around and walked into the bedroom.

Not long after, she came out with a bottle of red wine, she opened it with a big prick, and went to get two disposable paper cups to fill them with wine, she handed me a glass and said, "Although you are a sick person now, how can we talk about such a deep topic without wine? It's not a good wine, don't you mind." ”

After speaking, Zhao Xiaoning raised his glass and said, "Let's go first, and when we are almost drunk, I will tell you about my only particularly strange relationship experience." ”