Xinrong seemed to be quiet, which was a sigh of relief, and when he opened the door, he saw that the vice was dead, and then, like a prisoner, pushed Luo Xuan in.

Then he subconsciously looked around, and suddenly subconsciously locked the door again, as well as the door.

Then no matter what was said inside, what state it was, there was a bright breath looking for Zhao Xiaozhen.

Then he subconsciously looked around, and suddenly subconsciously locked the door again, as well as the door.

Then no matter what was said inside, what state it was, there was a bright breath looking for Zhao Xiaozhen.

Tong Youliang felt that he was so angry.

Right now, the door is also locked, and the trouble is at home, even if you smash the door, you can't go out, so Tong Youliang naturally doesn't need to hold back a second of anger.

He rushed into the room in a rage, and then his eyes scanned everything in the room, and by the measure of the hall, he could see clearly that the woman was actually *lying* on the bed.

He couldn't hold back his anger anymore, and muttered, "Ah, really, it's all good words lately, you're probably comfortable, you don't know if you're dead or alive, and you have your own temperament, look, what are you doing"

Saying that, I couldn't help but say it, and hit Zhao Xiaozhen directly, Zhao Xiaozhen was naturally invincible, just defensive, but at this time, Zhao Xiaozhen did not cry in the past, and was a little silent.

"Why, it's still crashing to death! You get up for me, do you hear when you get up?" Then, Tong Youliang pointed in the direction of the kitchen and said, "Lao *Zi* is starving, go and go, get food for Lao Tzu, and clean you up when you're full!"

It's just that Zhao Xiaozhen glanced at her eyes more calmly, and didn't speak, even if she was on her body and face, she was injured.

"What are you not convinced? long hair and short knowledge...... Cooking goes, hear no ...... You are sick today, you haven't taken medicine, which tendon is wrong!" Tong Youliang pointed and scolded.

Zhao Xiaozhen was silent, after chattering and scolding Tongyouliang for a long time, and after greeting and beating a few times, Zhao Xiaozhen got up and prepared to sit on the stool, but she had no strength, she held the stool with her hands, did not turn around and sit down, but then slipped down, leaned on the stool, and naturally reclined on the ground at will on both sides, crookedly, and looked at Tong Youliang with her head sideways, but her eyes were full of tears at this time.

But he was still dead, watching blankly, and he gasped a few times in a hurry.

may be afraid that Zhao Xiaozhen will really leave like this, and suddenly there will be a panic, and he also doubts whether he has beaten too hard, so he is a little reluctant to say, "Don't pretend to be dead...... Go and go, sleep in the *bed*on*......"

Then paused, Tong Youliang turned his back to the side of the bed with both hands, supported the edge of the bed with his palms backhanded, leaned on the waist of his body slightly and got off the bed, moving * moving * mouth * skin, a little reluctant, and seemed to be looking for the feeling of going down the stairs, and said, "Don't blame me for being ruthless, what I do is ......"

Seeing Zhao Xiaozhen change her posture, her head was a little unfocused and looked at the direction of the TV, that is, the direction of Xinrong's room.

Seeing that Zhao Xiaozhen was still silent, she said brightly, "I'm full of gas, come and sleep by myself, I'm also tired, sleep!"

As he spoke, he immediately went to the bed, kicked his legs and threw off his shoes, and then shrank into the bed as soon as he threw away his socks.

In the past, Zhao Xiaozhen would dislike being dirty, tidy up her shoes and socks, help Tong Youliang to bed, and then say a few words, and then go to wash the clothes that Tong Youliang had changed, etc., and was busy.

At this time, Zhao Xiaozhen was still there in that posture, but the tears kept flowing, even if there was a little blood in the eyes, and he didn't wipe it, he didn't move, and he cried there.

Tong Youliang urged a few times, turned over and went to sleep in a distraught, not wanting to see Zhao Xiaozhen's death, but a little uneasy, I didn't know how to look back several times.

I don't know how long it took, Zhao Xiaozhen seemed to be muttering to herself, and seemed to say it to Tong Youliang, or to her heart, there was no machine *tone*, the look of emotion, and said in a flat tone:

"Once before I was a girl, even before I got married, my parents told me to be diligent, not to be lazy, not to lose the face of the Zhao family, I am the eldest one, and I naturally have to take care of my sisters, I can't be lazy, I can't complain, I want to help the family, and I have to be a good example, take care of my younger brothers and sisters, but ah...... No one asked me if I was tired or if I wanted to...... I'm actually, actually"

Saying that, Zhao Xiaozhen touched her tears and cried, some tears that could not be stopped, but Zhao Xiaozhen didn't get up, just wiped her tears, shook her nose, and continued to speak

"I don't want to be the biggest, I don't want to, in fact, I envy my younger brother, and I envy my third sister, how good, born late, it's so easy, you don't have to do anything, even if you do something, someone will help, and even ...... Even ......"

As she spoke, not only did she say vague words, but Zhao Xiaozhen couldn't go on.

I don't know when, she was tired, so tired, so tired, so she fell asleep.

It's just that her brain is still there, projecting the past.

The words of the parents, and the memories of the children in the family.

What's more, one thing she knows, that is:

(1. Memories)

Zhao Xiaozhen inadvertently knew that her mother, that is, Xu Yu's grandmother, who had passed away before, was alive.

And Zhao Xiaozhen is the boss, then Zhao Xiaohui is the third, the old *second** is Zhao Xiaozhou, and Zhao Qin is his daughter.

In memory, Zhao Xiaozhen was used to a lot of things as the boss, but what she should do is the same, even if she is a little lazy, she will be criticized.

Even if there is something wrong with the younger brothers and sisters, Zhao Xiaozhen will be blamed, because Zhao Xiaozhen did not manage it well and take it well.

In the past, when there were many children, it was generally the eldest who had to help take care of the younger ones, and the youngest one was naturally the most comfortable.

That is, Zhao Xiaohui, so from childhood to adulthood, she always doesn't have to do this or that, and she likes her parents the most, just because she is the youngest.

In fact, Zhao Xiaozhen did a good job, but no one seemed to see it.

And Zhao Xiaozhen's academic qualifications, and that grades are the worst of the three children, the third Zhao Xiaohui is stronger, then Zhao Xiaozhou's grades are the best of the three, but he loves to play a little, not very attentive, but talented, so in the end, only he was relatively higher educated and went to high school.

Zhao Xiaozhen didn't graduate from elementary school and couldn't read, so Zhao Xiaohui only went to junior high school.

If the family still has money, it is estimated that the second brother Zhao Xiaozhou can continue to study...... That's for another time.

However, she is naturally the one who goes home to help inside and outside and do housework.

It's also the one who is most despised and thinks it's stupider than a pig.

However, in fact, she doesn't have to blame herself too much, because the family's money is limited, even if she has excellent grades, but there are many sisters, it is a matter of time before she drops out of school.

It's just that Zhao Xiaozhen was taken for granted that her grades were too bad, and she could only work at home, and she only had that strength and diligence.

It seems that in addition to being diligent, Zhao Xiaozhen seems to have little value and use at home.

She became the one who sacrificed the most, but was the most neglected and forgotten.

And Zhao Xiaozhen was originally stupid, but she gradually spoke less, and she seemed more muna.

Just toil, nothing else.

Naturally, she is the one who will plant seedlings, farm, do * work, laundry, etc., and be the most active and fastest.

Everything needs to be done by her, and she is used to doing it, and she seems to have forgotten why she does it by herself, and why her younger siblings are so easy.

One is a boy, the other is the youngest, and naturally he is the first to marry.

So when Zhao Xiaozhen was fourteen or fifteen years old, she married Tong Youliang in the family, as for why.

Because at that time, Tong Youliang's family had two pigs, and there were fields, and there was a cow, and then there was a rural house, and there was a tile to cover the head in the past, which was a good marriage in those days.

And Tong Youliang was young, white, a little fat, it is said that he grew fat later, he was not small before, I don't know the specifics, but he has thick eyebrows and big eyes, and he is handsome.

are envious of the good family she married.

And Tong Youliang's family takes a fancy to Zhao Xiaozhen's diligence, which is known to several villages, natural appearance or something, just get by, Zhao Xiaozhen looks ordinary, originally a little white, but he worked very young, and in the long run, his skin was natural and complexion, and then he was naturally black in middle age.

At that time, the marriage was mainly decided by the parents, and the family background was okay, which was good.

Before getting married, Zhao Xiaozhen was told by the head of the family to be diligent, virtuous, take care of housework, and not be lazy.

I have heard this almost every child, and when she wants to see her parents, she takes the initiative to wash the dishes, cook, show off her good cooking skills, and even wipe the floor and wash all the bright clothes, and the speed is also fast, and the quality is good.

Naturally, they are full of praise, and she also won some glory for her family.

Soon after, the two families agreed to the marriage and set a date for marriage.

So began Zhao Xiaozhen's busy life.

It seems that no matter what time it is, she is busy, doing **, as if she never knows to be tired.

And I thought that I would go home for the New Year's holidays and carry my things back, which was very glorious.

After all, she felt that she had done her mother's explanation, and she had not done anything dark at home, and she had made everyone inside and outside the village praise her diligence, and she caught everything.

Only that time, her happy smile froze.

Because, that time for the New Year, but she made an appointment to see her mother, but her mother went to Zhao Xiaohui a day in advance.

And inadvertently chatting, she also knew that it turned out that her mother had been like this more than once.

It's just to be spoiled at home, and it's still the same when she gets married, and from time to time she goes over to help wash and dry, take care of the house, and help take care of her children, that is, Xu Yu and other babies.

And this time, during the holiday, it was because of the divorce between Zhao Xiaohui and Xu Tianming.

Naturally, Xu Tianming was dissatisfied with Zhao Xiaohui.

So I'm worried and anxious.

The divorce battle lasted for at least a month or two, and her mother was worried that Zhao Xiaohui would be bullied and really leave, and this special day had passed.

She went a few times, a few times......

And this is just the frequency of the high point in the frequency, and there are many of them.

Naturally, Zhao Xiaozhen's heart is so cold, she also has children, why did she help bring her sister, but she never helped bring it down by herself.

(2) Memory trauma

No wonder she was uncomfortable and had a fever, but she said that she couldn't leave, she couldn't come, and persuaded her how to do this, until Zhao Xiaozhen burned herself for half a month after she retreated, she didn't come, but Zhao Xiaozhen was still happy and understood.

But she didn't expect that she was not happy, and after a few days of joy, she left in a hurry.

Naturally, if nothing happens, let alone come.

And she carries it more by herself, she used to be, and she does now.

Suddenly, Zhao Xiaozhen remembered that the mother who finally had a fever by herself, what she said was also accusation, without any warmth, those few sentences "Such an adult, how can you get sick, don't take good care of yourself, you are all adults, don't be squeamish, how many times do you say it, you have to carry it yourself, insist, how can you say that you are sick, it is the same as if you are sick!"

No one knows Zhao Xiaozhen's mood, even if she replies with two sentences, "I don't want to be sick, I can't control ......"

But there are still all kinds of accusations, saying how she should and shouldn't be, instead of calling like a child and asking people to help, she has something to do.

She listened silently, but thought in her heart, "Mom, you're no one else, no, you're my mother, my mother?"

But Zhao Xiaozhen still didn't say anything.

At that time, she looked back on the past and said, "It turns out that what you said can't be left, what you said is something, there is no way, in fact, it ......"

Actually, I just looked at someone more important than myself, Zhao Xiaohui.

No one knows that for the first time at that moment, she really didn't seem to want to be the boss of the family, she didn't want to be the diligence praised by others, she would rather be the smallest, the youngest, hurt, cared for, and cared for.

After her mother came back that time, it was not impossible to meet Zhao Xiaozhen, but after Zhao Xiaozhen learned where she went, she didn't eat, so she left with tears in her eyes.

But that time, the mother called, and only asked two words, Zhao Xiaozhen said that there were children at home to take care of, and she pulled her head, saying that she couldn't leave, because she was worried, so she left in a hurry.

The mother just followed the words and said earnestly, "They are all adults, children are the mainstay, it doesn't matter if they come or not, take care of the children, the road is far away, what is the matter with other children...... That's all, take good care of the kids."

Take care of the children, take care of the younger brothers and sisters, because they are young, these words made Zhao Xiaozhen a little broken.

No one really says two words to take care of yourself, yourself is the most important, because thinking for yourself is selfish, it is not allowed, how can a person who is a mother take care of his own thoughts and temperament......

Since Zhao Xiaozhen that time, even if she has returned to the holidays, they think that because of the child, only she knows what the reason is.

......

......

(III, Reality:)

Zhao Xiaozhen's mind was chaotic, she didn't want to wake up, she was so tired and tired, she didn't want to move, she just wanted to rest, she just wanted to sleep.

It's just in a daze, it seems to be a dream, and it seems to be reality.

The person with his familiar voice called her, and naturally yelled at her, and her body seemed to be picked up, put down, and nagged......

......

Tong Youliang saw that Zhao Xiaozhen was asleep, a little inexplicably worried, and looked back a few times, and finally dragged her with a hug, got her to the side of the bed*, on the bed*, covered the quilt, shouted a few times, chattered a little, or scolded a little, and finally was too sleepy, and he also fell asleep......