(12) Perhaps, he is really the right person
When Su Mu heard Ling Feng's words, he almost couldn't control himself with laughter. Ling Feng didn't know what was funny about it at all, he was right next to Su Mu, looking at Su Mu like a fool, wondering when she would be able to stop.
Su Mu has a not-so-big disadvantage that if something happy happens to make her laugh, not only will she laugh for a long time at the time, but she may also laugh all the time when she thinks about it later. Ling Feng didn't know about her, but her friends knew all of them, so usually at this time, while they were afraid, they would all choose to stop her desperately, for fear that others would treat a group of them as fools because of Su Mu in the future.
Ling Feng had no experience in this area, he just thought that Su Mu just thought it was funny, although he didn't know what was funny, but he never thought that a person could laugh for a long time because of any joke. However, it was obvious that he had forgotten that Su Mu was not a normal person, so without stopping it, he endured Su Mu's foolish laughter until he got out of the car.
When he was about to walk to the dentist, Su Mu was still laughing, Ling Feng realized that something was wrong, he dragged and dragged him, covered his mouth and threatened, and it took five minutes to stabilize Su Mu.
"What's wrong with you?"
Although the winter was very cold, and the two of them tossed outside for a long time, Ling Feng was so hot that he was sweating profusely at this time, and no matter how hard he tried, he felt that he was about to catch up with his sweat. Su Mu grinned and took Ling Feng's hand, step by step, and said to Ling Feng while walking to the dentist:
"Do you know, my friend has summarized several points before, all of which need to be paid attention to when he is with me, you wait for me to take off the braces, and I will tell you one by one. ”
"I don't listen. ”
Ling Feng tilted his head in disgust, but he still unconsciously strode with Su Mu. The two of them are like children at home, walking towards their destination step by step on the empty road. Although Su Mu didn't look back at the traces they left, in her imagination, it seemed that after these few steps, a sweet dream of her youth would be fulfilled.
This is probably the romance she wants.
Thinking of this, the corners of Su Mu's mouth curved up unconsciously again. As soon as Ling Feng saw him like this, he immediately remembered the terrifying experience just now, and immediately subconsciously covered Su Mu's mouth, for fear that she would not be able to stop laughing again.
However, this time Su Mu was not like just now, she looked at Ling Feng, and even there was a very simple smile in her eyes. Ling Feng looked at these eyes, only to feel that his heart trembled, and then immediately put down his hand and lowered his head, for fear that Su Mu would find out that his face suddenly turned red.
A long time later, when Su Mu asked him what he liked about her, he would always recall Su Mu's eyes at this time. Su Mu hadn't smiled like this for a long time, and when he looked at these eyes again, they were almost either full of anger and sorrow, or they were empty and completely devoid of light. He sometimes blames himself for not protecting everything he did for her as he promised, but more often than not, he felt that Su Mu was most responsible for the way things turned out, because if she wasn't always vexatious, he wouldn't gradually lose patience with her.
Of course, this is all an afterthought, after all, it is unlikely that a smooth love will appear in the story, especially since there are fundamentally unsolvable problems between the two of them, and it is completely impossible to be happy all the time. But the beginning of the story must be so beautiful that people want to be yearning, otherwise it would not make people so desperate to pursue that mirage.
Like now.
Su Mu saw Ling Feng's flushed face, but she didn't break it, she just smiled and kept holding Ling Feng forward, until she walked to the dental hospital where the dentist was treated.
Although he was very happy on the way here, as soon as he entered here, the familiar smell slowly invaded Su Mu's nasal cavity, and the fear tied to the smell slowly swallowed up the courage and confidence that Su Mu had managed to accumulate. She began to get nervous, and the smile on her face completely retracted. Ling Feng clearly felt the change in her, and at the moment when she wanted to withdraw her hand from his, he suddenly exerted force, not only holding her hand, but also holding her whole person in his arms.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”
Ling Feng hadn't thought at all before that Su Mu would be afraid of being like this. She refused to go with him so much, he thought she couldn't accept him, but now it seems that it was not the reason he thought. It's just that he can't figure it out at all, why Su Mu is so scared, but why he is unwilling to agree to him to accompany her, shouldn't it be that the more scared he is, the more he needs someone to accompany him?
What kind of logic is this, it doesn't make sense at all.
Although Ling Feng had a bunch of unexplainable questions in his mind, he didn't have to look for answers when he thought of them as he had done before. He knew that this was not the right time to discuss this issue, and he also knew that if he did this, it would definitely make Su Mu even more resistant to him, and besides, this was not a mistake-related issue, and there was no need to make Su Mu worse in this situation.
And Su Mu didn't expect that when she wanted to escape from Ling Feng, she would be suddenly pulled back by him, and she subconsciously wanted to break free, but Ling Feng's words instantly calmed her down.
There are quite a few people who have tried to be good to her over the years, and they can't be counted on one hand. But Su Mu has always adhered to her own principles and will never accept anyone's kindness to her in vain, so when she can't refuse others, she will always do something to offset their care for her, so that people feel that it is difficult for her to get close to and please, and she will give up after chasing.
Su Mu didn't care much about this, after all, there was no one here who made Su Mu's heart move, and even if she left, she didn't feel any pity. But Ling Feng was a very special existence, even if Su Mu kept refusing, he never gave up, and without Su Mu's consent, he was extremely domineering in Su Mu's life.
Su Mu's friends once said that Su Mu would definitely marry a man who listened to her for everything, and would never find someone who wanted to give her ideas for everything and tried to change her mind. Before meeting Ling Feng, Su Mu felt that they had summed it up correctly, after all, she also knew that she was stubborn, had weird ideas, and loved to drill the horns, and finding someone who tried to change her would definitely not last long. But when Ling Feng appeared, Su Mu found that maybe nothing in this world was impossible.
Because Ling Feng was always trying to change her, change her habits, change her attitude, and even want to change her mind. If it were normal, she would definitely fight this kind of person to the end, and she would have to keep her true heart in everything, but in front of Ling Feng, although Su Mu was still trying to struggle, in the end, she began to change herself little by little. She began to compromise, began to accept some ideas that she had never been able to accept, and even to some extent, she was lowering her bottom line. She didn't understand why she had such a change, but she knew that the person who could make her make a change was probably the only one in the world, Ling Feng.
So does she love him?
Maybe it's love, but she's no longer the little girl who was willing to give everything for love, and it's okay to want her to love him, but the premise is that he must give her enough love.
She knew that this was unfair to Ling Feng, but she also hoped that Ling Feng could understand that she had reached the age where she should sit back and enjoy her success, and she would have to take a lot of risks to accept his pursuit, so in the same way, he should also bear the protection of her instincts.
Su Mu had always felt that she had protected herself well, and she had already tried very hard to control her heart and behavior, but she had to admit that when Ling Feng said those words, she didn't control her heart at all, and even at that moment, the smell and environment that made her frightened could no longer affect her for half a point.
Su Mu couldn't tell what the reason was, but at this moment, she didn't want to investigate the reason, she just wanted to indulge in this sentence, hoping that time would never continue.
Ling Feng didn't know how much of an impact his words had on Su Mu, but he could clearly feel that Su Mu in his arms was gradually becoming relaxed. When she first hugged her, her whole body was extremely stiff, which made him a little worried, worried that something would happen to her, but fortunately she relaxed now, otherwise, he might take her to turn around and leave, and go to the psychiatric hospital first.
Because there were other patients still in the hospital, the two of them had to wait outside. And because the shoes were dirty, and the floor was so clean that it was almost visible, the two of them were completely embarrassed to walk around, and they sat on the sofa all the time. Within a few minutes, Ling Feng began to feel sleepy, Su Mu watched him play with his mobile phone and began to nod his head, she really wanted to laugh, so she couldn't help poking Ling Feng's head, and said in a joking tone:
"Look, I'll just say I won't let you come, get up so early, how sleepy you are on this day. ”
"If you're sleepy, go back to your shop and sleep, I have to come anyway." ”
After being pierced by Su Mu, Ling Feng simply leaned directly on Su Mu's shoulder and closed his eyes. Su Mu smiled after hearing his answer and continued:
"There's something necessary, it's not like I can't come myself. ”
"That's different, after the braces are removed, the first person you see has to be me besides the doctor. ”
"Why?"
Okay, don't ask, I'm here, what do you want to do so much, I'm going to sleep, just sleep for a while, you must remember to call me in a while, and you are not allowed to go in by yourself. ”
After Ling Feng said this, he closed his eyes and prepared to squint for a while, Su Mu didn't argue with him anymore, he also closed his eyes, leaned his head on his head, and took a nap.
Half an hour later, the dentist asked his assistant to tell Su Mu to get ready. After Su Mu woke Ling Feng up in a panic, he began to get nervous again, and even the hand pulling his clothes couldn't help but tremble a little.
Ling Feng didn't know why Su Mu was so scared, but he didn't look for the reason, but took Su Mu's hand and took her to the treatment room, and then he looked at Su Mu from the side, as long as she made a little uncomfortable sound, he had to look towards Su Mu, and finally provoked the assistants on the side to come over to comfort him and let him not worry, this is a normal thing during treatment.
As for Su Mu, who was lying there, she was always worried that these tools would hurt her, and her mind was completely occupied by the bloody pictures she imagined, not to mention that she couldn't even think about what the doctor said to her, and she didn't even dare to open her eyes. And at the beginning, it was okay, it was all operated by her attending doctor, and then after changing assistants to help her clean her teeth, she was so nervous that she almost bit the machine. And although the assistant's voice was gentle, it was really pitiful, and she couldn't hear a word clearly when she heard it twice with tears in her eyes, and finally had to give up, feeling that she was silent and coping with two sentences, for fear that people would find out that she didn't hear what he said at all.
After the dentist put the retainers on her, Su Mu was paralyzed there, almost not getting up. Ling Feng didn't feel anything at first, but when he saw Su Mu's appearance, he felt as if she had escaped death, and he began to have a lot of doubts about the matter of tooth treatment. So he made up his mind that he must start protecting his child's teeth from an early age, and then he must tell him not to be afraid of any doctors, because they are doing their best to help him solve his pain, not to hurt him.
If Su Mu knew that Ling Feng was still thinking about these things at this time, she would definitely laugh at him for thinking too much, but Ling Feng didn't think so at all, it was better to take precautions in advance for some things, otherwise there would be no room for regret at that time.
After hugging Su Mu down, he began to carefully arrange Su Mu's clothes and help her put on her coat. His series of actions made the people around him cry all the time, what did he do wrong, he had to work and eat dog food in the morning, and he didn't leave them a way to live. Su Mu was a little embarrassed by what he said, and he blushed and wanted to wear it himself. As a result, Ling Feng directly knocked off the hand she wanted to zip up, and after pulling the zipper for her, he helped her wrap the scarf well.
Before leaving, her dentist enviously told her that she had finally found a man in pain, and she smiled at her, then nodded nonsensically.
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