I was stunned for a while before I answered, "What are you doing here?"

Yu Minghui suddenly smiled.

He said meaningfully, "I know the answer." ”

Standing up with a loud voice, he picked up the jar and put it in the bag, and he said, "I'll send you back." ”

I also stood up a little awkwardly, patted my pants, and hurriedly waved my hand and said, "No, no, I'll go back by myself." ”

Fixing his gaze on me, Yu Minghui said slowly after a while: "Actually, Lin Sisi, I really want to know, when you took it upon yourself to drive a speedboat to take me out that night, didn't you think that you might confess yourself on the sea?"

I really want to ask rhetorically, so Yu Minghui, what dominates you to help me block the danger without hesitation.

But when I think about it, this sentence is more or less ambiguous.

So, I pursed my lips and was silent for a while, before I pretended to be casual and said, "I'm a pretty good swimmer, I didn't think about that." I thought that Ada's water nature should be good. ”

I thought Yu Minghui would still dwell on this topic, but he just said lightly: "Oh. ”

The atmosphere that followed became unusually awkward and deadlocked.

Along the way, I opened my mouth countless times to say that I would just go home by myself, but Yu Minghui followed me as if he couldn't hear it, and his face alternated between cold and stupid. It wasn't until I got downstairs and I said I had arrived that he handed over the medicine he was carrying, and he said, "Go back and get some sleep, remember to apply the medicine on time." ”

Shrugging his shoulders, he said, "You go up, I still have something to deal with." ”

When he finished speaking, he turned and walked away without waiting for me to answer.

I was pestled there like a wooden man, watching his back slowly shrink in my pupils, and suddenly an irrepressible sentimentality surged in my heart.

As a person who squandered his first love on high school campus, my emotional intelligence cannot be negative, and I can probably glimpse how many clues about Yu Minghui's abnormal performance today, that is, he may have some interest in me, and he is determining whether we have the possibility of going forward.

If I were clean, I would certainly not refuse to fall in love with a man with a chivalrous demeanor, even if he is mysterious to me, even if he is like a web that I can't see.

Yes, my heart is moved.

But I'm not clean.

Other people's early love is just a missed study, and my early love, or my first love, is the so-called first love that has been remembered, commemorated, and praised by countless people, it is my nightmare, and it has turned my life into a destruction that needs to swallow too much pain.

With a wry smile, I finally withdrew my gaze and hurried back home, lying in bed with endless insomnia.

I thought about a lot of things, and I thought about where I knew love that year. But the boy named Ding Zhanbo, he handed me love letters through several desks, his eyes were shining, and he said that he loved me sincerely, and he said that he would marry me after graduating from college. He made a lot of promises, but in the early hours of that morning when the fireworks were shining, he didn't hesitate to leave me behind and run away on his own. Slowly, all these things that could be recalled turned into hatred.

But I don't hate him.

I hated myself.

When we are young, we can use our youth and frivolity as an excuse to make many mistakes, but sometimes there is a price to pay for making mistakes.

And the price I have to pay for this mistake is that I am a filthy shell, I can no longer start the next emotional encounter without distraction, and even if I am sure that I am extremely attracted to the man named Yu Minghui tonight, I am not qualified to take a step forward.

After picking out all this, I was sure in my heart that if Yu Minghui still looked for me later, I would have to let him break off this thought, save him from wasting his time, and save me from becoming more and more doomed.

However, I didn't expect Yu Minghui to catch me off guard.