120 Remedy too late, reminisce too early

Li Jing, this girl, is really on the same page with me in this matter.

In short, she is like that, as long as Ding Zhanbo appears in front of her and sways around, she has to talk about this topic in private, nothing more than to let me take the initiative, have a long snack, and rekindle Ding Zhanbo's haystack, don't be all day long under the banner of good friends, good brothers and good buddies, two single dogs or something take care of each other and keep each other warm.

However, in my heart, since the rainy morning when I came to Shenzhen four years ago, when I stepped on a banana peel and fell, the pain in my abdomen was so severe that I thought I was going to die, and Ding Zhanbo suddenly fell from the sky and sent me to the hospital, silently helped me pay for the medical expenses, and helped me find the best gynecologist to help me protect the fetus under my bitter pleading, he was even more in the back of my difficult steps to frequently reach out to me and try to take into account my feelings, not to let me be ashamed of myself and not to embarrass me, this man named Ding Zhanbo, he slowly stopped hanging the name of my Lin Sisi's first loveHe is like my mentor and friend on the hard road in the past four years, and he is also my best friend. And Ding Zhanbo, he also thinks that we are most comfortable with each other in this way, he is no longer stubborn and rigid in the past, he has said frankly with me many times when drinking and talking, it turns out that we are more suitable to be friends who can make friends.

According to my relationship with Li Jing, I naturally told her that Ding Zhanbo told me countless times that he only regarded me as a friend, but Li Jing didn't believe in this evil, when I told me this, she always rolled her eyes and glared at me: "Friend fart, can there be a simple friendship between men and women!" I'd rather believe that there are ghosts in the world than believe in men's broken mouths. He is probably embarrassed to do it, if you want to push him down, I don't believe that he can be Liu Xia Hui. Tell me that you're in your twenties, why are your brains so bad!"

I explained and explained, but she didn't listen, and I didn't bother to talk anymore, saying that I could hide!

Now, too, in the face of her tirade, I had to send an embarrassed look, and then I said, "I'm busy first." ”

After I sent this, I thought Li Jing would reply to me, so I still pinched my phone and stared at the screen, waiting for her to send it.

Just when I could see that Yu Minghui, a pretending man who had been driving with his head stuffy, said abruptly: "Lin Sisi, you belong to me tonight, it's best not to chat with other men on WeChat and flirt in front of me." Otherwise, I threw away your phone, don't blame me. ”

As for my broken mobile phone, he loves to throw it, and when I finish throwing it, I will tell him that this mobile phone is a limited edition that I got from all kinds of hard work, and I pit him hard to see if he suffers or I suffer.

So I didn't think it was nutritious, smiled perfunctorily, and didn't make a sound.

To deal with people like him, I should choke him to death at the beginning, and when he can't hold back his words, I just don't want his words and die of depression.

Abruptly, Yu Minghui didn't know what nerves he had, he twisted the steering wheel fiercely, drove the car out of the main road at once, and heard a fish pond next to him.

This road is a small road leading from Fenggang, Dongguan to Longgang, Shenzhen, and there are not many people who usually open here, and now it is even more lonely.

Under the mixture of the lonely moonlight, Yu Minghui's silhouette was as hard as cold as ever, he turned his head to stare at me, and he threw out a question very jumpingly: "Lin Sisi, are you married?"

As early as in the box, when Yu Minghui was holding ice cubes with a tong, I accidentally saw that he was not wearing a ring on his finger.

Many of the guests I've met before have families who obviously have families, but when they come out to play, they take off their wedding rings and pretend to be single.

But basically this kind of camouflage dog, as long as I look closely, I can tell it. After all, if the ring has been worn for a long time, even if it is taken off for a while, the white strangulation marks will still loom and cannot be hidden.

However, Yu Minghui's fingers are as smooth as new, and there is no trace of being strangled by metal at all, so I judge that 99% of his children are divorced. Otherwise, according to Cao Jiaying's character of being able to be heaven at every turn, he would not have come to this fireworks field so easily, and he would bring a woman out so casually.

When I thought of goodbye, he became an empty, lonely, and cold unmarried young man who had nothing to do to brush up his sense of existence, and I couldn't say how happy I was in my heart. I almost wanted to find a drum and a gong or something, and I beat the gong while playing the drum and celebrated.

After all, if a man like Yu Minghui pretends to be a man, if he is well, it will be a blind dog.

And after the pain, I thought about the relationship between me and him, it was really too late to remedy, too early to catch up, and I didn't need to explain my life to him so clearly in the past four years, so I stroked my hair, opened my mouth and said nonsense: "It's over, the baby is in kindergarten." ”

Unlike my calm and calm, as soon as my words fell, Yu Minghui abruptly pulled my left hand over, and his hand came up and kept twisting my ring finger. After twisting the circle for more than ten seconds, Yu Minghui suddenly raised his voice and said, "You lied, you didn't wear a ring at all." ”

As far as Yu Minghui is concerned, I am 100% sure that he is single now.

But he's single, and it's none of my business.

I shook off his hand and slowly withdrew my hand, and I said disappringly, "We poor people don't have to wear rings until we are married." Do you have to wear a ring when you get married? If you don't have money, you have to buy a ring to wear, this is pretending, this is a slut, and you are hypocritical. ”

As soon as my words fell, Yu Minghui's hand suddenly swept through my hairline, firmly clasped the back of my head, and pressed me forward to close his face, and he almost squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth: "Lin Sisi, can't there be a truth in your mouth?"

Our faces were so close together that his breath kept lingering between my noses as he spoke, and I was not used to it, so I shook my head and tried to shake his hand off.

But Yu Minghui came over at a speed that caught me off guard, and his lips almost touched mine.

Fortunately, I was quick with my eyes and hands, and I quickly covered my lips with my palm.

Yu Minghui's lips were pressed to my palm.

It was similar to our first not-so-successful kiss, he was so drunk that his hand was over my face, and he leaned over to kiss him, and finally his kiss landed on his palm.

I believe that at that time, he had a faint liking for Lin Sisi, who was once stupid and naïve, but the strong love he showed later was just a cruel game about redemption that he directed and acted in.

Our ending, in fact, was laid early on the night of that not-so-successful kiss, and I was hopelessly stupid, and it took me four years of crawling in the mud and thorns all the way to be extremely convinced of this cruelest truth.

And I also understand better, now the man in front of him, he came over and wanted to kiss me, probably he committed the common disease of all men, all the women who were with him, the women who had been intimate with him to the point that he had slept with, even if he didn't love, at the moment of reunion, he still wanted to verify his charm, trying to verify that even if time flies, he Yu Minghui is still such a charming existence in my Lin Sisi's heart, he wants to kiss me, it is estimated that I have to be as happy as the emperor pampered.

And I just couldn't let him get his wish.

Squeezed his face away with my hand, I straightened my clothes disapprenously, I pretended to be heartless and said with a grin: "Mr. Yu, you spent money to bring me out tonight, let's play the relationship between you buying and me selling." Since it's a scene play, then we can't be so serious, and we have to stipulate whether the other party tells the truth or lies. Come out to play, isn't it just to have fun, so why are you spoiling?"

It's really too easy to blow up, Yu Minghui, who was pushed away by me, he suddenly pulled and unfastened the seat belt with brute force, and he quickly came over to put my position down, he tossed, in this small space, and immediately imprisoned me under him.

His hand covered my face, and he said almost word for word: "Lin Sisi, I told you a long time ago, don't provoke me, don't provoke me, even if I do you here now, even if I toss you to death, you will bring it upon yourself!"

I don't believe that he Yu Minghui really has this ability, I don't want to cooperate, he still dares to bow hard to my overlord!

He is very promising, he is famous, he has a strong aura, but I don't think he will die!

I think I'm so angry that I choke him tonight, and it's not bad to add some firewood to make his anger even stronger, it's better to make him so angry that his liver hurts, so angry that he can't sleep tonight, and so angry that he doubts life.

After paying attention, I smiled indifferently and put on a calm look, I raised my wrist and looked at the time, turned to say without blushing and heartbeat: "Anyway, Mr. Yu will always pay me 100,000 yuan, since Mr. Yu wants to handle me, then do it." Anyway, I thought I was accidentally bitten by a night cat and wild dog on the side of the road while walking at night, and I didn't lose much. But is Mr. Yu too blindly optimistic about his skills? With your little ability, you still want to toss me to death? Okay, let's start, it's 10:5, and if it ends at 10:6, we can go to Shenzhen for a supper or something. Oh, by the way, this minute also includes the time you lift your pants, my service is sweet enough. ”

Following my words, Yu Minghui's face completely darkened, his hand on my face, as if stung by some poisonous insect, he took it back, came over for a while, he almost roared at me like thunder: "Lin Sisi, you are a girl, do you know if you are ashamed! Do you still have a face! Do you know what self-respect is! You have a fucking neurosis, right?"

I'm no doubt that I'm not insane, but I do, and that's right.

When I decided to give birth to the child of this stupid man in front of me, when I suffered a lot to save the life in my belly that already had a heartbeat, when I was once again stiff to the point of no salvation because of the relationship between the child and the family, when I couldn't live even a day of leisurely and relaxed life because of the thorns and stings of the child's four years of tossing and turning, I knew that I was sick, and there was no cure for it.

But I'm pretty sure I'm not sick, I'm a normal woman.

Because in the washing of the years, I found that this child is no longer Yu Minghui's child, he is an angel given to me by God, he is an angel who came to save my life like mud, he amazed my years and brightened my time, I am willing to pretend that I am still a lump of mud that can't support the wall for the sake of the child, put away my loftiness and arrogance, mixed in the drunken dream, dead paper and drunken place, and become the current Lin Sisi who dares to say anything, does not know how to be ashamed and shameless, but still insists on abiding by his little self-esteem and dignity in his bones。

However, Yu Minghui is a pretending criminal, he is not qualified to see the most real Lin Sisi. He is no longer in a position to touch the true heart of my truest soul.

Yes, he does not have that qualification.

In my Lin Sisi's life, it is no longer him who eliminated me, but I let him out.

So, I chuckled, stretched out my hand and patted Yu Minghui's face lightly, I still had a smile on my face: "Mr. Yu, don't be angry, it's me who doesn't have a brain when I speak." How could a character like Mr. Yu be finished in a minute. No matter how bad it is, it is estimated that Mr. Yu will hold on for two minutes, right?"

As if to praise my words, the ringtone of my phone bit the end of my sentence and screamed abruptly.

Not bothering to pay attention to the anger on Yu Minghui's face, I calmly unzipped my bag, took out my phone and glanced at it.

On the caller ID, Ding Zhanbo's name is displayed.

I don't know why, my heart seems to be pulled by something, a chuckle, and countless bad premonitions surge.