The speed of the high-speed rail is still very fast, and it takes more than an hour for Xu Yang to reach River B.

Out of the train station, Xu Yang stopped a taxi.

Because Xu Yang booked a ticket at eight o'clock, it was almost eleven o'clock when Xu Yang took a taxi to the gate of his community.

When he arrived at a small store at the entrance of the community that could store express mail, Xu Yang walked in.

"Sister Wang," Xu Yang said hello with a smile.

"You.... Are you Xu Yang?" said the middle-aged woman sitting at the counter with some uncertainty.

"Yes, I don't recognize it," Xu Yang didn't have a sense of his changes, and said as before.

"Why are you dressed up like this, going to filming?"

Xu Yang.....

Xu Yang: "No, I just feel that this dress is very good, I feel that I can wear it, haha"

"By the way, Sister Wang, is there any courier from me, I called you"

The book sent by Xu Yang, and the address of the return contract after signing the contract is filled in here, and the courier company has called Xu Yang a few days ago.

Xu Yang has not sold anything online for nearly a year, as long as it is a courier, it must be a signed contract, so Xu Yang came to ask.

"Ah, you wait," Sister Wang went to rummage in the place where the express was stored.

There are many places where express delivery is stored, some communities will have special cabinets for storing express delivery, some express delivery will be placed in the store at the entrance of the community, some are supermarkets, there are also small stores, and even barber shops have part-time express delivery locations.

Xu Yang used to come to buy things when he lived here, so he was very familiar with the owner of this house, Sister Wang, and it happened that this commissary also had a courier service, so Xu Yang thought of storing the courier here.

"Found it," Sister Wang said with the express mail.

Xu Yang took the express in Sister Wang's hand, and after a casual glance at the thickness, he was even more sure that this was a contract.

"You guy, I haven't seen you for a long time, it's been almost a year, what are you doing, I thought you didn't live here?" Sister Wang said.

Xu Yang: "I'm out, I'm going out, and I'm coming back for some things."

Xu Yang didn't elaborate, and Sister Wang didn't know the news of Yan Yue's death, so she just said it a lot.

"How much is it, Sister Wang?"

There is no charge for picking up the parcel on the spot, but there will be a handling fee when you ask someone to store it for you, after all, they still have to keep it for you, and you can't lose it.

"Hey, no need, Sister Wang can still ask you for money for this little thing," Sister Wang said with a smile.

Xu Yang also said while laughing: "Then thank you Sister Wang, then I'll leave first."

After speaking, Xu Yang turned around and walked out of the commissary, but when Sister Wang went to pick up the express, Xu Yang had already secretly scanned the WeChat QR code in the store, but he never paid.

knew that Sister Wang would definitely refuse to charge, after all, Xu Yang had lived here for so long, and the two were still relatively familiar, and Sister Wang was embarrassed to ask Xu Yang for these few yuan.

However, when people open stores to do business, they can't just say thank you for helping themselves save the express delivery for so long.

Xu Yang doesn't like to owe others, Xu Yang in his previous life was like this, and it is the same in this world, favors are the most difficult to repay, and Xu Yang will subconsciously avoid some unnecessary favors, no matter how big or small.

Walking out of the store more than ten meters away, Xu Yang paid Sister Wang 10 yuan with his mobile phone, which is not much, but the market is like this.

At this time, Sister Wang, who was in the commissary, couldn't help but feel a little helpless when she saw the news of receiving money on her mobile phone.

"This kid"

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Xu Yang walked slowly with the express, and he was timid, but when he arrived at the door, Xu Yang was a little overwhelmed.

It's too familiar, familiar with every place here, Xu Yang can clearly remember, so familiar that Xu Yang seems to be able to see Yan Yue's shadow wherever he is.

Slowly, Xu Yang walked to the door of the house he rented, and looked at the closed door, Xu Yang actually found that he didn't seem to have the courage to open it.

Standing in front of the door for a while, Xu Yang slowly adjusted his emotions, a smile reappeared on his face, and he took out the key to open the door.

When the door opened, Xu Yang shouted with a smile: "I'm fat."

Just like a year ago, it seems that there is still someone in the family who is waiting for him to come back from work, waiting for him to eat together, and he will say to himself: "Take off your shoes and wash your hands, and get ready to eat"

But what was presented to Xu Yang was an empty room, and all the household appliances were covered with white plastic sheets.

The family has not changed, just like when Xu Yang left a year ago, there is no such shadow, there is no sentence "Hurry up and take off your shoes and wash your hands, and prepare to eat".

The smile on Xu Yang's face slowly disappeared, and finally returned to calm.

"Hehe" Xu Yang laughed self-deprecatingly, and then began to clean the room.

Some people are like this, they always want to escape in the face of some bad things, and after waking up, they hope that what happened yesterday is just a dream.

It's not self-paralysis, it's just a longing, a hope, that everything will be the same and that it will be back to the way it was before.

After experiencing the blow of reality, Xu Yang gradually calmed down, yes, the past will not come back, and what is lost can never be recovered.

Xu Yang began to clean the house, it was not big, but Xu Yang cleaned it very carefully, taking off all the plastic covered in the household appliances and putting it in the trash, sweeping, mopping, wiping the furniture, making the bed, and it was already two hours after a set of processes.

Seeing that the home had returned to its familiar appearance, Xu Yang smiled.

A little hungry, Xu Yang was not going to go downstairs, and the refrigerator at home was also emptied when Xu Yang left last year, so there was no way to cook at home.

Xu Yang could only open his suitcase, which contained a few packets of biscuits, and Xu Yang ate a few pieces of water to finally fill his stomach.

Back in the bedroom, Xu Yang lay on the bed, moved his body in the direction of the window, Xu Yang, who was half leaning on the bed, was a little stunned, the sunlight outside hit Xu Yang's face, it was very soft, not dazzling at all, which made Xu Yang feel a little sleepy.

Xu Yang's world seemed to be quiet all of a sudden, so quiet that he could hear the sound of his own heartbeat. The blood in the atria slowly flows back into the ventricles, and so on.

Half-asleep and half-awake, Xu Yang seemed to see a shadow, lying in front of the window and looking outside.

Smart people like to guess their hearts, and they may guess someone else's right, but they also lose their own. Happy people like to give their hearts, they may be deceived, but they will not regret it.

You think I'm invulnerable, I think I'm invulnerable, for Xu Yang, memories are another kind of meeting.

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