Chapter 180: He Never Loved
Ji Yuxuan also picked up the coffee cup and took a sip, she forcibly suppressed the anger in her heart.
After a long time, she spoke, "Gu Jinyan, don't think how much you know me, and don't think how much you know Beichen, in fact, you don't know him, who is the person he loves in his heart, you are afraid and don't know, right?"
Gu Jinyan shook her head, "Who his beloved woman is, it doesn't matter to me at all, I never ask what he thinks in his heart." ”
Once, she wanted to know what kind of woman could warm his heart with a cold man like Mu Beichen.
Later, she inquired from Aunt Ming that there was indeed a woman who made Mu Beichen sincere, and she was the woman he loved the most in his life.
But where that woman is now, or why that woman is not by Mu Beichen's side, is unknown to her.
"Do you think that if you don't ask him anything, you don't understand him, but if you go and let him do everything with you, he will love you?" Ji Yuxuan didn't understand, Gu Jinyan didn't care about everything about Mu Beichen at all, but could she let Mu Beichen protect her in everything and get used to her?
"No, he won't love me, that's a fact you know, isn't it?" Gu Jinyan didn't know why, when she suddenly said this, her heart was pinched fiercely, it was a pain, an indescribable pain.
Even if she denied her feelings for Mu Beichen in front of Ji Yuxuan, and also denied Mu Beichen's possession of her, only her own heart knew that she cared about all this.
She didn't sign the contract without hesitation as she did at the beginning, and handed herself over to a man like Mu Beichen, she would feel that she could eventually get out of the way.
But she was still wrong, when she lost her body, she had already fallen for the first step, so what about now? Step by step, when Mu Beichen was injured in order to save her, did she already understand that her heart had already been filled by Mu Beichen, a man, and she couldn't admit it.
What can she do is still the same as at the beginning, she doesn't care, she doesn't care, she just wants to give herself a way out?
"You obviously know that he doesn't love you, but you still have to pester him, why are you so cheap?" Ji Yuxuan now can't wait for Gu Jinyan to leave immediately and disappear from her and Mu Beichen's life, as long as she is there, Mu Beichen will only have her in her eyes, and will ignore Ji Yuxuan.
"If I could, I'd rather I never knew him. Gu Jinyan smiled bitterly, at this time, the bitterness of coffee was no longer comparable to the bitterness in her heart.
She didn't want her to face such a life by herself, but everything seemed to be predestined, and she couldn't escape it no matter what.
Mu Beichen is the knot in her heart that she can't break free from in her life, it is her resistance from the beginning, and now she can do it without hesitation for him.
Ji Yuxuan really didn't know why Mu Beichen chose Gu Jinyan in the first place, even if he really needed a woman's company, but that woman should not be surnamed Gu, let alone Gu Weihong's daughter.
"In front of me, don't be so pretentious. Ji Yuxuan seemed to be more sober than ever, perhaps because she saw Mu Beichen accompanying Gu Jinyan from He Zhengbin, and the two of them were walking on the street like this.
Ji Yuxuan is very envious, no matter how good Mu Beichen is to her, no matter how accustomed to her is, it is only because she is Ji Yuying's sister, not the woman he wants to love and care.
"Miss Ji, you came to me on purpose, in fact, I know, you just want to tell me that he won't love me, and you want me to stay away from him, but there are some things that I can't decide. ”
Leaving him is still Gu Jinyan's only insistence now?
If he doesn't let go, no matter where she goes, she can only be under his control.
Only when he really decides to let go, can Gu Jinyan have her own life.
Ji Yuxuan couldn't see clearly, what kind of feelings did Gu Jinyan have for Mu Beichen, and did she want to stay or leave?
Could it be that whether Gu Jinyan leaves or stays, it is ultimately up to Mu Beichen to decide?
"I know that Miss Ji has a deep affection for Mr. Mu, and I hope to see the two of you together, and I will bless you too. Gu Jinyan was calm on the surface, but this time's mood was completely different from the last time.
It turns out that she will also have heartache, it turns out that heartache is such a feeling.
Gu Jinyan looked out the window, and when she raised her eyes, she could see the towering group building opposite, and Mu Beichen at this time was afraid that he was busy working in the office, right?
That man, perhaps the most important thing is never a woman, but a career.
Ji Yuxuan didn't say anything more, but she knew that she would not give up, and she would definitely try her best to get Gu Jinyan to leave Mu Beichen, or she would have to let Mu Beichen drive Gu Jinyan out of the Mu family's villa.
By the time Gu Jinyan returned to the office, it had been nearly an hour, and when Shen Xinyue saw her coming back, she immediately walked over and sat down beside her.
"Jinyan, how are you? Okay? That Miss Ji, she didn't do anything to you, right?" Shen Xinyue knew that Gu Jinyan was too good-natured, too kind, and easy to be bullied.
What's more, Ji Yuxuan's appearance just now made it clear that she wanted to eat her.
Gu Jinyan shook her head lightly, "I'm fine, she won't do that." ”
Ji Yuxuan is a woman who needs to maintain her cultivation in public, even if she is angry and she says ugly things, she will not choose to do it.
At least, until now, she still won't.
"That's good. Shen Xinyue patted her chest and exhaled heavily, "You know how worried I am when you have been out for so long." If you don't come back, I really want to call and find an excuse to call you back. ”
"Thank you. Gu Jinyan knew that Shen Xinyue really cared about her.
"Thank you for being so nice to me. ”
"Jinyan, why are you doing this all of a sudden, I'm not used to it, aren't we good friends?" Shen Xinyue's face showed a smile, precisely because she also cared about the friendship between her and Gu Jinyan.
"Yes, we are good friends. Gu Jinyan nodded.
In this way, she really feels very relieved, no matter what happens in her life, but she really hopes that everything is okay with the people around her.
Ji Yuxuan also returned to the group office building, she came to the president's office to find Mu Beichen, he already knew, and the secretary had already told him.
Mu Beichen just had a small meeting with the manager of the project department to arrange the next key work.
"Yu Xuan, where has she been now?" I can't say why, Mu Beichen's heart suddenly felt a little inexplicably uneasy.