Chapter 254: Wounded Heart
Xu Wangqiu raised a glass and said to Akina Nakamori: "Do you see this cup? The actor is like this cup, he will empty the cup before acting, just like now." Before the official performance, the actor will analyze and understand the role, inject emotions into the cup, and complete the shaping of the role. ”
Xu Wangqiu unscrewed the Coke bottle, poured half a cup of Coke, unscrewed the lid of the juice, and poured some juice into it: "It's like this." He handed the cup to Akina Nakamori: "How about you taste it?"
Akina Nakamori took the cup and took a sip, scratched her head and said, "It's delicious." ”
Xu Wangqiu picked up a cup filled with clay: "Your current situation is this cup, the cup that should have been in the situation was filled with other things." He picked up the Coke bottle and poured it into the cup, and the Coke quickly overflowed: "Because the cup is filled with other things, your understanding of the character, your emotions, can't be injected into it, and even if you can, it's only a small part of it." Your performance is like what's in this cup, do you want to take a sip?"
Akina Nakamori naturally didn't drink mud and cola, and shook her head slightly.
Xu Wangqiu raised the cup: "If you want to play a good show, if you want to play the role of Ba well, you must empty the cup and empty the obsession in your heart." I say that, do you understand?"
Akina Nakamori nodded, "I understand, but what should I do?"
Xu Wangqiu smiled and said: "To empty your heart, you must figure out what fills your heart, and you must figure out what your inner obsession is." I've always felt like you made me feel a lot like Natasha Kinsky, you know Natasha Kinsky? ”
Akina Nakamori nodded slightly, "Tess" was a sensation in Dongying, and the box office was very good.
Xu Wangqiu said lightly: "Actually, Natasha Kinsky is really a bit like you, but her experience is much more tragic than yours." Natasha Kinski's father, Klaus Kinski, is a famous German actor who is regarded as a genius in film and theater performance, and has always been admired by countless audiences. But this man is not only short-tempered, but also a pervert. When Natasha Kinski was very young, he raped Natasha's sister, his own daughter Bora, and even Natasha was almost murdered. ”
Akina Nakamori was stunned when she heard this, and involuntarily covered her mouth.
Mori was also stunned, not expecting Natasha Kinski to have such an encounter at all.
Xu Wangqiu sighed slightly and said, "You can imagine Natasha's mood at home, it can be said that she lives in fear all day long, and she doesn't know when her father will explode. Luckily, when she was 8 years old, her mother and father divorced, and she followed her mother out of that horrible home. It's just that her mother is obsessed with the hippie life and no longer cares about her daughter. In order to get her mother's attention, 8-year-old Natasha starts stealing and giving the loot to her mother. After gaining a little fame, she was also imprisoned for three months for petty theft.
Natasha started her independent life as a model at the age of 13 and started making movies at the age of 14. Because she lives in such a family, and now her mother doesn't care about her, she is extremely insecure. Many of her films don't actually need nude scenes, but the director wants to shoot them, and she never refuses, and she obviously doesn't like the nude photos she takes for magazines, but when someone takes the photos and asks her for an autograph, she won't refuse. She is always trying to please others, and it seems that she is only safe if she meets their expectations. When Polanski, who was very good to her, appeared, she was with Polanski without hesitation, despite the 27-year difference between the two. In fact, like Natasha Kinsky, you are very lonely inside, longing to be loved, and extremely insecure. ”
Akina Nakamori looked at Xu Wangqiu dumbfounded, her hands trembled, she was really too similar to Natasha Kinsky.
Xu Wangqiu saw Akina Nakamori's reaction and knew that he was right, so he continued: "You have six children in your family, and your father and mother don't like you the most, and your brothers and sisters don't particularly like you, because you are not in good health, and you often get sick and cause a lot of trouble for everyone. For example, if you go out on a picnic together and you can't make it because you're sick, they'll say things to blame. You started learning ballet when you were 4 years old because you knew that practicing dance would make you healthier and less likely to get sick. You work very hard when you practice dancing, but you don't want to cause more trouble to your family, and you don't want people to dislike you anymore.
Your father and mother often quarreled, especially your father, who often lashed out over a little thing, and as a result, you were insecure from an early age and were in constant fear. In order to get her mother's attention, Natasha Kinski started stealing at the age of 8 and gave the stolen things to her mother. And in order to arouse your mother's idea, you chose to sing, because you know that your mother's greatest dream is to sing. ”
Akina Nakamori's eyes were full of horror, and what Xu Wangqiu said was the truth, as if he had really witnessed everything. She didn't know how Xu Wangqiu did it, and her body couldn't help but tremble slightly. She felt that Xu Wangqiu's black eyes were like a black pool, unfathomable, and those sharp eyes were like a sharp sword, piercing her heart, as if she had seen through her completely.
Akina Nakamori felt like she was undressed in front of Xu Wangqiu, and everything was exposed.
This feeling of being seen through at a glance is very uncomfortable, and after Akina Nakamori glanced at each other, she immediately avoided it.
Xu Wangqiu continued: "Even if you practiced your dance well and the teacher thought you could become a professional dancer, at the age of 13, you still signed up for a singing competition and quickly gave up dancing. In your opinion, if you can become a singer, you will definitely be able to win the approval of your mother and even your family.
On the surface it's your inner obsession, but it's not really what you're thinking in your heart, and it's not really what fills the cup. Your real thought is to run away, to run away from home, not to live in that oppressive environment. A few months ago, when you came to the audition, you just had the attitude of giving it a try and didn't think too much about it, so your performance was natural. But now you know that the director of this movie is Junya Sato, and the partner is a big star like Rentaro Mikuni. You realize that this movie can make you famous and make you really escape from your home. You feel that the opportunity you have been waiting for for so long has come, and that emotion is so strong that it completely fills your heart. ”
Akina Nakamori's deepest secret hidden in her heart was revealed by Xu Wangqiu, and she could no longer control her emotions, so she buried her head in her knees and cried: "I know that I have caused a lot of trouble to everyone, but that is not what I want." But every time I was ready to go out and was canceled because I was unwell, everyone would say, 'It's all Mingna'...... and it's Mingna...... 'Everyone blames me, every time.'" Even my mother used to say, 'If there is no Akina,...... and she would cry every time she drank alcohol. It's like I'm superfluous, like it's fine without me......"
Xu Wangqiu didn't sympathize, nor did he say anything comforting, so he could only look at it lightly. He has seen and heard too many stories and examples like this, and compared to the truly unfortunate people, Akina Nakamori's experience is nothing at all.
In reality, you can often hear such stories, there is a very well-behaved girl who has been very obedient since she was a child, and she doesn't have to worry about anything, but her mother has a very short temper, and then she fell in love, and her mother resolutely objected, but the good girl was lowered her head, and it was useless for her mother to say anything, she just wanted to be with that man.
In fact, even well-behaved children will have emotions, and the former obedience is just incapable of resisting. And once she gets the opportunity to resist, the emotions that have accumulated in her heart will gush out like a volcano. She may not really like that man very much, but once her mother stands up against it, being with that man becomes a symbol of her rebellion against her mother. If she doesn't resist, then she will still live in the shadow of her mother in the future. In this case, she will definitely be firmly with the man who may not like much.
In fact, behind many seemingly weird and seemingly unreasonable behaviors, there is a wounded heart hidden.
The same goes for Akina Nakamori, it's just that she doesn't have the ability to resist now, at most she hangs out with bad students at school, and all she wants most is to run away from home. When she has the ability to resist in the future, if her family still oppresses her, then she will definitely break out in some form.
Akina Nakamori cried for a while, and when she looked up, she saw that Xu Wangqiu was just looking at herself lightly, and she didn't react at all, thinking that this person's heart was made of iron, and people cried so badly that they didn't even have a word of comfort. She didn't want to act too vulnerable, wiped her tears with her hands, and looked at Xu Wangqiu without speaking.
Xu Wangqiu smiled and said: "Actually, in a situation like yours, you should sing more and act more, because singing and acting have healing effects, especially acting." In countries such as the United Kingdom and the United States, where drama is particularly developed, the treatment of psychological problems through drama is already a very mature technique. Psychotherapy through theatrical performances can help people relieve stress, regulate their emotions, and improve their physical and mental health. In the next few days, I will arrange a psychological drama for you in the afternoon, empty your glass, and in the evening I will guide you in the rehearsal of "A Game of Chess That Never Been Played", do you have any questions?"
Akina Nakamori asked in a low voice, "That, Mr. Xu, how do you know so much about me?"
Xu Wangqiu chuckled: "I went to your house with Mr. Sen Fan today to talk to your mother, and I also went to school and talked to your classmates in the same grade. Then let's prepare for a psychological drama rehearsal!" He turned to Mori Fan and said, "Mr. Mori Fan, please call Yoshiko Yamada and them over." ”
Xu Wangqiu had serious psychological problems in his previous life and received drama therapy. He knew that the most important means of drama therapy was to rehearse psychodrama and heal wounds by recreating the past. The main method is to recreate a scene from childhood, find out where the patient's wound is, and then change the scene to heal the patient.
Before coming to Akina Nakamori, Xu Wangqiu specially approached Yoshiko Yamada and them, told them about Akina Nakamori's problems, and also told them that they would rehearse a psychological drama to solve Akina Nakamori's psychological problems. Yoshiko Yamada and they were all in contact with drama therapy for the first time, and they both found it very magical, and they both liked Akina Nakamori very much and were willing to help.
After Mori Fan called Yoshiko Yamada and them over, Xu Wangqiu smiled and said to Akina Nakamori: "Let's play the clip of your illness when you were a child." He pointed at Yoshiko Yamada and said, "From now on, Miss Yoshiko Yamada is your mother Chieko." He pointed to Mori Fan and said, "Mr. Mori Fan is your father, Akio Nakamori." ”
Later, Xu Wangqiu arranged for Tang Yuqiang to play the eldest brother of Akina Nakamori, and the three actresses played Akina Nakamori's two sisters and younger sisters, and finally he pointed to his nose and said: "I am your second brother! Now you lie down, close your eyes, think back to the scene when you were sick when you were a child, and think about what you felt at that time and what you thought in your heart." ”