Shu Ning went to pull Qu Wayne, Qu Wayne didn't move, but shook off Shu Ning, reached out and picked up another bottle of wine and poured it violently, the corners of his mouth were still full of wine, his eyes looked at his front cruelly, and a cold smile pulled out of the corner of his mouth: "The child is gone, this may be the best, she is not worthy of a child, and I am not worthy of it, originally two people who did not love were combined because of a child, it was too painful, too painful, no good, no good." ”

Qu Wayne kept repeating this sentence in his mouth, and poured a few sips of wine, his eyes were full of depression and pain, Shu Ning's heart trembled, she squinted deeply, didn't go to Laqu Wayne again, sat down next to him, his heart was crossed, picked up the wine on the table and said, "You want to drink, I'll drink with you." ”

Shu Ning took a sip of the bottle to her mouth, and Qu Wayne saw this and snatched the wine from Shu Ning's hand: "Xiao Ning, what are you doing here." ”

Shu Ning raised her hand and looked at Qu Wayne: "What are you doing, I'm just doing, aren't you going to buy drunk?" I'll accompany you, since you have chosen this place, there are some things, where they start, they will end from there, I hate Yan Dan, but I also pity her, it's not that I'm great, she wants Lin Xiangyu to kill me, I hate her to death, from an outsider's point of view, I pity her crazy feelings, Wayne, Yan Dan hates me, I hate her, you have me in your heart, and she loves you, I have always wanted to say these words, I don't know who is wrong with all this, where is wrong, now we don't pursue it, just get drunk. ”

Qu Wayne was stunned for a moment, then put his head back on the sofa, looked at the crystal lamp with cloudy eyes, and the corners of his mouth rose mockingly: "It's me Qu Wayne who is too conceited and persistent, Yan Dan, how can she not be another me, whether it is you or her, it is me who is wrong, it is my indecision at the beginning, I know Yan Dan's thoughts, but I have been pretending to be stupid and keeping my distance, I thought that in this way, I could avoid it, but in the past five years, I have been wrong again and again, and to this day." Qu Wayne tilted his head and looked at Shu Ning: "Xiao Ning, do you know, when I saw Yan Dan covered in blood, I knew that I was not qualified to be a father in this life, I was not worthy, I was cruel, to her, to me, and even to you." ”

Qu Wayne stared at his bloodstained hand and smiled, desperate and lonely, only to see him take another sip in his mouth.

Shu Ning's heart trembled, his hands were stained with the blood of his own flesh and blood, how could Qu Wayne stand it, although he hated Yan Dan, the child was innocent, when he was able to marry Yan Dan for the sake of the child, then he still had expectations for this child in his heart, that was his blood.

She doesn't know what happened to Yan Dan now, what kind of mess is on the Qu family's side, the Yan family's side, after learning that Yan Dan was beaten and miscarried, she complained about Qu Wayne and felt that he was cruel, but how much better did he feel in his heart?

Shu Ning originally wanted to drag Qu Wayne back, but now, she suddenly felt that she was not qualified, she already owed Qu Wayne too much, at this time, what she could do was to accompany him.

She touched the wine bottle in Qu Wayne's hand with the mouth of the bottle, and took a sip, she rarely drank alcohol, that kind of bitter and spicy taste, she didn't like it at all, she drank it once, she was even more repulsed in her heart, but at this moment she was surprised to find that wine was a good thing.

Shu Ning also lay on the sofa on her back, pillowing on the sofa with Qu Wayne, looking at the crystal lamp: "It's fate, you can't escape, it's a robbery, you can't escape, at this moment, I suddenly feel that it doesn't matter." ”

Qu Wayne's eyes have been falling on Shu Ning's white face like condensed fat, because of drinking, two touches of crimson appeared, it was so good-looking, the girl in his heart, at this moment so close to him pillowing on the same sofa, the silent bar, he couldn't help but think of five years ago, that painful night he didn't dare to mention.

That year, he was ready to propose to her, but he waited all night.

That night, he went from the initial excitement, nervousness, anticipation, apprehension, to the final loss, melancholy, what he didn't know was that Shu Ning experienced bullying, fear, and despair that night.

Five years, how many five years of life can be squandered, but some people, for some things, unconsciously spend five years in a mess, or hate, pain, and look forward to it.

Everything is just as Shu Ning said, it is fate, it is a catastrophe.

Qu Wayne doesn't know how much wine he has drunk, but the wine is not intoxicating.

In the silent bar, Shu Ning's mobile phone rang, it was Qu Xiaoxiao who called, Shu Ning couldn't help but Qu Xiaoxiao was worried, glanced at Qu Wayne, and saw that he didn't have a look, so he took it.

"Xiaoxiao, I found your brother, don't worry. ”

Qu Xiaoxiao on the other end of the phone breathed a sigh of relief and said: "Shu Ning, you tell my brother that Yan Dan is fine, the child has not been saved, and now the Yan couple is in trouble with my parents in the hospital, Yan Dan knows that the child is gone, and he is also making a lot of trouble, now at this time, you must not let my brother come over, I think it is better for everyone to calm each other down for one night, anyway, with you, I don't have to worry about my brother." ”

Shu Ning looked at Qu Wayne, who was drinking by himself, and said, "Okay." ”

After receiving the phone, Shu Ning was about to accompany Qu Wayne to take a sip, but he suddenly said: "Xiao Ning, why did you choose to give birth to a child back then, shouldn't it be your bullying?" This question has been pressed in my heart for five years, I don't dare to ask it, I don't dare to ask, but now I ...... it."

Qu Wayne hooked his lips, he didn't finish speaking, but Shu Ning already understood.

Shu Ning looked at the bright lights in the bar, and every important and touching scene of Shu Baobao from birth to the present floated in her mind, and she couldn't help but smile from her heart.

"The child can come to the mother's belly, are all about fate, maybe I have a mother-son relationship with the baby, anyone in this world can betray me, only their own children, people have struggled all their lives, poor all their lives for wealth, for love, but in the end it is not enough to pinch the loess, only their own children belong to themselves, is the continuation of their own lives, but I am alone. ”

"Have you ever thought about the father of the child?"

These words were asked by Qu Wayne under the excitement, but as soon as the words came out, he immediately regretted it, and just wanted to say something to redeem it, but Shu Ning said indifferently: "I thought about it, at the beginning, I thought about it every night, and hated it all the time, but now, I don't feel much anymore, in fact, it doesn't matter who the other party is, he is just a passerby in my life, a passerby who doesn't even know his appearance, name, and identity." ”

Hearing this, Qu Wayne smiled bitterly, the more he thought of the results of his investigation, the more ironic he felt in his heart, he opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he changed his words.

"Maybe I didn't have a relationship with that child, I also thought that because of the child, treat Yan Dan well, but sometimes the more you force yourself, the more you can't do it. ”

That night, Qu Wayne said a lot, in Shu Ning's understanding, Qu Wayne has always been gentle and elegant, like today, depressed and desperate, self-deprecating and with a look of remorse, she saw it for the first time.

The number of people in the bar gradually increased, and the heavy metal music covered each other's voices, and they couldn't hear each other, but they still didn't look tired, and they said it to each other, and it was also for themselves.

This is exactly what the saying is, the carnival of a group of people is the loneliness of a group of people.

From the initial silence of the bar to the shock of the audience, the song finally dispersed.

Shu Ning helped Qu Wayne, who was already drunk and unconscious, out of the bar, Qu Wayne looked thin, but the weight was not reduced, more than 100 pounds were pressed on the body, Shu Ning was a little difficult, she drank less wine, but because she rarely drank, a bottle of wine also made her head a little dizzy, and finally helped out of the bar, she was already full of sweat on her forehead, lowered her head and prepared to stop the car on the side of the road, suddenly a black car stopped in front of her, Shu Ning raised her head, the window was rolled down by the owner inside, and she was shocked to see the people in the back seat.

"Mu Liyan, why are you here?"

Mu Liyan glanced at the drunken Qu Wayne, and lightly spit out two words: "Get in the car." ”

When the car stopped, Xiao Jin, who was driving in front, had already come down to pick up Qu Wayne and help him into the co-pilot.

Shu Ning opened the car door and looked at Mu Liyan's hand wrapped around the gauze resting on his leg, thinking of the depth of the wound, Shu Ning couldn't help but get angry: "What are you doing with this hand that is not good, what if you touch it?"

Mu Liyan glanced at Shu Ning lightly: "I'm not coming, what are you going to do with your old lover tonight?"

These words are full of vinegar, if it was changed before, Shu Ning would have raised her eyebrows coldly, but at this moment she had to sit carefully, for fear of touching his hand, and then accidentally touched his hand, and patiently explained: "Wayne is drunk, now I can't send it back to the Qu family, I'm planning to take it back first, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

Mu Liyan snorted coldly: "Take it back?" It's already three o'clock in the morning, and the uncle and the baby have already slept for a long time, so you can take a big man back now?"

Shu Ning then remembered that it was already early in the morning at this time, and going back now would definitely wake up Shu's father.

"I forgot about it. Shu Ning glanced at Mu Liyan: "You came here so late, then do you have an arrangement?"

Mu Liyan didn't speak, Xiao Jin had already started the car, Shu Ning knew that Mu Liyan had an arrangement, she was really tired from helping Qu Wayne just now, and her head was dizzy, she didn't want to lose her temper with Mu Liyan, so in order not to touch Mu Liyan, she moved her body to the outside, and leaned her head on the back seat.

The car arrived at the place after a while, it was a hotel, it seemed that Mu Liyan had already made arrangements and opened the room, Shu Ning helped Xiaojin help Qu Wayne back to the room, and Mu Liyan also followed.

Qu Wayne was already drunk and dazed, thirsty, and kept shouting water in his mouth, Shu Ning was just about to pour water, Mu Liyan grabbed her and said to Xiao Jin, "I'll leave it to you here." ”

"Yes, Mr. Mu. ”

After giving the order, Mu Liyan pulled Shu Ning out of the room, opened the next room with his room card, and then pulled Shu Ning in, and before she could react, he pressed her against the back of the door and leaned over to kiss her.

Because of taking into account Mu Liyan's hand, Shu Ning didn't resist at all, and reminded from the corner of her mouth that she couldn't articulate: "Mu Liyan, your hand is injured." ”

"If your hand is injured, you can still be blessed. ”

Mu Liyan deliberately bit the word sex, Shu Ning had long known that this was what Mu Liyan had always wanted to do, and her mind was also groggy, but she was suddenly awakened by this kiss and blushed.

"Mu Liyan. ”

A lingering kiss, Mu Liyan didn't have too much foreplay with Shu Ning, and Shu Ning also took care of Mu Liyan's hand and was very cooperative.

After being admitted in my heart, my body was also very tacit, even more than the first time, and I quickly reacted, and my clothes gradually fell, from the door to the bed, scattered on the ground.

At three o'clock in the morning, the night breeze outside was cool, and the room was full of people.

When Shu Ning woke up, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, her body seemed to be lying on cotton, soft, and she had no strength at all, her hand was on Mu Liyan's chest, and she was nesting in his arms.

Mu Liyan hadn't woken up yet, his injured hand was subconsciously placed outside, and the other hand was holding her.

Shu Ning never thought that one day she would be able to get up from a man's arms, let alone Mu Liyan, those memories with Mu Liyan, without thinking about it, easily jumped into her mind.

She carefully looked at Mu Liyan's good-looking eyebrows, high nose bridge, sexy thin lips, and deep facial features, which were really good-looking.

The curtains in the room were not opened, and only a wall lamp was left at the head of the bed in the room, and the light hit his face softly, adding a touch of tenderness.

The man's body temperature is much higher than that of the woman, and the temperature in the room is also high, Shu Ning felt hot, and gently moved from Mu Liyan's arms, although her movements were very cautious, she still woke up Mu Liyan, but he didn't open his eyes, just hugged her tightly, and said dimly: "Sleep with me for a while." ”

Sticking to Mu Liyan's warm chest, because of the heat, Shu Ning's body twisted slightly, Mu Liyan suddenly opened his eyes and joked: "Didn't eat enough last night?"

Shu Ning's face was red, and he glared at Mu Liyan and said, "I'm a little hot......"

"I know ......"

Saying that, Mu Liyan was to relieve the fever for Shu Ning.