I don't know whether to be happy or sad, I can't get a glimpse of its signs in advance until all the misfortunes happen, and I am still so blindly immersed in this so-called calm and somewhat sweet life.

On this day, as usual, after accompanying Yu Minghui to the last class, we held hands and wandered around the campus of Ocean University, while communicating and practicing with half a bucket of water as usual, and had a lot of fun.

At this moment, Yu Minghui's mobile phone rang.

He turned sideways and took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, then he picked it up and said to the microphone: "I'm with Sisi, I'll have to send her home later, time won't be available." ”

I don't know what the other party said, after a while, Yu Minghui said with a little helplessness: "Okay, then I'll ask Sisi if she wants to go together, if she doesn't want to go, I won't go." ”

After hanging up the phone, Yu Minghui put the phone in his pocket, he shrugged his shoulders and said, "Lin Sisi, Xiao Yan arranged a party in Chikan, and there are a few customers from Shenzhen, saying that I should show my face and say hello, do you want to go and see together?"

In the more than three months that I have been with Yu Minghui, he automatically and consciously omitted my surname in front of Xiao Yan and them, and when the two of us were there, he still called me by name and surname, and I was already used to his habit of changing his name at such a casual and seamless contact.

So, instead of complaining about others as I did at the beginning, I shook the English textbook in my hand and said, "You still have to take care of me when I go, so I won't go." It's still early, I'll take a ride home by myself, you go and get down to business, after all, work is important. ”

Following my words, Yu Minghui's big hand covered the top of my head, and he said, "If you don't go, what's the point of me going alone?" Xiao Yan probably can also handle those customers, I'll send you home, by the way, you can cook me noodles for supper, how about I? I want two fried eggs. ”

I thought, if Xiao Yan can handle it, it is estimated that he will not call Yu Minghui at this point.

After thinking about it for more than ten seconds, I said slowly: "I thought about it, it's still early to go home, let's go to the party, I haven't sung for a long time, can I go to be a Maiba?"

Yu Minghui's hand stroked my hair a few times, and he quickly responded: "Of course, wait a minute to get there, I like to hear you sing the most." ”

After arriving at the KTV parking lot that Xiao Yan said, after Yu Minghui turned off the fire, he suddenly came over, and said in a somewhat ambiguous voice: "Lin Sisi, wait a minute, I have to drink some wine with me, I can't drive after drinking, we have to stay in a hotel in Chikan tonight, I'll let Xiao Yan help us open a room, don't you mind?"

His breath was on the tip of my nose, and he looked at me, his sparkling eyes that seemed to have something else in them.

In the past few months together, Yu Minghui and I have also held hands and kissed, but other than that, there was no special intimate contact like that night at the beach.

I'm quite introverted by nature, Yu Minghui didn't make that kind of request to me again, even if I want to be more intimate with him, I won't have nothing to suggest to him like I am in water, Yu Minghui, you can sleep with me or something.

Now, at the sound of his flickering hints, my heart beat faster, and I wanted to pretend to hum nonchalantly, but my face became hot.

Hehe laughed, Yu Minghui sat in the driver's seat, his body was more biased, his mouth came to my ear, and he said almost word by word: "Lin Sisi, your face is quite red, what are you thinking." ”

I was so embarrassed that I had to reach out and push him: "Don't make trouble, I didn't think about anything, I just felt a little hot." ”

Only then did Yu Minghui straighten his body, his hand gently tapped my head and said, "Silly, you know that you are foolish." I don't mean that, I'm not that beastly, I just want to stay with you for a while. Okay, get off. ”

Damn, can I say, I hope that's what he meant!

But I can't say it!

With a hint of disdain and disdain for myself, I followed Yu Minghui out of the car with some depression and walked towards the gate of the extra-luxurious KTV.

I'm used to following Yu Minghui, no matter where I go to consume, those waiters seem to be familiar with him and will take the initiative to show him the way.

This night was no exception.

A tall and thin waiter took us all the way to the third floor, invited us to the door of V808, and gently pushed the door open for us.

Nodding at the waiter, Yu Minghui took my hand and walked in slowly.

I looked around the audience out of the corner of my eye, only to find that this box was very large, those coffee tables were full of drinks, snacks and fruit plates, and Xiao Yan was standing on the stage in front of the box, singing a love song with a beautiful woman.

After seeing us, Xiao Yan gestured to the beautiful woman, he turned down the sound of the stereo a lot, put the microphone down, and went straight to the sofa.

Yu Minghui also took me over there.

Motioning for me to sit on the sofa, Yu Minghui leaned into my ear and said, "I'll go and say hello to the customer first, you can go and order a song to sing." ”

The box was still quite noisy, so I didn't answer him, but waved him to ignore me and go about him.

Yu Minghui spread his hands at me, and then walked towards Xiao Yan's side, and it didn't take long for me to see him pick up his wine glass and keep toasting the person sitting on the other side of the sofa.

I stared at Yu Minghui's side face for a long time, and I felt that I was going to become a nymphomaniac if I continued to look at it, so I withdrew my gaze a little wryly, and turned to look around again.

At that moment, the door to the bathroom in front of me suddenly opened, and a man walked out slowly.

His dressing style hasn't changed much, it's still a long version of the coat with jeans, and he still looks like the handsome teenager of that year. If there is any change between him and before, it is that his contours are more distinct, and his face has become more recognizable after more than two years of polishing.

And I sat there with all my body, and the blood in my whole body kept rushing up the door of my head, and even then, I became cold.

I can't figure out why Ding Zhanbo, who completely disappeared from my world on the night that changed my whole life, why he appeared here and why he appeared in this box!

In the past two years, every time I hated my youthful insolence and youthful ignorance, he always became the protagonist of my memory, and every sweet word he once said to me that seemed to be sincere and sincere would become the object of my hatred.

Yes, I hate him as much as I hate myself.

All the cells in my body hate him, hate him for throwing me away in times of crisis, hate him for dragging me from heaven to hell, hate him for leaving the worst bitter fruit of that first love for me to swallow alone, I hate him for being a scumbag who is not good enough.

I've thought about meeting him again countless times, and I've always constructed in my mind a ridiculous scene of myself running after him with a kitchen knife or hoe.

And I'm where I am today.

At this moment of reunion, I sat there stiffly, I didn't have the slightest urge to kill him, I just couldn't help the cold that overturned the river and the sea.

Yes, I feel chilly.

After meeting a man like Yu Minghui, I felt like a girl who left me and ran away, even if he was handsome, he was a mess.

I hated it when it came back to me, and I was afraid that my life would be disturbed.

So I withdrew my gaze with a little paleness, and buried my head as if I didn't see him, and grabbed the sofa with my hands, and sat there motionless, praying that this mess of mud would better not provoke me.

However, God must have fallen asleep at this point, and he didn't hear my prayers, but after a dozen seconds, I felt someone sit down next to me.

I reflexively bounced to my feet, and when I looked up, I saw Ding Zhanbo sitting there, his face looking up at me, and in the dim light, his face was filled with a deep smile that I couldn't understand.

Just when I was at a loss, Yu Minghui, who was not far away, probably saw my embarrassment, he walked over quickly, he leaned into my ear and asked me what was wrong, I grabbed Yu Minghui's arm with my backhand, I hurriedly leaned into his ear and said: "Yu Minghui, I suddenly feel a little dizzy, I want to go back." ”

Fortunately, the light was not too sufficient, Yu Minghui probably didn't see my pale face, he just looked at me, and then looked at Ding Zhanbo who was sitting on the sofa calmly, he silently took my hand and put it in the crook of his arm, he didn't even go to greet Xiao Yan and those customers politely and said that he was going to go first, he hurriedly walked out with me.

After throwing away all the hustle and bustle, at the gate of the KTV, Yu Minghui's fingers passed through my fingers and held me tightly, and his voice came slowly, like a warm breeze in the cold winter: "What's uncomfortable?"

I dragged Yu Minghui forward, and I said nonsense as I walked: "Maybe it's too noisy inside, my head is a little dizzy, it's okay to come out, let's go first." ”

Yu Minghui was willing to be dragged by me, and he quickly followed my footsteps, but we only walked less than five meters away, and Ding Zhanbo's voice came from behind him.

Mixed with a hint of sour sarcasm, he said, "Hehe, this little couple is really affectionate." ”

Following his voice, Yu Minghui turned around, and because I was tightly clasped with his ten fingers, I spun around and faced Ding Zhanbo.

With his hands in the pockets of his coat, Ding Zhanbo stood there like a bamboo pole, his face still with a strong sense of ridicule, and he just glued all his eyes to my face unscrupulously, not moving.

I saw through the corner of my eyes that Yu Minghui's face had become a little dark, and he turned his face slightly to me and asked, "Lin Sisi....."

Yu Minghui's words were not finished, I didn't know if he was going to ask me, did I know this man, I interrupted Yu Minghui a little uncontrollably, I pulled his arm hard, I said, "I don't know him, let's go, I'm sleepy." ”

As soon as my words fell, Ding Zhanbo, who was standing just over a meter away from us, chuckled, and then he said coldly: "Sisi, why didn't I find out before, it turns out that you are so forgetful." ”