Yu Minghui slowly removed his arm from under the back of my head, and he whispered, "Lin Sisi, you continue to sleep, I'll go see who is coming." ”

Even though Yu Minghui may have been afraid of disturbing me, when he went downstairs, he took a very light step, but all my sleepy sleepiness had already been dispelled away by the sound of those bandits knocking on the door like they were entering the city.

Half-sitting up in a daze, I leaned against the head of the bed, my heart pounding.

It didn't take long for me to hear Cao Jiaying's voice.

Intermittent crying, to be precise.

I couldn't sit still.

I know Cao Jiaying's intentions for Yu Minghui, I want to hide on the second floor like a nobody, maybe she thinks I'm a dead person.

Turning on the light, I tidied up my crooked clothes and slowly went downstairs.

I saw at once that Cao Jiaying was squatting at the door of the house, her hand was determined to entangle Yu Minghui's arm, and tears kept pouring out of her eyes.

I don't know if she saw me, but she spoke.

She said: "Minghui, I'm scared, I'm completely scared, I feel like I'm really going to lose you, what should I do, what should I do?"

I heard it, Cao Jiaying drank wine.

There was a deep drunkenness in her voice.

Not knowing what kind of mentality I had, I coughed lightly.

Following my light cough, Yu Minghui turned his face to look at me, as if to sign. The emotions surging in his eyes may be helpless, or embarrassed, or they may be something I can't understand.

Well, I have to admit that those emotions are actually things that I can't understand. But it made my heart sink all the way as if it was tied to a stone, and it also made me have to think crankily, even if Yu Minghui once told me that Cao Jiaying was used to being rude, and there was pity in his words.

I'm either too greedy.

Even though I know that between me and Yu Minghui, there will be no marriage to end for us, and we can only fall apart from love, but I am still so greedy, I hope that all his love and warmth, don't give it to other women, he just gives it to me. Even if he doesn't give much, I think it's enough, and he doesn't want to give it to other women.

However, tonight, when Yu Minghui showed me this look, I had to re-examine the seemingly simple relationship between him and Cao Jiaying, but it could not be quantified by friends alone.

Or whether or not I exist, they are above friends, and lovers are not enough.

Just when I was thinking about these things that I didn't have, I heard Yu Minghui say to Cao Jiaying: "What nonsense, we will always be good friends." You've drunk too much, and it's late, so I'll find Xiao Yan to come and take you home. ”

But Cao Jiaying let go of Yu Minghui's arm, she staggered to her feet, staggered and stumbled in the direction of me, she grabbed my shirt at a speed that caught me off guard, and she looked at me with tears in her eyes: "Lin Sisi, I was wrong." I won't be cruel to you anymore, please, can you persuade Minghui to let him still treat me as well as before?Lin Sisi, I was wrong before, those excessive words I said to you before, don't take it to heart anymore, and don't let Minghui stop being friends with me because of fighting with me. He promised to be good with me for the rest of his life, he promised. ”

The pajamas I was wearing were not of good quality, and the fabric was not solid enough, and Cao Jiaying didn't know whether she was too drunk or heavy, or she deliberately pulled it, and my corset was exposed to one-third.

After reacting, I reached out and wanted to take off Cao Jiaying's hand, but the more I took off my clothes, I was dragged down more and more.

Fortunately, at this time, Yu Minghui walked over, he completely broke Cao Jiaying's hand, with a complicated and abnormal look on his face, and his voice couldn't help but raise a little: "Jiaying, you are a girl, what is it to be drunk at night so much!"

After speaking, he suddenly grabbed Cao Jiaying's hand, threw her to the sofa, he glared at her and said, "You sit there obediently for me, shut your mouth, don't talk nonsense, otherwise I will throw you out." It's really not like a girl, it's just willful to the point of lawlessness! Just like you, I see how you can get married in the future!"

After speaking, Yu Minghui pulled me and said, "Lin Sisi, stay away from that drunkard, she doesn't look like a person when she drinks too much, she can't even speak, she just talks nonsense." ”

If Yu Minghui was polite to Cao Jiaying, instead of as if he was more familiar with Cao Jiaying as he is now, he could scold her unscrupulously and without scruples, which might make me feel better.

However, no.

I suddenly felt that in this scene, I was more like an outsider who was difficult to integrate into the play, watching Yu Minghui and Cao Jiaying stage a difficult entanglement and joy together.

It was later, when I was so sure that I was a moth that was too stupid to throw himself into the fire and burn himself to ashes in this love, and I thought back to this moment tonight, and I realized that reality had already buried a lot of hidden lines with a clear vein, and I was finally using cowardice to fulfill my self-deception.

Yes, I am so cowardly, so fond of paralyzing myself with self-deception, that I keep telling myself that I think too much.

So, I pretended to be casual and responded, "It's okay." ”

Yu Minghui reached out and touched my head, and he said, "I'll go upstairs and take my mobile phone to call Xiao Yan and ask him to come and pick up someone, you stay away from her, she looks like this every time she drinks too much." ”

When Yu Minghui stomped upstairs, Cao Jiaying, who was still quietly nesting on the sofa and shedding tears just now, didn't say anything more, but suddenly winked at me in various ways.

It suddenly dawned on me.

She's not actually that drunk, she's actually all those drunkenness, all of which are faked.

As uncomfortable as swallowing a fly, I took a few steps back and looked at her coldly.

At this moment, Yu Minghui came downstairs with his mobile phone, he walked up to me and said, "Lin Sisi, I don't know if Xiao Yan's mobile phone is out of battery, he turned it off." Is this good, if you are not afraid of being tired, you can accompany me to send Jiaying back?"

Probably Yu Minghui proposed this because he was afraid that if he sent Cao Jiaying alone, I would think about it at home. He consciously took care of my feelings in this way, which made my mood warm up a bit.

Thinking about Cao Jiaying and her being pretending to be drunk, I want to send her off with Yu Minghui, and she probably won't be able to make any trouble.

So I nodded.

Yu Minghui touched my head again, and he said, "You're so good, go up and change your clothes." ”

I went upstairs at the call, found a set of particularly convenient clothes to put on, and hurried downstairs again.

But I didn't want to, Cao Jiaying made another plot.

Her hand pressed Ada's head very hard and rubbed it around, she still looked at Yu Minghui with a drunken look, and then looked at me, she was still drunk and said vaguely: "Minghui, I don't want Lin Sisi to send me together, I want you to send me yourself." Otherwise, I won't leave, I'll sleep on the couch, and I'll be with Ada. Minghui, when Auntie was still there, didn't you promise Auntie that you would not be allowed to bully me in the future, and that you would be good to me? Auntie has only been gone for more than two years, and if you don't listen to her, she will be sad. If she sees you doing this to me in heaven, she will not be able to forgive you. ”

The "aunt" in Cao Jiaying's mouth is probably Yu Minghui's mother.

In short, after listening to Cao Jiaying's nonsense words of deliberately using drunkenness to commit murder, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and his face surged with emotions that made me even more incomprehensible.

He walked over and moved closer to Cao Jiaying, and he patted Ada on the head, signaling Ada to stay away.

After Ada dodged away, Yu Minghui directly went up and grabbed Cao Jiaying and said, "You don't have to sleep, we still have to sleep." You're pretty much the same, don't challenge my patience. ”

However, Cao Jiaying grabbed Yu Minghui's arm with her backhand and entangled it steadily, saying: "Minghui, you obviously promised Auntie, you will treat me well in the future, you are so fierce to me now." Do you have another woman who doesn't need me as a friend? Think about who was with you when you were most sad? Think about who was next to you when you were most difficult? Think about it?"

Knowing that Cao Jiaying and her uncle were pretending to be drunk and making trouble, I felt indescribable disgust and disdain in my heart.

Although I didn't bother to touch her, I didn't want her to be so blatantly wrapped around Yu Minghui's arm to eat Yu Minghui's tofu, so I also walked over, I pushed Yu Minghui's hand away and said, "You go open the door, I'll help Manager Cao." ”

In the middle of winter, fine sweat appeared on Yu Minghui's forehead.

He looked at me helplessly and apologetically, turned around and walked to the door with great strides, and pulled it open.

At the moment when Yu Minghui pulled the door, Cao Jiaying's long nails were desperately rubbing and pinching my arms, she was really not polite at all, those pains were harmless at the beginning to more and more unbearable later, and Cao Jiaying came to my ear, her voice was very low and low, but it still reached my ears word for word.

She said, "Your birthday is over from today. ”

There was a coldness and viciousness in her words that I had never had before, and I listened to it and trembled.

At this moment, Yu Minghui turned back and said, "Let's go." ”

I really want to carry out the acting to the end, after we arrived at the parking lot, Cao Jiaying continued to make noise to sit in the front, and she refused to leave if she didn't let her sit next to Yu Minghui, and finally I sat quietly in the back, listening to her pretend to be drunk, and talking about all the old things she had with Yu Minghui for so many years.

Her voice kept crashing into my eardrums, and all the things she said were put into my heart, and I realized that between me and Yu Minghui, there were very few things that could be said.

Yes, the things that can be mentioned between me and him, except for the few times when I was embarrassed and his help, are not worth mentioning.

So, I completely understood that in Cao Jiaying's world, Yu Minghui is a special equal existence to her. And in my world, Yu Minghui is my lighthouse, my savior, my life-saving straw, my hero, and I am his what, I am suddenly a little confused and not quite sure.

I didn't know if I should be happy or disappointed, and I ended up pursing my lips and being silent all the way.

After going to Cao Jiaying's house, Cao Jiaying still pretended to be drunk to the end, Yu Minghui looked at me very apologetically, I was afraid that he would be embarrassed, and I didn't have any good way to debunk Cao Jiaying's trick for a while, so I asked him to take care of it first.

I clasped my hands in front of me, standing boredly in the hall of Cao Jiaying's house, enduring her singing and shouting all kinds of things like killing pigs in the room, just when I was about to take it anymore and wanted to go out first and wait, the corner of my eyes slowly retracted, but inadvertently, my eyes were fixed on the picture frame placed on the coffee table.

Above is a group photo of three young boys.

is the younger version of Yu Minghui and Xiao Yan. In addition to the young version of them, there is also a boy standing beside Xiao Yan, he is about the same height as Xiao Yan, he is very close to Xiao Yan, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, and the ruffian is particularly arrogant and smiles brightly.

To paraphrase a rotten line in the TV series, this face, even if it is burned to ashes, I can't forget it!

I shivered a little, then my pupils widened, and even though all my blood was rushing to my head, it was still like someone was pouring a bucket of ice down my head, and I was chilled!