187 I am a penniless weakling
Suddenly burst into a burst of laughter, and after stopping laughing, Chen Daowei continued to "tsk" a few times, and he said: "Lin Sisi, haven't you drunk herbal tea recently, so easy to get angry, I haven't said anything, you have exploded." You're a mother, and your temper has to be taken away. But to be honest, Lin Sisi, I think when you scold people, you are more attracted than when you are gentle and soft. ”
At this moment, my phone screamed sharply, I took it out and looked at it, and it was Ding Zhanbo who called me.
Since I got back together with Yu Minghui, Ding Zhanbo and I have basically cut off phone contact, and occasionally he will ask me on WeChat if Xiao Ash is okay or something. And our last two meetings, whether it was the one on the Rose Coast or the old man's white affairs, we just nodded and passed without too much communication.
Now that Ding Zhanbo is calling me, I think he must have something urgent to find me.
Taking a few steps back to avoid Chen Daowei, I hurriedly swiped my phone and pressed answer.
Ding Zhanbo's voice came from the microphone, he looked extremely impatient, and he said, "Lin Sisi, you picked up the little gray gray very early today, right?"
was so cold and unresponsive to Ding Zhanbo, if I hadn't gone to pick up my child in person just now, and I was sure that he was safe at home with Uncle Xian now, I would definitely be scared away.
But even if I wasn't scared, I was still uneasy by Ding Zhanbo's question, and I said anxiously, "Well, it's more punctual today." What's wrong?"
Ding Zhanbo sighed, his tone slowed down, and said, "Fortunately, you picked up the little gray ash on time." I went out to do something, just passed by the door of the little gray kindergarten, saw a bunch of people there noisy, I thought of the little gray in that school, I don't know if he was picked up, I immediately stopped to see, only to know that the good kindergarten did not know why a lot of snakes appeared, those parents came too late to pick up the children, were scared by those snakes to cry and rush to the ground, under the teacher's arrangement, climbed to the desk to avoid those snakes. Although the kindergarten called the police to catch the snake, saying that it was a non-venomous snake, the children were frightened, and the parents did not hesitate to negotiate with the kindergarten to ask for an explanation, ask why there were snakes in the school, and also said that they would organize other parents to strike. Lin Sisi, the little gray gray has a special body, he can't stand the fright, and he doesn't know if the snake in the kindergarten has been completely caught, otherwise you can help him ask for leave these days. ”
The kindergarten where Little Gray Gray studied, although it was not particularly tall, and the location was not good, but it was very clean and tidy, and Little Gray Gray had been studying there for so long, and I had never heard of a snake scaring children at the end of the kindergarten for no reason.
In other words, it is man-made!
My heart couldn't stop trembling, and I always felt that this was instructed by Chen Daowei!
Otherwise, Zhao Xiaoning, a scorpion-hearted person, was locked up, she couldn't do evil, I really can't think of anyone who would be so extreme, and make such a bad and ruthless trick against a kindergarten full of children!
Dominated by such thoughts, I felt that I couldn't control the hatred in my heart, and I desperately pressed my emotions, and I said into the microphone, "Okay, I see." Thank you for reminding me, Ding Zhanbo. ”
Ding Zhanbo smiled at the other end and said, "What's polite, I'm also the little gray Ding's father, this is a gesture, Lin Sisi, don't be so polite." ”
After Ding Zhanbo said this, I felt that now was not the time to chat with Ding Zhanbo, I said: "Well, I know, Ding Zhanbo, I have something to do here now, and it is inconvenient to talk about the phone for too long for the time being, otherwise I will talk about it later?"
Very simply, Ding Zhanbo said: "Okay, I'll call you later, I have some other personal matters, I have to ask you." Dellerin four, hang up the phone. ”
When I came back from hanging up the phone, Chen Daowei was still sitting on the stone bench, he didn't know when he took out the cigarette case, he took out all the cigarettes, put them on the stone table, and he put those cigarettes into the shape of a small house.
Raising his eyes and glancing at me, Chen Daowei said lightly: "Lin Sisi, it's okay if you don't want to go somewhere else to talk in detail, you can sit down, and we'll talk here." ”
I pinched the phone, I decided to put aside all the things that I was afraid of being too presumptuous, afraid of offending people and the like, I didn't sit down, I stared at Chen Daowei directly, and squeezed out a sentence from between my teeth: "Chen Daowei, have you arranged for someone to put snakes in the kindergarten where Xiao Gray is studying?"
Chen Daowei was leisurely fiddling with those cigarettes, he didn't answer my question, but said to himself: "Lin Sisi, in your opinion, I, Chen Daowei, are particularly heartless, cold-blooded and ruthless, particularly perverted, and incorrigibly neurotic, isn't it?"
Like him, I didn't take his words, and I continued to ask, "You just tell me, do you have it, or don't you have it?"
Chen Daowei glanced at me lightly again, as if he was not on the same channel at all, and he didn't think about communicating with me, he continued: "Lin Sisi, let's talk to you about my dad." Recently, I don't know if it's in a bad mental state, but I always dream about him. When I was a child, although he helped the old man with things, he often went to sea endlessly to help collect rent, and he came back several times a month. Every time he came back, his face was swarthy and swarthy with the sea breeze, and his hands were all calloused, and when he slapped my face, I felt my whole face tingle. At that time, the old man's career was not very big, and my father could not share too much money, but every time he came back, he always brought good fish and shrimp to his home. He hadn't read much, he was honest, and he was a good guy. Even if the old man is developed in the back, my dad follows him, and it can be regarded as a small fortune, saying that men become bad when they are rich, but he doesn't have it at all, he has more time, so he stays at home more, and goes out on time every day to buy vegetables to cook for me and my mother. ”
Chen Daowei's speech slowed down, his tone slowed down, he seemed to be completely immersed in his own world, and he couldn't see my saber rattling with him, he continued: "My mother takes to play mahjong, sometimes she goes out all day, and when she comes back, my dad can help her warm up the meal." He is affectionate to his children at home, considerate to his wife, and when he goes out and encounters someone who is in big or small trouble, he will also help him. At that time, my family lived near the school, and those young junior high school and high school students jumped in front of my house all day long, and my dad didn't even look at it. He is a good man, there is no problem with his character, he cannot blaspheme underage girls, he can't, he never will. But he was an honest and honest man, and he was still accused of blasphemy, rape and mutilation of underage girls, and he didn't have time to wait for me to be able to help him overturn the case, so he left. After he left, he was poked in the back and scolded that he had raped and killed underage girls, while I was scolded behind my back as the son of a rapist and murderer. Even so, I don't blame him for letting me be counted behind my back, and I don't blame him for letting me bear such an infamy with him. Lin Sisi, because I know that my dad was wronged, and I am extremely sure that he was wronged. There must be a misunderstanding there, there must be a misunderstanding there. But at that time, I was nothing, I was a penniless weakling, I couldn't do anything back then, I could only use a particularly extreme way to get attention, I wanted to make a fuss to the sky, and the old man would come forward to re-investigate the case, but the fact is, the more I cared, the more powerless I felt. Lin Sisi, can you understand that feeling of powerlessness? I didn't have a cold-blooded and ruthless perverted neurosis from the beginning, I also used to have a heart, and I also used to want to be like Yu Minghui, with a complete family, and I could live some ordinary little lives. But I found it really hard, because my heart was incomplete, full of hatred and anger, and a sense of powerlessness, the hopelessness of watching my loved ones be wronged to death. The loneliness of seeing my loved one go away and I was the only one who remembered him running for him drove me crazy. For a man like me, I don't dare to harm some women who live life seriously, such as you, such as Li Jing. Lin Sisi, do you think that I am a person who lives without being a ghost or a ghost, if I am not a little angry, you can tell me, what does it mean to be alive? You probably think I am a paranoid, but I know that I am not, I just want to help my wronged relatives get justice, that's all. On this road, I encountered too many resistances, and I did it in a normal way, and it was difficult to achieve my demands, so I had to take the sword sideways. Lin Sisi, no one is born so good and makes trouble for others, and neither am I. I also want to live normally, who I like and who I love, I can chase boldly, chase recklessly, and live the kind of ordinary life that countless people have lived. But Lin Sisi, this is too extravagant for me. ”
If I have felt countless times that I can't see through Chen Daowei in front of me, then at this moment, I can be sure almost without hesitation that he is really opening his heart towards me.
Even if I didn't let go of any prejudices and mustards against Chen Daowei at this moment, but Chen Daowei, who was babbling these words to me, made me unable to be like a few minutes ago, still put on a tense appearance, and asked him sharply if he put the snake in the kindergarten.
After he said these words, the atmosphere suddenly fell into a stalemate.
After nearly three minutes of silence, I couldn't hold on, so I broke the silence and said, "Chen Daowei, thank you for sharing so many things with me. In this case, you still directly say, it's better for you to find me for something. ”
Suddenly, Chen Daowei swept all the cigarettes that had been built into the house to the ground, he continued to look up at me, and said, "I want you to help me make an appointment with Yu Minghui, so that he can calmly give me five minutes to listen to me finish speaking." I have in my hands a new suspicion in my father's case, and isn't there a saying in the law that the benefit of the suspicion belongs to the defendant? I don't want much, but I just want to help my father overturn the case and give him a clean reputation. Yu Minghui was the only eyewitness to that case, and his testimony was particularly important to this case, I don't ask him to speak for my dad with a clear conscience, I just ask him to help me remember the events and details of that day, these are very important to me!"
I looked at Chen Daowei's eyes, he didn't look like he was playing tricks on me, but I was still quite uneasy when he talked to me so bluntly.
With a half-believing attitude, I asked in a deep voice: "Are you looking for me today really for this?"