Chapter 220: He is her reliance
Gu Jinyan breathed a sigh of relief, "I know that this is actually very ordinary, but my mind." ”
Mu Beichen took the tie back into the box, put it aside, patted the empty seat next to him, and asked Gu Jinyan to sit down beside him.
Gu Jinyan walked over and sat down, Mu Beichen looked at her, "Why didn't you swipe the card I gave you?"
"I have a salary now. Gu Jinyan replied in a low voice, in fact, she just knew that she didn't want to have any more financial dependence with Mu Beichen.
"So what?" Mu Beichen asked rhetorically, "You don't want to spend my money, just because you're not short of money?"
"I ......" Gu Jinyan may still have her own arrogance in her heart, because she doesn't want to let go of everything, but wants to continue the current relationship with Mu Beichen.
"I still hope that you will be willing to be my woman. My money, you can spend it however you want. Mu Beichen said to her, after all, he also has a kind of machismo, but as a woman, he has never been stingy in spending money.
Even if Gu Jinyan wouldn't spend his money, she didn't know why she felt happy in her heart.
Ji Yuxuan went back to the old house, no one has lived here for many years, but five years ago, Mu Beichen still bought this place, and he has kept it as it is, but he hasn't been there for a long, long time, and Ji Yuxuan is the same.
She will go today, just to show Mu Beichen, she just wants Mu Beichen to know that some of the past cannot be changed over time.
She opened the dilapidated wooden door alone and walked in, everything here was still the same, but every scene and everything here was everything she hated the most, and it was the place where she tried every means to escape.
But now that she would come back here for Mu Beichen, isn't it ridiculous to think about it?
However, none of this may matter to her.
She pushed open the door of a room, and there was an old photo on the dusty table, they were not happy at that time, and they were not even willing to live such a life, so when they left, they did not take everything related to this place, not even a photo.
"Sister, if you can see me in heaven, will you help me? You can't get him anymore, you will fulfill me and him, isn't it?" Ji Yuxuan said to Ji Yuxuan in the photo.
That's right, it's that she's too persistent, it's that she's too attached to it, and even if she can't change some things, she still does it.
Even though she regretted it, she still told herself that everything she did was right.
As long as it's for her own feelings, these are nothing.
Ji Yuxuan stayed in the old house for a long time, and after leaving, she did not go back to the Mu family villa immediately, but walked slowly nearby.
Looking at the women coming and going with their children, even if they live the simplest and most simple life, their faces are happy.
Can she do it?
No, she never could, she never felt like she didn't belong here.
She shouldn't be so ordinary, and she shouldn't have spent her life here silently.
Therefore, Mu Beichen is all she has.
It wasn't until the afternoon that Ji Yuxuan drove away, she went to He Zhengbin's car repair shop, however, compared to five years ago, the store is bigger than before, it seems that even if it is his small business, he will slowly get better.
He Zhengbin was wearing light blue overalls and walking out with maintenance tools in his hand, but when he saw Ji Yuxuan, he was slightly stunned.
He thought he was mistaken.
"Xuanxuan, why are you here?" He Zhengbin walked up to her, looked at her, and smiled at her.
"I can come here, right? I didn't expect that after so many years, your shop is still here. Ji Yuxuan also knew that when He Zhengbin took root here and started his career, it was actually for her.
After all, it is easy to open a store and difficult to keep a store, which is also He Zhengbin's own specialty, he used to learn to repair cars, and it is not easy to develop this place like this for so many years.
"Yes, after so many years, it is not easy to move to a new address, and it just so happens that the store next to it is also vacant, so I have taken it down, and in the past few years, the business has been quite good. He Zhengbin said to Ji Yuxuan and led her into a reception room.
Although the room is not big, however, all kinds of tea and snacks are complete.
Ji Yuxuan sat down on the sofa, "I know you've been working hard. ”
However, she also knew in her heart that no matter how hard He Zhengbin tried, everything he had was not as good as Mu Beichen's clothes.
That's the difference between them.
"I just want to do what I want to do, and if one day, if you want, I can also give you a worry-free life. He Zhengbin has never changed his mind.
"Zhengbin, I know your mind, and you know me, don't you?" Ji Yuxuan said lightly.
Even if she was telling herself all the time this time, there would always be a result between her and Mu Beichen.
And this result is also what she wants.
He Zhengbin made her a cup of coffee and put it in front of her, "I know, I know, I can't give you what you want." ”
"I'm glad you're still willing to consider me your friend. ”
He really never had the luxury of wanting anything from Ji Yuxuan, after all, everything he did was just for her.
Ji Yuxuan picked up the coffee cup and took a sip gently, "If it weren't for you, I would also be a person with nothing." ”
No matter how hard she worked on the surface, no matter how much she hoped that she could have the best result with Mu Beichen, her heart was still empty.
Only He Zhengbin can give her the safest feeling.
He Zhengbin just smiled, in this way, for him, it was enough.
That day, Ji Yuxuan stayed in He Zhengbin's auto repair shop until the evening, and the two had a simple lunch together, He Zhengbin said that he would invite her to dinner, but Ji Yuxuan refused.
"No, I've been out for a day, and I should go back too. Jeongbin, you know what? Sister, her birthday is coming. "If Ji Yuying is still alive, I'm afraid everyone is busy before and after for her birthday.
"You just let go of the past. He Zhengbin knew that even if Ji Yuxuan didn't say it, she had a lot of pressure in her heart.
"I want to too, but I still can't do it, I'm really afraid of ......" Ji Yuxuan's most vulnerable and helpless side will only be revealed in front of He Zhengbin.
He Zhengbin walked over, took her into his arms, let her lean on his shoulder, and patted her on the back, "Xuanxuan, with me, don't be afraid." ”
He will shoulder all the responsibilities for her, and he will also help her bear all the pressure.