Yang Fei didn't know why Jiang Hanying could live so comfortably and comfortably in his courtyard.

The relationship between the two, logically speaking, is not very close.

However, from the bottom of his heart, Yang Fei did not object to her moving in, and even had a joy from the heart.

People have seven emotions and six senses, especially men, who have the psychology of exclusivity and domineering, and the woman they once liked, when they meet again, they still hope that she likes themselves.

Jiang Hanying's two classmates are also graduate students of Qing University.

The three girls must have nothing to talk about when they are usually together, so as soon as they saw Yang Fei, they joked that Jiang Hanying's boyfriend was back.

Yang Fei just wanted to explain a few sentences, but was pulled by the poor Jiang Hanying, she shook her head gently, her eyes were full of pleading, obviously begging Yang Fei to save her some face.

"Hanying, tonight, you don't have to be afraid, right, we won't sleep with you!" the two girls giggled, entered the room, and locked the door.

Jiang Hanying smiled helplessly: "They are so crazy, Yang Fei, don't mind." ”

Yang Fei smiled generously: "It's very cute." ”

Jiang Hanying said: "How old are they, you still say cute?"

Yang Fei said: "Cuteness is a state of mind, and it has nothing to do with age. ”

When the two entered the house, Yang Fei shouted to pour water for a mouse, but he didn't answer for a long time.

Jiang Hanying has lived here for half a year, and has long regarded this place as his home, so he made him a cup of hot tea.

Yang Fei took the tea and said thank you.

"I feel that you have been in good shape recently, and you are more cheerful than before, as if you have returned to the carefree secondary school era. Yang Fei held the tea, looked at her and said.

"People learn to grow up. Jiang Hanying said softly, "The sign of growing up is to learn to bear loss." ”

Yang Fei nodded sympathetically.

Jiang Hanying sat beside him, and the faint fragrance on his body went straight to his nose.

"My dad, gone. Jiang Hanying suddenly said in a low voice.

"Gone?" Yang Fei didn't react for a while, thinking that her parents were divorced, but after seeing her gloomy face, she instantly woke up, "What's the matter?"

"Cancer, when it was discovered, was at an advanced stage, and after more than two months of chemotherapy, the person was gone. ”

"Isn't there a physical examination every year?

"I don't know, I have always enjoyed the care and love of my family, lived a willful and comfortable life, and never cared about the health of my parents......" Jiang Hanying held her face with her hands, tears flowing down her fingers.

Yang Fei doesn't know what to say, the son wants to raise but the parent is not there, this is the pain that children will experience.

It's just that this pain of losing both parents, some people come early, and some people come late.

He reached out and gently patted her on the back.

Jiang Hanying took advantage of the situation to lie on his shoulder and cried even more wantonly.

Yang Fei took out a tissue and handed it to her, but she only cried and didn't answer.

He helped her wipe away the tears on her face and asked gently, "Then do you have any difficulties in your study and life?"

Jiang Hanying shook his head and choked up: "Before my dad left, he gave me a card, and his savings were all left to me. To my surprise, even my mom didn't know about the money. Yang Fei, what do you mean to be a husband and wife? Is it really that they fly separately when the disaster comes? My parents have been together for more than 20 years, but my father still can't trust my mother!"

Yang Fei was gloomy and said: "Every family's situation is different. Where's your mother? Is she okay?"

"You may not believe it, but she remarried. ”

"......" Yang Fei seemed to be able to imagine the heavy mood of Jiang Hanying's father when he instructed his daughter on the hospital bed, and he used the wisdom of the past to gain insight into everything that was about to happen, so he left all his private money to his daughter.

"The changes in my family have made me lose too much, and I have learned a lot, the most important thing in a woman's life is not love, nor family affection. ”

Yang Fei asked, "Then what do you think is the most important thing?"

"Self-reliance. Jiang Hanying said, "Before, I have been living in guilt and longing for you, deep and unable to extricate myself. However, my father's departure and my mother's remarriage suddenly made me realize that in this life, only I can rely on myself. ”

Yang Fei was silent.

Jiang Hanying muttered: "After my dad left, I thought about dropping out of school and joining the work early, but I still decided to stick to my studies, because I want to have a better future, and my future can only be created by my own hands." In the past, I could be carefree and everything was arranged by my parents, but from now on, everything can only be done on my own. ”

Yang Fei said: "Hanying, your ideas are very great, and self-improvement is an excellent quality that each of us should have." However, family affection and love are also indispensable feelings in our lives. You can't affect your three views because of your parents' affairs. ”

"Love, forget it, we used to love so passionately, and what happened? I left you under the pressure of my family. Do you still believe in love? My parents were also married in free love, but in the end, ......."

She said sadly: "As for family affection, of course, it is extremely important, provided that the relatives are still alive and by your side." Life is a long journey, divided into many sections, each of which will be accompanied by different people and have different perceptions. In the end, we will all leave alone and painfully. ”

Yang Fei knew that she had a lot of insights to tell, and the great changes in her family had brought her too many scars and touches.

In the past, she was a princess who didn't have to worry about everything, but overnight, she lost the love of her parents and could only rely on herself to complete the rest of her life.

Whoever changes to it will reconstruct their own outlook on life and worldview.

She talked endlessly for more than an hour, and said the words that she had held in her heart, those words that she couldn't talk to others, like pouring beans in front of Yang Fei.

"I'm sorry, Yang Fei, I lost my temper. ”

Yang Fei gently wiped the tears on her face: "I didn't know that so many things had happened to you. I should have appeared in front of you earlier, giving you a shoulder to lean on when you were most in pain and helpless. ”

"Yang Fei!" Jiang Hanying hugged him tightly, "Promise me, don't abandon me, okay?" My father abandoned me, my mother abandoned me, and now I only have you as a relative......

The words "Relatives!" hit Yang Fei in the heart like a heavy hammer.

Jiang Hanying held his hand and said, "Yang Fei, I have a request, you must not refuse me." ”

Yang Fei didn't know what she wanted, so he didn't dare to agree rashly.

What if she begs herself to marry her?

Now Yang Fei, it is impossible to say the words I marry you without hesitation like he did five years ago.

He cautiously asked, "What's the matter?"