After arriving at the Internet café, Su Mu originally wanted to open a private room and sleep directly, but Ling Feng felt that it was too expensive, so he didn't agree very much. Although Su Mu was not very happy in her heart, she felt that she couldn't make her life more comfortable if she had money, but in order not to quarrel with Ling Feng, she still chose to listen to Ling Feng's words.

Sometimes Su Mu really didn't understand Ling Feng's consumption concept, and she couldn't even figure out how Ling Feng defined this kind of thing. For example, even though he is spending the family's money now, he will also buy Su Mu clothes, cosmetics and the like, Su Mu's attitude towards these things is very unclear, except for lipstick, she actually has no requirements for these, but she will spend a lot on eating and ordinary pastimes and her own preferences, but Ling Feng is very inattentive to this aspect, sometimes there are some pursuits, and sometimes they seem very perfunctory. So after being together for almost half a year, Su Mu still doesn't know his consumption habits very well, so that there are always a lot of contradictions between the two of them in this kind of thing.

Of course, if you want to say contradictions, there are many irreconcilable things between the two of them, most of Su Mu chose to be silent after arguing, because she is not the kind of person who wants to force others to change, she won't even say it before, she endures unhappy things, and when she accumulates to a certain extent, she feels that she can't change it, and she will take the initiative to leave. Because at that time, she felt that these people were not the ones who could hold hands with her for the rest of her life in the end, so she was all based on personal preferences and never thought of changing herself. But when she came to Ling Feng's place, she didn't know if it was because Ling Feng was too young or what was going on, she really hoped that Ling Feng could know about her unhappiness, be more considerate of her, and then change her ways.

However, no matter what Su Mu said, he didn't know if Ling Feng didn't understand or didn't want to change it, anyway, after the matter happened, none of them could be solved properly. Even if some things appeared countless times and made them quarrel countless times, Ling Feng would not change them, even in the end. He would in turn blame Su Mu for taking too much care of him, so in the end, after breaking up a few times, Su Mu never cared about anything about Ling Feng again.

She really started to become obedient and sensible, and she didn't ask so much anymore, she was quiet at all times, and she didn't even talk as much as she used to. She had finally become the mature appearance that Ling Feng liked, but she didn't know how much she liked Ling Feng and how much she wanted to stick to it.

Maybe this statement wasn't too accurate, the correct and cruel fact was that she didn't know when she really started to be disappointed in Ling Feng to the point that she no longer had any illusions, and she didn't know why she insisted on it.

It has always been a very difficult thing to maintain a relationship, she worked hard, and what she didn't have was a good result, so she wanted to stop the loss in time, but she failed in her unwillingness. But if you keep going, is there really no stop loss? It doesn't seem to be, because she finally doesn't seem to be blindly paying anymore, and she has begun to learn accounting.

Unlike the previous conversion, she would only care about Ling Feng's goodness before, and would convert all or several times of what she got into good for him and return it to him. But now she began to think about his badness, every wrong thing he did, and then kept curtailing her patience and affection, and even thought that when her unwillingness was gone, she might be able to get out of it.

Retreating, this should be the best result......

When he arrived in the hall and found a place to sit down, probably because he was too excited and had not eased down, Su Mu didn't feel too sleepy, Ling Feng turned on a computer and was about to watch something, and then began to put together a chair for Su Mu, hoping that she could sleep comfortably.

Seeing Ling Feng's actions, Su Mu didn't know what to say, but her mind suddenly recalled the scene when she went out to stay with those juniors in the club in college. At that time, the days were really chic and comfortable, although the days were not so smooth, but there were always many people around. But now there are fewer and fewer people around me, and life is still the same.

In retrospect, she was actually a failure, her dreams were not realized, and she coveted comfort. Although she has lived a comfortable life for a few years, she is really confused about the road ahead. Even now, she doesn't know what she wants, whether she wants to stick with it or whether she wants to compromise with reality.

Not to mention the matter with Ling Feng, there are almost no days to live in peace, except that quarreling is forbearance, and forbearance will still develop into quarrels in the end, they seem to be stuck in a kind of dead loop, repeating over and over again, not knowing when it will come to an end.

There is no hope in sight.

But she didn't know how to make a change.

With these messy thoughts, Su Mu gradually lay down on the chair and fell asleep, not even knowing what kind of movie Ling Feng had played. When she woke up, she found that she had Ling Feng's clothes on her body, and in fact, less than two hours had passed.

It was definitely not dawn yet, and it was still a long time before Ling Feng went to school, so Su Mu sat on a chair leaning on the armrest, motionless and silently looking at Ling Feng.

Why did he like him in the first place? This is also a question worth thinking about, is it because he is particularly clingy? It seems that it is not, there was a special clingy to her before, and if she didn't contact her for five minutes, she felt that she had made her angry, she only felt very annoyed, but when Ling Feng lost his temper because she didn't reply to messages, she would think he was cute. Is that because he takes good care of her? It doesn't seem to be, the people I met before, they are more good at taking care of people than the other, but Su Mu has never asked them to help them once with peace of mind, and he is more polite to them than he is to ordinary friends. So why, on earth, would she lose her armor like this when she was on multiple guards?

Why was she willing to leave this opportunity to hurt herself to Ling Feng?

Su Mu couldn't find an answer.

She had always been reluctant to compare Ling Feng with others, and even before that, when she was with Ling Feng, she had never thought of any opposite sex. She always felt that Ling Feng's age was there, and it was very unfair to compare him with other slightly older men. No one knows what Ling Feng will become, he still has a lot of room for development, and it is no exaggeration to say that he still has a lot of shape, it depends on how Su Mu wants to shape him.

So compared to Ling Feng like this, there is really nothing comparable to those people.

Su Mu once discussed this matter with Le Duo, and after Le Duo heard Su Mu's theory, he felt that Su Mu was really too biased. Su Mu didn't think so at all, but felt that it was because Le Duo was prejudiced against Ling Feng that he would think so.

Le Duo really has nothing to do about Su Mu, a girl who is too poisoned by the love brain, and she doesn't bother to argue with her, just say that she can do whatever she wants, don't come to discuss these things with her, she can't control it. Su Mu was in line with the idea of not torturing her crazy and resolutely not giving up, and as soon as something happened, he would come and talk to her again.

Having said that, Le Duo really didn't want to hear Su Mu talk about these things, she would rather Su Mu not talk to her for a few days, and she didn't want to hear Su Mu complain about what Ling Feng had done again. It's not that she doesn't want to listen to Su Mu's complaints, she just doesn't want to hear Su Mu complain about Ling Feng, because as soon as she complains, it proves that Ling Feng has made her unhappy again, and she doesn't want such a thing to happen.

Although everyone is a girl, Le Duo really likes Su Mu, this kind of liking is like seeing her as another herself, she doesn't want Su Mu to be wronged, even if Su Mu's parents don't understand Su Mu, she feels that there is no way to accept it, let alone Ling Feng. At first, when she heard Su Mu's description, she thought that this kid might really be a malleable talent, although she was worried, she was not so hostile to Ling Feng. When she knew all these things that Ling Feng had done, she couldn't wait to screw Ling Feng's head off.

Really, in her eyes, Su Mu is such a good girl, she is afraid of hurting her when she holds it in the palm of her hand, but this kid doesn't know how to cherish it at all, this really gives him the courage of a bear-hearted leopard. He was embarrassed to say that Su Mu was immature, if it weren't for Su Mu not wanting to distance the two of them too much, and trying to keep himself in an eighteen-year-old mentality, he wouldn't know where Su Mu had gone, how could he have any chance to hurt Su Mu, really, he didn't have a brain to do anything? What about this and some people say that he is gentle? A man who is not good to his girlfriend but good to others is actually praised for being gentle? Oh my God, is this clearly called hypocrisy!

But why is Su Mu such a smart girl, those people have put in so much effort and haven't caught up with her, how can she be planted in the hands of such a little rabbit cub?

That's amazing, isn't it?

Could it be because Su Mu rejected too many people, and Yue Lao couldn't see it, so he specially sent someone to clean her up? The key is not to like it, you can't find someone you don't like because you are old and make do with it for a lifetime, right?

Don't make trouble, she hopes that Su Mu can marry a good person and be happy for a lifetime, if she finds someone to marry casually, then she would rather she not marry, she can support her for a lifetime, why find a man to harm her?

Su Mu thought about it like this, and slowly became sleepy again, so he fell asleep again. By the time she opened her eyes, Ling Feng's alarm clock had already been thought of many times.

"Wife, shall we go back first, and then you will sleep when we go back?"

"Well, good. ”

Although Su Mu was really sleepy, Ling Feng's voice was so gentle that she couldn't care about whether she was sleepy or not, so she kept nodding her head again and again, but she didn't move at all. Ling Feng only felt like laughing when he looked at her like this, and then he tried to drag Su Mu up, ready to carry her back.

At first, Su Mu was still dazed, not knowing what Ling Feng was going to do, so she let him fiddle with it, and when she was about to be carried on her back, she woke up in an instant and immediately struggled out.

"I'm not sleepy, really, I can walk through it myself. ”

Ling Feng saw that Su Mu, who was so sleepy just now that he couldn't even open his eyes, suddenly turned into that energetic woman, he really felt a little incredible, he didn't know at all that this was actually just an instinctive reaction of Su Mu, it was not easy for him not to be beaten, if it was someone else, then it was estimated that he might have to figure out how to stop a crazy woman by now.

But in fact, Su Mu told him earlier that she is very insecure, because she has had a lot of bad experiences in her relationship and life, so her sense of security is very low, not only does she not like to be approached, she is afraid of being touched, and even sometimes she feels as if she has some kind of persecution paranoia.

Of course, this is not all Su Mu's problem. He had been followed three times at night before, and it did leave too many shadows on Su Mu. If it weren't for the fact that the supermarket downstairs was still open at night, it was really hard to imagine what would have happened. Therefore, her family objected to her finding a job in a shopping mall because they were worried that she would get off work late and would not be able to ensure her safety, which was also a big reason why her family could not accept her to go out and rent a house.

Living at home, no matter what, a large family, will definitely have more opportunities to protect her, now that the world is so chaotic, who can guarantee that she will be safe when a girl goes out to live? It's good that nothing like this has happened, but if something really happens, it will be too late.

Su Mu herself gave up the idea of going out to rent a house because of these things, and basically every time there was a party in the unit, she would try to find an excuse to go back before her father slept normally, so that she could let her father go downstairs to pick her up.

Every time she discusses this, some people will say that it is now a legal society, and it is not as terrifying as she imagined. At this time, even if Su Mu doesn't like to argue with others, she will stand up and tell those who have a little sense of precaution that although there are still many good people in this world, it is not yet harmonious to the point that there are really no bad people, and everyone should take due precautions against this society while warning themselves not to become bad people. This kind of precaution is not to show that this society is not friendly enough, but just as the reason not to waste money is not that it is not easy to earn, this is a kind of thinking and concept that we should have in ourselves. It's just that many people now confuse the two concepts.

After all, the old saying is very true, you can't have the heart to harm others, and you can't have the heart to prevent people. You may not be able to stop others from hurting you, but you can start protecting yourself at your best in the beginning.