It's really an embarrassing past, it's too arrogant, but my sister is no longer in this world, and who will remember my sister sometimes, except for the two of us who often miss this unforgettable memory.

Just laugh for the newcomer, and hear the old cry.

The rules of this game are too cruel, especially that Luo Jin is too much, he looked very good at the time, especially maintaining his sister, how innocent and infatuated he was at that time, but now, after having a newcomer, he has forgotten his sister completely, especially when he found an Angela.

In fact, I sometimes sigh that the world is impermanent, and life is unintentionally transformed, and sometimes you will find that in the process of transformation, you will unintentionally become empty.

Xue Luchuan has been immersed in these beautiful memories.

I can feel that his feelings for his sister are very deep, otherwise there would not be such a deep affection, and she even looks at the scenery outside the window with a kind of emptiness and a kind of confusion, unable to focus on a certain one.

"You know what? When I first met your sister, we were in a school building, and I thought she was just the administrator, but when she was writing the data, I said to her, don't mess with the data, if the data is messed up, we can spread it to the computer in time, and if we can't change this sentence in time, it will be easy to overturn all our time. ”

"As a result, she actually said, 'It turns out that you are a new senior brother, I happened to be absent when we were doing the experiment last time, my name is Second Sister, of course, I am here to report deeply, it is a pleasure to meet you', you know? We basically didn't have a girl in the play at that time to study finance, basically boy-oriented, and then we heard that we recruited a high-achieving girl in finance, I was very serious to observe, I thought everyone might be joking, because our profession in this area is really too few and too little, I will never forget what she wore that day, a thick braid, navy costume, wearing a Persian cat eyes, looking at me in a blink, it was really very cute, let me sink down all of a sudden, I seemed to be suddenly electrocuted at that time to understand that you will go around in life in circlesThat's what I've been waiting for. ”

"So you're froze by your sister's Persian cat's eyes?"

After Xue Luchuan sighed often, he looked at the scenery outside the window, smiled slightly, and seemed to be immersed in the old time.

"Yes, I'm still caught, but I still can't come back to my senses at this time. ”

This bad guy finally revealed his inner secrets at this time, he wanted to chase me, and finally revealed one of his own careful tricks.

"Why are you still chasing me when you are immersed in the eyes of that sparkling Persian cat for my sister?

I suddenly heard the question, and he felt caught off guard, and he looked at me and was flustered.

"What's the matter? I now have a heart on the left and right, the left heart has been given to your sister, and the right heart has been given to you, so it's okay, anyway, they're all relatives. ”

I'll squirt you to death with a mouthful of salt water!

If I want to believe what he said, then I am really a scumbag, a scumbag, it doesn't mean that there is no social experience, this Xue Luchuan is such a cunning old wolf, I found that he was very calm and free in this regard, and quickly changed the topic without changing his face.

"Ahem, I've got something to tell you, there's something here, see if it's right for you. ”

I heard him blush so red and say this sentence, I feel that he should take out a diamond ring at a critical moment, I just said that, I can't be jealous of my sister, his clear remarks are but, it is indeed strange enough, if he comes with a diamond ring at this time, I don't think it is strange.

Or will he give me a supplementary card of his bank credit, as his girlfriend, he should enjoy such a right, generally speaking, people in love will give such things, didn't Luo Jin often give me an additional card before?

Indicates the relationship of relatives.

Little did I expect it to turn out that he actually gave me an ugly-looking radio communication and an MP3 music box.

Xue Luchuan looked happy, looking very worthwhile, really like the kind of child who won the jackpot and was proud.

"I told you, this is our company's latest new product, this product is the chip is our independent research and development, then this style of shell may not be so beautiful, is now trying to modify the process, you don't look at it such a shell, belongs to a very stuck model, when the future investment market will be changed, and now, for our senior leaders to try it first, it feels good?"

This kind of shape is really cartoonish, I think this situation may be biased towards young children, but as an employee of the company, of course, I can't help but talk about this matter, because the style is OK, the chip is developed by us, of course, it is OK.

In the area of intellectual property rights, we will have more independent intellectual property rights of our own, so that we will be invincible in this market.

So now our company's investment and development of a chip with a market share actually occupies a fairly large market advantage.

"This time, we have cooperated with foreign capital, in this aspect of screen design and a style, we will pay more attention to a sense of touch and a quick response interface, and the function of this part will be compared with the original function will increase an upgraded version, can quickly accept all kinds of software. ”

I looked at Xue Luchuan, I think he and his sister are really a perfect match, they are both new areas of science and technology, and they will always regard these high-tech things as their deepest pursuit.

With all due respect, this thing is like us who are not science subjects, we pay more attention to the appearance of a mobile phone case, rather than completely focusing on the built-in of the mobile phone, because the life of pretending to be forced needs style.

"This mobile phone is currently the best for users, because its lithium battery is radiation-proof, and this one has been as low as possible to achieve the minimum required specifications, you use this range first. ”

In fact, it shouldn't be very useful, I'm like a turtle now, rarely go outside to wander, unless I have to go out, I'm now at most walking outside the community for half an hour after eating, so the time to contact the outside world is basically very little.

That's all, Xue Luchuan found an opportunity to criticize me.

"Let me tell you Ou Ruoxi, you are an excellent employee of our company, and what you should do as an employee of the company should do a good job of a customer experience, you are using our competitor's products every day, you are called eating in the pot and watching others play with you, I tell you, then what we need is a passionate, like their own products, must be uncontrolled. ”

Alas, hey, I have an occupational disease like Xue Luchuan, and I just obey him.

I snorted at him.

"This is called knowing oneself and knowing one's opponent, I must have a common product development, and I can make a comparison with my hands, it is impossible to become a car, right?"

"Ok, OK, okay, I can't say you, but what, during this time, because the flu has started to prevail again, so we must ensure the safety of your body, my mother has asked me to accompany you to the hospital tomorrow for a comprehensive physical examination, my mother has to ask me to do this immediately, if you don't go with me tomorrow, then I tell you, hehe, as your boyfriend, I must exercise this right." ”

Really, I said sincerely, as soon as I heard that this hospital was a thing, I couldn't help but feel sick to my stomach, especially a flu is global, is it because of this little thing I still have to check.

I looked innocent and begged him.

"Please, okay, two days ago, your mother also brought some team of professors from the hospital to give me a check-up, and also gave me a professional training by the way, is this too frequent, should pregnant women be fine, need to rest like this?"

I tried my best to communicate with him with affection and reason, and I had really exhausted my mouth.

But he looked more innocent than I was, he looked even more pitiful than I was, and even folded his hands as if he were pleading.

I really shuddered when I looked at me.

He said slowly.

"My mother said that you can only do a routine examination at home, you can only do a routine training, and you know the words of the old lady, she has worked in the hospital for most of her life, and she is still at the level of a professor, if you don't do a check-up according to her, I am worried that the old lady may not eat well or sleep well for a few nights, what should I do? The old lady's body is also a body, for her old man, you should be serious, and this routine examination is also a full guarantee for your body. ”

I was quite touched when I looked at him, because he really looked like a father, he was very business-going, and very gentle and considerate, more than I imagined.

But I can't forget that I'm separated from him by a Pacific Ocean.

It must not be forgotten that he is not the father of the child.

So I couldn't help but ask him again.

"Brother-in-law, but this thing is not a solution in the long run, we must have a collection, right? The old lady is happy now, then we can't deceive him because of this thing, this is a lie after all, a lie can't avoid the truth, if this lie is revealed one day, I guess I am not far from death, and you can't hide from it then." ”

"This matter, Ou Ruoxi, you can arrange for you to do things well, you don't have to care about anything so much" Xue Luchuan actually smiled meaningfully, leaving no traces, "Don't worry, Kong Ming is alive, and naturally the bow of the ship can be straight." ”

So what's the matter, I can only follow his feelings, he has been helping me for so long, then I can only follow his request to go to the hospital to check.

So I'm going to go to the hospital again for a check-up, because I can't help but think about the future, and the current situation makes me have to think about it.

Let's hope all is well.

May all the years be quiet!

In other words, I'm really a shellfish now, I think I'm hiding in my shell, I can be free from the storm outside, I don't feel the rumors outside, I at least I think that as long as I'm in the shell, I won't be blamed by others.

I'm sorry, I'm really selfish, I can't think about it so much, I can only feel that one day I have to do more responsibility for the little tadpole, and that's all I have to do now.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was still the same way that made me nauseous, with disinfectant filling my nasal passages, white coats, and shaking my eyes.

In this corridor, you can always hear the miserable cry of the child, well.

Really, I seem to have some kind of hallucination in my eyes, I even remember when my mother died, I should have been very young, I should have cried or not, I don't even remember, when I was in a daze, I just remember that the whole family was flustered, and the shot of me standing in this hallway, I shrunk into a ball, like a lonely puppy, and I opened my eyes wide to watch the adults running around crying, running with a loud noise.

No one cares about me, and no one has time to pay attention to me.

And in the corridor next to it, there is always a child crying loudly, loudly, really.

At that time, I was already stupid to look like this, with my sister by my side, she hugged me tightly, I snuggled up to my sister's side, and kept shaking, I felt that the world had collapsed.

I even remember that there was a heavy snow outside the window of the hospital at that time, so thick and thick, we were not wearing a lot of clothes, my hands were very cold, my sister's hands were also very cold, and the two of us were like two little white rabbits warming up, our limbs were shivering, but it was still very cold.

I also remember that my sister, who often showed Lulu, went to the commissary outside to buy me a sauce meat bun, and gave me half of it hot, and my sister only ate a small bite.

At that time, we were very strict in managing our lives, and we basically didn't have a living expense of our own, and of course I didn't know where my sister went, so I got these two dollars and bought the only sauce meat bun.

My sister was reluctant to eat, and when I finished eating more than half of it, I realized that my sister was swallowing saliva and looking at me.

I just remember that the heating bun was so delicious, and I don't know if my sister cried, and I don't remember it, but my sister was the same as me at that time.

They were all hungry and hungry all day!

I was too young at the time, I didn't know much about the meaning of death, I even had to worry about the death of my mother, I wasn't afraid of this at the time, I believed in me at the time, there was an older sister, I also had a sister, in the world my sister will definitely maintain me, my sister will definitely support this sky for me, with my sister here, I will not be afraid of anything!

But the fact that there are so many things in karma that everyone thinks about it so much that I have even forgotten that my sister will leave me one day.

I thought that my sister and I could support each other until we were eighty or ninety years old or even longer, but I never thought that the cruelty of fate was so serious, and my sister regretfully left this world at the age of 25.

The moment my sister stopped breathing, I was already crying so much that I couldn't even stand on my feet, and I cried and fainted several times.

I was lying on this, my sister's body, I didn't allow anyone to take my sister away, and whoever dared to take my sister away, I immediately put a dagger on my neck and threatened them!

I was really crazy, I smashed everything I could, I smashed everything in the whole ward, anyway I would never believe that my sister left me like this, I didn't believe that my sister left me so quickly, I didn't believe that it was all real.

Memories came back to me like a tidal wave.

I walked slowly to the doctor's office, and my ears were blurry, and I heard the crying voice of the little child in the hallway, crying all the time, lonely anorectum.

I knew I must be hallucinating somehow, I felt like I was back in many years.

Because my sister lived next door to the VIP room in her last days, and there would not be any children sitting there at all just after the exam, but I obviously heard it and I really heard it.

The little girl who was 6 years old was back.

Because I had to believe it.

The two people I love the most in the world have left me forever and forever, and since then, there has been no real replacement for them!

My soul has been summoned by them, taking away my laughter, taking away my happiness.

When I cried and remembered, they took my sister away!

I remember when my sister died, I didn't care about anyone at all, my world was blank, I don't even remember what Luo Jin's expression was like at that time, I don't know if Luo Jin cried like me at that time, I really don't remember these things.

Maybe I've erased this piece from my memory.

Maybe it was because I was in this sadness, or maybe I really couldn't pay attention to the outside world at all, and from that moment on, I locked my love in a shell.

I really thought I could really be isolated from the outside world, but Luo Jin broke into my world.

I always thought that I really wouldn't love anymore, but I was thinking about Luo Jin inexplicably, maybe I found my sister's shadow from Luo Jin's body.

So I went crazy and chased my sister's shadow!

In the dead of night, I would always stand alone by the windowsill.