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When Ling Feng heard Su Mu's answer, he instantly felt as if he knew a fool. He thought about it for a long time and didn't think that he could answer anything, and Su Mu thought that he was asleep again if he didn't speak, so he didn't care, so he started to take care of himself again. Ling Feng originally thought that after he hadn't spoken for so long, Su Mu would take the initiative to come over and ask him what had happened, so that he would have a reason to divert the topic. As a result, Su Mu simply ignored him, and when he heard the sound of the machine running on his mobile phone, his anger suddenly jumped up again. So five minutes after Su Mu ignored him, he suddenly asked Su Mu with great dissatisfaction:
"Hey, why don't you speak?"
Ling Feng suddenly spoke, startling Su Mu, who was concentrating on his work. She put down what she was doing, thought about it for a long time with a blank face, and when she was sure that their topic was ending with her, she asked Ling Feng rhetorically:
"Didn't you answer when I didn't speak? Could it be that I remembered wrong? Or did I not hear you speak?"
"It's true that the last sentence you said just now is not wrong, but I don't take your words, why don't you continue?"
Su Mu was stunned for a moment by Ling Feng's magical logic, and he didn't understand how he could have such a cognition. The person who took the initiative to chat was not her, and it was already very good that she could reply to messages and answer words when she had words, so did she still need to find a topic?
Isn't that vexatious?
"Since you didn't answer me, then why should I bother you? I don't have an obligation to find a new topic, do I?"
Although the performance was not obvious, there was still a trace of anger hidden in Su Mu's tone. But he never thought that Ling Feng didn't reason with her after hearing her words, but smiled lightly, and then said to Su Mu with a smile:
"Hey, if you're not satisfied, just say it, why do you have to wronged yourself to cater to others. This time, it's obvious that I'm making trouble, so if you're not happy, just tell me. It's not you who is wrong, so why should you bear the consequences of making mistakes for others? Are you stupid?"
Su Mu swore that she really wanted to discuss the issue that Ling Feng had just said, but she didn't know whether Ling Feng was intentional or unintentional, so she suddenly said such a sentence. Su Mu didn't react to what he meant by these words at first, but after she figured it out, somehow, a wave of grievances suddenly surged in her heart.
She also wants to say anything unhappy directly, who wants to suffer those grievances for no reason and make herself unhappy. But how is this possible? As a store manager, Su Mu has to deal with all kinds of customers every day, and among these people, not all of them are very good at coping. When you meet those unreasonable customers, it is good to be accused of the last two sentences, if it is the kind of deliberately embarrassed guests, sometimes Su Mu not only has to lose a smile, but may even lose money. Speaking of which, she has suffered enough grievances, but every thing she has to take all the blame on herself in the process of happening, if she really can't bear it and wants to vent her emotions, she can only hold her mobile phone, through the screen, and complain to her only few friends, and she doesn't even dare to post a circle of friends. The staff under her staff told her that customers can't be used to even God. But as the store manager, there are employees to take care of below, and bosses to deal with above, if she doesn't carry all these grievances, then the store will fall apart faster than she imagined.
Fortunately, Su Mu has always been glad that her ability to bear it is relatively strong, otherwise, she will feel that if she is embarrassed by the strange customers she meets in this job again, she may really have to say goodbye to this world too early. However, the ability to bear it does not mean that she can really not care about these things at all, it is like a balloon that keeps inflating, even if the space it can hold is infinite, but as long as a thin needle pokes it, even if it does not explode, the gas hidden in it will start to leak out frantically and completely uncontrollably.
Su Mu hadn't reached that critical point yet, but at this moment, she suddenly felt a little like crying.
She remembered the days when she and her college boyfriend had just started a long distance after graduation, and now that she remembered that maybe the two of them would break up. At that time, she had just found a job, and because she was not familiar with work, she always had to be busy until eleven or twelve o'clock, even though the normal time for leaving work was nine o'clock every night. In addition, she can't always contact her boyfriend when she goes to work, so the two of them can only chat a few words before the man goes to work in the morning, and if the boyfriend hasn't slept when Su Mu gets off work. Su Mu once clearly told the man when she got off work, and she also expected the man to take the initiative to ask her questions such as whether she got off work or arrived home during her normal off-duty time, but he never asked. Before everything broke out, Su Mu also asked him, did he not worry at all when she came home so late, but the man didn't say anything, as if the question asked by Su Mu had no meaning to answer. At that time, Su Mu felt that if this continued, she would definitely break up with her boyfriend, because she couldn't feel that the man had her place in his heart. Unexpectedly, before she lost her patience, her ex-boyfriend had other goals first, and then abandoned her crying. Su Mu was not used to relying on others, and when she asked him that sentence, it was the first time she took the initiative to seek attention. The answer she received was far from what she expected, so much so that since then, she has lost faith in almost everyone and never thought of relying on anyone again.
So counting it, this is about the first time that someone other than her family has tried to tolerate her bad emotions that she wants to express but dare not show. I have to say that while Su Mu felt wronged, he also felt very moved. It's just that in addition to being moved, she feels a little regretful.
It would be nice if this child wasn't so much younger than her, and if the two of them were of the same age, whether this person was sincere to her or not, she would definitely try to get his hands on him first.
It's a pity that there really is no way to change age.