191 What exactly is your purpose?
Yu Minghui went out at night so big and didn't go back until midnight, did he go to see Xiao Yan?
I couldn't figure it out at all.
It stands to reason that before Yu Minghui went out, I talked to him about Chen Daowei, no matter what he did, he should have gone to see Chen Daowei, right? What is this about Xiao Yan?
Breaking free from Yu Minghui's confinement, I raised my face again and asked, "Yu Minghui, why did you go to see Xiao Yan?"
Yu Minghui's fingers were spread, he combed all the way down the roots of my hair, his eyes were full of endless undercurrents, his gaze roamed in this huge room for a while, and when he turned his gaze back, I found that Yu Minghui's eyes were red.
His chin leaned over on my shoulder, he wrapped me tighter, he didn't answer my question just now, he said to himself, "Lin Sisi, I may be wrong." I may have indirectly killed my uncle, I killed Chen Daowei's father, and I killed a good person. How could I be so stupid back then, my uncle was such an honest person, what was it that blinded me back then, so I would be so obstinately believing what is believing. Lin Sisi, I am a sinner. Lin Sisi, I am a sinner completely. Lin Sisi, I am a sinner with a great sin. ”
Yu Minghui said these words, and the more he went to the back, the softer his voice became, but every sentence was like a stone, falling down so heavily, as if falling into the abyss that our hearts could not bear. His body shook and trembled violently, and at this moment he was as fragile as a child who had made an irreparable mistake, and he desperately tried to find an outlet, but it was always in vain.
I felt that all the words of comfort seemed pale and powerless at this moment, and all I could do was to put my hand on Yu Minghui's back and use all my strength to hug him and support him.
In my support, Yu Minghui's voice was almost choked, and he said: "Lin Sisi, I'm just a fucking idiot! I fucking owe Chen Daowei so many years, I still think I'm fucking awesome, I still think I'm fucking awesome! What qualifications do I have to be bullish in front of Chen Daowei, I don't have any qualifications at all! But I don't realize that I've been fucking angry for so many years, Lin Sisi, I'm a fucking idiot!"
Probably because the psychological defense line is on the verge of collapse, this time, Yu Minghui's voice suddenly became louder, I am afraid that the more he blames himself, the more difficult it will be to jump out of this circle of guilt, I am afraid that he will fall into a hysterical situation, I have to say some unnutritious comforting words: "Yu Minghui, this is not your fault, this is really not your fault, you just said it according to what you saw, this is not your fault." Yu Minghui, it's not your fault. ”
Yu Minghui suddenly let go of me, his hands on my shoulders and held mine, his gaze was level with mine, he said: " Lin Sisi, I didn't understand before, why the old man should be so tolerant of Chen Daowei, obviously I am the old man's own grandson, but to a large extent, the old man showed more patience and love for Chen Daowei, I and Chen Daowei also did things that made the old man unhappy, he was always easier to forgive Chen Daowei, he gave Chen Daowei those shh, the more I have to fight with Chen Daowei, I thought that my radical approach would attract the attention of the old man, and he would not be so partial to Chen Daowei in the future, but in this tug-of-war, I always lost to Chen Daowei. In this way, Chen Daowei and I became more and more bitter, and the relationship between the two of us reached the point of being completely irreconcilable, but I was stubborn and self-serving, thinking that it was good to be irreconcilable, my life was not bad for a second-rate son like Chen Daowei, such a gangster, and such a ruffian. But from that time to tonight, until this moment, I realized that I owed Chen Daowei and I owed him. Old man, he knew a long time ago that I owed Chen Daowei, and he could tell me directly that I was wrong back then, and it was my one-sided testimony that killed Chen Daowei's father, but he didn't say a word. He rotted these things in his heart, and he planned never to let me know, the old man was afraid that I would feel guilty, afraid that I would feel guilty, he took into account my feelings, and he also lived in the guilt of owing Chen Daowei with me. I've enjoyed so many years of ignorance, and I've gotten a lot of extra pleasure for nothing. Lin Sisi, I'm a fucking idiot! I thought I could do anything, but I'm actually a big idiot! I always felt how powerful I was, and I never doubted my judgment, but now, I really found myself a big idiot!"
Even if Yu Minghui said this, he said it sporadically because he was emotional, but I still understood a rough idea, I couldn't help but analyze it myself, tonight Yu Minghui went to see Xiao Yan, what information did Xiao Yan give him, let him confirm that Chen Daowei's father did not commit a crime back then, and what he saw was a superficial phenomenon.
My head hurt violently.
Xiao Yan came to me before, and I saw that his attitude towards Chen Daowei did not seem to be as good as we looked on the surface, how good he was with Chen Daowei.
Since he and Chen Daowei are not so good, how can he seem to have defected now, and to some extent helped promote Chen Daowei's wishes?
I found that I was getting more and more unable to see through it.
The burden in my heart became heavier and heavier, but I had to suppress my emotions, and kept patting Yu Minghui's back with my hand to comfort him, and I kept saying, "It's okay, everything will be fine." ”
Under my comfort, Yu Minghui's mood finally stabilized slowly, he regained his previous calm, straightened his collar again, and said: "Lin Sisi, I have to go back to Zhanjiang tomorrow, go to sleep." ”
I didn't even change my clothes, Yu Minghui hugged me and lay down, he was probably really tired, and it didn't take long for me to hear his well-proportioned snoring.
But I looked at his sleeping face and had no intention of sleeping, so I carefully took off his hand, fumbled for my phone, tiptoed into the bathroom, and closed the door.
I dialed Xiao Yan's number.
Don't call to find out, what does Xiao Yan mean, what is his intention, don't say I can't sleep tonight, I won't be able to sleep tomorrow night.
If Xiao Yan really has bad intentions, then it is impossible for me to stay quietly and do nothing!
I know what Xiao Yan's weakness is.
Of course, for me, Cao Jiaying is already my friend, sister, we have established a solid revolutionary friendship in the struggle with Zhao Xiaoning, I will not do anything bad to Cao Jiaying, but I can ask Cao Jiaying to help me.
It's not that I overestimate Cao Jiaying's position in Xiao Yan's heart, but even if I haven't had much contact with Xiao Yan in the past few years, I know him. No matter how beautiful he is in others, he is like a grandson in front of Cao Jiaying.
Just when I was immersed in all kinds of surging emotions, the ringing of those phones just now had disappeared, and Xiao Yan's voice quickly came, faintly, I didn't hear what the emotion was, he said: "Lin Sisi, you called in the middle of the night, did you want to talk to me about tens of billions of projects? If there were no tens of billions of projects, I really couldn't think of a reason for you to make this call." ”
I wasn't in the mood to talk nonsense with him, so I went straight to the point and asked, "Xiao Yan, between us, don't say those ridiculous words." Tonight, you've met Yu Minghui, haven't you?"
Xiao Yan ate and laughed over there and said, "Yes, I've seen it." What's the matter, Lin Sisi, you manage your husband so strictly, he comes out to see a man at night, you have to be jealous? You can rest assured, Yu Minghui is straight, and I am not bent, there is no ambiguous relationship between us. ”
I think that if I continue to play like Xiao Yan, I don't know how much I have contributed to China Mobile, and I can't hear what I want to hear.
Steady my voice, I said, "Xiao Yan, let me just say this, I am a very good sister to Cao Jiaying now, and she is quite easy to accept my suggestion." I have some serious things I want to ask you now, and I hope you will be serious. If you can't, then I'll introduce a tall, handsome and well-established male client to Cao Jiaying another day. He has a good impression of Cao Jiaying, and I think Cao Jiaying will also give me face, and I will contact and contact later, I always feel that they have to really get in touch, Cao Jiaying can't resist such a good man, what do you think?"
Sure enough, Xiao Yan was honest, he put away those eating and laughing, and said seriously: "Okay, Lin Sisi, you won." Say, what are you going to ask?"
I leaned over the microphone and said, "When Yu Minghui came back after seeing you tonight, he was very emotional, saying that he was a sinner and that he had killed Chen Daowei's father." Xiao Yan, I just want to know, what did you say to Yu Minghui, or what did you show him, what is your purpose? As far as I know, the last time we were on the Rose Coast, I said that you and Chen Daowei were brothers, and you were quite emotional at that time, you seemed to be quite disdainful of Chen Daowei, or with resentment, and in this matter, you seemed to be helping Chen Daowei? Xiao Yan, let's just say it, what are your plans, how big a game of chess you are playing, I am not interested at all, but if you are playing this game of chess and there are people I care about very much, then I will not sit idly by. I'll do my best to break the net with you, and I'll do what I say. ”
Xiao Yan was silent for a while before he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, I told you before that human nature is the most complex thing, and it will change back and forth. People's ideas sometimes change with different interests. ”
It's such a nourishment-free and ambiguous sentence that is too pretending! It's really enough!
I complained fiercely in my heart, and said patiently: "Xiao Yan, you are so philosophical, I can't understand it, can you answer my question seriously? If you really can't, then you give me a bright word, I won't force you, and I will know how I should do it later." My male client has been asking me about Cao Jiaying's situation recently, and as a friend, I really hope that she will have a good home. ”
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