Chapter 5 I don't want to leave

The boat in the lake was still rippling in the sunset, but the boatman did not slack off at all, still rocking the boat hard, and unknowingly, he made his boat increase the speed.

Of course, the direction of the boat was to go straight to the two children who were playing in the panbian. It can also be said that they are two children who are in danger at all times.

You see, he shook his arms, and the speed of the boat was so fast that in a few seconds, a few beads of sweat the size of beans appeared on Xie Di's forehead.

"Hey, Niu Tian, Niu Tian, why did you leave so early, leaving Moxi, a poor child, who will take care of her in the future?"

Mo Xiaohan, the stepmother of the bow of the boat, seemed to have figured out a little bit of the boat's thoughts at this moment, she, looking at a few green new graves in the distance, couldn't hide it in her heart and kept chattering, "Niu Tian, Niu Tian, why do you want to give up the child and me?" But the kindness in her heart still couldn't help but let her shed a few sad tears. "Po-po" fell into the water.

But at the same moment, Mo Xiaohan didn't think so much about the willfulness of the two children playing on the shore. It's just because she's long been used to the routines of the kids playing here. Besides, the children have already received safety awareness education from Teacher Lu Xiaoxi in the school of Leisurely Villa, so Mo Xiaohan is not too worried about this. The current situation, she is more worried that Xiao Nanniang and her old man have been sad on the side for so long, but don't really cry and break your body, and if you are not careful, you will fall into the river again?

At this moment, the reason why Mo Xiaohan is so worried is mainly because Mo Xiaohan deeply knows that Xiao Nanniang deeply remembers the children in the hearts of the old man who was persecuted by Ma Nansheng on the edge of the Broken Dream Cliff on that snowy day a few days ago. Especially Xia Xiaoxue and Xia Xiaoyu, the twin sisters, who grew up from her old man's side when they were young, the private feelings of the other mothers are quite rich and have deep roots.

But now, the mothers think that yin and yang are separated, you say, why don't you make her the old man dig into the heart as painful? Besides, at that time, they also lost the old man's own godson Niu Tian and his good neighbor Zhou Quan; you say, just because of this, how can the old man not be sad, how can he not be sad?

Unconsciously, thinking about these things, Mo Xiaohan's delicate face slid down a few hot tears again.

At this time, the boat in the river didn't seem to have docked yet, and Xie Di's thin figure was still shaking the boat with his shoulders dangling, and at this moment, seeing his anxious appearance, it seemed that he couldn't wait. Everything around him seemed to be fine, but he was in such a hurry. That's it, no one can know what he's thinking? It's really a monk of Zhang'er, and it's incomprehensible that he can't figure it out.

At this moment, there was another mess at the root of the old wall of the villa. Several old ladies are scolding the street, and they are all fighting with Fan Er, fighting a war of words.

Fan Er's splash also ended miserably in the complicated eyes of everyone.

It turned out that the few underwear that these old ladies had just washed by the Manshui Bridge were lost in the drying. This kind of humiliating thing has happened many times in the villa, but the person who stole the underwear has not been caught yet. Go with the flow, this unscrupulous little Fan Er has become the object of suspicion.

What is surprising is that Fan Er really admitted it in the abuse of those old ladies. He also said categorically that he had done all the humiliating things in the past.

Oh my God, today, if he Fan Er didn't say it himself, in fact, everyone didn't expect him to really do such a dirty thing. So everyone was disdainful and disdainful, and they couldn't laugh or cry. Of course, those old ladies didn't spare him lightly when they took the opportunity, even scratching, kicking and beating, and in an instant, Fan Er fell into a pimple and was scarred.

Squeak.

Fan Er couldn't be angry, so he went to the old village chief to theorize, and after the old village chief heard it, he and several old men laughed to tears. Leaning forward and closing back, snot and saliva, it is not in shape.

Especially the Uncle Erping who was pulling Fan Er's head full of pimples on the side and gloated and said: "Who made you this kid dishonest, and if you have nothing to do, you will drill into the girl's nest, and you still do such a dirty thing." It's self-inflicted, and these pimples are the best result!"

When everyone heard this, they all laughed again.

After that, Fan Er also fled in disgrace in boredom. Along the way, no one in the lodge paid any more attention to him. In particular, some women and children avoided him and stuck their tongues at him from time to time.

This time, Fan Er made a big loss.

At this moment, Mo Xiaohan, who was leaning on the bow of the boat, saw that Xiao Nanniang was still sitting alone on the stone cliff on the side, letting the whistling spring breeze wantonly caress her slightly loose hair, and at the same time, she also saw that the old man seemed to be looking at the thick clouds in the sky in confusion, still immersed in those past events.

Perhaps, at this time, although the old man is full of colorful clouds and pleasant scenery in front of him, but in the past too many life processes, it is a gray world.

"Yes, Godmother, her old man may be sighing at this moment about the fragility of these lives and the unfairness of fate. However, why is my own situation so miserable?"

Mo Xiaohan thought too much and cried to himself.

At the same time, she also covered her face with a few of her fingers, for fear that the unfamiliar boatman would see the sadness in her heart.

At this moment, perhaps, Mo Xiaohan is also like Xiao Nanniang, an old man who is nostalgic for the past, and she also misses those who were once important in her life. Because those people have also walked into her life before. She also knew once again that there is really nothing wrong with life and love itself, and what is wrong is really the way of love and life! In fact, some marriages and the end of some careers in the world are really never expected, but they are really predestined in the dark! Moreover, it is really because no matter how hard a person is, it is impossible for him to fight for his life, let alone earn his life, so that when the time comes, lest he really be very hurt.

At the same time, she Mo Xiaohan is also more convinced of some truths of traditional Chinese sayings: how big a bird is, how big the food should be eaten. Whoever is born is promised, what destiny should be.

"Since ancient times, dragons give birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, and mice give birth to mice!"

"People don't often say that lovers eventually become married. As long as it is two people who truly love each other, their hearts will be connected, and they will grow old together. However, how could my love be ruined, and why did Niu Tian abandon me in a hurry? ”

"But the person I really love is Xiao Nan, will such a love be damned?"

Mo Xiaohan was stunned, and said in his heart: "This kind of love will not be blessed, and besides, am I Mo Xiaohan really a scheming girl?"

After speaking, Mo Xiaohan quickly gasped a few times, and swallowed the root of his tongue vigorously, then raised his face, stared at several graves in the distance with two wide eyes, looked at the sky, and tried to hold back his tears, but at this moment, it was really too late, these disobedient tears poured out like a fountain, and the moment she couldn't cry, her sharp chin really became the eaves of a rainy day.

In the midst of all the doubts, Mo Xiaohan also reluctantly closed his beautiful eyes, held back his chokes, and let the tears flow silently on his face.

At this time, her teardrops were one after another, shining with gorgeous color light in the colorful glow, reflecting her more beautifully, and seeing her at this moment is not only pitiful, but also more distressing.

Seeing Mo Xiaohan crying secretly, the boatman sighed with gratitude: "Yes, perhaps, the fate of this beautiful girl is really too unfortunate." So, quietly ask this world, why does God only bully these good people and suffer so much pain and suffering?"

Suddenly, Mo Xiaohan also had the idea of returning to China in her heart, and she muttered to herself, "Now, when I get to this step in the field, what am I still hesitating about, what am I nostalgic for? Without the cow field, who can give me a reason to stay? However, if I really choose to leave, where should I go, and how should I face the future path? Moreover, the situation in Donetsk, the eastern part of my country, is so turbulent at the moment, and all kinds of armed conflicts are intensifying!"

"However, if I really choose to leave, how can I be willing to give up my love for Xiao Nan?

After a sigh and reluctance, Mo Xiaohan still gritted his teeth tightly, "Grandma's, you should go, you have to leave after all, since you will die, you will also die in your own land." Fuck your uncle*, I, who am extremely patriotic, will die standing and die. I want to die a noble death like my Chinese mother Liao Ying, who teaches at the Air Force Military Academy!"

Yes, a few days ago, she heard her father Tymoloch say that her mother was shot down by terrorist militants when she was assisting the Ukrainian government army in detecting the enemy......

thought about it so much, so Mo Xiaohan felt infinite memory and admiration for his mother Liao Ying in his heart!

You see, at this moment, Mo Xiaohan is looking at half of China's sky affectionately, and after a moment of helpless thought, she still seems even more dazed. Because, she knew that she really didn't want to leave here.

To be exact, Mo Xiaohan can't go. She has already fallen in love with the people, the culture, the customs, and of course, the beautiful landscapes and beautiful countryside.

Perhaps at this time, her foreign heart already belonged to "China" and belonged to a Chinese man, and she didn't want to leave at all.

Sure enough, it was expected.

And that's exactly what it turned out to be. Mo Xiaohan has always longed in her heart that God can give her a chance, so that there is a legitimate and sufficient reason to continue to live here.

At the same time, she also warned herself: the path she chooses, no matter how difficult it is, must go on on her knees.

In this way, Mo Xiaohan suffered from gains and losses, and in an instant, her beauty was written on her face. At the same time, it also made her mood more relaxed.

But suddenly, a somewhat painful expression welled up on her face, and she not only frowned, but even her lips trembled sharply, accompanied by bursts of painful retching......