Chapter 148: Self-blame
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The thunderstorm season in S City is always very long, and the socks that are dried out are not completely dry.
Every night, Zhongli would come to visit Nan Xinliang by the bedside.
It's just that it's getting later and later, and sometimes even until the sky is white, he is late.
"Ah Liang, look at the five hundred yuan in my hand! Today, after a day of being a background board, I finally got the first money, you must hold on!"
"Ah Liang, I think two announcements a day is too little, I'll go and tell Sister Wanru in a while, arrange more work for me, and make more money!"
"Ah Liang, that's great! I seem to have passed the audition, and the crew asked me to go to the hotel tomorrow to sign the contract! You wait for me!"
"Ah Liang, today is the first day of start-up, and everything is fine. It's just that the producer always asks me to go out for drinks at night, is it also fascinated by my handsomeness? haha!"
“…… Ah Liang, I think this producer is a little weird, as if my sister has changed from a different person, it's so strange!"
"Ah Liang...... Ah Liang, no matter what I become, you won't dislike me, will ......you? You wait for me, I've almost saved up my money!"
"How can this be! Lu Wanru has been lying to me all the time! Ah Liang, my money is gone...... Ah Liang, I'm sorry for you, I can't save you......"
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Day after day, Nan Xinliang's ears kept circling Zhongli's voice.
The moment he looks forward to the most every day is the appearance of Zhongli.
- at least he's safe.
But what he was most afraid of was Zhongli's arrival.
Every time I hear the young boy's voice narrating his experience, Nan Xinliang's heart is like a knife.
He knew that Zhongli had been deceived.
He knew that Zhongli was jumping into the fire pit.
He clearly knew that Zhongli was being bullied by others.
But he couldn't do anything, he could only lie on the bed like a zombie, and he couldn't even say a word of comfort!
Nan Xinliang knew that everything Lu Wanru was doing now was actually to contain himself in the future, and Zhongli was just an inconspicuous victim in Vanity Fair.
Even if Zhongli died of exhaustion one day, or was tortured to death by someone.
Except for Nan Xinliang, no one in this world will shed a tear or sigh!
He did not kill Beren, but Beren died because of him.
It was he who killed the best brother.
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Outside the window, thunder and lightning flashed, and the rain still showed no signs of stopping, and even intensified.
Scenes of the past wandered in his mind like a marquee, and the cold sweat on Nan Xinliang's forehead became even more fine.
He couldn't help but tilt his head slightly, and began to gasp for breath.
Jin Shouzhi leaned over gently, trying to give his body some fulcrum.
Her phoenix eyes were dull, as if covered with a layer of dust.
"That Zhongli is now...... How's it going?"
Although Lu Wanru and Mei Xin are both demons who eat people and don't spit out bones, Nan Xinliang is now at the top of the entertainment industry and should be able to afford the huge termination fee.
Once out of the contract, Zhongli is truly free.
Nan Xinliang lowered his eyes, and his beautiful side face seemed to be frosted, revealing a trace of death.
"He's a fool, in order to make money, he actually thought of selling blood. ”
"Selling blood? The state prohibits the private trade of blood. Jin Shouzhi's heart trembled, "Could it be that he went to the black market ......?"
Nan Xinliang nodded.
"You don't know how Lu Wanru forced him. The bloodshot in his eyes appeared, "Zhongli is desperate, his blood can't be sold, so he actually thinks of selling his kidney." ”
Nan Xinliang took a deep breath: "He was not in good health, and he was infected after surgery. ”
He paused.
"It's uremia. ”
At this moment, Jin Shouzhi was completely stunned.
She originally thought that Mo Wanyan, who had been disfigured before, was already a tragedy in the world, but she didn't expect Zhongli's experience to make her even more unthinkable!
Uremia is a disease that makes people suffer a lot. Endless pills, endless dialysis, and high medical expenses that ordinary people can't afford!
In addition to changing a kidney, Zhongli is basically living and waiting for death!