Xi Yun was kidnapped and imprisoned, then stripped naked, then beaten and beaten, and finally stopped by the little girl, and then his father appeared.

The great pain of that year is not something that can be explained clearly in a few words, Xi Yun has been thinking about it for many years and trying to forget it.

But the memory of being beaten and violated is so deep that even when she was five years old, she could remember it clearly.

Good thing there is that little girl.

Fortunately, my father appeared in time.

Otherwise, the consequences are unimaginable.

Probably die......

"Have you been miserable all the time?"

"Yes, I feel very scared when I think about that year, I think it is me, but I feel that it is not me, I think it is a dream, I feel that it is not a dream, I feel that I want to be alone, I am afraid of being alone, I want to run all over the world to relieve anxiety, but I want to stop and find a harbor to dock! I am very conflicted and tired, and I am even more anxious, I feel very painful now, in fact, back then...... I was covered in scars, scalded by boiling water, and I was beaten badly, and I was scared...... Afraid of the ...... Brother Yuanlian said that because I was hurt too deeply, I had mental illness, and I began to be anxious, began to be anorexic, and also began to binge eat. ”

Xi Yun sat on the bed and curled up with his arms tightly clasping his legs to find a sense of security and said: "Brother Yuan Lian said that I have always been unhappy, but I have always pretended to be happy, I think he is right, I have always been a false self, I have never been my true self, I always let myself be so busy, I look so powerful and free, but that is not Xi Yun." ”

The doctor asked her, "And what do you want to be?"

"I just want to be Xi Yun. ”

The doctor asked, "Why do you keep pretending to be happy?"

"I don't want to worry mom and dad. ”

Xi Yun said with tears in her eyes: "I've always been unhappy. ”

"You need to rest and calm down. ”

......

"Carl, I'm running ahead of you!"

Xi Yun skated at the ice rink, and Karl followed her closely, and soon he caught up and said, "You are very good at skating!"

"Of course, I've been since I was a kid!"

Karl asked curiously, "Why did you go home to Ireland a few days ago?" I thought you would be home for a few months!"

Xi Yun replied in English: "I'm bored at home. ”

"What are those scratches on your neck?"

"It's itchy, it'll be fine in a few days!"

Xi Yun slid to the front, and Carl caught up again: "We have practiced parkour more in the past few days, and we will participate in the competition after a while." ”

Xi Yun asked curiously, "What about Elena?"

"She has strong skills, it doesn't matter if she practices or not, when the time comes, she will directly participate in the competition, Xi Yun, you are not allowed to hold us back!"

Xi Yun said happily: "Then I'll be garbage!"

"Look at your pride!"

Xi Yun is a person who focuses on what he learns, even if he can't learn proficiently, he must be an excellent player.

In the two months after the New Year, she spent time practicing parkour, and because she was so attentive, she rarely thought about her home and Yuechun.

So in two months, she contacted Yue Chun about five times, and the two of them seemed to be back to their previous state.

Of course, this is just Yue Tsubaki's opinion.

Xi Yun didn't feel this way.

It was at the beginning of March when the competition was about to start that Xi Yun suddenly received a message from Yue Chun, "I am on a business trip in Ireland, and I will arrive in Ireland in about three hours, do you want to see me?"

Xi Yun replied, "Well, there is only time at night." ”

Yue Chun was in a bad mood when she received Xi Yun's news, she was separated for two months like she was nothing, but he made a special trip to Ireland, and Xi Yun was not in a hurry to see him, which made him feel lost.

Yuechun, who had always been calm, began to panic.

"Xi Yun, what do you want me to do?"

......

Because of Elena's temporary absence, the team's focus is on a few of them, Xi Yun participated in the game during the day, and when she returned to the apartment at night, she fell asleep, and when she woke up the next day, she remembered that Yue Chun had arrived in Ireland, and she quickly sent him a message and asked: "Big brother, where are you?" I'll come back to you at night. ”

Yue Chun was sitting on the hotel couch when he received the news, and he sat there and waited all night, his expectations disappointed.

He did not reply when he received Xi Yun's message.

Xi Yun was in a hurry to participate in the competition, so he didn't think much about it.

Thought he was too busy to reply to her messages.

Although Xi Yun's parkour level is not a super god, she is also familiar with it when she climbs over houses and obstacles, at least she didn't hold back the team, when she finished all the games, she took off her cap and ran over and hugged Carl tightly, "I succeeded, at least I didn't lag behind!"

"Xi Yun, congratulations on your graduation. ”

Just not far away, about a dozen meters away, the man looked at the enthusiastic girl silently, her performance just now, her ability, he saw it all in his eyes.

This is a girl who makes him proud.

The girl who made him out of control.

But he didn't know—

This is a girl with a heart failure to the extreme.

The man turned around and returned to the hotel, and the assistant gave him the video of Xi Yun's game just now, "Mr. Yue, this is Miss." ”

Yue Tsubaki asked him, "Is she amazing?"

"Amazing, Mr. Yue is even more powerful. ”

"I forgot how I used to be. ”

The life of these years has been too peaceful and stable, of course, those petty assassinations are not counted at all.

"Mr. Yue, what you have experienced is a past that ordinary people can't experience, and it's a past that Miss Xi can't understand in her life. ”

"But I think she's amazing. ”

"Mr. Yue likes her and thinks she is good anywhere. ”

Yue Chun: "I think she's good anywhere." ”

Xi Yun felt tired and hungry after the game, but at this point she didn't want to go to Yue Chun, she would definitely call her to eat, during this time, in order to maintain her physical strength, she ate on time for two consecutive months, she would vomit after eating, and of course she would continue to eat, just as she was about to leave the game scene, she saw an acquaintance, she quickly ran over and hugged him, "I didn't see you yesterday, I thought my brother Yuanlian wouldn't come!"

Mo Yuanlian rubbed her head and asked, "How have you been doing lately?"

Xi Yun said sadly: "Poor, very poor." ”

"I'll soothe you later. ”

"Thank you, Brother Yuanlian. ”

Mo Yuanlian glanced at the direction Yue Chun left and said, "Just now, your brother Yue Chun is here, Xiao Yun, do you know?"

Xi Yun shook his head and said, "He didn't say it, I thought about going over to find him at night, let's go, Brother Yuanlian, I'll go shopping with you." ”

"Well, I'll go back to your apartment and I'll see your condition later. ”

"Brother Yuanlian, why do you think I'm sick?"

"I've had a disease since I was a child. Mo Yuanlian said.

Xi Yun was surprised and asked, "What's wrong with Brother Yuan Lian?"

"I was abused since I was a child, an antisocial personality. ”