Xu Yu was anxious at the same time, and he was silent, and he also sighed a lot.

In fact, Xu Yu knows that he will pay his salary no matter what, and he will never run away again, and in case the store manager Li Ruhua does something, "The dog will jump off the wall if he is in a hurry, not to mention that I usually don't say it, it doesn't mean that I don't know, I know that you are not a little secret, heh!"

Xu Yu viciously agitated his cheeks, and the oncoming people didn't know what Xu Yu was talking to himself.

Xu Yu didn't care.

This is what Xu Yu remembered later, of course, and sighed, it was better to be around 19 years old at that time, no matter how easy and free it was, and humming happily on the road like this, scolding viciously when he was angry, and breaking his thoughts, he didn't care how good the eyes of others were.

It's just that at that time, Xu Yu felt that the things around him were terrible, like before, after falling off the list, he didn't live several times, and felt that life had no meaning and color at all.

Maybe the experience is different, the feeling is different, Xu Yu at that time felt that the things in the family, and the feeling that he should have missed the passing years, the ignorant youth, was very emotional for a while.

Idle, it's still early, don't be in a hurry, I'll work early tomorrow, but I'm like this these days, just in case, in case, what to do tomorrow without a salary, Xu Yu had a lot of thoughts for a while.

"Why are my parents like this, God has given me a normal family, life!"

She didn't know that the fate of the later period was full of all kinds of strange and thrilling things, life is like exploration, and after a long time, she will get used to it, and even miss it, this is life.

Suddenly, Xu Yu opened the memo on his mobile phone and wrote a short article:

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Title: "Waiting for the Soul Behind You"

Time is passing in a hurry, when the years leave traces on the face, recording the past on the wall, we have become more and more experienced, know how to protect ourselves, but more and more calm and calm, and more and more stingy emotional giving, this hard shell left the chill of talking, but also more and more let each other not see each other's minds, live out the posture.

But ignoring the sweat behind the hurried footsteps, there were more tears, which seemed to be the embodiment of melancholy in an instant. The gorgeous transformation of work and life is easy, but there is more loneliness and hollow shell. The feelings seem to be sublimated in the heart, but I can no longer hold the residual warmth of the palm.

Relatively speaking, depending on what you care about, the choice when you make a choice, also constitutes a ladder or wreckage of progress, those who no one cares about or does not want to touch have wounds, regrets, meditation to be continued, and countless cries from the bottom of the heart and question marks in the heart that cannot give definitions or answers, how many sleepless nights, the taste of moistening the corners of the eyes but there is no trace of the wonderful personal carnival that continues.

The air is filled with the smell of nostalgia and memory, let it be like a dandelion floating in the heart of the indefinite home, with the run-in of the years in the heart of the ravaged pearl, the light emitted also confused their own mood, but also impact their own principles and bottom line.

Twilight looked back and asked myself if I was worthy of the sky, and I was worthy of myself, everything was really what I wanted??? sighed, while growing rapidly, I was hot, but don't forget to wait for the soul behind me. . .

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The world is too anxious, too impatient, fast food, express delivery, everything is fast, even if there are people who want to meet sisters, want to hold hands, and want to ......

Books are also all kinds of books such as quick success, which seem to be unhappy, and life has missed hundreds of millions.

Many people around me are quick to get married directly, hurriedly deal with their families, and then rush to life, but they still feel that fate is like this, and the most unbelievable thing is that they will persuade the people around them to get married quickly, have children, take a baby, and go to work.

Everyone is in a hurry.

Xu Yu sighed, how to fall in love calmly, and then look slowly, when marriage seems to be a luxury.

Thinking of Han Ziyan's words, is it possible that the confession that has not responded three or four times is fruitless, or should I give up?

It's hard to love someone as persistently as in the past, it seems to be a legend, it's really hard to love it, and it's even harder to love it well for a lifetime.

Xu Yu sometimes thinks of what he was inadvertently pulled away in the past two years, blind date, as soon as he met, he mentioned seeing his parents and setting a date, sometimes he felt really fast and couldn't see clearly, so confused, I hope my life won't be like this, come on, Xu Yu held his right fist "Come on, come on".

Drum up.

Of course, continue to hang out.

After going to work, there was no difference from the past, but I chatted inadvertently, and I learned that someone went to check yesterday and still didn't pay my salary.

Some are relaxed, and some are broken, but Xing muttered, "From my previous work experience, today happens to be Sunday, and in some places, if it is Saturday and Sunday, the bank does not work, and the salary will be delayed, that is, Monday, tomorrow, and wait, it should arrive tomorrow." ”

This time it's chirping, it's frying.

The three of them were chatting together at the counter.

After Xing Mu finished speaking, he patted Xu Yu on the back, and when Xu Yu was still thinking about it, he opened the calendar on his mobile phone and pointed it.

"This 2008.5.11 is today, Sunday, yesterday Saturday, tomorrow 5.12, Monday, Monday again, check again (card balance to the account), should arrive. ”

"Well, it should be!" Xu Yu's words were short, but her heart was very warm, not mainly because of the temperature of her handshakes or the words themselves, but in this work, in this deceitful design, Xu Yu walked on thin ice, and this warmth felt even more precious.

It's like a desperate person being rescued by holding hands, even if he can't be rescued, he is still in prison (ling, two sounds, yu, three sounds) But this kind of behavior makes the people in distress warm and moving, because at this time, even if he passes by, he doesn't rescue, but at least he doesn't fall into the well, Xu Yu is too grateful.

Xu Yu nodded his head when he said, and it was also the affirmation of people in his heart, the distance between his hearts was shortened, and the relationship between friends was closer, not ordinary colleagues.

Soon, I got off work that day.

Went home.

Xu Yu still knocked on the door vigilantly, his heart was worried, his eyes were still looking forward to it, he was still looking at it with lonely eyes and suspicions, Xu Yu didn't want to speak, he didn't believe what he said, and he slept in a daze.

It's just that Xu Yu, who was lying on the bed, didn't sleep, and he didn't know how long he lay down before falling asleep.

The conversation between those two sentences always echoed in my ears.

Xu Yu was forced to ask annoyed, "Why, why are my parents like this, other people's children are parents who take the initiative to give money, why my family is reversed, and I have not not given it, since I worked, I have given it without reservation, it is you who always play cards by yourself, and you don't go home for a few days after paying your salary, and you come back with a pair of dead eyes, deep eye bags, and red eyes (bloodshot eyes)."

Then Mom said a few words and you started fighting, I give you money to make you have nothing to do every day to beat Mom, I make money like this, is it worth it for you to spend like this? I don't give you money all at once because of this, look at you like this, are you worthy of me? Worthy of me?

Xu Yu roared, hoarse, this time she was crazy, angry, and Xu Tianming in front of her was even angrier and crazier!