(20) Escalation of the problem

Su Mu felt a little pity when he heard this sentence "see you tomorrow".

She has truthfully told the boss that this girl is not suitable for this job, according to the past situation, if they have contact at night, the boss will definitely explain this matter to her, that is to say, the two of them will not have such a thing as "see you tomorrow" at all, if they want to meet, unless this girl comes to the store to consume again, and when Su Mu is on the job, otherwise, they probably will not meet again in this life.

After the girl left, Su Mu sent a message to the boss and gave her a rough description of the girl's performance. After a while, the boss sent her a message back, telling her that she didn't have to worry about this matter, and that she would just leave everything to her.

It's best not to worry about her, so that she saves both thought and time. Thankfully, the store hasn't been too busy lately, and if it does, she really doesn't have time to worry about these things.

However, Su Mu was actually quite anxious, she was very worried that she would not be able to cultivate a new person before she left. After all, the store always needs to be made to support the normal operation of the store, but now in addition to the boss's family, she is the only one who can be regarded as a successful hand, the boss has his own work to do, it is inconvenient to ask for long-term leave, if there is really no suitable candidate, she is afraid that the boss will let her hold on for a while longer.

She knew her character too well, and if her boss spoke, she wouldn't know how to refuse. Even if she knew that if she didn't refuse, it would not only delay her family's affairs, but also delay Leduo's trip, she was embarrassed to refuse. Le Duo often said that this is the disadvantage of her being too soft-hearted, and always warned her to think about herself a little before doing things, although the heart of harming others is not allowed, but everyone is a first-time person, there is no need to think about accommodating others in everything.

Su Mu also understood that her own personality had actually made her suffer a lot, including Ling Feng, who had already suffered a lot of grievances. Of course, she also wants to change, but every time she thinks that if she doesn't think more about others, it may affect others' perception of her, and she will feel how bad she is, she will choose to give up on changing.

Although she doesn't like to interact with people, she cares a lot about what others think. She knew that this was her inferiority complex, and since she knew the root cause, she had been trying to make herself confident, so she wanted to try to learn everything, and almost all kinds of aspects were involved, so that now, almost any kind of person who wants to communicate with her, as long as she wants to, there must be a common topic, and even if it is the first time to meet, it will definitely not be embarrassing. But despite this, her inferiority complex has not been cured, but has a tendency to intensify.

He didn't know what went wrong in the link that would lead to this situation, she had never been willing to ask for help, but at the moment she especially wanted someone to give her some confidence. Although she had received countless compliments before, she had heard countless times of words like "so good", "so good-looking", "really good personality" and so on, but she had never found any confidence in these words.

To put it bluntly, she didn't believe in the truth of the words used to describe her.

Su Mu often felt that using Gemini as an excuse for all this would be more consistent to say that she had a dual personality. Although her "dual personality" is different from the scientific definition, her thinking has always been at two extremes, and has always been very contradictory, so that she is always in a dilemma, and can show different personalities in front of different people.

However, although Su Mu was in a hurry, it was not something she could change if no one came to apply. So at best, she complained to herself and didn't do anything else.

In the afternoon, when Ling Feng got out of class, he suddenly sent a video to Su Mu.

Su Mu felt a little surprised, although the two of them always called, but the video was usually at night, and there had been no video for a long time recently, so Ling Feng sent a message at this time, Su Mu thought that he had something urgent, so he immediately picked it up without thinking about it, and then asked before Ling Feng spoke:

"What's wrong?"

This video was originally posted by Ling Feng, but when Su Mu asked this, he was startled, and he didn't even know what he should say. This made him feel a little embarrassed at the same time, and at the same time, he was also a little unhappy, and couldn't help frowning, and replied to Su Mudao:

"Can't I call you if I'm fine?"

"Yes, I just haven't played a video before, so I'm a little uncomfortable, and we haven't had a video for a long time. ”

"Are you implying that I haven't made a video call to you for a long time? Besides, where is it for a long time, didn't you still have a video two days ago? If I don't call you, can't you call me?"

The tone in which Ling Feng said this made that Su Mu sound very uncomfortable, and even made her feel that he had made this call specifically to find fault. She really didn't know what kind of nerves he was having, obviously he was fine at noon, but after two or three hours, he became like this again, which made Su Mu's attitude unconsciously start to get worse, and couldn't help but question Ling Feng:

"Didn't you say you didn't want me to send you a message when you played the game? I said that you didn't show up for two or three hours when you played the game, do I know when you're playing and when you're not playing? What if I send you a video and you're playing a game, and if you lose, blame me for affecting you?"

"Who would blame you, you didn't beat me, how do you know I'm going to blame you?"

"yes, wouldn't it be more embarrassing if you didn't pick it up, besides, what's the matter with the video you can play with me when you play a game, even if you pick it up, don't you just tell me you're playing a game, let me give you time to play the game?"

Su Mu said that Ling Feng had no room for argument at all, he was stunned for a long time on the other side of the video, and he didn't know what he should take.

The two of them actually knew very well in their hearts that Su Mu's words were actually not wrong at all, and it was precisely because there was no mistake that it was the biggest mistake.

Because Su Mu said this, it was equivalent to bringing out the biggest problem that the two of them had been trying to cover up. And some problems are destined to be untabled, once they are exposed, what awaits them is only harm.

But when people are impulsive, they don't care about the consequences of what they do.

Perhaps because he didn't know how to reply, Ling Feng didn't speak for a long time. In the end, Su Mu felt that it was a waste of time and meaningless to be in such a stalemate all the time, so he spoke again:

"What do you want to say when you send a video? You can't just want to quarrel with me when you're idle?"

"No, I just want to send you a video and see you. ”

When Ling Feng said this, although he still had a little temper, his attitude obviously became better, and he even had a hint of helplessness. When Su Mu heard him say this, he also sighed unconsciously.

So this is obviously a good thing, why did it develop like this? Is there really something wrong with the communication between the two of them?

But obviously at the beginning, there were no such problems, so why did the more they got together, the more problems they felt?

Su Mu has always been very unaware of those stories and videos, in which a couple looks particularly bad in the process of getting along. Two people who should love each other, and two people who want to give their best everything to each other, how can it develop to the point where they don't like each other, or one party keeps paying, and the other party not only turns a blind eye and may even feel that others are very troublesome. Now when this happened to her, she didn't find a reason. She really didn't understand why Ling Feng had been so good to her before, but now he had become like this without warning.

Could it really be that he repeated his previous mistakes and met other girls?

Thinking of this, Su Mu suddenly didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

She can accept any kind of reason to break up, even if he lied to her that she was terminally ill and used the excuse that he didn't want to drag her down, she could accept it. The only thing she couldn't accept was that Ling Feng had someone else she liked, and she had to break up with her because of another girl.

Not to mention how much she was hurt because of her ex-boyfriend's splitting before, that is, when the two of them were not together, Su Mu had already repeatedly emphasized this matter, and even when she found out that Ling Feng was chatting with other girls in front of her, she had warned Ling Feng many times, if she had done this, and Ling Feng still chose to do so, then she really didn't know what kind of thing she would do.

She couldn't accept it, there was really no way to accept such a betrayal again. If such a thing really happened, then she would rather break up with Ling Feng now.

As soon as she thought of these things, Su Mu's body trembled unconsciously, she felt a little cold, and she felt a little dizzy, so she didn't make any response to Ling Feng's words just now, but said to Ling Feng:

"I feel a little uncomfortable, probably because I haven't slept too much in the past two days. I'll talk about it when I go back, I've just finished an interview and I'm pretty tired......"

Before Su Mu could say the sentence "Let's hang up first", Ling Feng directly snatched her words and said to Su Mu in an extremely ordinary tone:

"How do you feel after the interview?" and can you stay and work?"

Su Mu didn't know why Ling Feng would suddenly ask her these questions, long ago, Ling Feng was not indifferent to her work things, and she was also very unhappy that she always said these things. At that time, the explanation he gave was that Su Mu was not happy in this position, and if he heard it, he would feel very distressed, and he couldn't help but want Su Mu to resign, which would affect Su Mu's mood at work. At that time, Su Mu still felt that Ling Feng was quite understanding, plus she really didn't like to talk to Ling Feng about these things, and she didn't understand Ling Feng either, and she couldn't help her if she had problems, so she basically didn't discuss work with Ling Feng. Now that Ling Feng took the initiative to bring it up, and Su Mu coincidentally thought of the previous thing, this made Su Mu feel that in fact, Ling Feng just didn't want to listen to her nagging. And saying this today is just looking for something to say, and I don't want to be hung up by Su Mu.

Su Mu didn't know what kind of attitude she should have towards these things that came to mind, but she still answered Ling Feng's question truthfully:

"I don't feel like I'm a good fit for this job, we're not like a clothing store or a cosmetics store, we don't need to show too much enthusiasm, I haven't seen the girl's manual skills, just looking at her personality, I feel different from us people. I don't know what the result will be, but the boss said that this matter will be handed over to her, and I don't have to worry about it. ”

"Well, then you...... Can you tell me about these recent events when you have time in the evening?"

Ling Feng's purpose in saying this was obviously to repair the relationship between him and Su Mu, but Su Mu didn't know what was going on with her, when she heard Ling Feng's words, she suddenly felt countless grievances, and tears fell uncontrollably. When she cried, Ling Feng was a little panicked, and immediately comforted Su Mudao:

"What's wrong, why are you crying all of a sudden?"

Of course, Su Mu couldn't say that she felt that she had suffered a lot of grievances during this time, but for a while, she really couldn't find any reason to prevaricate him, so she just kept shaking her head and didn't talk to Ling Feng. Ling Feng was very anxious by her like this, and after saying "stop crying" back and forth a few times, he made a request to hang up the phone.

This couldn't be better, as soon as Su Mu heard Ling Feng say this, he immediately nodded, and then hung up the video at an extremely fast speed. Then she ran to the corner of the store, where the customers could not see, buried her head in her knees, crouched down and cried loudly.

Because there were no customers, and there was music playing in the mall and in the store, no one would be able to hear Su Mu's crying, which allowed Su Mu to cry loudly.

For Su Mu, at this moment, there is really nothing more pleasant than making her cry loudly once, when she was wronged in the past, she was afraid of being seen and heard outside, and she was afraid of being discovered by her family at home, so she always endured it, even if she cried, she didn't dare to cry, and now she finally had the opportunity to let her vent, so she immediately seized the opportunity and almost cried.

It's probably been too long, and by the time Su Mu cried enough, not only her eyes were swollen, but even her throat was a little painful. She wiped away her tears and stood up, trying to pour herself a glass of water, but was shocked to find that someone in the store had come in at some point.