Chapter 43: Catharsis

Weekends are the only day off, this is one of the most luxurious days for interns, we can relax all the time, we can live according to our own ideas, we can design your weekend according to our own ideas, so for these, everyone is basically crazy, or for everyone this is basically a very happy thing.

I happened to go on a vacation with his friend, and there happened to be no one at home, so if my grandmother wasn't at home, I would go back to your big words, and I would stay in the dormitory.

After a long lazy sleep, most of the trainees had already gone home, and I was left alone in the dormitory, I had nothing to do, and I didn't know what to do, so I might as well run to the classroom to practice.

If you really want to take this route, if you don't have a fixed skill, just rely on a primitive, then you basically have to go a long way in this entertainment industry, and a road is very narrow, so we have to expand our acting characteristics, and one of our skills can go more smoothly on this road.

The classroom on weekends was much quieter than usual, but there were still some diligent exercises, and students intensified their practice in the classroom.

Everyone doesn't want to lose at this starting line, everyone wants to fight this line.

There are many ways to invest hard, some people rely on their own skills, some people rely on their own principles, some people rely on a strong background of their own family, and some people also pray for a clear path given to him by God.

No matter which method it is, in the end, you have to rely on yourself, you have a time, when one day you really follow the stage, you are not facing yourself, not your family, not your connections, all the people in the world, they will put forward the harshest criticism of you.

Then I know that in the end, it will be decided whether you can go down this road smoothly or not.

I came back to life, and I knew that I had very few opportunities, and I basically relied on myself to get a little chance, so I can't let myself fall into a kind of confusion because of my former glory.

So I found a piano room, closed the door and started practicing.

Fortunately, this has a little bit of such an advantage for me, because I have undergone a very systematic training in music and music in my last life, which is all theoretical knowledge, but now it is not too difficult to get back into my old business, and the kindness I can talk about is also due to my father's careful cultivation of me.

So now that I have a different body, I know music theory but no skills, and I have to practice a little bit more about playing.

With his own memory, he slowly became familiar with the musical instruments he was very familiar with, how he was proficient in musical instruments, and once gave Chen Jiayang a very fluent love is piano music.

It's a skill I'm proud of.

It was also once the most beautiful sacrifice I made for my love.

My current skills are very rusty, and I try my best to play every movement, Guo Duoduo has never studied music theory and speaking seriously and systematically, but now it is still very difficult to learn, and my fingers are very stiff, and I can't do the feeling of flowing water.

The harder I try to talk, the more I can't make earlier progress, and I will inevitably have some anxiety and regret in my heart.

Ding Ding Dong insisted on practicing in the piano room.

You need to pass this level, if you can't even pass this level, then don't say, alas, whether there is a chance to act in a play, even if you can successfully sign a contract as a trainee is an important difficulty.

A lonely figure is practicing in the piano room, which brings out the loneliness more and more.

I came to a few pieces of foreign classical music according to the company's requirements, immersed myself in these classical music, and couldn't help but play Beethoven's >.

The high sorrowful gun makes the whole fate ups and downs, and I feel the helplessness of life, and at the same time feel the sharpness of life, as if I am in a storm.

I couldn't help but close my eyes, and just poured out all my feelings.

I used to love to play to Chen Jiayang, and it is also a very important part of our lives. Sister, when we lay down on the piano after dinner, Chen Jiayang sat next to me very gently, staring at me wildly, as if all the love and all the attention were on me.

It's a lot to think about, maybe he's never liked music, or he's never appreciated my music, he just felt obligated to do it, or he also felt that he could achieve something by doing something, anyway, I don't know, anyway, I know that he doesn't like the piano, he just likes to get certain powers.

I now recall that Cheng Jiayang was drinking red wine with his eyes closed, and he was so intoxicated, I want to vomit now, and it is not too much to vomit all of today's dinner.

This is a horizontal view of the side of the ridge into a peak, the distance and the height are different, only because of being in this mountain.

Back then, I was so funny, so naïve, since I did this kind of operation for a man, I felt as if my whole life had the splendor of the whole universe.

thought that he seemed to have saved the galaxy, so he got Chen Jiayang's intoxicated look.

I'm stupid, I'm really stupid to home, stupid to the galaxy.

In retrospect, it was actually the same, Chen Jiayang worked hard to please his face outside, and tried to please me when he got home. Looking back, his life was not very easy, and I even began to sympathize and pity him.

He can't get full freedom at home, and he has to keep pleasing me, looking at my face, although I have never given him any face, but his observation, his caution makes him live a frightening life?

It's too much, although he is pleasing me at home, I don't know if he has this loss, at least I don't judge it now, but it is inevitable that I please him, I carefully see his face, carefully get his joy, get his joy, and use this lyric to describe:

Your brow furrowed, and I smiled.

Your brow furrowed, and I cried.

Everything in my world is centered on him, everything is centered on him, and I am just this axis tied to a line and that spinning top.

I can't afford it, I don't dare to stay away, and I always take him as the center.

Cecilia Li's kind of noble queen, a top-traffic star, a crowned actress, and a very high-end face, only men have always been prostrate under her group. She looked at the men who had fallen under his pomegranate skirt and gave them arrogant orders to let them know the queen's pride and wishes.

never believed that Cecilia Li really had the leisure to wash his hands and make soup for a man he loved.

Cecilia Li is an extremely ambitious woman, I may easily give up my immediate interests, how can I give up a good future, it is a very important time cost for a star, just like Chang'e in the sky, one day is equal to one year.

Therefore, taking advantage of the bowl of rice in adolescence, few people can easily let go of their immediate interests, and they will grit their teeth and rush forward no matter what.

Yes, there is those news, the actress who was delayed by taxes some time ago, in order not to give up her ambitions, gritted her teeth and broke up with her ex-boyfriend, in order to hype herself, and finally to occupy a market position in film and television.

What's more, how could Cecilia Li, who was at the pinnacle of Lion Mountain, easily give up her immediate interests, it was impossible, unless he loved this man to the point that he couldn't explain it.

This man can bring more benefits to wealth than him, and perhaps he will make an assessment and balance under the balance of interests.

Li Bozhi is the kind of proud queen.

And maybe Chen Jiayang is very good, I have enshrined him as the emperor at home, but maybe he likes to be abused by others, maybe the more he abuses him, the more he feels a kind of heartbeat.

You have to wait until you abuse him to the point of exhaustion, and then he will come to worship you.

Cecilia Li easily mastered some skills, so let's turn Chen Jiayang around.

But this is not the case, men have lovers and women have love, and it is normal for two people to sit down and drink a cup of tea and chat, not to mention that men and women love, but it is also a normal thing in the normal entertainment industry.

So I thought that maybe I was really naïve back then, and I knew that I couldn't think I could do anything, like back then, I had no way to understand this kind of thing, and now I jumped out of the strange circle of this relationship, and then thought about it, I really have no personality at all, and I am standing in marriage and playing an illogical dedication.

He is the greatest martyr for this marriage.

He deserves it, who let himself do the same to abuse this man so much, it is really someone else who abuses you thousands of times, and you treat him like your first love.

The bloody thing actually happened to my Gu Li, people and I are so confused, I actually forgot these such simple love truths, and now I think that I was really carried away by love, thinking that love can bring me everything, in fact, the so-called everything is just vanishing.

Back then, I was so naïve, and I really failed in the subject of love.

Well, all life is back to the primitive.

Nowhere is it clearer than now, and it may be too late, but at least in this life you should know what you should do.

Maybe I'm really too naïve, and saying goodbye to the past is the past for me.

Able to indulge in his own consciousness, suddenly someone knocked on the door and came in.