Chapter 34 (Fruit Basket)
"How's it going, Botori, is he's okay?" asked nervously as Ayame took the lead in holding Inatori, who had finished examining Izawa's body.
The rest of the people were standing in the doorway, just as concerned about the final outcome.
The pale face that was different from usual, the weakened state of the wolf, and the legends about the Kusama family that they knew more or less...... Perhaps, Izawa was worse than they had imagined.
Yuki and Ah Jiao's two small hands clasped tightly together, as if to give each other courage. But the big bright eyes were overflowing with worry and anxiety, and he wanted to come forward to ask but did not dare to take a step.
Although Shiwu and Momiji don't have much affection for Izawa, especially Momiji has seen the whole process of Izawa wanting to kill Ziwu. However, they don't want to hear any bad news, after all, in the face of death, the blood bond of a family can never be erased by anything.
Qisha leaned on Bo Chun's shoulder and looked timidly into the room. There was obvious remorse in her eyes, and she was sorry for the attack on Izawa just now. Looking at everyone's expressions, she also knew that Ize's health was not good, and this recognition exacerbated her guilt even more.
Denglu gripped Qisha's cold hand hard, warming her fingertips. In his opinion, even if Qisha made a mistake, he should not blame himself so much. With his understanding of Qisha, the only way to make her do her best is to let Ize get better quickly. So despite the different starting points, he also didn't want anything to happen to Izawa.
Yuzhen stood farther away, his head bowed, not knowing what he was thinking.
No one informed Qianren, as if he had forgotten the report in a hurry, and it seemed that he was tacitly afraid of the appearance of that bad result, and tried his best to hide it.
"He's fine. Bo Bird's face was cold, and his expression was as strict as he had ever been. Before everyone could breathe a sigh of relief, he continued to add, "If he keeps ruining his body like this, he will definitely not survive next week." ”
"Bonia, you're alarmist again. I don't know when, Izawa stood on the inside of the door leaning against the wall. Even the smile on his pale face was filled with a sense of weakness. "I'm young, how can I die like you said?"
Ayame hurriedly stepped forward to help Izawa and let him lean on her, "Hey, why did you get out." Hurry back quickly, how can the patient come out casually. ”
"I'm suffocating. Izawa took a breath and looked listless.
"Don't you tell Sù Qianren?" Yuki said in a low voice as he tugged at the back of Jia's coat with his small paws. "Then Yan zhòng, you should sue sù humble people. ”
"No, why do you have to sue Sù Qianren?" Izawa tilted his head and raised a self-deprecating smile, "Who does he think he is?
As soon as the words fell, the irrepressible coughing sound continued to come out, "cough cough ......"
Immediately afterwards, the people on the side let out a burst of exclamations, "Qianren!"
At the corner of the stairs, a slender figure slowly walked out. Half of his face is buried in the shadows, and there is no joy or anger to be seen.
Everyone who was still chatting normally just now immediately fell silent, as if they were frozen, and looked at Qian Ren quietly in fear.
In the hallway, only Ize's coughing could be heard.
"What's wrong? Is he scary?" Izawa covered his mouth with one hand, his voice muffled.
Although Zi Wu's expression was normal, a dark light quickly flashed in his eyes, and Bo Bird's face was a little solemn for the first time, "Ize, don't talk like this." ”
"Then what should I say?" Ize walked forward step by step from Ling Nu's side, "I have known my identity since I was a child, and I am very happy if he resents him?" I have been working hard to get everyone's affirmation, I want him to like him and get along like a real family. But he thinks I'm doing superfluous things, don't you think the same way? I, who is pleasing you, trying to prove myself, is just a ridiculous existence. Why am I the only one who is changing, why am I the only one who should be hopeful?"
Why do you have to be reincarnated in various strange worlds again and again, from birth to death, from death to life...... Such a journey without hope and sunshine is becoming more and more difficult for him. He hated that he was going to leave this world in the form of death when he won the favor of the other party, and they were in pain, didn't he feel it?
The negative feelings that have been buried in my heart for many years all broke out at once, and Ize at this moment is extremely strange to others.
"Yi ...... Izawa ...... "Ajia took a step forward in surprise and wanted to go to Layze. Instinct told him that something was wrong with Ize now.
Ling Nu grabbed Yi Ze's sleeve and said sternly, "Little Yi Ze, do you know what you're talking about?"
Izawa glanced back at the gazes that had stayed on him, one probing into deep obscurity, the other surprised and incredulous. But he didn't care, and continued: "Of course, if I wasn't possessed by the 'curse', if I hadn't been born in the Kuamo family, then wouldn't I have been a little easier? In this way, I and you don't actually have that kind of desire for life, don't we? Sometimes I wonder, can't you live like a normal person as if nothing happened? In fact, I was wrong, maybe you can live a normal life, but the only one who can't is me. As a 'curse', it was a stupid mistake for me to imagine that everyone would be happy or something. ”
"Izawa...... For...... Why ......" In Inatori's heart, Izawa is not a negative and pessimistic person. He didn't understand why a child, who had always been crazy, would say such a thing.
Thinking of what Izawa had quietly instructed himself after the inspection just now, Inatori suddenly felt extremely uneasy.
"Is it hard for Brother Botori to accept? My brother, who thought he was the most optimistic and self-comforting since childhood, suddenly betrayed all his cognition one day, and the transformation made you think I was strange, didn't you?" Izawa sneered. "Brother Botori really can't guess the reason?"
The humble people looked at them silently, as if they were watching a farce.
There was no noise, and he didn't go up to Izawa's hair and ask him loudly about the reason.
His gaze swept over his faces, and when he made contact with Izawa, he paused, then turned his head and walked away.
It's quiet beyond the norm.
"If you feel so tired, it's hard to keep going. Kento's entire body was hidden in the darkness, and he whispered, "Then go and die." ”
Izawa closed his eyes slightly, obviously saying such indifferent and cruel words, but after the humble man said it, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.
Uneasy, very uneasy, this is the feeling that Zi Wu has received from Izawa for the first time. It was only now that he believed Momiji's warnings.
Ziwu has always been the most protective of the zodiac zodiac. Disguise your heart with a smile and hide your feelings with optimism. Even the other two members of the trio couldn't be sure that they could fully guess Ziwu's heart.
He is like a ripple, a ripple that retreats as soon as a person approaches. He had already reached his feet, but as soon as he wanted to touch him, he hid far away. It is an elusive existence zài.
He could deduce the actions of everyone in the Kusamo's family, including Kento, but in the face of Izawa, he suddenly realized that he didn't know what the boy's heart was like.
It's just an instinctive feeling that something is beyond everyone's comprehension.
Izawa didn't want to know everyone's mental activity, he slowly walked out of the hallway, down the stairs, and disappeared in front of everyone's eyes.
This outburst was not his impulse, and he wouldn't tell anyone what was going on.
Obviously, he wants to say more, such as the future he sees through his abilities, such as the final ending of the zodiac signs and gods, such as the fate that will change because of a young girl in a few years...... But in the end he didn't say anything, and held back all of them. These things that go against the 'luck' will be taken away with his departure.
No one can say for sure what the future holds.
The man of the future, without him, will still change the damned curse. Why should he bother to work in vain when he is dying?
Life is still going on day by day.
Yuki trains very hard to dance at the annual meeting, Ah Jia will wait obediently with a water cup and towel every time; Ziwu will sometimes go to watch dance rehearsals, and sometimes pull the naughty red leaves everywhere; Ling Nu is busy making Yuki's dance clothes, this time is his most serious and patient creation, and it is also an important turning point that determines whether Xiao Yuki can change his opinion of him a little; Qisha no longer turns back into an animal at every turn after Izawa's enlightenment, she will timidly follow the light path and walk around, occasionally laughing, and the light road seems to have become a little knight of Qi Sha, amusing her all the time and protecting herIn addition to checking Kento's body every day, Inatori also visits Izawa, who lives in an abandoned toy warehouse, because it is the only house that is the farthest away from everyone, and Izawa doesn't seem to like to come into contact with them very much.
Although I didn't go out crazy again, I was taking my medicine on time.
But the bird was still shocked to find out-
Ize's body is slowly deteriorating.
"Wow, that's so bitter!" said Izawa, holding the empty medicine bowl, wrinkling his nose and sticking out his tongue.
Botori looked at him and reached out and pulled out a piece of toffee that Momiji had given him a few days ago. The white package is tied in the shape of rabbit ears, and a round sugar ball is wrapped inside, exuding a faint milky fragrance.
Izawa was not polite, took it and simply disassembled the shell and threw it into his mouth. The movement is too violent, and he suddenly coughs "cough cough ......"
Bo Bird frowned, just about to say a few words to him.
"Squeak~~" The door was opened, and Kento stood there with the sun on his back.
"It's really strange, I didn't expect my brother to come to see me. Izawa smiled unexpectedly, his pale face looking sickly, "It's so simple that there's not even a seat here, so you better go back." ”
Kento looked at Izawa coldly, "I'll go back, I want to say a few words to you before that." ”
Izawa wiped the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Really, but I don't want to hear it." ”
The author has something to say: there are about one or two more sheets, and then the next world will be there.
Please allow Izawa to have a small outburst, and whoever is always the appearance of the Virgin will not be able to stand it.
Finally, the number of chapters is revised today.,I don't know if you can see the error...... Haha, it's been modified anyway.