Chapter 10 (Death)

Before I knew it, a month had passed since the last time Izawa fainted.

Regardless of the arguments of the thirteenth team and the undercurrents of the parties, the actions of the central forty-sixth room were still very fast, and within five days, Sojiro Kusakae was executed.

When Uno Hanari came back and was told that Izawa had agreed to treat Hakuya, he happily decided to immediately restore BΓΉyakuya's spiritual power. Although Bai Ya's expression is not very cooperative, the process is quite smooth.

What is puzzling is that even if Bai Ya recovers his spiritual power, the relationship between the two is still stuck in a stiff and weird pattern, and it has not improved at all.

Bai Zai goes to the team with an iceberg face every day, so that many team members have to endure the high-intensity cold pressure of their captain every day. But Izawa is unexpectedly much more honest, obediently going to work in the team during the day, going home on time for dinner at night, occasionally going to the fourth team to visit the door, and taking it all the rest of the time in his own room, quiet as if he has changed.

That night, there was a party between the teams, and it was rare for everyone to get together to eat and drink, and everyone had a confused smile on their faces, which seemed much closer than usual. A lot has happened in the Jingling Court recently, and it really needs to be relaxed.

After three rounds of drinking, everyone showed their weird side. There are those who hug their bosses and cry bitterly and tell their hearts, there are those who laugh and expose their troubles, there are those who take off their socks and use them as headgears, and there are those who sit on the side and pour alcohol into their lives

As for Lord Hakuya, he naturally continued to release his own specialty air conditioner, and had no intention of communicating with anyone. Even if a few bold Grim Reapers, who came forward to talk, he only responded politely, and then fell into extreme freezing. With that iceberg face, few people can continue to talk to him.

Izawa sat opposite Bai Ya, feeling his brother's eyes sweeping from time to time, and wanted to go over to chat a few words, but he chatted too hotly with Hibanya Winter Shilang next to him, and Shiba Haiyan on the other side was drunk and a talker, and he really couldn't spare his mouth to comfort his brother.

"Hakuya, how is your body recovering?" Ukitake Shijuro sat down in the open space next to Hakuya, a drunken glow on his soft face.

"It's fine. Bai Ya replied lightly, his eyes resting on Izawa's body.

Following Bai Ya's gaze, a trace of complexity appeared in Ukitake Shishiro's eyes. He drank the wine in his hand and said slowly, "The boss just decided to transfer Izawa to the Twelve team. ”

"Really?" Hakuya nodded indifferently, "I didn't know he had the skills to study things." ”

Ukitake Shishiro lowered his head slightly and sighed, "It's not about studying things, it's about being studied, and being studied by the Twelve Teams." ”

"What?!" Bai Ya frowned in disapproval when he heard this.

"Do you remember Izawa's spiritual powers? I don't know who mentioned it, saying that his spiritual powers are weird. That time I lost so much to you, and I was an ordinary god of death, and I always had to recuperate for a few months, or leave the Silent Spirit Court for a while to recover. But how can he lack spiritual power and look weak, although he is already very low-key, but he will still attract the attention of people with a heart. This time it was even worse, being targeted by the gang above. I'm already suppressing this matter, but it's a pity that no one can change what they decide, and if they refuse strongly, it will only arouse more interest from the other party. ”

After Bai Ya listened to Bai Shen's words, the knot on his brow deepened, "Izawa doesn't know anything, if you have to find someone to come out, I'll go." ”

Ukitake Shijuro was obviously not surprised when he heard Hakuya say this, "You can think about it, Nirvana, that research monster won't show mercy just because you're the captain." Moreover, Ize knew about it, and he would not agree. I finally cured you, and no one will be happy to see you jump into the fire pit. ”

"Don't sue him. ”

Ukitake Shishiro poured himself another glass of wine, and his pale face turned a very pale red, "You can think about it, if you are found by Izawa, how to end it." Since he will use all his spiritual power for you, use Hibanya and his own life to kill Sojiro Kusaka and help you vent his anger, then what else will he be afraid of. ”

Bai Ya's eyes suddenly shrank at this moment, although the expression on his face could not see any obvious changes, but the deep frowning brow had fully explained his mood at this time.

Yes, everything Izawa does, he knows everything very well. It's precisely because he knows too well that he can't watch Izawa enter the 12th team and do nothing.

It's not for orders from above, it's not for the rules, it's just that I want to be an older brother who can protect my younger brother.

No one noticed that Hibanya Winter Shiro, who was playing next to Izawa, stiffened, and the smile and drunkenness on his face were not reduced at all. He looked at Izawa with a heartless smile on his face, stopped the wine that was about to be sent to his mouth, and asked, "Izawa, don't drink it." ”

Izawa's dark golden eyes were full of moisture, misty and shimmering with light. He shook his head and asked with a smile, "What's wrong, little lion?"

"Izawa, why did you become like this?" Hibanya Fuyushiro thought about it, and still asked directly.

"Huh?" Izawa apparently didn't understand, and stared at him in confusion.

A long silence permeated the two of them, in fact, Hibanya Winter Shirou didn't want to say such a thing to Izawa at such a time, but since Bai Ya's accident, Izawa's mentality has always been a certain problem, although he can't see anything on the surface, but he can't hide it from him who has been with the other party for so many years......

In the past, he always played games and didn't care about the world, and he only thought about how to play tricks on others every day, but now he is always seen quietly staying alone in the corner. Everything is like being chased from behind, and sometimes even some shady means. It seems that if you don't achieve your goal, you will never have a chance.

Especially when it comes to Hakuya.

"Little Lion, since the death of my father, my brother has been an adult, whether he wants it or not. Izawa spoke, but said incoherently, "My brother is indifferent to death, stubborn to death." Obviously it has nothing to do with him, as long as he identifies it, he will take it. Everyone is saying that the Rotten Wood family has a genius, and they are all saying that Rotten Wood Hakuya really lives up to expectations. But they won't see that the elder brother doesn't like or is obsessed with this matter, but is just bound, the glory of the family, the expectations of everyone, the responsibility of the team, and himself. ”

"In this life, along the way, you will encounter a lot of entanglements, whether you are willing or helpless, family, friendship, love and social norms have inadvertently become your stumbling blocks. Life is like this, and so is the Corpse Soul Realm. What my brother can't forget, can't let go, can't reluctant, can't throw away, all become the fetters of life, carrying forward, he feels painful and happy, but is it more painful or a little happier?"

"Izawa" Hibanya Winter Shiro has long forgotten the purpose of jì at the beginning, and opened his mouth, but he didn't know where to start.

"Everyone thinks that my brother is very sensible, and nothing can break him. But I know that my brother's current state is too dangerous, even if he is currently a qualified heir in the eyes of everyone, abiding by the rules, abiding by etiquette, advancing and retreating in moderation, rational and calm, but...... What kind of foundation is this qiΔ“ built on? Because my father died, the burden fell on me? I can't lose the face of the Kuchimu family, I must maintain the glory of the Kuchimu family, I have always been bound by this kind of thinking, but I can't get stronger in my life, and those who can't break the rules will just stand still. ”

Who else can protect such an elder brother in the future? Everyone thinks that he is the one who protects others, who will protect him? The god of death is also tired, so when he is tired, who can he turn to?

Obviously, my brother can be stronger and get better results, but he can only enclose the ground.

"Little lion cough cough" Izawa pouted pink lips and collapsed on the table.

"Izawa" Hibanya Fuyushiro reached out and pushed him.

A pair of hands stretched out from the side and hugged Ize up. Hibanya Winter Shirou saw that it was Bai Ya with a cold face.

"Brother Bai Zai, Izawa seems to have drunk a lot, so I'm sorry for you. "Hibanya Winter Shirou saw that the main lord was coming, and hurriedly threw this big trouble over.

Bai Ya nodded, said a brief hello to everyone, and left with Izawa.

After returning home, Hakuya instructed the housekeeper to make a bowl of decanting soup and give it to Izawa to drink. After a while, the dizziness subsided.

"Brother" Izawa narrowed his eyes, as if he hadn't completely sobered up.

"Lie down and don't talk. ”

Reaching out to wrap his arms around Hakuya's waist, Izawa rubbed his head with a satisfied expression.

When you open your eyes and look up vigorously, you can see Hakuya's concerned expression. Being able to see the legendary iceberg face unchanged and have a hint of other feelings, he felt very earned.

Hakuya pulled Izawa's shoulders and told him to lie down, placing his slender fingers on Izawa's head and rubbing them gently.

Izawa lay there obediently, a mess in his head, constantly replaying what Uno Hanari had said when he found a qiΔ“ a few days ago.

[You think that your illness can be concealed for a few days, and if you continue like this, sooner or later someone will find out. Look at your face, you don't need to say it, as long as you are not blind, you will think that you have a problem. 】

[No one else can deceive you, do you think Bai Ya will not doubt it?]

[Do you want them to be sad that they don't have to know the news that you are about to die, but you want them to regret it for the rest of their lives because they didn't notice your illness after you die?]

[If no one knows about your illness when you die, they will be more bitter and blame themselves than if they knew. 】

[What a blow it can be for those who see you as friends, you know?]

[I can almost see the heartache on their faces after you die. 】

No one will always remember a person forever, time can smooth out a qiΔ“, no matter how deep the feelings, even if they cannot be eroded, they will be washed away beyond recognition.

How long does a person regret the same thing? How long does it take to forget it? How long does it take to keep it in his heart? Who can keep it in his heart and torture himself if the regretful thing lasts too long?

That was the first time he had seen the guilt of the flower of the U no Hana.

[I'm sorry, but I can't do anything about your illness.] 】

After that, Izawa remembered, he replied to Uno Hanari.

"It doesn't matter, not everyone thinks death is a terrible thing. ”

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