"No, I believe that Han Chu will give me an explanation, he said that he would be good to me, and I also believe that he said that he would take care of me for the rest of his life, and he only loves me alone, only me!" Zhuang Ya said, her eyes also soaked with tears.

Zhuang Ya had some indescribable feelings in her heart, like a fish that was dying and struggling!

And he is being choked by the neck of his fate, unable to move.

Zhuang Ya looked at Ying Hanchu as she spoke, she hoped that these words could awaken something, such as Ying Hanchu's memories and those who had been, of course, the main purpose was for him to say a few words at this time.

But Ying Hanchu still looked at the side, maybe he didn't feel very comfortable, or he didn't like the atmosphere and this kind of expectant eyes, Ying Hanchu suddenly got up and said, "Uh...... I'm out for a walk......"

undoubtedly threw the situation to Zhuang Ya and let her solve it by herself.

Zhuang Ya subconsciously blurted out, "Go, where are you going?" I will accompany you ......" Naturally, she didn't want to face her mother, and she faced this situation alone.

"Eh, I found out, why are you so shameless and crazy, do you have to stick to my son? Are you lacking a man, or have you never seen a man!" Ying Hanchu, who had said "No, no!" was also shocked.

Ying Hanchu looked at Ying Mu sideways, and his eyes seemed to reveal something.

"What?" Ying Mu looked up at Ying Hanchu, "Why do you have an opinion?"

"No, no!" Ying Hanchu's words were very soft, as if the words were not coming out of his mouth.

"That's okay, let's go!" said Ying Mu politely.

"This ......," Ying Hanchu glanced at the two of them.

"It's not that you want to go out for a walk, but you don't want to go!" said Ying's mother, and at the same time added, "Go by yourself!"

Don't get in the way of her "teaching"!

Zhuang Ya looked at Ying Hanchu pitifully.

"Still not leaving?" Ying Mu urged.

"Oh...... Let's go!" Ying Hanchu said, walked a step or two slowly, looked back at Zhuang Ya, paused, and just seemed to say to himself, "It's almost okay, don't ......"

"Hmm?!......" Ying Mu was obviously a little uncomfortable.

Ying Han didn't finish his words, and then left in a hurry, but he didn't look back.

Zhuang Ya didn't expect such a situation, even if she didn't help talk, but she was there, she could still have a little hope in her heart, and she would feel a little more down-to-earth, and her mother would be more scruples about the child's thoughts no matter how much she spoke, but when she left, it was naturally different.

Zhuang Ya didn't hesitate much, so she left at Ying Hanchu and took two steps.

"Stop. Ying Mu immediately said that Zhuang Ya stepped out of the door and slowly stopped, "Uh?...... Auntie, what's wrong?"

"Since you know to call me Auntie, I don't seem to let you go, right? Our conversation hasn't ended yet?Where are you going?" Ying Mu said very dryly, and her tone was a little weird and uncomfortable.

Zhuang Ya didn't know where the courage was, or the idea, and suddenly said, "Before, I heard Han Chu talk about his mother before, she was very gentle, and ......"

This sentence is actually false, she just wants to remind her mother of the role of some kind of mother!

"Oh...... What do you want to say, is it contrary to what you said now, or what? Or do you want to teach me a lesson?" Ying Mu said, looking at Zhuang Ya with sharp eyes.

"No, no, I'm just casually talking, talking!" Zhuang Ya laughed embarrassedly, in fact, after standing for a long time, she was still a little tired, but it was not easy to say anything.

"Huh, just talk about it, make it up casually, right?" said Ying Mu.

"No, really not!" Zhuang Ya replied a little flustered.

"Hmph, no, have you known him for a long time, or have you known him for a long time? Don't do this, what are you thinking, I'm studying hard at your age? And you?"

Zhuang Ya was a little embarrassed and embarrassed, and lowered her head.

"Is it here and there that everyone is starting to pick people? Why do men have to tie up and tie up when they see one......"

"No, Auntie didn't!" Zhuang Ya whispered, tears flowing.

"I don't seem to say anything about you, why, people who don't know, still think I'm bullying children, no, it's wrong, look at my memory, I have children, how can I still say that (you're) children, they're all children's mothers, hehe, it seems that the outside are all school age, but you're all mothers, haha, funny, it's funny, it's really, even if I don't know, how much (learning) fox * flattery * Hard, you don't need to teach, it's so skillful and powerful, or you can beat your mother's womb, then these genes are in your bones, you really can't do it, and you really have talent!"

Ying's mother changed her legs and crossed Erlang's legs, and continued to say, "That, I want to think about it, I say that I have talent now, that's amazing, and you can be the first in your line, and you, I'm afraid that you are talented and how kind of fox * charming * men, this, how dare you are so tired, or your mother still gives you some pointers, teaching you to ...... when you see a man."

"You just say I'll do it, I, my mother...... Without such ...... I did something wrong, it was your son who told me this and that, and then ......" Zhuang Ya couldn't help but say.

"And then what, what, now my son is not around, don't pretend, I don't think it's wrong, what's the problem, you're like this, your mother, what kind of good thing can your ancestors be, goods, otherwise how can you say that dragons are paired with dragons, phoenixes are paired with phoenixes, wink-eyed (a kind of worm) with bed bugs!

"It's not Auntie!" Zhuang Ya said.

"What is not? Is it your mother Tsinghua University and Peking University, or your father is a doctoral student, or your grandmother is a medical teacher, or your grandfather can speak a good hand? It seems that you can't be stupid, you want me to push up, look at your genealogy, which one is powerful, I slandered, slandered, no, they are all young, why don't you study well, what do you do, you see for yourself, do you need me to give you a gilded praise for you, it also depends on what you can say, boast, you say you, what praise, you say yourself?" Ying Mu raised her chin slightly, and motioned to see how you retorted and said a few words.

Zhuang Ya was choked by her mother's words, and she couldn't speak.

Her mother, the fifth in her grandmother's house, a total of six sisters, and Zhuang's mother went home to herd cattle in the second grade of primary school......

(The detailed explanation is written in Chapter 050 of the fourth volume, the background of Zhuang Ya's parents, etc.)

And the rest of nature is needless to mention.

Most of the years of Zhuang's mother's mother were wasted in the competition for giving birth to a baby, and the "dancing knives and guns" with life afterwards.

A piece of chicken feathers, really describe her childhood memories are no problem, and it is naturally difficult to have the so-called love for each other all the time, at the age of not having enough to eat and drink, everything you want is extravagant, and it is very possible and common to beat each other for eating, drinking, scolding, and scolding.

It's good that I didn't go out and steal.

So for Zhuang's mother, she is good for her children, and her life has improved a lot, and marrying someone in that era is a kind of life guarantee and the situation of throwing off the burden, the family can also have more rice oil, the mother's family takes care of a little bit, and marrying a good family is even the expectation of parents, and the greatest protection and wisdom for children.

If you haven't been hungry, and you always have problems eating, you can't understand that era, so for Zhuang Ya, under the education of her family, she is very lacking in material feelings, and she also feels unworthy.

Because she has been educated for a long time that her family is poor, and now she is considered Amitabha Buddha to live like this, and her ancestors have burned high incense, so she, or everyone, wants to live a better life, Zhuang Ya is no exception, but she feels more that she is not worthy of living like that.

Almost the same food and clothing, and it is not too bad for her, this bottom line, even if it is okay, so even if she thinks of how bad she is to herself after Ying Hanchu, Zhuang Ya is not ready to leave, she thinks that life may be like this, it is already like this, maybe it is more because she is useless, has no ability to tie down a man, and live a good life.

Naturally, she always felt that it was her own fault, even if she was deceived that day, and Ying Hanchu's change of heart towards herself later, she still felt that she was not good, not enough for others' excellence, figure, face, culture, etc......

So now, when Ying's mother mentioned culture, Zhuang Ya's head lowered, and she felt that she couldn't see people on stage.

Although she still felt that she had a lot of education before, because Zhuang's mother said that she was lucky, so sometimes even she felt that she could go to junior high school and complete her studies, but she didn't get in, which was normal, and it wasn't normal.

Therefore, the family is not entangled in many problems that she did not pass in her studies, mainly because of her own body problems and the subsequent pregnancy, so the family is very angry.

"Why don't you speak, you weren't very good just now, what's the matter, now you're dumb?" Ying Mu sneered, "Hmph, you little girls, what kind of tricks are you playing in front of me, and you still talk back, let you say, you can't say the right thing, you can't get on the table, really, if not, this baby has a little face, I'm too lazy to take care of you, I'm full and there's nothing to talk about you here! Some people say you, you have to be grateful, don't you know? Forget it, I'm also tired, say something happy!" Ying Mu waved her hand and said

"What do you think, say it openly! I'll listen! Maybe think about it" Then Ying's mother, who was resting with her eyes, opened her eyes again and said, "Your baby, belly, is it my family?" After speaking, Ying's mother's very dilated pupils looked at Zhuang Ya's words and deeds, paying attention to her dynamic expressions, and judging whether she was lying.

"Yes, how is it possible, I didn't, I didn't ......" Zhuang Ya was very anxious, and her speech was a little out of tune!

"Come on, let's talk about what you think?" asked Ying's mother again.

"Why, what, how do you think, I don't understand!" Zhuang Ya said.

"Kick me again to understand that I should be confused, I have to say no, yes, when will Ni leave, or, I have to be behind, make a few * whips, whip * * twice, oh, you understand that it is time to leave?"

Zhuang Ya was stunned for a few moments before stammering, "Auntie, I didn't do anything wrong, why do you have to drive me away, don't let me go down with Han Chu, I ...... with him?"

"Don't get involved with him, I'm asking you!" Ying Mu sneered, "What? You just said that you don't know what you did wrong?"

Ying Mu laughed there as if she had heard a joke.

Zhuang Ya didn't feel the point of laughing, but she was very aggrieved and pouted and shed tears.

I thought to myself, "Han Chu, where are you, Han Chu? Why not, why don't you hurry up and help me, help me, what should I do now?"

looked at Zhuang Ya's innocent look and said, "I don't think I did anything, really, I didn't do anything!"

"Hmph, didn't you do anything?" Ying Mu smiled and said, "By the way, you don't know yet, right? Why did I suddenly come here and find here?

Zhuang Ya pulled her eyes, Baba looked at Ying's mother, her eyes seemed to be very innocent and pitiful, she lowered her head like that, and looked up at Ying's mother!

"Hmph, you said you don't know what you were wrong, I'll give you a break, should you go to school?"

"Auntie, it's not that I don't go, I'm ......" Zhuang Ya wanted to speak and stopped, she didn't want to say that she didn't get in, after all, it was not a good thing.

"What is it? Can't you pass the test? You said that you can't pass the test yourself, can't you pull my child to back it?" Ying's mother said with obvious anger.

Zhuang Ya doesn't know which one she plays!

"No, he, he, it's not over, it's still ......"

"Yes, he passed, but fortunately he was not affected by you, so now, you can't drag my son into the water?" asked Ying's mother.

"I didn't, I didn't do anything?" Zhuang Ya was very aggrieved, and her tears fell violently, "Auntie, you can't wronged people like this!"

"Wronged?" Ying's mother smiled and said, "If it weren't for you, this entangled *fox* charming, he would make excuses to ask for money at home before and after, I mean, the point, this and that play the game, again and again, these days are getting more and more powerful, a few thousand at a time, robbing money, I don't want to give, ask him one or two and don't say, this is not, I caught it! I mean, no matter how wasteful my baby is, he won't open his mouth like this, dare you ask for money at every turn, you say, what do you want this money for!? Ask me directly, it's inconvenient, it's happy, it's clear at one time, and it saves you going around in circles!"

"I didn't!"

"It's nothing, it's not that you want money or what, his classmates have said it, and I'm embarrassed to look for it, you eat and drink here every day, and this brick and tile is all a wave?" Then Ying Mu sneered and looked around.

He said, "You say, how long are you going to rely on it, and let my family provide for you to grow old in the wilderness? This food and drink, which is not my family, hum, it seems that you have forgotten, when you came, it was still dirty, and it was still messy everywhere, my son, hum, it is your blessing to touch you! Do you know? You are still embarrassed to say here, what to say!"

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