Almost biting the end of my sentence, Chen Daowei quickly said: "No, I will not leave a woman I once loved so much that I came to life on the side of the road." ”

These words, which sounded simple and emotionless, kept falling from the sky like a sudden hailstone, knocking on my heart one by one, cold and melancholy, and I was so confused that I didn't know how to answer.

As for Chen Daowei, he quickly smiled: "Lin Sisi, don't be sorry to say sorry, and don't politely say thank you, you can treat it as a joke if you don't hear it, just laugh at it." Everybody has a bit of a past, it's nothing. ”

I didn't know how to answer, the whole person was restless, and I probably had a fist-sized "confused" word on my face.

Probably aware of the small stalemate in the atmosphere, Chen Daowei let out a series of particularly relieved laughter, and he said in a mocking tone: "Lin Sisi, do you think that I, Chen Daowei, am very bad? Do you think that you have been liked or loved by a man like me, which makes you feel very frustrated? Why do you look like a dead fish who has been trapped in stock speculation and wants to die or live?"

I laughed dryly, a little awkwardly, and said, "No." ”

While waiting for the green light, Chen Daowei squinted and said, "You have to tell me where your son's kindergarten is, otherwise I will not be able to arrive tomorrow if I open it blindly." ”

I opened my mouth and wanted him to put me down on the side of the road, Chen Daowei abruptly raised his hand to his lips, and said, "Shhh, you either report the address or let me be blind, don't refuse." ”

A few hours ago, when I met Chen Daowei, I really felt that he had not changed, but now, I feel that he has changed even more, and this change may be good, he has softened from the cold and hard Zhanjiang man before, for no reason.

No more slimy, I just said the address.

In the next gallop, Chen Daowei didn't talk to me again, but I really didn't know how to break the silence and create a topic, so I simply didn't say it.

There is no parking lot at the entrance of the kindergarten, in the Danzhutou subway station, I am going to come down, Chen Daowei is not more stubborn, he casually drove the car into a parking lot next to him, he signaled to me, I said thank you to him, and got off.

I thought he was gone.

Who knows, when I took the little gray gray and just walked to the side of the Danzhutou overpass, I suddenly saw Chen Daowei with his hands behind him, leaning on the guardrail of the overpass, as soon as he saw me coming, he immediately turned sideways from the guardrail and said: "Lin Sisi, it's time for dinner, let's have a meal together." ”

Little Gray also paused with me.

Although I was surprised that Chen Daowei was still waiting here, I still motioned to Little Gray and said, "Little Gray Gray, call uncle." ”

Little Gray raised his face to look at Chen Daowei, and then he said sweetly and milkily, "Good afternoon, uncle." ”

Chen Daowei's hand behind him stretched out abruptly, as if he was doing a trick, and he was holding a salted egg superman with very good workmanship.

It's really crooked, Little Gray likes salted eggs and Superman likes it so much, as soon as he saw this, his eyes lit up instantly.

Chen Daowei took a step forward, he squatted down, brought the salted egg superman in front of Little Gray Ash, and he whispered: "Little friend, can you tell your uncle what your name is?"

It's really easy to be bought, Little Gray's eyes are shining, and he said with a clear eye: "My scientific name is Lynn, and my nickname is Little Gray, everyone calls me Little Gray, easy to remember." ”

Chen Daowei was very supportive, his silhouette became softer and softer, and his voice was so soft that it made me a little uncomfortable, he said: "Little Gray Gray, right, does that little Gray Gray like this salted egg Superman? Uncle gave it to you, okay?"

Without reaching out for it immediately, Little Gray looked up at me, and he asked in a low voice, "Mom, Mom, Uncle is going to give me the salted egg Superman, can I take it?"

The anticipation in his eyes flickered with anticipation, and I couldn't bear to say no, so I nodded.

Little Gray immediately lowered his head and said to Chen Daowei, "Thank you, uncle." ”

That's when I took it.

What surprised me, Chen Daowei suddenly reached out very gently to cover the head of the little gray ash, he touched it lightly a few times, and he said extremely gently: "The little gray gray is really sensible." He's a good boy. Your mother taught you so well. ”

Letting go of his hand, Chen Daowei stood up slowly, his eyes were full of complicated things, he stared at me for a minute before he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, I rarely come here, there is something delicious around here, you can introduce one." I don't pick and choose from eating, you just follow your and Ash's tastes. ”

I opened my mouth and was about to speak, when Little Gray suddenly shook my hand and said crisply: "Mom, Mom, the steamed eggs you made are the best, Little Gray has not eaten them for a long time." ”

Suddenly, my nose ached.

Since I started working two jobs, I've spent very little time with Ash, let alone cooking for him.

I think about it again, if I eat outside, Chen Daowei will definitely rush to pay, then I owe him a favor, I can only owe it again and again, and it's still early, it's convenient to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, I might as well invite Chen Daowei to have a meal at home like I usually entertain friends like Li Jing and Ding Zhanbo, so it's clean and affordable, and I don't have to grab the bill with him when I'm done eating, embarrassing.

After making up my mind, I said, "Chen Daowei, I rarely eat out, is this okay, anyway, it's convenient to buy vegetables in the vegetable market now, let's go buy some vegetables, I'll get a few side dishes, how about a simple meal?"

Chen Daowei almost didn't think about it and said, "I can't ask for it." ”

I didn't delay much outside, I took the little gray ash in my hands, and bought all the ingredients I wanted in three or two clicks, and walked back home for a few minutes.

After pouring a glass of water for Chen Daowei, I told Xiao Gray to do the handiwork explained by the teacher in the room, and then went to cook.

I was shredding potatoes when Chen Daowei came over.

The kitchen here was too small, he didn't walk into the kitchen, but leaned on the edge of the door where the kitchen and the hall meet, and after a while, he lowered his voice and said, "Lin Sisi, the little gray gray is the son of that bastard of Yu Minghui, isn't it?"

I almost cut off my entire hand.

Putting down the knife, I raised my eyes and stared at Chen Daowei for a while, and I said almost word by word: "Chen Daowei, don't talk nonsense." ”

Chen Daowei shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and said, "Lin Sisi, you don't have to be too excited, Yu Minghui and I have not been friends from beginning to end. I'd rather admit you're my friend. I didn't mean anything else, I just asked. ”

After a pause, Chen Daowei said again: "Little Gray's tutor is very good. ”

I opened my mouth and was about to speak, when Little Gray suddenly shouted over there, "Mom, Mom, Daddy Ding called you." ”

Soon, Little Gray poked out his little brain from behind Chen Daowei, and he handed me the phone and said, "Mom, Ding's father's phone." ”

I picked up the phone, but before I could answer it, Chen Daowei suddenly leaned down and picked up Little Gray, and said, "Little Gray, Uncle will accompany you to play with Salted Egg Superman." ”

I knew that Chen Daowei was making room for me to answer the phone, and I suddenly felt quite warm in my heart.

I pressed answer.

Ding Zhanbo's voice came all at once.

Different from his usual clear-sightedness, this time his voice was full of intoxication, and he said, "Is Lin Sisi right? Is Sisi answering the phone? I only talk to Sisi on the phone, and the others don't." ”

He had drunk, and he sounded very drunk.

I hurriedly ran to the balcony and asked on the other end of the phone, "Ding Zhanbo, where are you? Why are you so drunk?"

There was a violent coughing sound from the other end, and Ding Zhanbo slowed down for a long time before saying: "Where you are, I will be there, I will not go anywhere, I will stay by your side and take care of you, I will not go anywhere." ”

Ding Zhanbo's drunken words with alcohol made me stunned, but I had to put these stunned aside, and asked patiently: "Ding Zhanbo, where are you now?"

But he was not on the same channel as me at all, so Ding Zhanbo turned to say: "Sisi, do you remember the first note I handed you in high school? Sisi, do you know? You were really different from the girls in the class at that time, although the clothes you wore were very old, but every time I turned my face to look at you, I could see your face full of energy. I struggled with that note for half a year before I dared to let it get into your hands. You promised to accompany me to Peking University, I don't know if I can get in, but I was really happy at that time. Before the college entrance examination, my family was constantly trying to get information and wanted me to go abroad, and I couldn't bear to tell you that you were particularly happy to discuss with me which university to apply for, so I could only go home and do both soft and hard. Later, my family said that if we couldn't get into the school we applied for, then they would pay an extra amount of money for you to accompany me to study abroad. Four-four, I really thought that we would be together forever, I really wanted to talk about such a love in my life, don't break up, don't break up, I thought we could get married later. ”

I held my phone and was at a loss for a few seconds, so I had to whisper, "Ding Zhanbo, you drank too much." ”

But Ding Zhanbo suddenly raised his voice and said, "Impossible, I'm very sober." Fourth, the two years I was abroad were particularly tormenting. After returning to China, just as I was struggling with whether to take some classmates to find you, the hard-working Cao Jiaying, she took the initiative to find me and provided me with your news, but she didn't tell me that you have a boyfriend. On the night we reunited, I spent a long time in the bathroom, thinking about how I should react when I saw you, what words would be better, but I didn't expect you to panic when you saw me, and you were about to leave all of a sudden, and you had to drag a man's hand to go. Forty-four, you say, why is the world so impermanent, why is it that if you are not careful, you no longer belong to me?"

The more I talked about the back, the louder Ding Zhanbo's voice became, but it couldn't cover the chaotic horn sound from those cars, and I was worried that he would drink too much and walk out on the side of the road, so I had to ask more patiently: "Ding Zhanbo, where are you? I'll look for you." ”

Mixed with those heavy horn sounds, Ding Zhanbo's voice came again, and he said, "No, you can't have time to come to me, Sisi." You have to take Little Ash, you have to take Yu Minghui's son, you have to take good care of Yu Minghui's son, you don't have time to come to me, you have enough things, you have suffered enough over the years, you have swallowed too many tears, you are already full of holes, why do you need to take care of my feelings again. In the past four years, I have wanted to ask you several times if I can carry it with you, but I can't say the words when they come to my lips. I don't have that much courage, I can't have as much courage as you. Four-four, I now regret that I didn't have the courage to do it, and now all this is beyond my expectations and control. Forty-four, if I have ever made a mistake in your life and life because of my own selfishness, can you forgive me for the mistake I made on impulse?