Chapter 731: Heart's Voice
Li Jinlong dug for a whole day, because the mud was wet, and the shovel was stuck with the soil every time.
The sun was about to set, but there was no place to find a way to the tomb.
"Uncle, did we dig the wrong one?"
"That's the only way to go, and it should be about the same for another day tomorrow. ”
Li Jinlong's appearance has recovered from his previous appearance, although Miao Jiang is a place where outsiders rarely come, but there are always people, and where there are people, it is very likely to be discovered, not to mention that Wu Qinghua's departure has also attracted the attention of some people.
"Is this picture real?"
There is a photo on Wen Hua's table, and the people in the photo are Li Jinlong and Wu Qinghua.
"No, it's true, which means that Li Jinlong is not dead yet. It's just that I don't know what method he used to change his appearance. ”
Wen Hua's frowning was amazing, and this news was undoubtedly a blockbuster for him.
"Leader, should we send someone over?"
Wen Hua shook his head.
"No, he shouldn't leave that place for the time being, you find some snipers from the Guard Bureau, the best kind, sneak over, and try to get rid of him quietly. ”
"Okay, I'll go find these. ”
"You must be careful, you must not make a move without full certainty, once he finds out, our trouble will come. ”
"Okay, I told them. ”
Wen Hua waved at him.
"Gee, that's not good news. I really didn't expect him to hide it from Shangguan Wanqing. ”
Wen Hua was a little remorseful, he felt that he had been very careful, but he still fell in love with Li Jinlong's way.
"Lao Xu died unjustly. ”
Thinking of this, Wen Hua realized that he had made a very small pediatric mistake. That is a person with a character like Su Nuan, knowing that her son is dead, will definitely turn the entire capital upside down, but as a result, she has not moved except for killing Xu Guoqing, which is obviously very abnormal.
"Alas, what a pig brain. This leader should be stupid, if he hadn't made such a fuss, I'm afraid I wouldn't know how he would have died in the future. ”
Wen Hua felt that this was not necessarily a bad thing, at least he had learned a lesson from this incident, and he would be more decisive and careful in the future. This is also something that Li Jinlong did not expect.
At this time, Miao Jiang had already entered the night, Li Jinlong was still digging with a headlamp, and there was no hurry for Fengyue about this matter, but Li Jinlong felt that his time was still very precious, and there was no need to waste it so much. He has also been in Miaojiang for a long time, and he has no idea how the outside is developing.
"Wind Maiden, do you know about the cemetery before?"
"I don't know, I only found out after you came up. ”
"I thought you arranged the things in the cemetery. ”
"Naturally not, I've been outside recently, and I don't know too much about many things in Miao Jiang. If he hadn't kept asking to come back this time, I might still be out of town. ”
Feng Yue can see that Feng likes Li Jinlong very much, and he admires Li Jinlong in addition to being pleased. I am relieved because the two of them look talented and beautiful, and what I admire is that Li Jinlong actually subdued Miao Jiang's aunt.
"Do you want to eat?"
Fengyun took out two pieces of bread from his cloth bag, because he was usually outside, it was not much different from wandering, maybe the people of the sect of moving mountains were basically the same.
"I don't eat it, you can eat it yourself. I don't have to leave it for the one below, he doesn't think he needs to eat. ”
Feng pointed to the already deep grave and said. Li Jinlong was covered in muddy water, and his face was like a melon. Digging until the second half of the night, Li Jinlong finally saw the stone, which means that he finally dug the tomb.
"The air in here is really scarce, that is, Lao Tzu, if it were someone else, he would have died a long time ago. ”
Li Jinlong sat on the ground and muttered to himself. He came out of the graveyard with his headlamp on, and the wind laughed when he saw him. Feng Yue was stunned by this smile, because she always had a serious face when she saw Miss Feng before, and it was the first time she laughed like this.
"What are you laughing at? Why don't you go down and dig it up?"
Li Jinlong also deliberately picked up a piece of mud and threw it on Feng's body, Feng's white clothes immediately had a big stain, Li Jinlong's action scared Fengyue, Feng Yue was almost equivalent to a god-like existence in Miao Jiang.
What surprised Feng Yue even more was that Feng not only did not get angry, but followed Li Jinlong's example, picked up the mud and breathed it on his face.
The two of them actually played like children, and the white clothes on Feng's body were almost black.
"Alright, it's time to go to bed in the middle of the night. ”
Li Jinlong washed his face in the stream, and the wind did the same.
"I thought you had a habit of cleanliness, but I didn't expect to misunderstand you. ”
If a person has a habit of cleanliness, he will definitely not be able to stand it in the face of clothes like this.
"Does wearing white clothes necessarily mean that you have a habit of cleanliness?"
The two of them sat side by side next to the stream, Li Jinlong also slapped mosquitoes for her, and Fengyue hid on a distant stone to sleep alone.
"Sister Fairy, can I ask a question that I don't know if I should ask or not?"
"If you know you shouldn't ask, don't ask, and even if you do, I won't tell you. ”
"This woman, it's not good to be too smart. ”
"Which of the women around you is not smart? Maybe Han Xue is still a little more simple, so it is wise for you to find her as a wife. ”
Han Xue is also a high-quality person among ordinary people, and he can manage such a large company, this kind of person can be described as simple in the eyes of the wind.
"It's true, but she's such a simple person, it's a loss to be my wife. After all, I have no merit in this person, and whoever follows me will face countless troubles, if I choose now, I would rather never meet her. ”
This is Li Jinlong's true thoughts.
"Of all these women, I think she's the best fit for you. ”
"Tell me why she's the best fit for me?"
Li Jinlong wanted to hear women's evaluation of women, especially Han Xue. It's rare to hear someone say anything about Han Xue.
"She, what do you say? It's all out of the mud and not stained, and the water is clear and not demonic. ”
"Yes, when I was sick, she didn't give me a lot of face to raise money. ”
Li Jinlong suddenly remembered what happened a few years ago, it was the darkest time in his life at that time, and now it seems that at that time, even if he has been squeezed by Ma Yuxia and Han Xue, he is much happier than now.
"That's because of the child, I'm afraid you don't know what a woman can do for the child. Women are weak, but mothers are strong. You can see how much of a bastard you could have been at the time, is that to blame?"
"Yes, I was a small person in the market at that time, a typical soft rice eater. It's really rare that she can endure not divorcing me all the time. ”
Li Jinlong smiled bitterly.
"That's right, at that time, she was able to accept you as you were, and if it were someone else, she would have divorced you a long time ago. ”
Li Jinlong, thinking about it now, is full of memories, and apart from a hint of relief, it is all sour.
"Alas, she really suffered with me in those years. ”
"It's best to choose to marry a woman like you when you're at your poorest. As the saying goes, don't bully the poor young man, maybe she just sees some of the advantages in you. ”
"Okay, don't praise me, fairy sister, what good did I have at that time?"
"Everyone's advantages are different, if you look at it yourself, you will definitely not be able to see it, I believe this, Han Xue knows best. ”
Li Jinlong smiled and didn't speak, maybe he still had some inferiority complex in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have been like this back then, stubbornly wanted to go against Li Longxiang. I am afraid that it has only one purpose, that is, to prove to Li Longxiang that he is not a wreck. Now think about why he likes Qin He so much, because he saw his previous shadow in Qin Yuhe's body.
"Okay, fairy sister, then what are the merits of me in your praise?
Li Jinlong said to the wind a little coquettishly.
"Isn't it anything but handsome?"
Li Jinlong was very shameless, and added.
"Your greatest strength is that you are too shameless. ”
Feng laughed and said, this is probably the first time Li Jinlong has seen her since he met her, and the first time he has seen her so happy in one day.
"Sister Fairy, I've always had a problem that I don't understand, I think you can help me solve this problem. ”
Li Jinlong suddenly changed from the hippie smile just now to very serious.
"Then you can tell me. ”
"Growing up, I always had a question, I can't understand why people live?"
Li Jinlong took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
This question is different from person to person, because everyone lives in this world for a different purpose. Then you can find out what is the purpose of your life in this world?"
Feng was also a little serious, and said to Li Jinlong. Because he knew that this was a big knot in Li Jinlong's heart, and if this knot could not be resolved, the anger in him would become heavier and heavier.
"When I first started, I lived for self-esteem, to prove to Lee that I was okay. Later, when I got married, I wanted my daughter and my wife to have a good life, either because they were rich and rich, or because they felt that life was very meaningful. ”
Li Jinlong quickly smoked a cigarette and threw the cigarette butt into the stream next to him.
"That's just wishful thinking on your part, and it's okay if it's like we are, because our need for money isn't that strong. But Han Xue is different, he wants to support his parents, he wants to raise his children, and more importantly, after she marries you, she will also support you. ”
Speaking of which, the wind smiled.
"I feel so aggrieved now, and it's not been a year or two. Every time I thought I had found my way, I ended up with a crash. ”
This is the place where Li Jinlong, when he came out of the cemetery, made him the most angry and depressed.
"People should think about the good in everything in this life. As you said before, your realm is not as high as that old Taoist. Do you know what the realm is?"
Li Jinlong has an understanding of the realm, but if he is asked to define it, he really can't say it.
"I'll give you a very simple example, if you're standing on a floor, all you see is garbage. Some people may say that what I see is the details. But if you think about it, if you take up a hundred floors, all you see is a beautiful view, because you can't see this garbage at all. ”
Wind, used a very simple example. This is what is said to be easy to understand.
"But this man has to climb a hundred floors, but he is too tired. Physical exhaustion is nothing. The point is mental pain, because I really can't find my way right now. ”
If it were these things in the past, Li Jinlong could only silently put them in his heart. Now there is an easy opportunity to have someone to talk to and make some space in his heart.
Li Jinlong didn't want to find the real answer, maybe he just wanted to release the depression and pressure in his heart.
"Do you know why Buddhism says it's called a phase?"
"Just don't know the true face of Lushan, just because you are in this mountain?"
Li Jinlong is now in front of the wind, like a schoolboy.
"Not exactly. ”
"Sister Fairy, tell me, where is my direction?"
Probably subconsciously, Li Jinlong said and said that the idea of temptation came to his heart. She subconsciously still wanted to test the relationship between the wind and the statue of Li Long.
"You're always a little less trusting of people. Every time you do something, you always have to be tempted. That's why you're tired. You can try to let go of your baggage and let someone else share a little bit of it for you. ”
"It has already been said that the country is easy to change and difficult to change. This is where Li Longxiang failed the most in my education. ”
Li Jinlong began to recall how Li Longxiao educated him when he was a child?
"I know it has something to do with your living environment, but what I want to say is that you can't ask someone else for any problem. Just like some people live in the slums, they have their own ideals and beliefs. ”
Hearing the words of the wind, Li Jinlong felt a little funny. Why should everyone speak from the perspective of educating others?
"Sister Fairy, what I want is not for you to educate me, but for you to tell me clearly, where should I go next? ”
"You, always speaking from your own point of view, will think that others always speak from their point of view, this is called Xiang. ”
Li Jinlong is now a little ignorant and understands the meaning of this word.
"Do you know why people get angry?"
Feng also felt that now was an opportunity, what kind of opportunity? that is, she could take advantage of the most fragile moment of her soul now, and use words to dissolve the anger in his heart.
"Because of dissatisfaction, because of complaints, because of pressure, because of other people's incomprehension. ”
Li Jinlong said all kinds of reasons.
"You are wrong, in fact, because of the fragility and inferiority complex deep inside. ”
"Why?"
"Think about it, when a person can't handle a thing, and others are always talking to her about it, what is his first reaction?"
Li Jinlong calmed down and thought about it, the words of the wind are indeed very reasonable. What she means is to express like Li Jinlong that she has actually lived in the shadow of Li Longxiang for so many years.
Li Jinlong suddenly felt that he had an epiphany, why had he been speculating about Li Longxiang's meaning for so many years? In fact, it was because his heart was not strong enough, and he was always trying to prove that he was not like what Li Longxiang said.
"Do you understand? Because you have never lived for yourself for so many years, you always care about the words of others to live, and you care too much, so you will feel inferior. That's why you should thank that old Taoist priest. Because he doesn't care about worldly thoughts, he has an obsession in his heart, and this obsession is good. ”
"I kind of get it. That fairy sister, why don't we have a child?"
Li Jinlong's words suddenly turned around, and he was caught off guard, and his face turned red all of a sudden.
"Phew, rascal. Can't you just be serious?"
Feng said to Li Jinlong with a red face.
"Sister Fairy, don't blame me. You just said that you want me to live according to my own will, and now I am the real me. ”
As he spoke, Li Jinlong pulled Feng's shoulders over. So the wind leaned directly into his arms. Li Jinlong could clearly feel that the wind's heartbeat had become faster.
"There's someone around. ”
Feng said cautiously.
"Sister Fairy, who are the two of us hooligans? I didn't say that I was going to have a baby now, where do you think you are going?"
After speaking, Li Jinlong laughed.
"Sick, rascal. ”
The wind, this coquettish tone, made Li Jinlong a little uneasy. The hand also began to be unconsciously dishonest.
"Didn't you just say that you wouldn't have a baby here? What are you doing now?"
Li Jinlong, where can I manage so much now? With such a red face as the wind, coupled with the depression in his heart before, Li Jinlong really couldn't control his inner emotions.
The evil fire in his heart exploded in an instant at this moment.
Feng is a very sensitive person, which has a lot to do with the fact that he has lived in Miaojiang for so many years.
"Sister Fairy, today I will pull you into the mortal world. ”
When the mood arrived, the two of them no longer cared about the old Taoist priest's affairs. The lips collided, and sparks burst out instantly.
"yes, that's like a woman. ”
Li Jinlong laughed hesitantly, and the wind hit him in the chest with his fist. The old Taoist priest was asleep when he suddenly heard these evil voices, and his old face turned red and he was at a loss. Because he has not yet reached the level of the old monk's settlement. But at the moment, he didn't dare to move, for fear of being discovered by those two people, and he had woken up.
"Young people's physical strength is good. ”
More than an hour had passed, and that evil voice had been filling the ears of the old Taoist priest. He couldn't help but sigh with emotion, and by the way, he was still silently reciting the mantra in his heart.
"Sister Fairy, you are so beautiful, I am so handsome, the child I didn't give birth to must be very good-looking. ”
After the clouds and rain, the wind lay in Li Jinlong's arms, which may be the commonality of women, his hand was on Li Jinlong's chest, constantly drawing circles.
"Are you going to go back?"
Feng suddenly asked with some sadness.
"Maybe!"
Li Jinlong is also a little uncertain, and now he suddenly misses the days of leisure.
"As I said earlier, you have to follow your heart's thoughts, you are very decisive in killing people, but you are indecisive in dealing with some things. ”
Li Jinlong also knew that he had this shortcoming, but he didn't want to admit it in his heart. It can be seen that he is so decisive when doing tasks, in fact, he is undoubtedly venting his inner indignation.
After the old Taoist priest heard that the clouds and rain had stopped, he could finally take a good rest, because he was going to enter the tomb tomorrow.
At this time, Li Jinlong's remaining jade pendant emitted a faint light, and the little snake crawled out of the jade pendant. The whole body is white, just like when I met Xiaobai before, the scene is the same.
"Did you feel anything?"
Feng asked suddenly.
"No, what else is there here besides the wind?"
Li Jinlong's words are double semantics, and the wind really can't stand this situation.
"What do you think this is?"
The wind pinched the seven inches of the little white snake with his hand, and the little white snake squeaked.
"Isn't this the little white snake in the jade perry? Why did he suddenly come out?"
Li Jinlong silently told Xiaobai the news in his heart, but Xiaobai, who was hibernating, still didn't reply to his words.
After the wind let go of the little white snake, the little white snake went directly into Li Jinlong's arms. This made Feng, who had been lying in Li Jinlong's life, a little reluctant.
"Sister Fairy, do you know what these little things in Jade Perry are here for? Why are they all except the little white snake? Of course, I'm talking about the little white snake before, and the rest seem to have all been sacrificed to the Xuanyuan Sword. ”
"I don't know this very well, maybe your father knows better. ”
Li Jinlong felt that the possibility of Li Longxiang being alive was getting bigger and bigger.
"Probably. ”
Li Jinlong hugged the wind, closed his eyes, looked at the twinkling starry sky in the sky, and gradually regained his peace in his heart.
"There are still two jade pendants, I'm going to get them together, and after I get them, I can summon the dragons in the Dragon Ball. ”
But he didn't know that the wind didn't know what Dragon Ball meant at all, because the wind grew so big that he hadn't watched TV at all. In addition to being in the mausoleum, Li Jinlong's villa. It was still rain, and when she was watching Korean dramas, she took two looks by the way.
"Dragon Ball?"
The wind was a little puzzled.
"I forgot that there is a big age difference between the two of us, and there is a generation gap in between. ”
Hearing Li Jinlong's words, Feng directly knew that a fist came to his chest. Sure enough, age is always a taboo for women.
The sky was slightly bright, and the old man came over from the stone.
"Uncle, how did you sleep last night?"
"That's good!"
I have to say that people with high realms are different, and they don't even blush when they tell lies.