174 I'm scared
After a dozen seconds of sluggish thinking, I clicked on the message. Purple Pavilion
In a very simple sentence, he asked, "Lin Sisi, are you free?"
I really didn't pay any attention to his impulse.
Because I'm afraid that I won't be able to talk to him for a while, I can't help but impulsively ask him why he wants to provoke Li Jing, and I may also warn him that if he dares to hurt Li Jing, then what will I do to him.
I knew I wasn't in this position to do these things.
Desperately pushing down the small flames in my heart, I directly ignored the message sent by Chen Daowei, retired from WeChat, turned off the lights and went to sleep.
I didn't sleep well with a bunch of in my heart, and I woke up at six o'clock in the morning.
When I woke up, I didn't have to rush to work, so I went to the nearby supermarket and bought a bunch of things, ready to go home and get a good breakfast for everyone.
When I returned to the parking lot, I happened to meet Yu Minghui who was also driving back, he saw me first, and after he parked the car, he hurriedly ran over to help me carry my things.
Naturally, we were all carrying something in one hand, and the other hand was holding together as soon as it was free, Yu Minghui looked tired, but he looked very happy to see me.
We held hands and swayed back to the front door, and I was the first to see the door open.
Since then, every weekend, once Little Gray Ash wakes up, the old man asks Uncle Xian to open the door, so as to remind me and Yu Minghui that we can go over and play.
Now as soon as I saw the door open, I immediately let go of Yu Minghui's hand and said, "Little Ash is awake, I'll go see my son." β
Yu Minghui seemed a little jealous, and as if he was joking, he said: "Lin Sisi, you want your son, don't you want your husband, right?
I gave him a blank look and said, "You are a dignified seven-foot man, and you still want to eat your baby's vinegar?"
Yu Minghui smiled, he touched his head, and said again and again: "It's just a joke, why are you so serious?"
I gave him another strange look, and then I carried my things into the house.
Uncle Xian quickly came up and took the things in my hand, he smiled at me and said, "Sisi, I have to go back to Zhanjiang to deal with some things later, and I have to take care of Little Gray Ash today." β
I opened my mouth and was about to speak, but Yu Minghui preemptively said: "Uncle Xian, today is Family Day, when you finish breakfast, you accompany me to the supermarket to buy food and drink, as for other things, you will go back in a few days." β
As soon as Yu Minghui's words fell, the old man who was sitting on the sofa and holding the little gray gray interjected: "Minghui, I arranged for Ah Xian to go back to Zhanjiang to deal with things. What a family day, push it back. Anyway, it's just a few of us who come and go, it's not interesting, it's the same whether we get together or not. β
Yu Minghui handed the bag in his hand to Uncle Xian, he walked straight towards the old man, he sat down next to the old man, he said: "Old man, I have thought about it, the big guy has not been lively for a long time, so I took it upon myself to make an appointment with Chen Daowei, Xiao Yan, Cao Jiaying, He Siyuan, a few of them, Sisi here is estimated to have friends in the past, now the weather is not so hot, let's find a few people on the beach barbecue to drink and take pictures, let's chat together." This kind of gathering, no one can be missing, and Uncle Xian will definitely have to go too. β
After a pause, Yu Minghui turned to me and said, "Lin Sisi, do you want to ask your friend Li Jing and Ding Zhanbo if they are going, after all, there are so many people." β
After saying this, Yu Minghui also winked at me suggestively.
Although I didn't know why Yu Minghui suddenly invited Chen Daowei and Xiao Yan to play with me, I received a hint from him, and I planned to cooperate with him unconditionally, so I walked towards the sofa and said, "Yes, I'll call them right away." When they heard that there were so many people, they must have been overjoyed, and they must have enjoyed playing together. β
Following the words of me and Yu Minghui, the old man was puzzled for a few seconds, but his face immediately turned into a flower, and he said again and again: "Okay, let's go together, Daowei will also go, Xiao Yan will also go, everyone will go, go together, take pictures." β
Uncle Chao Xian beckoned, and the old man said, "Ah Xian, you quickly put the things in the kitchen, and then you go to my study to help me prepare a gift for those children, as many children as you want, go quickly." β
Seeing that the old man was smiling from ear to ear, Uncle Xian was also very happy, and after he put his things in the kitchen, he hurried to the old man's study.
After breakfast, Uncle Xian packed up the old man and the change of clothes he wanted to use, and went out to buy things with Yu Minghui in a hurry.
And I called Ding Zhanbo first, and only after making sure that he could go, did I call Li Jing again.
When I called Li Jing, I ran to the balcony.
It seems that she didn't sleep well, Li Jing quickly picked up the phone, I told her our arrangements for the day, and also told her that we were here to make the old man happy, and finally I added: "Chen Daowei will also come." What do you think?"
Li Jing hesitated for a moment, and she finally said, "I'll go." After all, if I don't go, Little Gray will definitely ask about me. And I have had dinner with the old man a few times, he is so kind, to make him happy, I also want to do my part. When the time comes, I'll see how Chen Daowei reacts to me, if he wants to pretend to be unfamiliar with me, then I'll accompany him to act. I'm sure I'm not going to spoil the atmosphere. β
I was extremely sad to hear it, but I had no choice but to tell Li Jing to ask her to come and gather with us and set off with us later, so I hung up the phone in a hurry.
After putting the phone away, I hurriedly went to pack the clothes for Ash and Yu Minghui to change clothes and some basic daily necessities for the night.
After finishing the work at hand, about an hour later, Yu Minghui called me and said that they were in the garden and told us to go down.
I carried everything on my back and carried it, and the old man led the little gray ash on crutches, and the three of us hurried downstairs in a hurry.
When I got there, I realized that the atmosphere was a little strangely harmonious.
Like Yu Minghui, Chen Daowei and Xiao Yan, these three men are full of gunpowder as soon as they meet, they are talking and laughing at this moment, as if their relationship is too good.
And Cao Jiaying, He Siyuan, and Li Jing and Ding Zhanbo, who were standing on the side, were all chatting happily there, and I didn't find a trace of embarrassment and awkwardness.
All this is like an illusion.
However, this is a clue that I can't find any acting, and it all seems to be natural and impeccable.
The old man smiled from ear to ear again, he led the little gray ash over, greeted everyone with all kinds of kindness and eagerness, and he also asked me to put down his duffel bag and distribute the gifts prepared by Uncle Xian to everyone, and the atmosphere became more and more harmonious and warm.
In this jubilant atmosphere, we boarded the chartered bus arranged by Yu Minghui and headed for the Rose Coast.
Due to being stuck on the road for a while, we stopped halfway to find a place to eat. During the meal, the atmosphere was also very good, it seemed that everyone present did not have a dime of contradictions, so that the old man smiled even more happily, he insisted on paying the bill, saying that this is how the elders should be at this time.
After eating, we got on the bus again, we surrounded the old man all the way, He Siyuan mentioned that we sang together, and we really sang together.
There was laughter and laughter all the way, and by the time we arrived at the Rose Coast, it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.
At this time, the sun was fierce, so everyone went back to the cabin arranged by Yu Minghui to rest by themselves, and said that they would go out together at half past five.
Because the old man was stunned and asked Xiao Gray to play with him, in the end, Yu Minghui and I were in the same house, staring at each other.
As soon as the door closed, Yu Minghui suddenly rushed over and hugged me, I was caught off guard, thinking that he was thinking about something, I pushed him and said, "It's hot, I'll turn on the air conditioner first." β
However, as soon as I raised my head to look at Yu Minghui's face, I was shocked to find that his eyes were red like rabbits.
My heart felt like someone was holding a rope and strangled me, so I hurriedly backhanded Yu Minghui and asked softly, "Yu Minghui, what's wrong with you?"
Yu Minghui's eyes became even redder, and he hugged me fiercely again, and he said, "Lin Sisi, I'm scared. β
When Yu Minghui said this, the helplessness, helplessness, melancholy, and thick sadness pervaded me, making me stiffen, and my heart fell in a straight line as if someone had tied up a large stone.
On the other hand, Yu Minghui's abnormality after returning from a business trip, he said that he wanted to have a party to play and take pictures together, and he also invited Chen Daowei and Xiao Yan to them, and he also pretended to be in endless harmony with those two men, he did all this just to make the old man happy.
The sense of foreboding, in fact, has been lingering in my heart faintly since last night, and now it has become even richer, my voice trembled all of a sudden, and I tried my best to hold on, only to ask such a sentence: "Yu Minghui, is there something wrong with the old man?"
Yu Minghui pressed his weight to imprison me steadily, his speed of speech was heavy and slow, and in the end, it all turned into a murmur: "Old man's time is running out." Lin Sisi, my grandfather may be leaving soon. He may have realized that he was running out of time, so he cleared out those assets and asked Uncle Xian to arrange them. Lin Sisi, my grandmother was like this after she left before, she explained those things for a few days and left. Lin Sisi, I'm scared, I'm really scared to face this. I know that I am not good enough, I feel that I am not a filial descendant, I always make the old man angry, I always affect his mood. I'm afraid that he will leave with endless regrets like my mother, so I went to beg Chen Daowei and Xiao Yan to accompany me to act, all this seems very deliberate, right, the old man must be able to see it, right. Lin Sisi, I know that what I am doing now seems to be deliberate and ridiculously naΓ―ve, and the old man can see the heavens at a glance, but I am really afraid that I will let him go away with regret like my mother, I am very afraid. Something like this happened once, and I don't want it to happen a second time. Lin Sisi, I must let the old man go with peace of mind, I must do it, do you think I can do it?"
Even though I knew that birth, old age, sickness and death were human nature, when these words hit my heart like a hammer, those deep pains came immediately, and my eyes suddenly turned red.
Yu Minghui's face was pressed over and rubbed my face desperately, he said: "Even if the old man has been in Zhanjiang all his life, he is actually a very simple and ordinary old man, he really doesn't want much, he actually doesn't want to force me and Chen Daowei and Xiao Yan to restore the original harmonious relationship between brothers who never left each other, he is afraid that we will tear each other apart and hurt each other, he is afraid that we will kill each other." Lin Sisi, I have always been very stubborn, in my eyes, black and white, I am not willing to act in front of the old man, I am not willing to take out a little bit of caution to amuse him, to make him feel at ease. The period when he came to Shenzhen was the most relaxed and happy day in his life, because you and Xiao Gray gave him such a comfortable life. However, the happiness that you and Little Gray give him is always greatly reduced by my ignorance and uncompromise. Lin Sisi, I'm really afraid that the old man will leave with unease, I'm not good enough, I'm really not good enough. β
Yu Minghui's words were all choked up when he said it, his fragility was clear in front of me, and I felt that all the comforting words seemed pale and weak, and I was so sad because of what he said that I could only hug him back and support him with ten times my strength, silently accepting his fragility and helplessness.
Being held by me like this, Yu Minghui's excitement seemed to ease a little, and he adjusted his posture and leaned on my body, and he didn't speak for a while.
In such a quiet atmosphere, I pushed him and said, "You were so busy last night, and you rushed back to Shenzhen early this morning, can you rest first?"
As soon as I finished speaking, there was a knock on the door.
Soon, Xiao Yan's voice came in, and he said, "Lin Sisi, are you there?"
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