Pushing open the familiar door, Gao Rongen and Luo Xiaoyue were busy in the kitchen, and several dishes were already on the table.

Xing Xing sat down gently, looked at the familiar dishes in front of him, and then stared at the backs of the two circles for a while.

Once upon a time, I was also one of the ordinary teenagers, and my family background was not very good, but my parents treated me badly in terms of quality of life and money, and my family was happy and happy, which should be the true meaning of life that most people pursue.

But it was at that time that his parents lied that they were traveling, and he stepped into the threshold of the cultivation world, and since then, his originally peaceful life has left him, and he has experienced everything that ordinary people can't imagine in the past half a year.

When I really sat down, sitting in this once familiar seat, I was happy for a moment in a trance, as if it was all a dream, and at this time I had just woken up, waiting for a delicious meal from my mother's hand to finish the wonderful day.

But the cold touch on his hand confirmed again and again that all this was real, including the father who was walking over with the food at this time.

"Dad. ”

Happy smiled at his father, but at this time, Happy couldn't tell whether his smile was fake or real. Are you really happy now?

The answer is yes, their parents are still there, they are alive and well, and their life experiences are not ordinary, at least in the face of sudden changes, they all have the ability to protect themselves. This is what I am glad to care about the most.

But on the other hand, the happy family will face an even more terrible enemy next, and this enemy is likely to directly break up this originally happy family.

Happy doesn't want to see anyone die, especially for him, which is also the real purpose of his always trying to push several brothers, including Zhu Kui, out. He couldn't imagine what it would be like for someone close to him to look when he fell in front of his eyes and could no longer wake up.

He was too happy to think about it, and what he didn't want to face was the concerned gaze from his father and mother.

All of this starts with the fact that Dad stored the remnants of his will power in his body, maybe he had his choice, but Joy was completely passively accepted, no one ever asked him if he wanted to, but Joy did not hate his father, and even when he learned that his father made this choice, he was still a little happy.

At least in the eyes of happiness, this is the father's affirmation of himself, and the man living in the world is essentially a process of constantly seeking affirmation.

In the first 20 years of his life, his parents created a warm and comfortable environment for him, so from the age of 20, maybe the future life of this family needs to be supported by himself.

Happy silently accepted this change of role, and it was not until his mother brought the last dish to the table, and it was not until his father set the dishes and chopsticks separately that Happy woke up from his long contemplation.

"Hungry, eat!" Luo Xiaoyue still summoned her days as before, and she made happy and favorite meals.

The golden nest and silver nest are not as good as their own kennels, this is the joking name of the wanderer who has lived abroad for a long time to miss his hometown, and the joy at this time suddenly burst out of the recognition that he has never had.

Stretching out his chopsticks and stuffing a piece of chicken with rice into his mouth, the once familiar delicacy exploded in his mouth again, but at this time, he brought more feelings to Xing.

This kind of extravagant hope, when Happy has faced life and death difficulties several times, the most real miss in Happy Heart's heart is the taste from his mother. But when he actually put this bite of food in his mouth, he suddenly felt that everything before was worth it, and the enemy he was facing now was also the difficulty that he had to overcome to continue this luxurious enjoyment.

The confidence of joy swelled rapidly at this moment.

I haven't eaten with my family for a long time, and the strangeness that has just risen from this home disappears with the first bite of food.

Home is not just a house, where parents are there, it can be called home, which is the most simple feeling of happiness at present.

I was happy to be with my parents and had a meal like an ordinary person, and during the meal, the three of them tacitly agreed not to mention a word about the current situation.

Warmth and beauty are always short-lived, and as happy parents, even if they want their son to experience the warmth of home for a while, now is obviously not the time.

"Son, your parents are unconditionally supportive of the choice you have made. Luo Xiaoyue was the first to put down the dishes and chopsticks, and waited patiently for the happy finish before speaking.

"When I chose your father, I also felt that I should experience Mayo, who I had never experienced, but now I have experienced all the things that should be experienced, and everyone is born with a responsibility. ”

Luo Xiaoyue said very slowly, she wanted to pass on her true thoughts to her son, but to this day, she still feels that it is a little too cruel to let a child who has just turned 20 years bear all this.

They don't want to make decisions for their children, there is no way to do it, and now it seems that things have come to a situation that no one wants to see.

Happy that there was only the last bite of rice left in the bowl, he directly pulled all the rice into his mouth, and while chewing constantly, he suddenly felt that it was actually good to be an ordinary person, there were not so many responsibilities and burdens, and he was relaxed and happy.

But at the same time, ordinary people also have the troubles of ordinary people, which almost instantly overturns the idea of happiness, because it is a law that no one can hide.

"Mom, I understand. ”

......

Happy to come alone near the Great Lakes of Altair and continue to comprehend the problem of willpower.

He had found the crux of the problem, but what he had never been able to solve was that he felt that some parts were still incomplete, but as for what was missing, he could not say for a while. There is always an illusory shadow floating in front of me, but there is only a vague shape, and I can't tell what it represents.

When Gao Rongen and Luo Xiaoyue and his wife found Lao Dingtou to talk about the problem of willpower backlash, they directly received Lao Dingtou's special attention.

The document he was working on in his hand was put down directly, and Lao Ding grabbed Gao Rongen's wrist and walked to the sofa and sat down, asking him to tell him what had happened.

"What is the backlash of willpower?" This is a question that bothered the old Dingtou, Xiao Pingjing confirmed that it was not a homicide after a happy identification, then his death became a mystery that can never be solved, and at this time, the backlash of willpower mentioned by Gao Rongen is likely to be the answer.

"I can't confirm that, so I haven't mentioned it to you. Gao Rongen looked at his former comrades-in-arms and said with burning eyes.

"Lao Xiao had an accident at that time, and the most obvious change was that his temperament changed greatly, he was very indifferent, and his memory was still declining, and even sometimes, he didn't remember who I was. ”

Gao Rongen said while reminiscing, and the melancholy on his face came directly from Xiao Pingjing's situation at that time.

"I'm not sure if it's a reaction of willpower, but what I do know for sure is that his power does increase day by day, and as his power increases, his temperament becomes more and more abnormal. ”

Lao Ding stopped talking after hearing this, but the fist that was always clenched tightly betrayed him directly, and the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, which looked very conspicuous under the pale complexion, all of which was that Gao Rongen's narrative was completely consistent with his happy guess, which proved that there was indeed a backlash in the power of will.

Xiao Pingjing is the old heir of the will power, and even he can't bear the backlash, if it really happens to Xingxing, then what should Xingxing do?

At this time, what war, what kind of interest struggle, in the face of happy life and death is not so important, at this time, the three people here care about happy life and death.

"If it's really a backlash of willpower, then how will happiness be affected?"

Luo Xiaoyue didn't want to believe that this was true, but it was impossible for her husband to be alarmist when things happened.

"It is likely that like Lao Xiao, there will be a huge change in temperament, indifference, memory gradually disappears, and then ......"

The expression on Gao Rongen's face was extremely serious, at that time, he only wanted to let the willpower continue, but at this time, he looked back and really realized the horror of this backlash.

"And he...... Will you forget me?" Luo Xiaoyue just thought of that terrible scene, and the corners of her eyes that she held with both hands shed tears that she couldn't suppress at all.