Ruan Yuqing saw that she was red, and she stayed in the hospital for two days to protect the fetus, and she came for a re-examination today before she met Chu Ci.

Ruan Yuqing has a coagulation disorder, fetal misposition, **ectopia, and the fetal heart rate monitoring is not enough for several times.

The hospital recommended that Ruan Yuqing be hospitalized for observation, and there was a possibility of premature birth at any time.

Ruan Yuqing's coagulation disorder is dangerous once it has massive bleeding, and even the child may have some sequelae.

Chu Ci didn't know what Ruan Yuqing's mood was when he listened to the doctor say these frightening words, and he must have felt very sad in his heart.

The child is not alone, but Ruan Yuqing has always been paying for the child alone, bearing the pain and psychological pressure caused by pregnancy.

Being a mother is a terrible thing, no one can teach anyone, because no one is 100% right, and every child is unique.

From the moment of pregnancy, a woman will be imprisoned in the word "mother" for the rest of her life, and she will not be able to break free.

Chu Ci stopped talking, Ruan Yuqing, who was sitting opposite her, held a stack of inspection lists in her hand, her eyes were red, and her head was lowered.

During the lunch break, the doctors ate after work, and the pregnant mothers who had completed the prenatal check-up also left one after another, and the corridor was very quiet.

Chu Ci wanted to say something a few times, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back, and it took a long time to hold back a sentence: "Are you hungry, let's go eat something together?"

She thought that Ruan Yuqing would not agree, but Ruan Yuqing promised happily: "Okay, I'm really hungry, come to check on an empty stomach, I haven't eaten breakfast yet, the baby is in the belly for a day, and I can't treat myself badly for a day." ”

There is some truth to that. "Chu Ci was also hungry.

The two really didn't treat themselves badly, went to the most luxurious restaurant, and ordered a table of dishes.

Ruan Yuqing has a great appetite, and Chu Ci is so hungry that he eats all the time, in fact, there is nothing in this world that he can't get by, and everything that can't get over is that he can't get along with himself.

The two chatted while eating, Ruan Yuqing said: "I am a doctor, I know very well the doctor's routine, I tell you the worst result, the child has not been born yet, first scare yourself half to death." ”

Chu Ci glanced at Ruan Yuqing's big belly: "It must be fine, don't worry." ”

"I was just a little scared. Ruan Yuqing pinched a little distance between her index finger and thumb, and said with a smile: "That's why I asked you to stay with me." ”

"What about Gu Zhizhou?"

Ruan Yuqing's eyes flashed with gloom, and then smiled casually: "He's busy." ”

"He doesn't know your situation yet. Chu Ci didn't need to ask to know what the situation of the two of them was.

"Well, he's busy, so I won't bother him with these worries. ”

"The child is not yours alone, go back and discuss it. Chu Ci said: "I won't say much else, you understand the truth better than anyone else." ”

"I know, but his heart is with you. Ruan Yuqing said this with a smile, but there were tears in her eyes, helplessness and despair.

At that moment, her heart ached.

Her husband, but her heart is not in herself, how a failure she is.

Chu Ci's breath was suffocated, this was the first time that the two of them had spoken so clearly, and she could also deeply feel Ruan Yuqing's pain, but she couldn't even say a simple word of sorry.

Sorry did it work?

It doesn't change anything, but it is salt on the wound.

Ruan Yuqing turned sideways, wiped her tears, the air suddenly quieted, after a long time, Ruan Yuqing breathed a long sigh of relief, calmed down her emotions, and then said: "You are a cinnabar mole on Gu Zhizhou's heart, you can't erase it, I have also regretted it, countless regrets, why should I cover a piece of ice that is not hot at all, I really thought you were dead at first, and then I was glad that you were not dead, if you died, who am I going to compete with? I am very unwilling, but think about it, I am self-inflicted." ”

Chu Ci never thought of hurting Ruan Yuqing, when she looked at Ruan Yuqing's heartbroken appearance, she understood a sentence, love is a thing, it is not good to hurt others, and it will be hit with one blow if you hurt yourself.

Chu Ci poured a glass of boiled water and drank: "If it weren't for the fact that we were both pregnant with children, I really wanted to drink with you today, Qingqing, I didn't think about hurting you, but your pain is really because of me, if I can, I'd rather die in the flood myself." ”

Chu Ci drank cup after cup and drank the boiled water as water.

"If you have resentment and hatred in your heart, you can come to me all of them, as long as you are happy, you are happy. Chu Ci smiled self-deprecatingly: "Sometimes I also ask myself, why do I hate it so much, get in the way of others, should a person like me go to the eighteenth layer of hell?

"Cousin. ”

Ruan Yuqing looked at Chu Ci in astonishment, because her mind was all guessed by Chu Ci.

Chu Ci tugged at the corners of his mouth: "Just now you told me that Gu Zhizhou has me in your heart, do you grit your teeth with hatred for me in your heart, do you want me to go to Gu Zhizhou?"

"Yes, yes, yes. Ruan Yuqing's voice was raised, all admitted, supporting the table with both hands, and emotional: "I hate you, I am jealous of you, why did Gu Zhizhou meet you, why did I fall in love with him, why did I insist on going my own way, I regret it, I hate it so much." ”

Ruan Yuqing was like a flood that opened the floodgates, bursting out all the negative emotions in her heart.

"I went to all the prenatal checkups alone, the situation of the baby in my belly, he never asked, he soaked in the hospital every day, on duty for others, or didn't go home, as soon as he got home, he shouted tired, I was really fed up. ”

"What did you just say, be louder. Chu Ci was not angry at all, Ruan Yuqing was hoarse at her like a madman.

Ruan Yuqing closed her eyes and roared: "I said that I had enough, Gu Zhizhou is not ruthless, he has no heart at all, I want to divorce him, I won't do it." ”

After roaring, Ruan Yuqing's whole person felt a lot more comfortable, and when she realized that she had burst out of the self full of negative energy that she had been hiding in her heart, she was also stunned for a moment.

Chu Ci poured her a glass of water: "Roar out, it's much more comfortable to vent, don't wronged anyone." ”

Ruan Yuqing looked at Chu Ci in surprise: "Just now you... Deliberately?"

Chu Ci did deliberately stimulate Ruan Yuqing and let her say everything in her heart.

"It's been a long time since you've spoken to someone so happily, haven't you, and you've never said these things to others?" Chu Ci teased himself: "If you don't hate me, then you are a saint, there is jealousy and hatred, human nature, resentment on the surface is better than the poison hidden in the heart, I am afraid of being calculated, Qingqing, I hope you can tell me straight if you have anything." ”

Ruan Yuqing smiled: "Okay." ”

She did resent Chu Ci, but she didn't think about harming Chu Ci.

The two of them ate happily for almost three hours, and when they left the restaurant, Gu Zhizhou was waiting at the door.

Ruan Yuqing was very surprised, she glanced at Chu Ci.

Chu Ci said: "I asked him to come, tell him your truest thoughts, don't wronged yourself, I will support you in any choice you make." ”

Dropping these words, Chu Ci turned around and walked to the other side in a dashing manner, she didn't go to say hello to Gu Zhizhou.

Chu Ci received a call from Huang Wei on the way back, and Tong Yuya took out the injury appraisal and insisted on asking her to compensate.