016 Discuss life and death

Early the next morning, Gao Qiulin came to knock on Gao Jingyi's door: "Eldest sister, second sister, Brother Lin asked me to take him to his hometown to climb the mountain, will you go?"

"Are you really going to your hometown to climb the mountain?" Gao Jingyi rubbed her eyes and continued towards the door: "It's too early, it's only six o'clock when you get up." ”

"Yes, I'm very interested in mountain climbing, especially when I heard that I can drill holes, so I'm looking forward to it even more. You go with you, Jingyi. Lin Dachao also said outside the door.

"I'm going to accompany my dad at home, why don't you go, Qiu Jin, do you want to go?" Gao Jingyi really wasn't in the mood to play, so she wanted to spend more time with Gao Linguang.

"I'm not going either, I'm also at home with my dad. Gao Qiujin said firmly.

"Aren't you both going? It's a pity that I have to go with Brother Qiulin. Lin Dachao heard that the two sisters did not go, and felt very regretful.

"Since Xiao Lin wants to play, Jingyi, Qiu Jin, you can go with you, your father is accompanied by me, you must be happy, don't let your father worry." The first time Xiao Lin came to our house, don't ruin his fun. Sister Zeng walked into Gao Jingyi's room and said.

"But, Mom, I really want to spend more time with my dad now. Gao Jingyi looked at Sister Zeng sincerely.

"You're going to make your dad think he's going to die, so let's go play as usual. Sister Zeng looked at Gao Jingyi, hoping that she could understand her hard work.

"Mom, I have already told Qiu Jin the truth, after all, she is almost an adult, and she will have to face things sooner or later. Gao Jingyi looked at Sister Zeng beside the bed and said.

"Let's just say it, Qiu Jin, you have to hide it from Qiu Lin and your father first, I'll tell them in a few days, you see Qiu Lin so happy. Sister Zeng looked at her two daughters, her eyes full of sadness.

"I know Mom. It's just that if Dad knew about his illness, he didn't know what would happen, he was still so young, he would never have thought that he would get this disease. Saying that, Gao Qiujin burst into tears again.

"Okay, wipe away the tears, we must be strong. Wait a while, you can accompany Xiaolin to Yunwu Mountain to play. Sister Zeng patted her two daughters on the shoulders and said, in fact, the saddest thing is her, her partner who has been with her for more than 30 years is leaving, and she has to hide it from him. Thinking that last night she waited for Gao Linguang to fall asleep and went to the toilet to cry, but after crying, she had to pretend to be the same as usual.

"Mom!" Looking at the strong Sister Zeng, Gao Jingyi really didn't feel good in her heart.

After breakfast, the four children went out to their hometown in the countryside, and Sister Zeng helped Gao Linguang to sit in the yard.

"Child, how do I feel that my body is floating, and there is nothing uncomfortable, what is going on?" Gao Linguang felt very weak.

"That's because you didn't eat properly, say, whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you, and it just so happens that the children are out." Sister Zeng looked at Gao Linguang and asked.

"I just don't think I have an appetite. By the way, at the school, you took a few days off?" Gao Linguang was still concerned about his work.

"Don't worry, Principal Luo said, wait until you get well and go to work, there is Teacher Chen to substitute for you. You can keep it at home. "In fact, since the school physical examination said that Gao Linguang was suspected of stomach cancer, Principal Luo talked to Sister Zeng on the phone. He also hoped that Gao Linguang could spend this period of illness with peace of mind and happiness, so he directly handed over the physical examination report to Sister Zeng.

"Principal Luo is generous this time, in the past, I had something to ask for leave, and he urged him to do something. Gao Lin Guang said with a smile.

"Yes, he's very generous this time, so you have to take his affection and recuperate for a few more days. How about I make you a rice tofu that we ate when we were kids?"

"Rice tofu, yes, but where do you go to pick tofu leaves?" As soon as Gao Linguang heard about rice tofu, he thought of the green tofu leaves, which were snacks they made in their rural hometown when they were children, and the raw materials were all edible leaves in the mountains.

"Then you don't have to worry, you sit here and I'll go out for a while to make sure you can eat rice tofu." Sister Zeng pretended to be mysterious, turned around and went back to the house, got a vegetable basket and went out.

She had already discovered that there was a tofu leaf tree on the side of the road not far from her home, and the leaves had grown luxuriantly since the beginning of spring, and now she could pick it just in time to make wooden tofu. Soon she picked back a basket of tofu leaves, and Gao Linguang was surprised.

"Yo, Zeng Shuhua, you really got it back, where did you get it?"

"Actually, it's on the side of the road in front of our house, and I just found out that it didn't take long for you to bless Lin Guang. Sister Zeng said while washing the leaves.

"Haha, think about it, I ate this rice tofu when I was still a teenager, and so many years have passed. Gao Linguang sighed.

"Yes, we are all old, Lao Gao, are you afraid of death?"

"Death, people are born and old, sick and die, but I think I'm still young, and I haven't thought about it yet. Gao Linguang smiled, looked at Elder Sister Zeng and asked, "Zeng Shuhua, you are a little strange today, is there something to hide from me?"

"There's something I'm hiding from you, isn't it a haste to talk about it here, I'll just ask in passing. Sister Zeng hurriedly concealed her panic.

"Well, but since you asked me, I also want to ask, are you afraid of death?" Gao Linguang looked at Elder Sister Zeng and said.

"I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of death, poor children. Sister Zeng said calmly.

"Are you really not afraid of death? I should think about it. Gao Linguang was surprised that Sister Zeng would answer like this. In fact, before learning about Gao Linguang's illness, Sister Zeng didn't think about death, but the sudden arrival of the illness made her have to think about it.

"You said that people will be born, old, sick and die, I'm afraid what's the use. Everyone has to go through it, sooner or later, but we have three children, so I'm afraid of death and they are pitiful. Sister Zeng looked at Gao Linguang, and then said: "But gradually they all grow up, and it is not pitiful." ”

"You're right, they're all grown up, and even if the two of us leave, they won't be pitied. Gao Lin Guang followed.

"Therefore, if we have to face death one day, don't be afraid, if you want to live a day, you must be happy and full of a day to be worthy of the life given by God. Sister Zeng continued.

"You said it so well, I remember, you have to be worthy of the life that God has given you. Gao Linguang nodded and smiled approvingly, and Sister Zeng was much more relieved to see him like this.

"Do you want to go to sleep for a while, and I'll wake you up when the rice tofu is ready." Sister Zeng looked at Gao Linguang and asked.

"Okay, I'm in, you can do it, I'm really looking forward to it. Gao Lin Guang looked at the tofu leaves in the basin with anticipation, like a child waiting for candy.

"Well, Lao Gao, you see, the rice tofu is ready, and when it solidifies, you can eat it, and maybe the children will be able to taste it when they come back in the evening." But an hour, Sister Zeng put a pot of rice tofu in the living room and said to Gao Linguang on the sofa.