Ou Ruoxi looked at Fei Yan, she felt that how could this kind of thing come out of her words, but there was a dispute when she said those words.

She didn't know which sentence was true and which sentence was true, it was about a feeling that she was usually completely speechless to herself, so what kind of idea would she have at this time? How could she not come to see her jokes?

Having such an embarrassing situation by herself should normally be enough for everyone to see the joke, but she just brought you out, is it because she pays attention to herself?

Sympathize with this weakling,

Isn't that right? If she didn't sympathize with the weak, how could she come in such a way?

"I have to thank you, thank you, you brought me out just now, if it weren't for those things just now, if I was ugly then, but would you believe me?"

But at this time, it is completely like being drowned, she needs to get the support of others, she needs to be recognized by others, or to some extent she wants to get someone else's that, understanding that she is really not what she wants.

She didn't know why, she preferred that everything was blank, but there was no such thing as any possibility.

Truth is truth, and there must be no falsehood.

"I believe that this thing is not something you can control, nor can you arrange, some things are not something you can say you don't have, when she exists, we face her, when these things exist no matter what kind of way they exist, we must cherish the moment, since we have such an opportunity, there is such a platform, we must cherish it, maybe through this year's study, through the college entrance examination a year later, we can find a direction for ourselves, can find a way out, this is not a very important thing for monks？”

Ou Ruoxi looked at Fei Yan's very rational analysis, and she suddenly felt a sense of enlightenment, and she felt that of course she was in a better mood.

She knows that if this thing is going to be bad, it will be so bad that it will be the bottom line of an abyss, this thing is free to decide by itself, if there is no decision, how can there be such an arrangement?

If you are really troubled by this matter, then you can't continue to persist in the entire college entrance examination after a year, if you block this thing as an achievement, just like she deletes something in a computer and throws it into the trash, and then gives her a signal to delete it forever, maybe there will be a chance to confuse yourself and me in the future.

Maybe by then, all that confusion is just that, and if it's a simple story, when all these things stop, everything will be fine.

Everything will be fine for yourself by that time, and nothing is more important than this.

Ou Ruoxi looked at Fei Yan's face firmly and nodded.

"Thank you, thank you for if nothing had happened just now, I'd be much better by now. ”

……

Many days have passed.

I don't know why some things seem to be true, if I don't mind thinking so much, it's really not so embarrassing as I imagined, some things are completely blocked, and I work hard to study, I don't know why it seems that the kind of rumors around me didn't cause a particularly big storm by what happened that day.

Ou Ruoxi actually didn't know that when all this background was from Fei Yan.

Because Fei Yan is extremely authoritative in this school and this class, she asked everyone not to discuss Ou Ruoxi's matter too much at this time, and she asked and severely criticized those who provoked in this regard.

Under Fei Yan's request in this regard, many classmates still gave four, five or six a few splashes of face, and gradually did not dare to discuss these scandals too much in front of Ou Ruoxi, so Ou Ruoxi was at least able to maintain a bit of seriousness in this situation.

But Ou Ruoxi knows that this thing has always cracked a hateful thing, just like others don't discuss it much, or occasionally discuss these things in front of themselves, it doesn't matter, these are a few stories, the story has been opened, you want to close it, how can you?

Like, it is better to be broken than to be whole, this principle is the same.

Of course, since that day passed, Ou Ruoxi didn't know why when she was in a particularly bad mood, she still went to the highest balcony of the school's teaching building to see the scenery, and whenever she saw the scenery, she felt a little calm in her heart.

Fei Yanshi: I also like to go over there to see the scenery, I don't know why, after that time, there are more and more opportunities for them to meet on the balcony.

During the holidays, they began to chat too much to discuss and discuss some things, or to discuss the discussion in learning, the discussion in life, and all aspects of things, so that they could achieve a sufficient mutual understanding of each other in this matter.

I don't think Fei Yan is such a nasty thing, maybe some of Fei Yan's previous appearance is just a kind of cynicism, the image that this boy should have, but after Ou Ruoxi chatted and communicated with Fei Yan, she felt that she was actually very delicate in her feelings.

And her learning is very broad, and in addition to her whole academic master, she also has a variety of insights in various aspects, so that she can suddenly open up in some things, and she will not be so sharp in a certain thing.

When they saw it, they became familiar with each other in this way, and they became very tacit friends with each other, although they were still in such a state in public, Ou Ruoxi was still lonely and would not go to the crowd with anyone.

But I think some things are completely fine, these things are between the two sides anyway, wait a minute, let us have a very good tacit understanding between the two of us, at least let their friendship slowly and silently, quietly moisturize.

They started chatting all over the world, seeing that she could talk about a lot of things, a lot of funny things, and even a lot of gossip news.

Sometimes they can also talk a lot about some music on Douyin, and even they can complain to each other, unconsciously feeling that the other party occupies a very important role in their lives.

They started on the balcony, of course, there are only two of them in the balcony, I don't know if Fei Yan has implemented some kind of privilege, but in this case, they are in a very good state.

Gradually, the feelings are getting deeper and deeper, and this kind of thing is not even aware of the depths of each other's feelings.

It's a long stream, I guess that's it.

One day Ou Ruoxi, went to the balcony to see the scenery again, she just finished memorizing English words, she felt dizzy, she needed to relax, what deep in her heart sometimes unconsciously waiting for the arrival of the person that some people were waiting for.

Sometimes he won't give any notice to Fei Yan, but Fei Yan knows that he should go to her as if he has a heart, so when this relationship becomes more and more tacit.

This kind of feeling really makes people feel a kind of indescribable, a sweet and silky feeling.

Less than 10 minutes later.

Not really.

Fei Yan took two strings of rock sugar gourds, and ran to the balcony in a hurry, this is the tacit understanding between them, anyway, they don't use any method to express nature, Fei Yan will naturally come to find himself.

The two of them sat side by side on the stone staircase, watching the sunset, the beautiful moonlight sprinkled on them, there was a feeling of youth and beauty, and the years were quiet.

Fei Yan tilted his head and asked Ou Ruoxi.

"Ou Ruoxi tomorrow night is Christmas, I have arranged for our classmates to have dinner, or sometimes other various activities, and the school may have a holiday that night, do you go home?

Fei Yan had a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she looked at Ou Ruoxi with a very gentle eye, she just wanted to know what arrangements Ou Ruoxi had at this time.

Deep in Fei Yan's heart, she has always wanted to make an independent festival with Ou Ruoxi, because she has never asked a girl in this regard, in her opinion, this is a very important and sacred thing, just during this time, she doesn't know why she has always wanted to invite her, it just so happens that they can have a breakthrough in this relationship.

Ou Ruoxi didn't know why, she couldn't bear to refuse Fei Yan, but she still wanted to reject her, because Ou Ruoxi had her own reasons.

The most important thing is that Fei Yan completely belongs to that kind of character at school, and she completely belongs to the school grass, is there too many people who like her, if she still goes to Christmas with her alone, then wouldn't it be a mistake.

Ou Ruoxi didn't want to be the public enemy of these people.

Ou Ruoxi really just wants to precipitate her time in the next year, and use up every minute and every second, because it needs to go all out to face this college entrance examination, because this college entrance examination is too important for herself, this is not only a hope of her mother, but a dream of her own, so she is not willing to relax herself at any time.

The most important thing is that Ou Ruoxi is actually very bitter in her heart, doesn't she know one of her own situations, how can she be so compatible with plastic? They are completely different from you.

Two people who were originally from different worlds, but they just inadvertently broke into this kind of aristocratic school, and all these things here are mirages, and they really don't have much to do with themselves, and they don't cry because of their mother.

Of course there is no need, sometimes the more you draw the knife, the longer the water flows, you get rid of this kind of thing as soon as possible, and it may be better to deal with this kind of thing completely, why wait until later to find out, when you will find out what it means to fall into the flowers, and then you will be empty and sad.

So Ou Ruoxi politely rejected Fei Yan.

"Although there is no school holiday on Christmas Day, there are still some things that I have not completely finished here, because I want to go back to accompany my mother at this time, I should rest at home, probably this is an arrangement, there is no big plan at the moment. ”

In Ou Ruoxi's subconscious, she only knows the program of Christmas and Christmas Eve, such a festival really belongs to a kind of Western children's festival, and also belongs to the most important carnival of aristocratic schools, her most important festival is the New Year, and the Mid-Autumn Festival These two festivals are really too far away for herself, just like the aristocratic school They like to play this kind of Western things, they really shouldn't get involved at all, and they really just broke into a Cinderella senselessly, so they won't be in the mood at all for the entertainment of this festival。

"In this way, let's see when the time comes, if there is a suitable one, I will make an appointment with you, if there is no suitable one, then you can take a good rest at home, first, it is a rare rest time to accompany your aunt is also an excellent thing......"

When I said this, she actually laughed, but of course she didn't show it, because there were things she knew what she had to do, and she just had a hint of cunning in her heart.

But of course, she doesn't particularly care about this kind of thing, because she thinks that Fei Yan is just talking casually, just to make herself happy, but this is just the maintenance of the long-lasting relationship between herself and her, in fact, there should be nothing too big, and there will be no special things, but it is just a very simple matter, why bother so much, or why do you have to be so sad about this matter.

And Ou Ruoxi has been telling herself that she has always had this idea in her heart, she must work hard, she must work hard, and she does not allow herself to have any excessive entertainment emotions, because in this way, her family does not allow her mother, nor does she allow this kind of thing that her mother has paid and worked hard for, and she is not allowed to do this kind of boring and luxurious waste of time at all.

After arguing with her mother, she felt that it was necessary to make peace with her mother at this time, and it was not easy for her mother to do this at all, so she decided to spend time with her mother this Christmas, cook a few good dishes, and accompany her mother to walk in the park.

In fact, Ou Ruoxi sometimes has a little bit of desire in her heart, of course, she wants to participate in some activities that make her feel unexpected, when she was a child, she actually liked this kind of activity, this kind of activity, she was a small group leader of the entertainment group when she was in a public school, when it was just the best time ever, it was a category of the best time for young people, so for this kind of thing, she felt that this kind of thing was too far away from her, so when these things came back to her eyes, she felt that the best years of youth at that time had passed.

But for now, there is a little bit of breath in her heart, whether there is a little bit of longing, and she doesn't even know if Su Jie's everything may become the best memory if she feels as if she is beginning to look forward to the arrival of Christmas.

……

On Christmas Day, Ou Ruoxi also went home directly, she knew that all these carnival parties today really didn't have much to do with her, so when she got home, she also watched TV after eating a meal with her mother, which was so simple and peaceful, watching TV.

I don't know why, sometimes you have a little hope in the depths of your heart, there is a little bit of longing, she hopes that this Christmas Eve today has a special, a kind of surprise, I don't know why I am so irritable today, why I have so many desires in my heart, is it why? Is it not enough that I have lived a peaceful life for so many years?

So on the night of Christmas Eve, Ou Ruoxi liked to stand on her balcony for some reason, from where she mobilized the distance she looked at, hoping to see some people coming and going in the distance.

"Ou Ruoxi, what are you doing standing on the balcony? It's very windy on the balcony, and it's about to snow, pay attention to safety, be careful, don't let yourself get sick, hurry back to the room, otherwise what will you do after you get sick?"

When the mother saw One, Two, and Three standing on the balcony, and looked at the balcony in the distance, she didn't know what she was doing, so she was still a little worried in her heart, worried about what kind of accident she would have.

I don't know why.,I always feel as if my daughter has a kind of carelessness today today.,It's like some whole person is out of state.,As if she's waiting for something.,But it's not good to say something.。

"Ou Ruoxi, if you don't think it's particularly fun today, you can go to the same school to have fun, I still remember that there are a few classmates in our community, you can go to play with her, you can also go to see a movie, today's movie seems to be pretty good, do you want to go and see it~"

Ou Ruoxi turned around, smiled and shook her head, in order not to pick up her mother, she was very worried, so she came down from the balcony and went directly to the sofa to watch TV.

"It's okay mother, I don't have anything to do, I just ate too much, so I want to blow the wind on the balcony, I see that people are now moving my traffic really makes people feel that sometimes there is an inspiration to write......"

"Don't stay here, yesterday, someone already sent me two movie tickets, you see I'm so old this week, I don't really have the heart to watch it, and there's nothing to see, do you want to bring your friends to see it?"

"Yes, I heard that it is Spielberg's latest director, you can go and see it, this effect is good, and the time is coming soon~"

Ou Ruoxi's mother, seeing her daughter like this, so she directly gave two tickets to her daughter, she hoped that her daughter could sometimes go out to socialize, and she could go to the crowd excessively to play, she didn't want to see her daughter have some things depressed, everything was in her heart, and it would be easy to get sick at that time, but it was not too good, so she suggested that her daughter go outside directly to walk around.

"Mother, I still don't want to go, you know I'm not particularly interested in movies, I just want to be at home with you, and finally it's only one day off, you know that this time is very important to us when we were in high school, I worked so hard in school, I want to sleep well today......"