Chapter 205 Reaction
Ou Ruoxi's mother was very worried, looking at Ou Ruoxi, she didn't know why, she suddenly felt that this child had been observing herself since she was sick.
It seems to be much more mature than before, and it seems that many things really feel that it is not because of their own factors that delay her, or why they suddenly ask such a question.
She felt very worried about her and was very confused, she really didn't communicate more because of this matter, because she felt that this kind of entertainment industry had gone through a circle even if she had been in it before.
But she really doesn't want to mention these things anymore when they happened in the past, or she has seen this kind of thing too clearly in the past, and she really doesn't want her daughter to follow her own old path.
So why does she ask her daughter to study this kind of thing very seriously and hard, she really hopes that this woman will study seriously according to her own ideas in this process, and she really hopes that she can become a teacher and a doctor in the future process, even if it is to do some resources.
Use her for everything. You all want a better thing for yourself, but you don't need to go your own way anyway.
When any possibility arises in this situation, she doesn't need to put an end to it, and she can't let her daughter go through such a thing again.
She hopes that her daughter will have a safe and stable life, which is the greatest sustenance and comfort in her life.
What's more, a three-point mother is very worried, and really feels that this thing can't be done by her own temperament, no matter what, as long as your own daughter has any possibility, she will definitely try her best to put an end to it.
No matter what happens, she firmly believes that this path is really not suitable for her daughter.
If there was an opportunity for any possibility, she would never have been able to understand it in such a way.
Ou Ruoxi felt very worried about her mother's body, and for a moment, she even felt that she seemed to be too cruel, did she just uncover her mother's scar, it seemed to be in that instant.
She feels that it is really impossible for her to join the entertainment industry, and she feels that her future or everything she is about should have to be communicated with her mother, regardless of her mother's insistence or her mother's opposition.
But she will definitely give serious consideration to her mother's thoughts, and she believes that her affairs will be supported by her mother, even if her mother may not be able to get support for the time being.
But in any case, this matter is one of the only solutions, and it is for now, so she must confess this to her mother.
In any case, the mother must have her own rights in this regard, even if she is against it.
But at least the mother has an attitude, that's the most important thing, isn't it?
Ou Ruoxi, she now mustered up the courage to talk about it.
"I listen to me confess to you, today I saw an agent of a so-called company in the entertainment industry on the way back, she handed me a business card, she invited me to participate in a shooting advertisement of one of their films, Suihua has three days of time to consider, I think that person said very clearly, and I think the fee she gave us is quite high, and if I can really join the entertainment industry and shoot this movie, then the situation in our family can be solved, so the most important thing is that you know my mother and I have been very fond of acting since I was a child, I have had such a dream since I was a child, even when I participated in the college entrance examination this time, my biggest wish was actually to fill in the Beijing Film Academy, and I never told you about it, but I now have the courage to tell you about it. ”
Ou Ruoxi said these words in a tone, she knew that no matter whether her mother's salesman would accept or disagree with this matter, it was okay to say this matter, but when she told her mother about this matter completely.
I felt as if I was relieved for a moment, when it didn't matter what happened.
But this kind of thing, I think it's good that she at least has a decision on this matter.
It hurt my heart again, when I really heard this, it was really like thunder, she didn't expect this daughter to bring up such a topic, and her whole face turned pale, and she really trembled all over.
She didn't know why, why this was suddenly happening, and then she didn't know that she had launched a circle for so many years, and this thing had become her own economic resource.
I don't want to imagine so many things at all, but why is the reincarnation of historical life, why is the reincarnation of history, and why is there such a similarity in life.
Why did all this happen to his own daughter again, why did this kind of thing must be eliminated and resolutely prevented by himself no matter what, and how could it not be dominated by such a thing?
It's going to be dominant anyway, she really doesn't need you, I have too many ideas in the process.
Or to enter such a circle because of such a thing, this kind of circle is a destruction for her.
"Woman, I know that I am telling you very seriously and deeply, and I hope you will follow my mother's advice, my mother is very serious and clearly tells you, I actually don't support you at all to enter this painful place in the entertainment industry, I tell you not to go in, really don't go These things are all lies, you also know that my mother is from here, I won't lie to you, you don't see the glamorous appearance reported in the media outside, in fact, these are all false, they are all unreal, you must believe that these things really don't exist, you don't take this thing as a real thing, this kind of thing is just a mirage, the moon in the mirror!"
Ou Ruoxi's mother is very stern and very pleading to explain this kind of thing to Ou Ruoxi, she really doesn't want this woman to take this old road again, this road has already been walked, and this is covered with bruises, how can she hope that she can go to this kind of thing?
She really hopes that she can completely complete her own mediocrity in this process, even if it is a simple self, no matter how simple the profession is.
But it's better than entering the entertainment industry, she really doesn't need authenticity, so that the rules will happen to her daughter again.
Ou Ruoxi heard her mother such an obstacle, so she was very depressed in her heart, she didn't expect her mother's attitude to be so resolute, as if she had reached a very certain affirmation of this matter, a rebound, or felt that her mother must stop this thing anyway, she didn't expect her mother to be so sure or how to insist on her attitude.
"Daughter, tell me why you only have the entertainment industry, why do you have such thoughts? Don't you know that you are now in a situation in the third year of high school, you should do more in the third year of high school, work hard, do you worry that our family has no money for treatment, so I am afraid that you will worry about your mother's body, so you will give up this thing, so change the opportunity, you tell me if this is the idea you are considering now?"
Ou Ruoxi looked at her mother in surprise, she didn't know how to say this kind of thing, could it be that she had to do this thing because of the attitude that she was really responsible and burdened by this matter?
This can't be said anyway, there is no way to get any of the mother's consent to say it, and the mother and she have this resource, is it because of this thing?
I actually have any pride in my heart, how can I give up my studies because of this kind of thing?
As for Ou Ruoxi, she smiled bitterly, but she told this mother in another way.
"Mother, don't worry, I really won't go to these things, because you know these things, there are some things I have made a decision, because my mother has always opposed me to acting, in fact, my biggest idea is to enter the Beijing Film Academy, but now I feel that when this opportunity comes, and if I enter the industry in advance, it may be a greater opportunity in my life, in fact, in the whole process of acting learning, I can complete some film shooting while learning, this is really a world that I love very much, I want to ask if you can understand me about this aspect of a thingAnd I think I'm very unhappy in this aristocratic school, very unhappy, they have too many things to compare with here, and they are completely foreign routes. ”
Ou Ruoxi really tried to convince her mother, she hoped that her mother could get a complete friend in this matter, and hoped that I could get a persistence in this world, but knowing this matter, I don't know what kind of thoughts my mother will have, or I don't know what kind of strength my mother will have, but no matter what, I must do it, no matter what, because this really doesn't have any chance!
Ou Ruoxi's mother was in tears at this time, she didn't know how to face herself, Ou Ruoxi said these things and did them, it really made people feel very uncomfortable.
When you make this kind of sacrifice in this matter, in fact, for the mother, don't you know that this thing means this kind of sacrifice?
Don't you know what this kind of thing is going on?
Sometimes there are some things that you don't want to say, don't say them so clearly, some things are already clear, why do you need to say them so clearly.
Just like now, do you think you can still say what you are saying at this time, more clearly and more clearly?
This thing is already such an obvious thing!
"Can it be a little simpler? Please stick to my ideas, I stick to my ideas, I've grown up for so many years, and I know that some things have reached the point where I can do when I grow up, so if someone insists on and promises me this piece, you let me try it, and after three days, if I am the role of this shot and can't get a shot, then my mother I will give up the thing, but if the other party gives me such an opportunity, please please give me a reason to insist, I really want to persevere, because I can't hold on, I will only talk to my mother directly, but I think this thing for me I really don't want to go, so light to keep giving up, although the people in my heart support me, okay?"
Ou Ruoxi's mother closed her eyes tightly, she knew that at this time, it seemed that there seemed to be no way to go with anyone, there was an explanation in this regard.
The things that happened are still vivid in my mind, as if they happened yesterday, when these things are really in my mind.
And this kind of thing has become a kind of time that can't hide the past, and you will feel that when this is a man, you will feel very painful like this.
When you can't understand this kind of thing, when you can't sell it, when you re-enact these things on your own daughter, you will feel that pain is very uncomfortable, but now you really have a little warmth for you.
The entire economy of the whole family has completely collapsed, and there is no way to go even if you don't eat or drink for your own physical reasons, can you help women carry it further?
She felt that she was really useless, there was really no way to help you go further, and it would be good if my daughter could go step by step on her own......
That night, Ou Ruoxi talked to her mother for a long, long time, and talked about a lot of things, and she knew that this matter was a real thing between them.
In this matter, in fact, my mother has always been very opposed to making a decision in this regard, and my mother has never agreed to what she has done, so the decision was made after three years.
So Ou Ruoxi has no choice, so she has to take advantage of her mother's wishes, and she hasn't insisted too much on this.
Because she didn't want her mother to be too tired in this situation, because of her own situation, or to have such too much of this sense of blame, and she also hoped that her mother might be the most important basis for recovery at that time.
So, let's talk about this later.
Day 2.
Ou Ruoxi goes to school normally, so when Ou Ruoxi returns to her school, she can only work too this matter, which can only be a day at a time.
Because now the whole situation is really no way, because it is difficult for a good woman to cook without rice, is it forced by her own life, do you think you can still go to learn this thing without delay?
Do you think there's anything else you think you could possibly accomplish? There's no chance of that at all, when it's completely broken in your life.
When your life has begun to fall apart, do you feel like you have any more than you can accomplish?
It's completely impossible, and when these things are a thing of the past, you should really face every aspect of your life.
Ou Ruoxi also wanted to find an appropriate opportunity, and also wanted to communicate with Fei Yan well, because after all, Fei Yan should also have the right to know about this matter, or maybe Fei Yan could give herself a suggestion.
At that time, I may have more certainty in this process, or I may have more understanding of this life, maybe Fei Yan can give him a suggestion.
For example, there is even a scoring doctrine in the heart, maybe at the end when the mother still does not agree, and there is no way to stick to her own ideas, maybe there is really no possibility, that is, when there is no way out, maybe you find Fei Yan by yourself.
Finally, I reminded that if I could borrow a fee from her, I could complete the process of supporting this semester and then find a few more part-time jobs when I went to summer vacation, maybe I could support my mother, maybe these are all possible.
But at this time, how to open this mouth to the society, this is to open the mouth in this way, will you feel that the relationship between them will be a big test.
If Fei Yan directly rejected his own way of borrowing money, does that mean that the relationship between them has too much money, and there is not much equality in itself.
Now in such an ingredient of money, isn't it true that the two of them have been completely subverted, and there is no equality at all?
Leshan decided to pay attention to this, and she decided that she must do it in this way, so now that she is back at school, she can't wait to see Fei Yan now.
But after she went to class, how did she feel so strange today, how did 46 not come to school for a day, as if she hadn't seen Fei Yan for a day, she felt that this situation was so rare.
She usually never felt that Fei Yan was absent from class, and they agreed with each other that if either party asked for any leave, it would not be in line with the report.
But now, any of Fei Yan's messages seem to be strange.
This shouldn't be, could she be sick?
Or what kind of situation? So at this time, Ou Ruoxi was still a little worried and anxious in her heart.
She was still worried about what kind of body Fei Yan might appear in the process.
Ou Ruoxi asked her classmates about Fei Yan's situation, and it seemed that everyone didn't know much about Fei Yan's situation, and they didn't know if they had taken leave, and they didn't know what kind of situation it was, so Ou Ruoxi was even more worried, really worried about whether she really had a problem.
Ou Ruoxi decided to go to Fei Yan after school anyway to see what kind of reason Fei Yan was.
Ou Ruoxi knew where Fei Yan lived, because there was a better apartment in a place, and Fei Yan would often live in that place, and that was an apartment for their family, and it was also one of the good apartments that Fei Yan had bought for him.
After school, Ou Ruoxi was busy, so she rode her bicycle directly to Fei Yan's place.
Just when Ou Ruoxi thought that Fei Yan might really be sick or have some kind of thought.
Suddenly, at this time, Ou Ruoxi saw Fei Yan's figure from a distance.
Well, it's okay to see this person with a sigh of relief, but if you don't look at it, I don't know how anxious and worried I am.