"Miss Xi will try to treat me as your brother?"

Xi Yun was stunned and asked, "Do you want me to be coquettish to you?"

"Of course, this is just my proposal. ”

Xi Yun bit his lip and said, "I feel like you're cheating on me." ”

"It depends on what Miss thinks. ”

Xi Yun smiled, "You're so funny." ”

"So, try?"

Xi Yun pretended to be serious and asked, "How to be coquettish?"

Hearing this, Yan Qing smiled and said, "Miss Xi is naughty. ”

Xi Yun stopped joking with him and said, "Thank you, I have to go over and find my eldest brother, anyway, go talk to him first." ”

Xi Yun saw Yan Qing arrive at Xi Tuo's side, there was a person sitting next to Xi Tuo, Xi Yun hadn't seen it, she turned around and went to Yue Chun's tent and asked softly, "Does the eldest brother want to drink hot water?"

A man's cold voice came from inside the tent, "No need. ”

Xi Yun sighed, not knowing how to communicate with him.

I don't even know what kind of outcome I want.

She stretched out her hand to unzip the tent, Yue Chun was lying quietly inside, he had long hands and feet, fortunately the tent was big enough not to be aggrieved, Xi Yun reached out to hold his palm with some apprehension and said: "Your attitude is indifferent, even if you are a family member, it is too much, the eldest brother is still angry with Yun'er, right?"

Xi Yun asked this question over and over again before.

Yue Chun always responded to her with silence.

She clenched his cold palm and whispered, "I was discovered by you...... Secret...... It's embarrassing, I feel very embarrassed in my heart, it's a realization that no one else has ever explored, and it seems to have become a deep secret since that happened, and in my memory, my eldest brother was the first person to break this peace. ”

Because he was the first, she was at a loss,

Because he was her boyfriend, she was embarrassed.

She had never thought of showing him her corrupt self beneath the glamour, nor had she ever thought of letting him know about her condition.

"I always thought I was a healthy Xi Yun, at least I behaved to the public, but I was ...... by my eldest brother My heart couldn't bear it for a while, so I broke up with my eldest brother. ”

Yue Chun opened his eyes and stared at her like a torch.

She continued with red eyes: "I broke up with my eldest brother not only because you broke my secret, but also because my condition gradually worsened...... Before I broke up with my eldest brother, I wanted to come over for a death climb, and although I didn't want to break up with you at that time, I had the idea of writing you a suicide note to separate...... Although this is not very responsible, I'm sorry for you who love me, but big brother ......"

Yue Chun's eyes were full of pity after all.

In fact, she has been in a miserable day.

This pain is mental torture.

Xi Yun paused, and said in an aggrieved voice: "I have worked hard to live, but I have never been able to find hope, until the eldest brother came here, the eldest brother asked me to protect Elena and let me know the responsibility of being a human being, you are right, if a person only has a single existence in this world then no one cares about what she wants, but I am not, I have parents, brothers, grandmothers, grandparents, grandfathers and too many relatives and friends who love me, as well as you who have always loved me." ”

Yue Chun suddenly pulled his palm out of her palm.

Seeing him like this, Xi Yun said with some loss in his heart: "I have thought about it carefully during this time, and I have always wanted to talk to you, but I have never been able to find you, what I said...... It may not be useful, but I want to tell Big Brother...... I will definitely try to live, to feel the world again, to face the past. ”

Xi Yun wants to face the past because of him.

I want him to know that he can overcome it.

I want to make a new difference in his perception of himself.

Xi Yun cares a lot about Yue Chun's feelings.

This kind of care is something she doesn't realize now.

"Big brother, are you okay talking?"

Yue Chun didn't say a word from Fang Cai to now, and Xi Yun said in a pitiful tone: "Big brother makes me very scared like this. ”

Yue Chun finally opened his mouth, "What are you afraid of?"

His voice was cold, and he seemed impatient with her.

But it's better than his taciturnity.

"I'm afraid you won't bother me anymore. ”

Yue Chun asked a little strangely, "Who am I?"

Xi Yun was dumbfounded, his expression a little worried.

"I'm not one of you, why do you care if I take care of you? Xi Yun, don't forget your current identity. ”

He was reminding her that they had broken up.

Thinking of this, Xi Yun's heart was even more sad. E-book bar

What kind of outcome does she want?!

She can't figure it out herself at the moment.

But she said that the breakup was indeed too much.

But she couldn't say anything about getting back together.

She only made Yue Chun feel like she was child's play.

Besides, Yue Chun may not necessarily agree to her.

Because his attitude is too clear now.

It shows that I don't know you well.

"I just want to talk to you, I feel like we need to talk about this, although you are not my boyfriend now, but you are still my eldest brother, I am still my eldest brother's Yun'er. She said.

Big brother......

Yue Chun sneered: "Whatever you want." ”

He turned to his side, making it clear that he didn't want to communicate anymore.

Xi Yun sighed, and his heart was also relieved.

At least say what you want to say.

At least the relationship is not as stiff as it used to be.

"Big brother, I'll try to prove it to you. ”

She will definitely try to face the past.

When the climb is over, she's ......

Will she really have that courage?

She said to herself, "It will be." ”

"Good night, big brother. ”

Xi Yun zipped up and went back to her tent, Elena never went into the tent to rest, she felt someone beside her when she was sleeping, she opened her eyes and saw Elena's beautiful and cool face, she smiled and shouted, "Elena." ”

"Xi Yun, I ......"

Xi Yun hugged her body and said, "Go to sleep." ”

Her palm crept into her clothes, Elena's body instantly stiffened, and she didn't dare to move and shouted at her.

"Xi Yun, what are you doing here?"

"Your skin touches the man. ”

Elena nervously explained, "There are scars. ”

Xi Yun hugged her tightly and asked, "How did you get it?"

Elena didn't hide it: "My father was prosecuted for six years in prison for child abuse, and this is the trace of his childhood on me, as well as the trace of cigarette butts. ”

She's really the little girl she used to be.

Xi Yun asked pityingly, "Does it hurt?"

Then she asked, "The bruises on your face......"

"I don't remember things that are too long ago, but I've always been bullied over the years, so I'm used to enduring it, and I don't feel wronged. ”

"Who hit the wound on the face?"

Elena shook her head and said, "I fell myself." ”

She lied.

But I just don't want Xi Yun to worry.

After all, the damage of the past can be brushed aside.

But now being bullied......

She's sure to worry about herself.

Yes, the hurt that used to be a thing for Elena is a passing thing, she never makes herself sad because of her father, because she is really used to being bullied too much.

And Xi Yun is different, she has never suffered those pains, so once she encounters it, it is difficult to figure it out, and over time she has psychological problems, and Elena's psychology is iron.

Of course, she will also be sad and sad.

Just used to self-healing.

"Xi Yun, where are the scars on your body?"