When I woke up in the morning, the sky outside was slightly bright, and there was a slight morning light on the border of the distant mountains, and I guess the morning sun would rise later.

I lowered my eyes and saw Xi Zhan's eyebrows slightly raised, as if he was secretly worried, I reached out to soothe him, as if I knew that it was me by his side, and his vigilance was very relaxed at this moment.

If he had opened his eyes, he would have opened his eyes!

I got up and got out of bed, got dressed, opened the door of the cabin, and went out, the daffodils fluttered in the wind, and I squatted down and rubbed the petals with my thumb and said to myself, "It's beautiful." ”

Suddenly there was a birdsong in my ears, and I got up and followed the chirping to see a few little sparrows, which were shuttling through the woods, and in a moment a great crow flew in.

I laughed and said, "It's really early birds that get worms." ”

I was stretching my back and about to return to the cabin when I stumbled upon an old stone monument on the grass in the distance.

Curious, I ran over and saw that there were a lot of block letters written on it, and at the end were the names of two people.

Xi Fu, Rao Nian.

Xi Fu is my biological father's name.

Rao Nian is supposed to be my biological mother.

And Wushan is the place of their love!

My biological father has been telling his love for my biological mother on the night of his death, but how can a man with countless aunts and wives be called infatuated, it is just self-touching!

Of course, we don't know what happened between them, so I can't comment on it, I squatted on the lawn and read the inscription carefully, "Jun was born and I was not born, I was born and Jun is old, when I first met Jun, Jun was married and had children, although my heart is clear, and my worry is like burning, but in the end, I will never be with you, I hope that Jun is like a brocade, and you don't forget the old love, and when the fate arises again, Xijun has died." ”

This passage is very simple, you can see my own mother's affection for him, but you can also see her determination when she knows that he has a family, especially the last sentence, she says that she hopes that he is dead when she has a fate with him again, vaguely revealing a touch of viciousness.

My own mother is resentful of him.

Otherwise, they won't send me back to Xi's house.

Although I was sent to Shi's house by my mother.

But she must have been reluctant to have me because she resented him, otherwise she wouldn't have married a Frenchman so quickly!

But that's all my guess.

I exhaled and said, "He's dead." ”

Xi Fu, the old head of the Xi family, my biological father, he has lived at the peak of power all his life, but he can't love it after all.

Love without ......

How many people in the world love to get something?

Yu Luoluo, Gu Lanzhi, He Ming, Gu Tingchen, Xiao Wu, Song Yiran, Shi Cheng, etc., etc., are all loved!

I squatted on the ground for a long time before I got up melancholy, turned around and saw that in front of the cabin, the man was staring at me intently, I smiled and asked, "Why are you up?"

He replied softly, "Enjoy the sunrise." ”

At this time, the sky is already orange and red, and the sun is slowly rising, and it is estimated that the top of the mountain will be completely exposed in a few minutes.

And standing in front of the orange and red is Xi Zhan's tall figure, and the man on the line is dreamlike and unreal.

I quickly ran over and grabbed his arm as if I was afraid that he would disappear, and he lowered his eyes and asked me, "What are you looking at there?"

"My biological mother's name is Rao Nian. ”

I blinked and said, "This is the first time I know." ”

Xi Zhan rarely asked me, "Do you blame her?"

Do you blame her?

I've thought about this before.

But since I took over the Xi family, I have never thought about it.

Because I was harassed by Xi Zhan's mother for a while, I was sad for a while because she was thinking about her son, but I was relieved to know that my real mother was not her, and I never thought about her again.

It's like letting go of her as a person.

I shook my head and said, "Everyone has their own choice, her choice back then was to give up on me, plus I haven't seen her, so I can't complain, not to mention that she also gave me a kidney, and every second of my life is given to me by her." ”

So what right do I have to blame her?

And at my age, I can figure out a lot of things, especially since I have had a child myself, and to a large extent, I can understand her and put myself in her shoes.

It's understandable that no matter how well I understand the righteousness, I don't want to recognize her, because she hasn't thought of contacting me until now.

In her heart, I was never her daughter.

Maybe she just couldn't bear to donate a kidney to save me.

It doesn't matter one way or another.

Xi Zhan commented: "You can see it quite clearly. ”

I smiled without saying a word, the morning sun had fully risen, I took his arm to the swinging chair in front of me and sat down to enjoy the rare morning light in Wucheng, I asked him curiously, "Do you like it here?"

There is exquisiteness everywhere here, and Xi Zhan has obviously put a lot of thought into it.

"Well, it's a quiet place. ”

Is there any other reason?

I don't think that's all!

I snuggled my head on his shoulder, remembering a dream last night, I shared to Xi Zhan: "I had a dream last night, in the dream there are my two lovely children and nine children, in the Shijia villa, my parents and grandchildren around the knee, I am happy." ”

But that dream is very strange, there are my children in the dream, my parents, Shi Cheng and Jiu'er, including Xiao Wu, we all live in the Shi family villa, except for Xi Zhan and Song Yi.

There is only no lover between me and Shi Cheng.

Seeing that I mentioned the child Xi Zhan was silent, he probably didn't know how to comfort me, so he got up and said, "Let's go down the mountain." ”

On the way back, I was exhausted again, and I didn't want to say a word on the co-pilot, and when I passed by the villa, I saw Xi Wei bending over and cleaning the fallen leaves of the sycamore in the courtyard.

Seeing my eyes out of the window, Xi Zhan's faint voice reminded me: "That's the property of the Xi family, he is not guarding this villa for your father, but for you, if you like it here, you can go to Wushan at any time, especially in winter." ”

I replied to him and asked, "Why winter?"

"The winter in Wushan is the most beautiful. ”

I sighed, and Xi Zhan was silent when he saw that I was depressed, but an irritability began to rise in my heart.

That dream was very terrible, because I couldn't see the faces of my two children clearly, but I was inexplicably firm in my heart that it was my child!

Just when I was sad, Yu Luoluo sent me a WeChat message, "Sister Shi Sheng, I want to get married on New Year's Day." ”

The gloomy news hit me like a thunderbolt, and I sent a message to ask her, "Why did you suddenly remember that you were going to get married?"

"It's just that I suddenly want to get married. ”

Yu Luoluo's tone didn't seem like voluntary, as if someone was forcing her.

She asked me again, "Is it okay for you to be my bridesmaid?"