Chapter 019: Your Shadow (3,000 Tips Plus Update, Second Update)

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I saw Xu Meng say categorically:

"Sister, from beginning to end, you still don't know what the boy does, what he looks like, his personality, and even, even what his name is, where he lives, how many parents he has, whether he is tall or fat, short or thin, you don't understand, why did you let me leave as soon as the door opened, why, is it because you are sister, are they parents? Why didn't you sit down and ask me what I thought, what I think, what I decided, and you started to divide what I should do and what I should not do.

Sister, I know you care about me, but, but you shouldn't let my boyfriend and me be separated like this because you care, have you ever thought about doing this My feelings, my pain, why do you always plan my life again and again.

What to do, what not to do, I have my thoughts, even if I am wrong, it is my decision, I really hate it, and I really have enough of it, you are just depriving me of my power, the power I deserve, in the name of loving me, in the name of my loved ones, all kinds of masters of my life, and even everything.

Do you really love me? Ask yourself, think, think about it, think about it, is it love? Is it? It's just the desire to control, the desire, the desire to dominate, the desire, the desire to swallow the elephant again and again, a little bit, a little bit, a little ......bit, a little

Xu Yu really couldn't listen to it, and when he was about to slap it, he stopped, and it hit himself like a brake.

"I won't tell you, I can't tell you now. Go home, go home and talk about it. ”

Xu Yu took Xu Meng's hand and wanted to move forward in the direction of going home, but Xu Meng opened his eyes, "You still want to beat me, hit me, right? ”

Xu Yu's hand was pulling harder, and he just said coldly, "It should be good if you go to give a speech, but this is not a speech." ”

Xu Yu took two steps, suddenly stopped, and said, "Go home, I don't expect you to say anything, you just don't say anything first, I'll say everything, or simply don't make a sound, say more wrong, say less wrong, don't say good, it's okay to go home with this principle, Dad is not me, maybe what he said is more ugly and excessive."

So please bear with me and endure it. ”

Xu Meng opened his hand again, stopped and said: "Why, why should I be patient? Dad, what do you want to say about me, it's nothing more than that I am willing to fall, I haven't heard it, the words are still in my ears, and I have said it all the way." ”

Then Xu Meng looked at the way he came, and said in a daze: "You go back, I really don't want to go back now, don't force me, okay?"

"Okay, I won't say anything now, and I won't mention going home, so you, what are you going to do now?"

Suddenly, Xu Yu's words, Xu Meng was stunned, as if she really made a decision, she had no idea for a while, and looked in the direction in the distance.

Xu Yu said at the right time: "You go to him, then may I ask, where is his address? Where is he now, have you contacted him? Where is he going to pick you up, where are you waiting for her, and does his family know? Do you agree with your relationship? Is it really possible for him to come here regardless of the opinions of his family? And what feedback can you give her?"

Also, how old are you now?14, do you think you have to be sure to convince her to marry you, and you have to be sure to convince his parents, and if nothing else, 14 years old, you can't get married, so the question is, are you going to study while getting married when you're older, or do you live in his house first?

Furthermore, what is the arrangement of his family, do they agree with your idea? Even if you go to him desperately, will his parents accept it or reject it...... Wait, wait, there are too many questions, have you thought about it? You haven't thought about it, so what is the future?

The most important point is that the future is a matter of two people, not something that you can imagine in this plan, so many unknown things? Do you dare to say that you have a future?

Not to mention the farthest reach, how to solve your current academic problems? Do you still study well or do not study for the time being. Think about nothing, how far can you go even if you are together. ”

After Xu Yu finished speaking, looking at Xu Meng's stunned footsteps, the half of the steps to be taken never landed, Xu Yu sighed:

"Actually, you haven't thought about this or that, have you? I've heard a saying before, it's called 'Sometimes the choice without a choice is often the best choice', now why don't we go back first, and then go back and think about what to do?"

It seems that Xu Yu is simple, but in fact, he has secretly given her a direction, seeing that it is a choice, but in fact, it is just a notice with similar words.

Xu Yu wanted to delay the army, first dragged Xu Meng, and then slowly persuaded, it seems that this matter cannot be rushed, so it can only come step by step.

And Xu Meng suddenly seemed to have an idea, but he didn't seem to have it, his eyes were confused and clear, and he looked confused.

Xu Yu hurriedly said with surprise and a little surprise: "Look, your shadow is shining under this street lamp for a long time." ”

As he spoke, Xu Yu pointed to the street lamp in the distance that looked like a telephone pole inlaid and said.

Then Xu Yu immediately squatted down and pointed to Xu Meng's shadow, "Look, it's like the sentence 'There are gaps in life, that's where the sun shines.'" ’

The darkness on your body now (referring to the unbeautiful filth), there will always be a day when every corner of the body will be illuminated by light, people must have hope, you have to believe that you are your own sunshine, there will always be a day, you can shine on yourself, let yourself like yourself, come, give yourself a hug. ”

Saying that, Xu Yu motioned for Xu Meng to hug her shadow, that is, let her hold herself, look at the shadow, let her find the lost past, and let her hug herself, the self in the corner.

But I didn't expect that such poetic words and actions always made Xu Meng stunned and then looked at himself blankly, and after getting up, he said something inexplicable: "This is what you told yourself, right? That's not me, I'm not me anymore, I don't care what they (parents) think, whether there is light in the future or not, it doesn't matter, I feel that life is like this." ”

Xu Yu didn't know how to respond for a while.

Think about it.

Xu Yu pointed to the small open grocery store in the corner downstairs and said:

"After saying that we have been tired for so long, we will go buy something to eat first, and then think about it, if we don't want to go home, we don't want to go home first, take our time, and don't rush. ”

Xu Meng was like a child, he didn't hesitate to agree, but just said: "If you say you won't go home, don't persuade me to go home." ”

"No, I'll talk about it after eating. In fact, what Xu Yu thought in her heart was, "Take your time, it's really not good, you may have to send your parents, but Xu Meng can't stay outside like this today, she is a girl, she is not familiar with life, don't repeat the past experience, it is a shadow." ”

Soon, Xu Yu and Xu Meng picked out some dry food to eat and ate it simply.

Eating and eating.

Xu Yu sent a few text messages to his father when Xu Meng was not paying attention.

No, it won't.

Xu Meng suddenly asked while eating biscuits: "Sister, I found that there is a new fast food restaurant next to me, why don't you go and see the cooked food?"

"It's fast, it's good to go home, (cooked food) is too far, and it's delayed (time) to go home." After saying that, Xu Yu regretted it, why the hell did he accidentally tell the truth again, alas, what should I do?

The starting line of the dandelion

The starting line of the dandelion