407: The Way of Husband and Wife
Pang Fei really couldn't laugh, "Tang Seng is not as difficult as me, at least he still has Sun Wukong by his side." ”
"Don't you still have me by your side? An Yao suddenly answered, and the atmosphere in the car instantly became weird.
What does An Yao mean by this, meaning, she didn't give up on Pang Fei?
This is indeed a happy thing, but Pang Fei is not happy at all.
I am already sorry for An Yao, so why should I expect An Yao to help me again.
As a man, he is too much of a failure, a mess of failure in emotional matters, and his marriage with An Yao is not handled well, and his affairs with Lin Jingzhi are not handled well. Pang Fei even once thought that a fool like himself who is not good at handling emotional matters should not be liked by so many women.
"Heh, you're kind of self-aware. An Yao lost no time in sarcastic, which she agreed with Pang Fei's point of view.
Relieved, if it doesn't exist, she won't say anything nice to comfort Pang Fei.
Everything has a cause and effect, and everything that Pang Fei is experiencing now is also the result of his own creation, so he should bear and bear it himself.
Everyone is an adult, and you must know how to take responsibility for your actions.
Pang Fei was choked by An Yao's wry smile, "Are you very happy to see me like this?"
"You think I'm gloating? Yes, but not all. People like you, you just don't hit the south wall and don't look back, I just want to see what it will be like after you hit the south wall. ”
What does it look like?
Regret?
Pang Fei had never done anything he regretted before, but this time, he really regretted it.
Because of his repeated soft-heartedness, he harmed An Yao's marriage and Lin Jingzhi.
An Yao is right, he is the type who does not hit the south wall and does not regret it, especially in emotional matters, he is not decisive enough, and he always hesitates, which led to the evolution of things to the way they are now.
If he hadn't asked Lin Jingzhi to vent his unhappiness when he had a conflict with An Yao, if he hadn't entangled Lin Jingzhi after he left, or if he had carefully accompanied Lin Jingzhi for an examination at the beginning of Lin Jingzhi's pregnancy......
There were many, many chances he could have had to stop it from happening, but he didn't. He always wanted to take care of An Yao and Lin Jingzhi, but he didn't know that he couldn't have both fish and bear's paws, and he would give up fish to get bear's paws.
Now, he finally understands this truth deeply.
"Catch up, do you look at the car in front?" An Yao's words made Pang Fei's thoughts return to reality from the fog, and he looked down at it, the license plate number was correct.
An Yao stepped on the accelerator, and the car sped up with a "boom".
"Miss, the car behind us has been following us. In the taxi, the driver kindly reminded Lin Jingzhi.
Lin Jingzhi looked back and vaguely saw Pang Fei and An Yao sitting side by side.
My heart hurt even more, as if I had been hit hard by something.
"Master, I don't know them, please help me get rid of them. Lin Jingzhi doesn't want to meet Pang Fei now, let alone An Yao.
She didn't want to see anyone, she just wanted to be calm and calm alone.
"Okay. "The driver is very familiar with the terrain of Haocheng, and it is still easy to get rid of An Yao.
The car was turning around in some small alleys, and An Yao lost it in a few clicks.
"You see, there's only one main road here, which leads to the mountain, so let's just go to the mountain and wait. An Yao has been very calm, and after following Lin Jingzhi, she quickly took out her mobile phone to check the map here.
On the other hand, Pang Fei, because he was worried about Lin Jingzhi, was in a very heavy mood.
An Yao just couldn't look at him like this, "Look at your current appearance, what's the difference between you and a resentful woman? ”
Pang Fei picked up the mirror thrown by An Yao and looked at himself, with a sad and bitter face, and the words "in a bad mood" were written on his whole face. Such a face can't be associated with the words "Special Forces King" anyway.
In the past, what these eyes had was perseverance, death, and courage, but now, in the face of life, those once heroic postures seem to have long been wiped out, leaving only two black eyeballs, without the slightest brilliance.
What is the difference between such a person and thousands of ordinary people?
His father sent him to the army for training, the instructors worked hard to train him, and the organization gave him unconditional trust and support...... But what did he do?
Because of a heavy blow, he has been in a state of collapse since then, abandoning all his beliefs and ideals, throwing himself into the whirlpool of life, and then being smoothed out by life little by little.
Who is he worthy of now?
He is sorry for anyone, sorry for his father, sorry for his sister Pang Yan, sorry for his teammates who fought side by side in the past, and even more sorry for the way they used their bodies to break down for him.
Feelings are not the whole of life, in many cases, they are great, but in many cases, they are also small.
Pang Fei's biggest mistake was not to let these things become stumbling blocks in his life.
His thoughts seemed to suddenly brighten up a lot, and his tightly knit brows were relaxed a little bit.
An Yao was very pleased, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, revealing a knowing smile.
The car quickly drove to the main road up the mountain, I don't know if Lin Jingzhi's car has not passed or has passed, An Yao had to follow and take a look first.
The map shows that there is a Taoist temple on this mountain, and the Taoist temple is located at the end of the road.
When the car was about to drive to its destination, the taxi slowly left An Yao's sight.
It seems that Lin Jingzhi is indeed going up the mountain!
An Yao flicked her tail to block the driver's way down the mountain, "Master, what about the girl you pulled just now?"
The taxi driver was more than frightened, and secretly patted his chest with his hand, "She got off halfway, and I don't know where she went." ”
"Really?" An Yao noticed that the driver was lying, and deliberately took out her mobile phone and took a few photos of the license plate number of the car, "Now these days, bad people are better than good people can disguise, I will leave some evidence first, if I can't find my friend for a while, then I will have to call your rental company to report you." ”
"Eh, why did you report me, I didn't do anything bad. "The driver was very innocent.
An Yao said, "Then who knows, anyway, if my friend can't find me, I doubt you, whether you are innocent, and the police will definitely give us an explanation when the time comes." ”
"You ......" the rental master said that this woman is really powerful, she can't afford to provoke it, "Forget it, let me tell you, your friend got off the car in front." She won't let me tell you, saying she doesn't want to see you. I saw that she was very sad alone, so I thought about helping her. ”
An Yao started the car and coldly dropped a sentence, "You're not helping her, you're hurting her." ”
In this barren mountains and mountains, Lin Jingzhi's body is so weak, what should I do if I faint?
An Yao started the car and chased after it, stopping at the location the driver said.
In this vast mountain, how easy is it to find someone?
Pang Fei kept calling Lin Jingzhi, but due to the poor signal in the mountains, the phone could not be dialed.
The two walked for a long, long time along the place the driver had said, and found nothing along the way.
"As your ex-wife, I am so generous to help you find your current little lover, how are you feeling?" It was so boring to continue looking for it like this, An Yao actually made a joke.
Pang Fei was surprised and surprised by An Yao's initiative to help, which was not in line with An Yao's style of doing things.
Or it can be said that the current An Yao impresses Pang Fei, as if he has changed as a different person.
However, the current An Yao makes Pang Fei feel very comfortable, and sometimes she can even give Pang Fei a feeling of empowerment.
"You said that if we could get along like this before, we wouldn't be like this. Pang Fei said with emotion.
An Yao was amused by him, "So do you regret divorcing me now? Do you regret that you only found out that I am better now? You are like that, and so am I. If we hadn't divorced, I would definitely not have been able to go to Lin Jingzhi with you now, let alone say these things to you. ”
"The starting point of the feelings and thoughts of the immersive and the onlooker is always different, and I see this more clearly than you. If you want to make a change, you have to learn to change your position and see from the perspective of a bystander. It is precisely because I have seen through these that I dare to file for divorce from you and dare to take this step. ”
Therefore, An Yao's implication is that she did all this just to stand in the perspective of a bystander, to take a good look at their marriage, and to see what happened between Pang Fei and Lin Jingzhi.
When you get rid of the shackles of your identity, what you see is definitely different from what you see and feel when you are in authority.
In other words, An Yao never gave up on Pang Fei or their marriage, but she was clearer and calmer than Pang Fei, and she knew how to give up some things.
In this marriage, Pang Fei was the party at fault, but he was indecisive and difficult to make decisive decisions.
There was no way, An Yao had to be the wise man, the one who could see all this.
There is always one of the two people who knows how to give up and give up, if no one is willing to give in, the final result will definitely be a lose-lose situation!
And in this marriage, An Yao is the one who has put in the most effort and sacrificed the most......
The man in the marriage is not who works hard to maintain the relationship, but who is willing to give up more and sacrifice more.