Chapter 006: Goals

Xu Yu looked a little pitiful and said, "That's it, that's it...... Let's put it this way!"

Xu Yu sat upright and said, "Actually, when Liu Nian said confession, oh, I was just listening, and I knew that I was thinking about it now, I should have asked for an answer, but after he finished speaking, I should have heard something like that, what is the weather like today, I didn't make a sound, and he didn't ask......"

"Alas," Han Ziyan sighed, "Others should have wanted you to be your girlfriend at the time, but you didn't react, forget it, anyway, there is already no fate." ”

Han Ziyan waved her hand to signal Xu Yu not to care, and the past was over.

"It's just...... Alas, he should have understood, so he didn't say anything. Xu Yu was silent.

In fact, what she wanted to say was that Xiaomei, who was still working in the hotel that time, told herself that the hotel salary had risen and something like that she would come back to work, Xu Yu replied a few words and sent a text message.

Xu Yu knew that this was sent by Xiaomei in the past few years, and there was no reason to call him suddenly, there must be someone behind her to guide her.

And after Xu Yu sent a text message, Xiaomei never replied, all the answers are already very clear, maybe she wants to open something.

Maybe the so-called liking really has some kind of interest relationship, otherwise Xiao Cheng wouldn't have slandered the flow of years like that, how to put it, Xiao Cheng left the hotel, but they were also subordinate and subordinate before.

After all, Liu Nian is a hotel director, and it is impossible for ordinary people to climb to this position, and there must be a wrist or something, maybe everything he sees is on the surface.

Xu Yu comforted herself, thinking about Xiaocheng's words, she couldn't let go for a long time.

In the evening, I had dinner at Han Ziyan's house.

"Uncle, just get some. Xu Yu watched the bowls of dishes come out of the oven.

"There's also a soup, wait. Han Ziyan's father said.

"Uh. Xu Yu agreed.

Han Ziyan took the bowl and put a few bowls on the table, and asked, "Why don't you eat our bowl, we all have health certificates, don't you mind?"

"I also have a health certificate, I'm afraid you will mind!" Xu Yu smiled and took the bowl in Han Ziyan's hand.

The eating process was quite quiet, but Xu Yu always felt a little inexplicable that there seemed to be an indescribable estrangement between Han Ziyan and his father, that is, sometimes there was that polite or deliberate sense of alienation.

Meal.

"I'll wash it!" Xu Yu took the initiative to clean up the dishes and said that he wanted to help.

"No, you can sit down!" replied Han Ziyan's father.

Seeing Han Ziyan's father hand the remaining bowls to Han Ziyan, he drank the water by himself.

After Han Ziyan washed the dishes, she said to her father, "That, Xiaoyu is resting at home tonight." ”

"Oh, okay", his father said very flatly, turned to Xu Yu and said, "You have a good rest." ”

"Oh. ”

watched Han Ziyan's father enter the big room to watch TV, it was the room where he chatted with Han Ziyan just now.

Han Ziyan finished the kitchen, took Xu Yu into the auxiliary bedroom, and closed the door.

Xu Yu looked at Han Ziyan and felt a little abrupt the moment he closed the door.

But Xu Yu opened his mouth and didn't speak.

After Han Ziyan closed the door, she turned her head to look at Xu Yu's expression, and smiled a little stiffly and embarrassedly.

"Aren't I afraid that he will eavesdrop on me?" said Han Ziyan, pulling the lines of her face.

"Oh. "Hehe" Xu Yu smiled, "I dare to love you like myself, my parents at home always look at me, and they are always afraid that I will learn badly." ”

"Haha, they're all adults, it's easy to say that if you learn badly, you can learn badly. ”

After chatting for a while, before I knew it, it was past eight o'clock, and Han Ziyan asked, "Do you want to take a bath first, did you bring a change of clothes?"

"Yes, I'll go wash when I'm in a seat. Xu Yu opened the suitcase and prepared a change of clothes to be taken out later.

Han Ziyan looked at the box full of all kinds of clothes or something, and couldn't help but wonder, "Why do you feel like running away from home, your father will ......?"

Before he finished speaking, Xu Yu's mobile phone rang twice, Xu Yu glanced at it and ignored it.

"Yes, it's your dad!" Han Ziyan said as she looked at the contacts displayed on the screen of her phone.

The phone rang persistently, Xu Yu simply turned off the phone and continued to hold the clothes.

Han Ziyan pressed Xu Yu's hands and stopped Xu Yu's movements, Xu Yu looked up at her, "Are you ......?"

"Listen to me, I welcome you to come at any time, but I don't want you to face some things, let the family worry, this is not good, no matter what, you have to make it clear to the family, you run out in vain, what do your family think, in case they are worried, no matter what, at least report peace to the family!"

"Zi Yan, there are some things you don't understand, so you don't care. Xu Yu's tone was very flat, but tears turned red in his eyes.

"Wait. Han Ziyan got up, turned on the music on her mobile phone, turned up her voice a little louder, and took out the stool of the dresser next to the deputy bedroom, the stool was next to the door, the mobile phone was placed on the stool, and the speaker was facing the direction outside the door.

Then he took Xu Yu's hand and let Xu Yu sit on the bed.

In the far corner of the bed, Xu Yu and Han Ziyan sat face to face.

"If you tell me, what happened, or the best case, tell your parents that they are safe, and then calmly talk about the situation, your parents may be dying. ”

Looking at Han Ziyan's serious expression, Xu Yu smiled bitterly, "Is it possible? Is it possible? I feel that the whole world is going to abandon me, I am so tired of living, so tired, why are you so tired of living and still alive, why do you say why, why?"

"Because, because, because there is hope, do you have a goal?" Han Ziyan was facing Xu Yu's body, her hands on Xu Yu's shoulders, and she looked at her eyes very seriously.

Xu Yu didn't want to look up at Han Ziyan's eyes.

Han Ziyan already has some big eyes, but now her double eyelids are more divine, while Xu Yu is a fox eye, but now, after crying, she looks even more delicate.

"Do you have a goal?" asked Han Ziyan again.

"Yes before, ...... now"

"What was before?"

"A long time ago, I wanted to be a teacher when I went to school, and then I wanted to study. Xu Yu raised his eyes, and his emotions calmed down a little, "Actually, in fact, do you know? When I learned that I was defeated, I was so hurt. But, but no one understood. ”

Xu Yu said, her eyes were a little red again, Han Ziyan stroked her back and motioned for Xu Yu to continue.

"I always go to school early, I work hard, and I come home late, because I know that my parents have hopes, and my father has come to see me a few times, and he thinks I have a great future, but I have never dared to tell him that I am actually useless, really useless. ”

"There are a few words that I have never dared to say, in fact, I am afraid of ......"