Chapter 1026: Looking for Warmth
Xi Yun's current situation is a kind of broken jar mentality in a state of extreme disappointment, which makes her calm, so calm that she has given up everything she cares about in her heart, and she is calm enough to calmly say to him that you are out.
He Yue Chun will be said by others that you are out!
This is a rare thing in my life!!
That's why the woman in front of her can be so bold.
Yue Chun's heart was quite angry.
It's not that I'm angry with her.
It's angry that she looks at her feelings so casually.
But knowing that she was in a bad state, he didn't pay much attention to it, but touched the bell on her wrist, and the bell rang.
Yue Chun hypnotized her into a deep sleep.
He had actually thought about hypnotizing her memory.
But I don't want her to forget.
He didn't want to let her forget without her consent in the name of being good for her, because Mo Yuanlian didn't delete her previous memories, and Mo Yuanlian must have his considerations for keeping it.
He thought that maybe Xi Yun wanted to keep it.
Don't look at Xi Yun's good words, but Xi Yun is a stubborn person from the bottom of her heart, if one day in the future she knows that she hypnotized her memory, she will definitely hate him for the rest of her life.
Yue Chun got up from the bathtub, then he took off her clothes and carried her back to the bedroom to put her on the bed, while he went back to the bathroom and undressed and changed into dry clothes.
Xi Yun's face was pale, he stretched out his fingers and stroked it gently, pity arose in his heart, and his hatred for that man was even deeper.
In fact, he ordered the man to be brought to Finland just to vent his anger, and then quietly sent back to Finland.
Where did you ever want Xi Yun to break it?
He really underestimated her.
"Xi Yun, my little lion, I thought about letting you wake up healthy and happy tomorrow, but I don't want you to escape the memories of the past, so we will face each other when we wake up tomorrow. ”
He will be by her side from tomorrow onwards.
Until she was emotionally stable.
......
When Xi Yun woke up, she opened her eyes and saw the man beside her guarding her, she blinked and shouted as if nothing had happened, "Big brother, what time is it?"
Yue Chun frowned, he didn't think it was like this.
Xi Yun was really unexpected.
Yue Tsubaki glanced at his watch, "Nine o'clock." ”
Xi Yun tilted his head and said, "I'm hungry." ”
A person who hates eating says she's hungry.
Yue Chun got up and asked, "What do you want to eat?"
"Meat, I want to eat meat, but I don't want to eat too greasy, can big brother stew pork ribs? ”
Yue Chun rubbed her head and agreed, "Hmm." ”
"Winter melon is boiled in pork ribs, and I want to drink winter melon soup. ”
Xi Yun seems to be still the same Xi Yun.
But this kind of Xi Yun is wrong.
Yue Chun curled his lips and agreed, "Okay." ”
He got up and went downstairs and told the servant to go to the door to guard, Xi Yun stayed in the room, but she was thinking about last night, she was not good at forgetting, on the contrary, she remembered it very deeply.
The bloody face of that man had been appearing in front of her eyes last night, and she hadn't thought that Yue Chun was such a bloody man.
This is secondary, that is, it is difficult to face by yourself.
Five-year-olds don't remember very well, unless the event is so profound that it will be hard to forget for the rest of their lives.
Xi Yun was not really violated back then, but he was stripped naked and looked at by those eyes, and he was repeatedly rubbed and slapped by those hands below, even if he didn't enter the most critical step, but what is the difference between this and violation? !
In Xi Yun's memory, it has always been like a violation.
She still feels sick and scared when she thinks about it.
Her grievances, her helplessness, and the fear she faced at that moment, who can truly understand everything about her?
Koshitsuaki can't.
In Xi Yun's heart, this is her boyfriend, a boyfriend who is not yet familiar, and a boyfriend who is still admiring her brilliance and beauty, but this unfamiliar and still strange boyfriend who is getting along sweetly is taking advantage of her past and putting all her unbearable in front of her.
All her self-esteem seemed to be shattered in an instant.
What she had spent her life healing had been uncovered in an extremely cruel way and situation, and to be honest, she was particularly desperate.
Actually, she doesn't want to be so pessimistic.
I don't want to be so anxious.
She has a very hard life.
She lives happily.
Happily fall in love.
How wonderful it is.
But why did the man break it?
Xi Yun was puzzled and felt humiliated in his heart.
She closed her eyes and lay back on the bed.
The mood was really bad, Xi Yun was depressed when she thought about things, so she simply sent a message to Sheng Nian, and the other party asked her, "You have rarely contacted me in the past year, why did you suddenly want to contact me?"
Xi Yun said distressedly: "I'm very unhappy. ”
Sheng Nian asked her, "What?"
"It's just sad, I think of Brother Shengnian, Brother Shengnian sang a nursery rhyme to me like he did when he was a child to coax me, okay?"
"Okay, it's raining, it's raining, it's barefoot, it's crackling, it's crackling, it's raining, it's raining, it's raining......, it's raining, it's raining
The prime of life is very gentle and gentle.
As gentle as when I was a child.
Xi Yun said with tears in her eyes: "Thank you." ”
"Yun'er, be happy, I wish you to be happy whenever and wherever you are, so that it makes sense for me to let you go. ”
"Okay, I'll listen to Brother Shengnian's words and be happy. ”
After hanging up the phone in the prime of life, Xi Yun called Xi Run again, and she shouted sweetly, "Brother, do you miss me?"
"Yes, I naturally want to be a little lion in my family. ”
"Brother, Yun'er misses you. ”
Xi Run's heart suddenly sensed that something was wrong, he was silent, and said: "I love you, my brother's favorite person is only the little lion, my brother's life is yours, and the entire Xi family is also yours, they all love you and love you unconditionally." ”
"Brother, Yun'er loves you too. ”
Xi Run was sure that something was really wrong with the little lion.
Xi Run didn't ask her what happened, didn't ask her if she was happy, just said: "If you want me, just say it, my brother will drop everything and go to your side and take your Sister Song'er with you." ”
"Okay, don't turn off the phone, brother. ”
"Don't worry, brother is waiting for you. ”
Xi Run hung up Xi Yun's phone and quickly contacted Yue Chun, "Brother Yue Chun, the little lion doesn't seem to be quite right. ”
Yue Chun immediately turned around and went upstairs, "What's the matter?"
"She just called out of the blue and said she missed me. ”
Hearing this, Yue Chun's footsteps stood still.
Xi Yun is healing himself.
Look for warmth from their bodies to heal themselves.
She was as greedy for warmth as she was when she was a child.
"It's okay, she's with me. ”
Hearing this, Xi Run was relieved.
"Well, if you have anything to do with it, please contact me. ”
Yue Chun walked to Xi Yun's door, it was quiet inside, he frowned and ordered: "Report to me as soon as there is any situation, and Miss must meet all her needs." ”
"Yes, Mr. Yue. ”
He was worried about her.
But she knew that at the moment she needed to take care of her emotions.
He wanted to go over and comfort her.
But she excluded him from the world.
Let's talk to her later.
Talk about yourself.
Talk about how you treat her.