Chapter 152: Mu Liyan's mania
Shu Ning stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around his neck, opened her eyes to see his gauze wrapping eyes, and there was a trace of distress in her eyes: "Mu Liyan, we will be fine." ”
She believed that they would be fine, and hoped that they would be well.
Mu Liyan didn't know what Shu Ning was thinking, and the corners of his mouth raised lightly: "Shu Ning, when we are discharged from the hospital, we will get married." ”
It's not a negotiating tone, it's an affirmation.
Hearing this, Shu Ning almost burst into tears, raised her lips and smiled: "How can you be so domineering, proposing to someone in the hospital, nothing, and domineering directly decided, where are you proposing, is forced to marry." ”
"My child's mother, who will you marry if you don't marry me?" Mu Liyan raised his eyebrows slightly, leaned over and kissed her lightly on the forehead, and said seriously: "Shu Ning, if my eyes are better, marry me, if ......"
"If there is no if, you will see it. Shu Ning covered his mouth, looked at his handsome face and said, "No matter what you do, I Shu Ning will rely on you in my life, the dignified president, this bride price will definitely not be less, and the fool will not marry." ”
"Okay, I will definitely give you the most romantic and luxurious wedding, so that people all over the world can see how beautiful my Mu Liyan's wife is. ”
Mu Liyan smiled, buried his head in Shu Ning's neck, his low and deep voice was extremely good, and it was not cold before, but Shu Ning's doting and gentleness.
Shu Ning's heart was warm, like soaking in a honeypot, she was about to say something, when a joking voice came from the door: "Second uncle and second aunt, this loving show, my goosebumps are about to fall to the ground." ”
Mu Huanting rubbed her goosebumps, Shu Ning saw Mu Huanting, her cheeks turned red, she pushed Mu Liyan, and quickly got up from the bed, embarrassed that she didn't even dare to raise her head, and stammered: "Wan...... Wan Ting, what a second aunt, don't scream. ”
Mu Liyan sat on the bed with a cold face and looked at Mu Huanting's direction, Mr. Mu, who was disturbed, was very uncomfortable, his face was black, Mu Huanting was happy in her heart, and walked over to hold Shu Ning and smiled: "Second aunt, don't be shy, this second aunt will be called sooner or later, just now you all talked about the wedding, can I go through the back door and ask a bridesmaid to be a bridesmaid." ”
Shu Ning's face turned even redder, she glared at Mu Liyan, and greeted Mu Liyan in her heart, she didn't know when Mu Huanting came, how much she saw, in case she saw Mu Liyan playing hooligan, she wouldn't want to see anyone.
Secretly inhaled, Shu Ning decided to escape as the best strategy, and hurriedly said: "Huanting, you are here to accompany your second uncle, and I will go to see the baby." ”
Saying that, Shu Ning blushed and fled, Mu Huanting leaned forward and leaned back with a smile, until Mu Liyan's cold voice sounded behind her: "Huanting, the eldest brother said that I found a partner for you, I think you have to find someone to take care of it." ”
Mu Huanting stiffened with a smile and wailed: "Second uncle, you don't have to be like this, I'm only twenty." ”
Shu Ning, who fled from the ward, patted her chest in front of Shu Baobao's ward, and waited until her face was not so red before she dared to go in.
Shu Baobao has not had much energy after the operation, and he sleeps for a long time a day, Shu Ning asked the doctor worriedly, and the doctor said that this is normal, and it will be fine after a while.
When Shu Ning went in, Shu Baobao fell asleep again, Shu's father sat next to him, heard the footsteps, and immediately wiped the corners of his eyes, although this action was facing away from Shu Ning, Shu Ning still noticed Shu's father's abnormality.
Shu Ning panicked and asked urgently, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"
Shu's father's eyes were red, obviously crying.
There is no need to worry about Shu Baobao's illness, and the only ones who can make Shu's father have this kind of emotion are the other two, Chi Qinghe and Li Qingwan.
Father Shu waved his hand and said, "Dad is fine, by the way, Xiao Ning, you go to prison today to see if your mother is there?" ”
Shu Ning knew that Shu's father had been to prison, but she didn't go to see Li Qingwan today, she didn't know how to face it, Li Qingwan surrendered for Chi Qinghe, even if it was really as Shu's father said before, all this was for her, she couldn't go to see it.
The two daughters will not be on the same level, she believes that Li Qingwan is really for Chi Qinghe to surrender and atone for her sins, not for her, Chi Qinghe is too paranoid, so she doesn't believe it.
Shu Ning didn't hide it from Shu's father, and said sincerely: "No." ”
Father Shu said with a sad expression: "This is all the sins that Dad did back then, Qinghe is not in good health, staying in that kind of place, Dad is really worried, Xiao Ning, why don't you go and talk to Mr. Mu, let him think of a way, let Qinghe suffer less, she has congenital heart disease, although it was later cured, I heard that there are many sequelae, Dad is worried......"
"Dad......" Shu Ning felt uncomfortable, during this time she knew that it was not easy for Shu's father, but she could ask her to intercede for Chi Qinghe, what did she do, opened her mouth, she didn't want to say anything more, when she understood her father's heart, she couldn't do it.
Father Shu saw that Shu Ning didn't want to help, and he was no longer reluctant, he shook his head and said, "That's it, that's it, Qinghe has done too many wrong things, and it's ......."
Seeing that Shu's father's cloudy eyes were glowing with mist, Shu Ning couldn't bear it after all, she hated Chi Qinghe, but it was not easy for her father to raise her, so she took a step back and said: "Dad, I will tell Li Yan to let him go for a walk, so that Chi Qinghe can suffer less guilt inside." ”
Hearing this, Father Shu's face was pleasantly surprised, and he trembled with a pair of old hands and said, "Xiao Ning, are you really willing?"
"I'm just doing this for my father, it has nothing to do with anyone, I will say this to Li Yan, Chi Qinghe's life sentence is enough punishment, if she lives better in it, she can make her father feel relieved, I am willing." ”
She has always known that Shu's father feels guilty about Chi Qinghe, and she doesn't want to ask about the grievances of the previous generation, but she doesn't want Shu's father to live a lifetime with guilt on his back.
Father Shu was very happy when he got her words.
The next day was the day when Mu Liyan dismantled the gauze, Shu Ning was delayed a little because of Shu Baobao, and when he went, Mu Zhen and the others had already rushed over, and everyone was looking forward to Mu Liyan's eyes being able to see, but in the end there was still an accident.
God gives you a door, and I won't open another window for you.
As soon as Shu Ning arrived outside the door of the ward, she heard Mu Liyan's roaring roar inside: "Go out, give me out." ”
Before Shu Ning came, Mu Liyan asked the doctor to remove the gauze in advance because he was worried that he really couldn't see, and he got used to it for a few minutes, but it was still dark in front of him, and the operation failed.
He is used to the darkness, but he Mu Liyan does not want to be blind for the rest of his life, and it is impossible.
He longed to live with Shu Ning and Shu Baobao, but he was blind, blind, and he couldn't give Shu Ning anything.
Shu Ning's heart tightened and wanted to go in, but Mu Zhen came out to stop her and said lightly: "Li Yan is emotionally unstable now, and I don't want to see you for the time being." ”
"Why?" Shu Ning had a bad premonition, looked at Mu Zhen and asked, "Is there something wrong with his eyes?" No, I want to go in and see him. ”
Mu Zhen said: "Xiao Ning, don't embarrass your eldest brother, the last thing Li Yan wants to see you now is you, you should know why, you are the person he cares about the most, he doesn't want you to see him the most embarrassed." ”
"No, I want to see him. Shu Ning insisted, and was extremely anxious: "Big brother, since you treat me as a younger brother and sister, you know that Li Yan cares about me, I should go in at this time, how can I look at him like this and ignore him." ”
Mu Zhen sighed and said: "Xiao Ning, now Li Yan's mood is a little unstable, maybe it's a good thing or a bad thing for you to go in, you'd better be mentally prepared, if something calls us, we will guard outside." ”
Shu Ning nodded, she was in a hurry, when Mu Zhen opened the door of the ward for her, she almost had red eyes when she saw the scene inside.
The originally bright ward was very dim, the curtains were closed and only a gap remained, the lights were not turned on, everything in the ward that could be touched by Mu Liyan was smashed by him, and he sat on the ground alone, the ward was very quiet, quiet and terrifying, the heart ached for a while, and the eyes were warm.
Shu Ning approached him, and saw that his body was trembling slightly, and his heart ached, Mu Liyan, whom she loved, should not be like this, he was the proud son of heaven, he laughed very evilly, and he spoke very angrily, not a blind man who couldn't see things, and his strong will was swallowed up by darkness.
Everyone believed that they could see it, but the light still did not shine on him.
Mu Liyan noticed that someone was approaching, and suddenly raised his head, his useless eyes couldn't see anything, like waste, ornaments, which made him want to dig it down, and made him irritably shout at the approaching person: "Get out, I'll let you all go out, don't you hear?"
Tears fell from his eyes all of a sudden, Shu Ning slowly squatted down beside him, stretched out his hand to touch him, and his voice was soft: "Li Yan......"
Mu Liyan looked at her, even if he couldn't see it, even if it was in the dark, his eyes were still extremely sharp, and it was indifferent and frightening, so that Shu Ning's outstretched hand hung in mid-air, stiff, and he didn't dare to move forward.
"I said I didn't want to see you, why did you come in, are you pitying me?"
His tone was as cold as his gaze, and his condensation was as cold as if he had been struck by lightning.
It's like a big stone in my heart, they were fine yesterday, looking forward to the wedding, why did it become like this.
With such indifference, everything changed in just one night.
Shu Ning's eyes widened in disbelief, and she said in a dumb voice: "Li Yan, what are you talking about?" I know you're in a bad mood, it's okay if the operation fails, we can come again, if it doesn't work at home, we will go abroad, we will always be healed, we will see, don't you be like this, okay?"
Mu Liyan was silent, her head was lowered, she didn't know what she was thinking, Shu Ning was afraid, nervous, hesitant, she was afraid that Mu Liyan would give up on herself and give up on her.
She thought that happy days were coming, why did this happen?
Shu Ning was bold, holding his face in his hands, kneeling on the ground with his legs, looking at him, and said in a soft voice: "Li Yan, I will definitely see it, don't worry, God won't be so cruel, I will see it, didn't you say yesterday that you would get married after being discharged from the hospital? Don't you still want the baby to call you Daddy? Even if you really can't see it, we will be very happy together as a family, we ......"
"Enough. He interrupted her softly and indifferently, spread his hands on the ground, tilted his head slightly and said lightly: "Shu Ning, I just teased you yesterday, how could I Mu Liyan marry you, even if I really become blind and worth hundreds of millions, you are not worthy, don't think that Shu Baobao is my son, you can be a mother and a son, I recognize my son, how did you come, how did you leave, even if I ask you, don't be sentimental." ”
His tone was light, but for Shu Ning, it was like a thousand arrows piercing her heart, she knew his thoughts, but no matter what, she couldn't hurt her heart like this.
She looked at Mu Liyan painfully and grabbed his arm: "Li Yan, don't be like this, my heart hurts, it really hurts, you can't bear to make me uncomfortable, sad, don't be like this, it's okay if you can't see it temporarily, it's okay, believe me, I will always be by your side." ”
"It doesn't matter to me whether you hurt or not, I don't need anyone to accompany me, you go out. ”
Every word that hurts Shu Ning is not hurting himself, and it is even more heartache, he also thinks that he has adapted to the darkness, and it doesn't matter if he can't see it or not, but he can't be so selfish, selfishly let Shu Ning accompany him as a blind man for a lifetime.
Thinking of the doctor's words, the chances of him regaining his sight in this life are very small, even if he has another operation, the result is the same.
"Mu Liyan. Shu Ning was already full of tears, and couldn't help yelling: "You are in pain, you are uncomfortable, I am with you, you want to drive me out, it is impossible, no matter what you say, I will not hear it, you are blind, I am deaf." ”
Mu Liyan didn't speak indifferently, she wiped her tears and said, " I know that I am very cowardly, Chen Wanhong bullied me and the baby before, Lin Xiangyu is also bitter, since that night, I have lost the ability to love, I have escaped Qu Wayne's pursuit again and again, but in the end I have not escaped your deep affection, knowing that you are the baby's father, I think this is fate, heavenly, you want to push me away, impossible, we have missed too much, I know what Qu Wayne did, I pushed you away, I knew that when I was pregnant with a child, I was even more frightened, watching you and Chi Qinghe walk past me indifferently, watching children flow out of my body, I can't protect them, you know those daysHow much does my heart hurt? Don't break my heart anymore, okay?"
In the end, Shu Ning couldn't cry anymore, and Mu Liyan listened to it like a knife, how could he not know her heartache and her suffering.
But he is a waste now, he can't protect her, and he can't avenge the child.
He suddenly dragged Shu Ning up from the ground, groped the night to open the door, and wanted to push Shu Ning out, Shu Ning knew what he was going to do, struggled, and hurriedly called his name: "Li Yan, you just let me stay, don't do this." ”
"Get out, I don't need to. Shu Ning's voice made him even more irritable, opened the door and pushed her out, then slammed the door slammed shut.