I didn't feel the slightest fear of being kidnapped in the streets of Helsinki, because there was a powerful man as far as I could see, and he was always there for me.

He looked at me calmly and calmly, and said silently, "Don't be afraid. ”

I believed that Xi Zhan would save me, so I wasn't afraid at all, and the person holding my lips let go of me and pushed me into the car.

Then he himself sat in the driver's seat.

As the car was about to leave, several men suddenly opened the door and jumped up, each of them holding a suitcase in their hands, which they opened as soon as they got into the car, and it was full of loose weapons.

Did I meet a terrorist?

Or is it Xi Zhan's enemy?!

Yes, it should be Xi Zhan's enemy.

Because I just obeyed, he called Xi Zhan's name.

I turned my head to look out the car window, Xi Zhan quickly turned away and disappeared into the vast sea of people, I don't know what he plans to do, but I believe he will not abandon me.

At this moment, my heart is full of trust in Xi Zhan.

Several exotic men in the car began to assemble weapons, and as the car drove out of the city, I heard them say in English: "If he doesn't die this time, we will die." ”

"He's alone this time, plus we have hostages. ”

The exotic man driving the car had blond hair and blue eyes, and there was a hint of exclamation in his tone: "Speaking of which, this is the first time I have seen a woman next to Xi Zhan, didn't Miss Hull spread that he can't do that? It seems that they are all rumors!"

Who is Miss Hull?!

It sounds like a foreigner's name.

The person behind continued: "Xi Zhan, this woman is beautiful, I don't know how the kung fu is in bed! It should be very powerful, you look at this small waist and thin waist, her legs are long and white, she really can't stand it when she is caught in a man, that little mouth...... I don't know how the chick is going!"

They speak native English, and I have studied English deliberately because I am often in contact with foreign businessmen, and I am very familiar with English, and I can even understand their meat language.

I pursed my lips tightly and didn't speak, pretending not to understand them, and the car kept heading north.

I don't know exactly where they were, but five hours later, the car was still moving until a helicopter appeared in front of them and stopped them.

They parked and took me down, it was a blizzard outside, and it was supposed to be the northernmost point in Finland.

Wearing a pair of stockings and a trench coat, shivering from the cold when I got out of the car, they took me to the helicopter, where a beautiful woman was sitting.

Her silhouette was hard like that of a European, but her eyes were black, and her hair was dyed flaxen.

"She is the woman next to Xi Zhan?"

The woman in front of me was wearing a mink coat and holding a glass of red wine in her hand in the snowstorm, she shook the red wine glass and stared at me inexplicably and praised: "It's a very beautiful woman, but it doesn't look outstanding, oh, she's very bold, and she hasn't been scared to cry." ”

I originally wanted to ask who she was, but I simply kept my mouth shut, because her target was not me, but Xi Zhan behind me.

The man beside me: "I saw Xi Zhan talking to her with my own eyes, and she was a little different from the man I knew. ”

The woman holding the red wine glass turned cold, and asked the person behind her, "Where is Xi Zhan?"

At his speed, he estimated that there would be twenty minutes left. Miss Hull, the consequences of your tooth extraction from the tiger this time will be very serious, the old gentleman knows that he will be angry, you can take it easy......"

It turned out that she was Miss Hull.

It was she who said that Xi Zhan couldn't do it!

How did she know that Xi Zhan couldn't do it?

Could it be that between them......

I stopped thinking about it, and heard the man named Miss Hull instruct, "Throw her in the snow, and we'll go to see Xi Zhan." ”

The person next to me was surprised and asked, "Just throw it in the snow?"

Miss Hull raised her eyebrows and said, "She's just a bait, now it's useless and naturally throws it away, what do you want to leave it for? Remind me that Xi Zhan likes such a woman and can't look down on me?"

This woman is simply too high to speak!

As if she were the clouds and I was the mud.

I was tied with rope and thrown into the snow, I was very thinly dressed, and I would freeze to death not long after I threw it into the snow.

I hurriedly whispered to the person beside me in English, "You will come to my rescue later, and I will give you five times as much as she gives you." ”

He was amazed, "Yo, you can speak English?"

He raised his hand and pinched my ass, put his back on Miss Hull's back and asked, "Why don't you stay with me for one night and then consider letting me go?"

He couldn't just let me go in front of Miss Hull, but he could wait for her to leave and turn around and come back to rescue me.

I gritted my teeth and said, "This deal is not a loss." ”

I have a cold ache on my body, I have never experienced what it is like to be cold to the point of body pain, and now I feel very deeply.

"Heh, it's not money that I'm missing. ”

He pushed my body directly into the side slope, and I was instantly planted in the snow, and I was covered in snow, and after a while I heard the sound of a helicopter leaving, and then everything was silent except for a violent snowstorm, and I was frozen and curled up together.

To say that I was not afraid just now, but now I am afraid of death, I am afraid that my body will be frozen, especially my thin legs.

If the muscles are necrotic......

I didn't dare to imagine it, I kept shouting Xi Zhan in my heart.

My body gradually lost its temperature, and my brain began to starve of oxygen, and after a while, I felt a slight movement on my side.

I faintly heard someone talking.

That voice was very familiar.

"Where is she buried?"

"How do I know that the snow is so big?"

The man snapped, "Hull, do you want me to destroy you?"

"I forgot, who knows where your woman is buried, the only people you know have just been killed by you. ”

The man commanded, "Dig for me, dig three feet into the ground." ”

"Mr. Xi, the distance has just been twenty minutes now, according to the extreme survival ability of human beings, Miss Shi should be in a state of confusion at the moment, and her life will not be in danger. ”

No one responded to him.

My body was very numb, the pain began to disappear gradually, my consciousness was not clear at all, and suddenly someone shouted, "Here!"

Within a few minutes, I was dug out and hugged in my arms, several down jackets were all enveloped in me, the warmth gradually warmed up, and I looked at the person holding me for a long time.

"Baby, can you hear me?"

"Tsk, Xi Zhan, you're shouting enough!"

The voice was vaguely that of the woman named Hull.

I curled up my fingers and looked at him, unrecognizable for a moment, and he quickly picked me up and got out of the car.

The temperature in the car was very high, I snuggled into his arms and moved my legs, and said pitifully: "My legs are so cold." ”

Xi Zhan hurriedly reached out and touched my cold legs, and suddenly he made a bold move, peeled off my clothes, even took off my underwear, and wrapped me in a warm blanket.

The cold clothes on my body were removed, and I slowed down for a while before I reacted, and I looked at Xi Zhan in a daze and didn't speak.

He rubbed his fingers against my cheek repeatedly, and suddenly blamed, "Who told you to come with me to Finland?"

I whispered back, "I'm sorry. ”

Xi Zhan's handsome face was less than three centimeters away from me, and within two minutes he put me down and got out of the car, and through the car window I saw him kick Hull hard, this was the first time I had seen Xi Zhan beat a woman.

Hull fell to the ground and looked at him in shock, I rolled down the window and heard Xi Zhan say: "I never beat a woman, but it's not that I can't beat it!" Hull, for the sake of your old man, I will spare your life, if you are impatient to live next time, you will follow your old man to hell to make amends. ”

"Xi Zhan, you actually turned against the He family for a woman?" Hull got up from the snow gracefully and said with a smile: "I don't believe that you can fight against the whole world for her!"

Xi Zhan suddenly called out her name, "Hull." ”

Hull was stunned and asked, "What?"

"We have known each other for decades, and you know that I have no joy in living, and if you deprive me of my only hope, I will use my power to turn the world upside down! ”

Xi Zhan is a person who never explains what he does, he fights and does it, in a word, Lao Tzu is happy.

But now he is serious and says that I am his only hope.

I don't understand what he meant by hope.

Because he has no love for me.

When did he think I was so important?

And it's also in a gesture of family affection?!

Hull was stunned and asked, "Are you really ...... to her?"

There was a violent snowstorm outside, and Xi Zhan's body made his figure look extremely cold, and he interrupted Hull's words and said in a cold tone: "I say this in the hope that you will be cautious in the future, if you continue to be like today, you will know what will happen." ”

Hull asked sarcastically: "Heh, do you say this, do I have to protect her when I see her in danger in the future?"

Xi Zhan coldly dropped four words, "It's okay." ”

The man turned to leave Hull, he came over and saw me with the car window wide open, stared at his eyebrows and asked, "Yun'a, aren't you cold?"

I laughed and said, "I wanted to eavesdrop on what you said, but the wind was so loud that I only saw you kick her." ”

Xi Zhan opened the car door and got into the car, I quickly moved inside, he casually closed the window and asked me, "Do you still feel cold?"

I said aggrievedly: "Well, my body is still in pain, I just looked in the mirror and my face is black, and it is estimated that it will take a long time to recover." ”

I was wrapped in a blanket, and my legs were inadvertently exposed, Xi Zhan raised his hand and touched it familiarly, I stared at him with stunned eyes, and he said calmly: "It's okay if your legs aren't frozen." ”

I hurriedly took it back, and Xi Zhan told the driver to go back to the villa.

Originally, I went back to Tongcheng in the afternoon, because I could only go to Espoo because of my physical reasons, and when the car arrived at the door, Xi Zhan carried me back to the room, and then he went downstairs to cook a pot of white rice porridge for me.

I drank the bowl and felt warm, and I fell asleep after lying in bed for a while, and when I woke up, it was already early in the morning.

Xi Zhan was in the room, sleeping next to me.

I still feel a fluctuation in my heart when I think of what he said to Hel, it really resembles a man's vow to a woman.

But he wouldn't let me come closer.

If I want to kiss him, he will decisively reject me.

It wasn't snowing in Espoo, the moonlight outside the window was bright, his handsome face was facing me, I raised my hand and gently touched the silhouette of his face, as if it wasn't enough, and touched his lip again.

Xi Zhan's lips are very thin, I heard that such a man is naturally thin, I pursed my lips and suddenly wanted to kiss the corner of his lips.

At that moment, I forgot Gu Tingchen, forgot my obsession and love, and there was only one man left in front of me who didn't understand love, rejected care, was born ruthless and powerful.

He is Xi Zhan, and his hands are full of blood.

It is the Rakshasa in the eyes of the world.

He is Xi Zhan, and he is also clean and pure.

Because he has never had a woman so far.

Xi Zhan is really too beautiful, so beautiful that people dare not blaspheme, I pursed my lips, lowered my head and leaned over to stop above the corner of his lips, I want to kiss it, desperate to kiss it.

But I didn't have that courage after all.

There are thousands of mountains and rivers between me and him.

I was about to retract my head, Xi Zhan suddenly opened his eyes, and we looked at each other like this.

My heart was boiling hot, because my motives were impure and I was caught by Xi Zhan, and I was about to find an excuse to perfunctory past, Xi Zhan asked me lightly, "Yun'er wants to kiss me?"

The man's expression was serious, and I didn't want to kiss it, but I was attracted by his ascetic appearance.

I nodded obediently, and heard his cold voice ask, "Do you know what that means?"

I was silent because I didn't know how to answer his question, but I knew in my heart that once I kissed Xi Zhan, the membrane between me and Xi Zhan would be torn.

It is no longer something that can be summed up by family affection, and the main thing is that our hearts for each other are not determined.

I don't know if it's love for him.

It's just that I have an urge to get close to him.

And he clearly has no love for me.

Seeing that I had been distracted, Xi Zhan sighed lowly, he sat up and stretched out his palm to touch the back of my head, and then hung his head and slowly came towards me, his thin lips getting closer and closer to me.

Our breathing between each other grew clearer and clearer until they blended, until I licked the corners of his lips, and it wasn't until I finally felt his sweetness that I reacted and hugged his neck.

I tightened my hands and hugged Xi Zhan, he didn't seem to be very good at kissing, and gently pressed my lips without taking a step.

If he doesn't move, I don't dare to appear sophisticated.

After all, compared to him, I am a woman who has experienced love, and I even know where men's sensitive points are.

After a long time, he let go of me and said, "Don't take it as an example." ”

I was surprised and asked, "Second brother, what is this?"

"Fulfill your heart's desire. ”

Me: "......"

Is it because I've been thinking about it for a long time?

So this kiss doesn't mean anything, does it?

Xi Zhan and I are still just me and Xi Zhan.

He didn't want to fall in love with me, which was actually quite good, because I wanted to find a man who didn't want to fall in love with me but was willing to spoil me a long time ago.

I even hit Fu Xi with this thought, but found that he had other thoughts about me.

Now I finally found someone who doesn't love me but is willing to spoil me, I should feel at ease, although I comfort myself like this, but I have an unspeakable disappointment in my heart,

It seems that I don't want to be willing to do just this.

Because now I don't have cancer.

Now I have the qualifications to be a lover.

I suddenly remembered that Assistant Yin had said that Xi Zhan had thought about forming a family and having children, but I couldn't seem to ......

At the end of the day, I'm still not qualified to be a lover.

Xi Zhan wanted to get out of bed and leave, but I reached out and grabbed his sleeve and asked shamelessly, "Can you let me kiss it again?"

Xi Zhan: "......"

I said weakly, "I want to kiss you." ”

His breath is very sweet, and I love it.

Maybe I was too eager, Xi Zhan suddenly asked me a very serious question, "Have you forgotten Gu Tingchen?"

The shame in my heart exploded instantly, and I looked at Xi Zhan in amazement and suddenly couldn't say a word, my mind was all Gu Tingchen.

Yes, yes, how did I forget Gu Tingchen.

I used to love him so much!

But I ......

I can't bear the man in front of me.

I can't help it.

My heart started to mess up.

From Gu Lanzhi at the beginning to Gu Tingchen, and now that Gu Tingchen is gone, I have lived for a few months in a daze, like a walking corpse, but I was taken into the pit by Xi Zhan......

Xi Zhan left the room indifferently, I suddenly regretted it in my heart, I shouldn't have gone to him yesterday, I shouldn't have cared about him involuntarily, just one day made me fall into a deep depression.

It's only one day, why did you fall into it?

I suddenly began to understand Ji Nuan's tormented heart, she and I are both poor women, living in the past and yearning for the present.

I kept wiping my tears on the back of my hand, but the more I cried, the more fierce I became, I took out my phone and sent a message to Ji Nuan aggrievedly.

"You lost to Chen Shen, and I lost to Xi Zhan. ”

She understands what I mean.

It didn't take long for Ji Nuan to reply to me: "You are not wrong, you can't live a lifetime with the deceased Gu Tingchen, you can have a new life and even a new love! ”

I held the phone and felt very painful in my heart, and I kept thinking about Gu Tingchen's living appearance over and over again in my mind.

He treated me very badly in my life.

But he gave me his life.

I forgave him.

Even loved him at the time.

But now it's only been four months......

I didn't get along with Xi Zhan for two nights......

I lost the city of my heart.

At this time, Ji Nuan sent me another message, I clicked on it and saw her say: "Sheng'er, I used to think that my love was unswerving, at least in this life! Pushing forward, I can guard Chen Chu for more than ten years, it's not that I can really guard him for so long, it's just that I haven't met the right person, so I think it's self-righteous that I have been guarding him for more than ten years, and it is impossible to even marry again in this life! ”

As soon as I finished reading it, she sent another message: "When we meet someone, it may be more than ten years, maybe a few months, or even a few days, but what does it have to do with time? Even if it is a second, as long as it is him, we should be desperate, but the premise is that he loves me." ”

She continued: "Chen Shen has no love for me, so I won't force him, and I will leave him when Chen Chu's matter is resolved." ”

Ji Nuan is a tragic existence.

And how could I not be like this?!

Xi Zhan has no love for me.

As if I had suddenly made up my mind, I opened the door to find Xi Zhan, who was sitting on the sofa with a long gaze at the moonlight outside the window.

I called out to him, "Xi Zhan." ”

I rarely call him by name, and he doesn't like me to call his name because he will say that I am neither big nor small, so more often I call him second brother, in a respectful tone.

But now I just want to call him Xi Zhan.

He looked back at me.

I was very entangled in my heart, and asked him a very idiotic question, "Assistant Yin said that you don't know joys and sorrows, don't you also know love? Have you ever thought about finding someone to marry in your life?"

He replied briefly, "No." ”

Assistant Yin said that he once wanted to start a family.

"Xi Zhan, don't you love anyone?"

Hearing this, he frowned and asked me, "What do you want to say?"

I wanted to ask a very bold question, but I didn't have too much courage, so I simply pulled Yuan You to take the blame and swore an oath: "Yuan You said that you love me, is this true?"

I'm talking about it.

Set Xi Zhan's mind.

Ji Nuan is right, even if it is for a second, as long as it is him, I should be desperate, provided that he loves me.

Although I knew in my heart that he had no love for me, I was still unwilling, and I wanted a dead answer.

So run out of the room to cover his words.

At that time, I was quite selfish, and I asked him this with my infertile self when I knew that he wanted to have children.

"Yuna, never. ”

He called out to me intimately, but Yun'er told me that he hadn't.

I reluctantly smiled to hide the loss in my heart and said, "Me too, I have never loved you, but I can't resist the temptation." ”

Xi Zhan kept frowning, he looked at me with deep eyes, and suddenly asked, "Are you still worried about Gu Tingchen?"

Do I care about Gu Tingchen, what does it have to do with him?

I said directly, "Remember." ”

He asked me indifferently, "Love?"

I replied firmly, "Love." ”

"In that case, why kiss me?"

I was stunned in place, and heard Xi Zhan's cold tone say: "Since love is worthy of the feelings in your heart, if you want to kiss me just because I am handsome, then if you meet a handsome man again, you will have to do something similar to me to him, do you think Gu Tingchen will need this kind of affection?"

Will Gu Tingchen need it?!

Xi Zhan: Is he educating me?

I didn't know at the time that Xi Zhan's heart was particularly sacred to love, and the love he wanted was unswerving for a lifetime.

At that time, he didn't agree with my view of love from the bottom of his heart.

I bit my lip and didn't speak, Xi Zhan's voice was cold and smashed on the ground piece by piece like an ice lump, and said: "I'm not trying to criticize you for anything, I hope you can be firm in your heart, before you love the next person, you have to understand what it means, is it a simple liking or do you want to follow for the rest of your life?"

Just now, Xi Zhan asked me a question before kissing me, "Then do you know what this means?"

I opened my mouth and asked, "What does the second brother mean?"

The author has something to say –

Today, because I'm too busy, I won't divide the chapter.,The content of this chapter is worth the word count of 3 chapters.,Thank you for your support~You can leave a positive message~Brother Tong loves all little angels~

Another point is that the heroine's emotions are now in a state of entanglement and torment, and this state needs to be overcome by herself.

And it's not so easy to be with Xi Zhan, that man spoils her, but he also has his own bottom line and requirements for love, and now he won't get close to Shi Sheng.

Because he's waiting.

Patiently, etc.

He is willing to take his time.