(7) It's better to make your own decisions than to discuss
It was originally a very funny comment, but it was so funny that Su Mu couldn't help but want to take a screenshot and send it to Moments to share with everyone. However, what she didn't expect was that in the end, it would turn out to be such a result. She suddenly felt a little helpless, and when she put down her phone, she couldn't help but sigh.
Of course, that's true, but it doesn't seem so easy to want her to give up now.
Maybe it's really hard to grow up with a boy, or maybe there's really no way to go to the end with him, of course, she also understands that she has to pay a lot of price along the way, but she still wants to accompany him on that part of the journey.
Thinking about it, Su Mu, who was nested in the quilt, gradually became sleepy, and fell asleep directly without saying a word to Ling Feng. When she woke up the next day, all the dreams she could recall were scenes of choosing gifts for Ling Feng. She dreamed of almost everything she could think of, even nine hundred and ninety-nine roses, but when she woke up, she still didn't know what she was going to give.
Because he woke up earlier than the alarm clock, Su Mu felt that the cat was searching for various software in the quilt to what kind of gift to give. After she picked up her phone in a daze, she was frightened by the prompt on her phone and woke up. She rubbed her eyes several times, trying to prove that it was she who was dazzled, but the facts made it abundantly clear to her that what she was seeing was the right hint.
Twenty-three missed calls.
Thirty-four unread messages.
It's all from Ling Feng.
Su Mu never thought that she would be bombarded with phones one day, and she held the phone, not knowing whether she should be glad that she was silent or regret that she didn't turn on the ringtone.
Really, I haven't slept so early before, why did I sleep like this yesterday? And I still slept so dead, I didn't say I woke up once after so many dreams, and I really didn't make sense of it.
Seeing that it was about to be time for Ling Feng's morning self-study, Su Mu gritted his teeth and sent a message to Ling Feng, taking the initiative to confess his mistake.
"I'm sorry, I was probably so tired yesterday that I didn't pay attention and fell asleep. ”
Although Ling Feng, who hadn't gotten down early for self-study, knew that Su Mu would not get up at this time, but somehow, he always felt that he would definitely receive news from Su Mu, so for the remaining ten minutes, he kept looking at the table where the student's mobile phone was placed, as if he could see whether his mobile phone was on or not by looking at it like this.
However, he couldn't see it at all, not only because his phone was buried, even if it was placed on top, it didn't reflect light, and the privacy film he put on it would also block his view.
So he began to complain about why he put that privacy film on it.
If you want to say how Ling Feng feels in his heart now, he actually doesn't know how to describe it, including last night, he knew that Su Mu was asleep, but he still wanted to call her, and he was vaguely expecting that Su Mu would wake up and answer him on the phone, even if he just said a word, so that at least it could prove that he was still important in her heart.
Although there is no basis for this.
Finally got through to the end of class, Ling Feng was the first to impulsively put his mobile phone in front of the table and flipped out his mobile phone. When he saw the message sent by Su Mu on his mobile phone, he smiled and breathed a sigh of relief. Although the content of the message seemed a little stiff, at least he got an explanation, and that was it.
After all, yesterday was also when he only cared about playing games and didn't look at the time, so he didn't know when Su Mu fell asleep. If you want to say who is responsible for the mistake, then of course he is also responsible, since Su Mu gave him the steps down, then he must run down.
"Why did you wake up so early?"
"I went to bed early last night. Didn't you attend class?"
The moment Ling Feng sent the message, Su Mu knew that the two of them were actually just whitewashing the peace. In the hearts of both of them, there are some unsolved knots, no matter what the reason is buried in their hearts and not spoken, this will eventually become a problem and an obstacle in the future. She actually wanted to ask these questions for a moment, but when she thought that Ling Feng was about to go to class, if she couldn't finish speaking, when he finished class, he would continue to whitewash the peace as if nothing had happened, then it was pointless to say it or not, it was better to let Ling Feng go to class well. So she also deliberately deviated the topic, and there were a few sentences of "class" and "class" back and forth in the morning, and she never seized all the time to talk about it like before.
So Su Mu knew that something had quietly changed between her and Ling Feng, and this change was usually a precursor to a breakup. So it seemed like she was going to have to prepare for the last thing she wanted to see.
Although she had always adhered to the idea of "abandoning others first if she didn't want to be abandoned by others", at this time, Su Mu was curious, and wanted to know if Ling Feng would do what she imagined.
When Nianbei came to work in the afternoon, Su Mu mentioned the gift to her again. Nianbei didn't say anything new, so the two of them got together, feeling why when they got older and had more economic strength, they were not as romantic as they were when they had no money in their pockets.
In this regard, Nianbei's thoughts are quite different from Su Mu's. Nianbei always felt that this was because Su Mu didn't like Ling Feng so much, or Ling Feng didn't do it to the point where Su Mu was willing to pay, otherwise, if he liked someone, he would uncontrollably want to be good to the other party, even if the other party refused thousands of times, he would never give up until the last moment, so he wouldn't worry about romance at all. As for Su Mu, he just felt that he was really old and too lazy to move, and he felt that he really didn't send a red envelope directly during this kind of festival. Mind or something, the money is in place, and as for the rest, you really don't have to think too much.
The two of them argued for a long time about this point of view, and finally Nian Bei came to a conclusion.
It's too difficult to chase Su Mu, and one thing that is even harder than chasing her is to make her fall in love with each other.
In fact, Nianbei wanted to say that Su Mu was selfish, but to a certain extent, Su Mu didn't seem to have done anything wrong. For example, although she may not fall in love with someone, if she agrees to be with him, Su Mu will also fulfill the responsibilities that all girlfriends should fulfill, she can tolerate all the shortcomings of a man to the greatest extent, as long as she does not touch her bottom line, she will never make any excessive demands, let alone reach out to a man to ask for a gift. She can do everything by herself, she won't bother her boyfriend to help, and if her boyfriend has a problem, she will offer to help solve it. If a man buys a gift or gives out a red envelope, Su Mu will also find a time and excuse to return all these things, and the value may even be higher. She will not ask questions like other women, hold on to the past, quarrel and cry at every turn. She tries her best to play the role of a good girlfriend, but only she knows whether she loves that person or not.
And the answer is usually no.
Nianbei didn't understand this, and Su Mu told her that no matter what kind of environment she was in, she had the right to protect herself. She never minded giving action and money for a person, which is why it gives people the illusion, but even so, she has never given her heart. Because she knows very well that long-term love is a minority, and it is the best choice not to have any hope when she knows that she cannot be consummated, and to do her best to protect herself.
Su Mu's tone and attitude were very normal when she said this, but somehow, Nianbei always felt as if she was crying. She didn't know why, but she could always feel a very strange sadness all around Su Mu at this time, which would make people feel a little distressed, but it made people dare not approach. So she completely lost the idea of continuing to discuss with her, and Su Mu gradually quieted down.
Because there was no one in the store, Su Mu began to turn up Taobao in the afternoon. When Ling Feng mentioned that she was going to celebrate her birthday yesterday, she had already made plans to go to Ling Feng, so she only had four days left, so she didn't have much time to choose a gift, and if she wanted to buy it online, she could only choose SF, otherwise it would be too late. She didn't want this kind of important day, the gift had to be made up for Ling Feng later, she couldn't say it, if she wanted to break up in the future, maybe Ling Feng would have to talk about this matter.
When Su Mu, Weiyang and Le Duo mentioned her idea, they all felt that Su Mu was thinking too much. If a man doesn't have this amount of belly and still talks about this kind of thing when he breaks up, he is really not a person to rely on. But Su Mu doesn't think so, she has always felt that both men and women are eager to be cared for in this aspect of falling in love, even if they don't love each other, after being together, they will hope that they will get each other's special and different care from others. This is the right of everyone in love, and it does not change because of gender. Therefore, Su Mucai always felt that Ling Feng also deserved this kind of care, and then he always felt that he felt like this, so he put himself in.
Su Mu actually felt quite strange, logically speaking, in fact, Ling Feng didn't do anything more than the others. On the contrary, when it came to taking care of people, Ling Feng really only did some superficial work, he didn't realize that he had to think more about Su Mu, he wanted to be in front of Su Mu in everything, in life, let alone at work. Although he said that he could help Su Mu do some work during the holidays, when he played a little temper, he often delayed Su Mu's normal work. He never listened to Su Mu's explanations, and always only followed his ideas. Su Mu had actually expected these things at the beginning, but maybe it was because of impulsiveness that her brain stopped working, so she kept ignoring these, and now that she has calmed down, these facts are in front of her.
At this time, Su Mu was actually still making excuses for Ling Feng, just like the night before, she would tell his friend that Ling Feng was still young, and it was normal for him to not be able to do this or have some immature ideas, after all, he had always been used to being at home, and everything he wanted could be satisfied, and he never had to consider the feelings of others. So he couldn't give Su Mu a life she wanted like a person with social experience, so she could only wait, and she could only use her own experience to guide him without affecting him in other aspects. Although she also knows that she may have failures, and she may also do things like "the predecessors planted trees and the later people enjoy the shade", but she feels that she likes him, so she is willing to pay.
So love is a very wonderful thing, sometimes desperately want to get, and it has nothing to do with love, and sometimes you know that you can't be together, but you love to death.
Su Mu struggled on the Internet for a long time, and finally chose to choose, but he still chose a Lingmei fountain pen that he commonly used. Nianbei knew that when she placed the order, he rolled his eyes fiercely, and then said to Su Mu very disappointed:
"Sure enough, you can't expect someone like you to make any romantic decisions. ”
"What's wrong? I think it's good to give him a signature pen, and he can use this one I gave him to sign or something in the future, and you can also carry it with you, isn't it very convenient and practical?"
"Eldest sister, what do you want for your eighteenth birthday gift, what do you want to be convenient and practical! What do you want is romance, okay? You are so serious, it is really better to buy flowers for more than 500 yuan!"
For Su Mu's answer, as well as the innocent and innocent eyes she looked at her, Nian Bei just wanted to slap himself unconscious. But this is not an excessive answer, what is even more excessive is Su Mu's next words.
"I'm going to look for him, I can't wait for him at the station with a big bouquet of roses, right? And it's easy for flowers to go bad, and they die after a few days, so why should I spoil them? The most important thing is that the flowers should not have been given to me? I haven't received any flowers, so I don't feel a loss if I give them away first, and it's as if I'm upside down. ”
"My mother, aren't you working upside down now? Do you calculate how much you've taken on him? Take time and energy, be a girlfriend and a mother, don't you say it's upside down, you just say you're upside down if you send a flower? It's not that what kind of thoughts you have, I really can't understand it. ”
"Then look at it, you can understand, then I'm not me, what's the matter, I'm amazing, right? Or you recognize me as a big brother, you will definitely have a good life with me in the future, and I will definitely take you to eat and drink, and be happy together." How about it, let's just worship the two of us at night!" 2k reading net