Chapter 11: Telling the Heartfelt Feelings is Hard to Accept

When Ouyang Feng took the driver and rushed to Xu Lanru's house recklessly carrying the vegetables, not far from home, he saw Lanru rinsing his clothes in the stream under the ravine, he put down the vegetables in his hand and asked the driver to wait on it, and he slowly went down to the creek along the path by the ditch.

Seeing Ouyang Feng, Xu Lanru was startled at first, and then hurriedly asked: "Why are you so early? Are you kicked out by your wife, and you are not at home to accompany the children on today's rest day?"

Ouyang Feng said: "I'm here to check the work of the base station, by the way, look at you, my wife and children are all in the provincial capital, and I am here alone." He watched her roll up her trouser legs and stand in the cold stream, her calves were cold and red, but the red revealed jade-like tender skin, and his heart ached.

What a good woman, Ouyang Feng was very emotional in his heart, he looked at her lovingly, and found that those beautiful eyes were so red and swollen that he had obviously cried for a long time before staying. He asked suspiciously, "Quarreled with him?"

"No, it's a child. Xu Lanru didn't tell the truth.

"I know your suffering, and I have felt good about you since I met you. Ouyang Feng's tenderness deeply infected Lan Ru's heart, but this infection seemed to her to be just a kind of sympathy.

"I'm not that good. Hearing Ouyang Feng say this, Lan Ru's eyes were hazy with tears again. She didn't dare to look at Ouyang Feng's gaze.

"Let me tell you something, my dad said that the date of his trip will be set in a few days, and the specific date has not been decided, and he will come at the end of the month at the latest. ”

"Really, that's great, we will hold a grand welcome ceremony to welcome President Qin to the mountain city to inspect the work!" Ouyang Feng was so excited that he grabbed Lan Ru's hand, eager to hug her into his arms.

Lan Ru lowered her head, her mouth twitched, and she shook her hand that was grabbed by Ouyang Feng in a hurry.

Ouyang Feng let go, and suddenly remembered a poem he had recited when he was in college, and he stretched out his arms and said loudly to the high mountains, with bold feelings. Recite it aloud:

You're the woman I stayed up all night and didn't dare to bother again

In this dusty world

Only your happiness in the future

That's why I feel so sorry for you now

The passion of life

Flooded it as thin as water

It's like this in the cool mist of the early morning

Turn your and my sobriety into the awakening of life

At this moment, we all woke up......

Although I can't decide your appearance

I can't control your departure

But the only thing I can do is it

It is to cherish all the unexpected encounters

............

Ouyang Feng still wanted to recite it, but found that Lan Ru had two lines of tears on her face, and her beautiful and full breasts fully reflected that her youth was so beautiful, and she fell together with his high passion. He discovers that she is also an emotionally fragile woman.

"Ouyang, you are so literate......" she said excitedly.

Ouyang's name is Ouyang, his inner world is as sweet as honey, in fact, this kind of involuntary calling his name, even she herself is not clear, at this moment, her brain is blank, and the only memory left in her heart is the man wearing a white short-sleeved shirt, this man's white shirt has been deeply rooted in her heart.

It's just an indescribable feeling, not love, because love is also a blank in her inner world. Slim and insignificant.

The sun climbed over the opposite mountain and shone into the ravine, and the water surface turned up with silver white spots. Like a pretty star.

The driver, Lao Liu, immediately hurried down and took over the clothes that Xu Lanru was carrying.

Xu Lanru walked in front, she turned to Ouyang Feng and said, "I'll go back first, you will come over later." ”

He understood what she meant. A wise woman hides her heart. And Lanru is even more like hiding behind the moon. The dust has been opened.

When Xu Qingming saw Ouyang Feng, he seemed to be a different person today. insisted on getting out of bed and accompanying him to sit outside.

As soon as he sat down, he pulled up Ouyang Feng's homely routine. He said that one year for Lanru's tuition, he really couldn't make up the money, so he went to the opposite door mountain to steal trees and sell them, but he was found out, and there was no fine, so he was sent to the public security bureau and locked him up for more than ten days, and the life in the house was better than at home, he ate on time every day, and there was meat to eat every few days, and on the day he was sent in, he was eating meat at noon, all fat, and someone saw that he was pitiful and gave him two more pieces of fatty meat, and as a result, he had diarrhea in it, and he was pulled until he came back.

Look at what he said with relish: At that time, it was good to be a cell boss, someone massaged every day, someone fed your food, and even someone wiped your butt after you pooped......

Seeing that he was happy, the county magistrate Ouyang asked: Didn't you say that you would be beaten if you went in?

He suddenly became more interested, and he was sure to fight, and that day a man told me to climb down, and he rode on me, and asked me where I was, and I said that I was in bed, and another one came up, and asked me where I was, and asked me five or six times in a row, and more and more people came up to ride me, and then almost crushed me to death. Later, I found out that it was said that I had arrived in Beijing. They will let you go, how do I know this!" He couldn't speak, but Ouyang Feng still understood what he meant.

Talking about that experience, it is impossible to tell that he is a terminal cancer patient. I couldn't be happier. Going to prison in the past is a glory.

Lan Ru had never heard of it, and felt that he was bragging.

He was anxious and said: County magistrate, you really ask me if I have any impact on the child's future and Lanru after I have passed there.

Ouyang Feng saw that he was serious, and he also believed it a little, so he said, small things have no impact, big things must have an impact.

He pestered Ouyang Feng again, asking what was a big deal and what was a small matter. It made Ouyang Feng's head bigger.

The dishes were bought by Ouyang Feng, but cooking is Lanru's business, there are not many dishes per dish, there are five dishes and one soup, three bowls of chicken and fish,

Two side dishes, one egg soup.

Ouyang Feng looked at it, saliva flowed out, he took chopsticks, put some in each bowl of dishes, put it in his mouth, and tasted it carefully, only to find that he wanted to be colored and tasteful, and the fragrance of the wind really intoxicated him.

Lan Ru, who was sweaty, stood there and watched Ouyang Feng eat deliciously. I was very happy in my heart, this was the first time in her life that she cooked for a man other than her husband, and this man was a man who was interesting to herself.

At this moment, he forgot that Xu Qingming was standing next to him, and said to Ouyang Feng emotionally: "If you feel delicious, you can eat more." ”

A simple and ordinary sentence moved Ouyang Feng, but Xu Qingming was very bitter when he heard it, he understood that Lan Ru was only in his thirties, after he left this world, he would definitely find a man, and it was also his wish to have a man to rely on, think about it, this life has passed like this, not to mention Lan Ru, but also to harm the two children, he was depressed in his heart, and said to them that he was not feeling well, so he left the table and lay on the bed weakly.

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