The last time I came to Beijing, the two of them didn't buy a ticket when they went back, and they sat on their suitcases for seven hours, so for the capital Beijing, the two of them more or less had some shadows. So this time, in order to avoid such a situation, the two of them deliberately went to the airport in advance, but they didn't expect that there was a problem in the end.

The problem was still with Ling Feng's suitcase.

The wine that the two of them bought for their respective fathers in Suzhou had been kept in Ling Feng's suitcase, because they didn't need to pay attention to this thing when they took the high-speed train, so the two of them completely forgot about it, and only found out that they existed when they went through the security check.

Because they can't bring alcohol on the plane, they definitely can't be brought on the plane, but because this is a gift for the elders, and they can't be thrown away, so the two of them are a little embarrassed, but fortunately, the airport service staff told them that there is a courier at the airport, but it is far away, which may delay their boarding.

In this case, Ling Feng would definitely choose to send the courier, so after he settled Su Mu, he quickly ran to the express station, and then rushed back as fast as he could, and he didn't dare to rest for half a minute, so he came back before boarding the plane.

During the time that Ling Feng left, Su Mu was actually blaming herself, because she asked Ling Feng to put the things in, she felt that it was really troublesome to hold them alone, and her own box was already full, so she put it in Ling Feng's box. She knew that Ling Feng never checked in his suitcase, but she didn't remind him the night before, and when she was alone before, she would have mailed all these things away in advance, but when she was with Ling Feng, she didn't think of this, causing him to run away like this, she felt very guilty. Moreover, Ling Feng didn't say anything wrong with her in this situation, and kept telling her that he hadn't thought it through, which made Su Mu feel even more uncomfortable.

Ling Feng didn't know that Su Mu was thinking so many things in his heart, he thought that her unhappiness was because he hadn't checked his luggage carefully, which made him become a little cautious, for fear that he would do something else to make Su Mu unhappy. The two of them kept going all the way, worrying about each other losing their temper with themselves, which made the atmosphere very awkward.

After arriving in Beijing, because the hotel had been booked in advance, the two of them went directly to the hotel. After all, it's really tiring after a day of walking, not to mention, Su Mu's body hasn't rested well, and he doesn't really want to go anywhere else. And that night is the time of the concert, and the two of them always have to take a break and eat something before they have the strength to participate, so that there is still time for it.

Because they already had the experience of watching concerts, this time the two of them were not as flustered as before, everything went according to plan, and it was not until after entering the venue that Ling Feng began to look for his classmate who had agreed to watch the concert together.

To be honest, if Ling Feng hadn't mentioned this matter, Su Mu didn't actually have the idea of coming to see this concert, firstly, because she had saved the money for the tickets, and she did feel a little painful when she took out four thousand yuan at once, but she had always wanted to go to Taipei to see it, not in the mainland, so she was thinking that when she had the opportunity to go to Taipei in the future, she would watch this again. However, since Ling Feng had this idea, and if she could help Ling Feng fulfill this wish, it would be worth it, so she didn't tell Ling Feng the truth.

What's more, Ling Feng aside, the content of this concert, Su Mu felt that it could be regarded as fulfilling her dream when she was young.

Then it's worth it to come here for thousands of miles.

Throughout the concert, Su Mu was much more active than Ling Feng, because every song they sang had Su Mu's memories of the past. People always say that only older people like to remember, but Su Mu never felt that way. She has always believed that memories are a great way to relax, because it allows you to know what you have been through every step of the way, what is right, what is wrong, what is to continue and meaningful, and what you have to stop and correct.

In addition to Ling Feng's matter, Su Mu is based on these memories to revise her future form direction little by little, if there is no Ling Feng's existence, in fact, she has a long way to go in the future, she has already planned in advance, she will live a step-by-step life in the confusion of the public, and make her own choices in her own way, crazy and chic. But after having Ling Feng, she threw herself on Ling Feng's body, everything centered on Ling Feng, but the result was still a mess, and there was no improvement at all.

Some people say that good love doesn't necessarily let you know what you want, but bad love will definitely let you know what you don't want. When Su Mu was with Ling Feng, she found that although she still didn't know how she should get along with the other party, she knew that completely attaching herself to another person was not and could never be her choice. You give willingly, but the person who doesn't love you will not understand you because he gave up something, and even blame you for why you gave up, and he didn't ask you to do it. Su Mu now felt that she was in such an environment, she gave up a lot of things for Ling Feng, just to accommodate Ling Feng and want to give him a better life, but while Ling Feng was enjoying it, she completely ignored her sacrifice, not to mention, and warned him not to put all the responsibility on him, these things were all done voluntarily by Su Mu, and they had nothing to do with him at all.

If you want to say that she is not cold, it is false, she has done so many things, but in exchange for only such a sentence, she has not collapsed, which already shows that her ability to bear it is very strong. But the adult world is like this, almost all the time there are things that can make people collapse, but everyone has to persevere, even crying has to wait until the dead of night, after crying, it will be as if nothing has happened.

Nothing can stop them from living, and those pressures from society and family have been forcing them to move forward without stopping at all. So even if Su Mu becomes like this, she will always greet customers with a smile when she receives them, even if she is still arguing with Ling Feng in the last second, the quarrel is dark, and her tears are running wildly, if a customer appears in the next second, she will immediately wipe away her tears and greet her with a smile.

The adult world can't tolerate collapse, because all the going will go according to the plan, and no link can tolerate the existence of mistakes.

Ling Feng never understood why Su Mu never seemed to have any way to decompress. Putting aside the affairs of the two of them and the grievances at work, Su Mu basically didn't do anything else because of these things except for mentioning some things to him. Speaking of which, Su Mu suffered a lot of grievances, but she always seemed to say that she would forget when she turned around, as long as she finished talking to him, as if none of these things had happened, she still maintained a good state to work and face customers coming and going.

In the past, Ling Feng still felt that Su Mu's ability to bear it was not good, but now it seems that he is prejudiced against Su Mu. Her ability to withstand it was much stronger than he expected, but despite this, he still caused her to suffer such a huge amount of damage that it took her so long to recover. And at this time, he still blindly felt that the problem was Su Mu's body, and it had nothing to do with him.

However, when he found out about this, it was too late, those wounds on Su Mu's body had completely lost their ability to heal, they made Su Mu's whole person become hysterical and unreasonable, even if he used all his love and tolerance, it would be difficult to let these wounds heal again.

Of course he regretted it, regretted that he had made things like this, but what could be done?

As Su Mu said, the person you liked when you were eighteen years old is too difficult to hold hands and grow old together, and this relationship will eventually become a gray dream, reminding life in many moments in the future, reminding you that there was once such an amazing person, and you can't leave him behind.

Maybe after a long time, Su Mu will become the person who haunts him, no, it won't be long after, after he clearly knows that he really lost Su Mu, she has already become the white moonlight in his heart.

It's a pity that he didn't understand this at the time.

After the concert ended, Su Mu seemed unsatisfied, and when she was waiting to go out, her mind was full of memories of when she was eighteen years old, and Ling Feng said that he didn't actually feel anything, because what they sang was what Su Mu would listen to at that time, and it was too different from what they were exposed to.

Maybe it was because she was too happy tonight, Su Mu didn't take what Ling Feng said to heart, but when she heard this, she wanted to tell Ling Feng that he was actually not qualified to say so in front of her. Because if he hadn't mentioned this matter, Su Mu wouldn't have come to listen, and the tickets were all bought by Su Mu, which would make sense to her. He can casually evaluate the quality of this concert when others mention it, saying that he has a sense of experience, but he can't say half a word in front of Su Mu.

In the past, Su Mu could endure it, but later she felt that since she was the closest person and took on all his worst tempers, wouldn't she be qualified to accept all his good? Could it be that as a couple, she just wanted to be a trash can for each other's bad emotions and couldn't enjoy the best treatment that the other party could give?

What is the rationale for this?

Every time Su Mu and Ling Feng mentioned this matter, Ling Feng would definitely say that he didn't do it, and as for whether he really had this, in fact, the two of them knew it, sometimes Su Mu wanted to save face for him and was reluctant to mention this matter, but sometimes Su Mu felt that it was useless to save him any face, it was better to let him recognize these shortcomings in him as soon as possible, so that she would suffer a little less damage.

Because of the long time spent waiting for the subway, Ling Feng was afraid that both sides would not be interesting, so he called his classmates over and waited with them. But in the end, it became the two of them chatting, and Su Mu listened on the side. Of course, Su Mu didn't mind this matter, on the contrary, she was very happy to hear about Ling Feng's previous experience, and if it was her, she would meet a classmate she had known for a long time, she might not care about Ling Feng's feelings.

The time of waiting seemed to speed up in this situation, and although the people in front looked like a lot, it seemed that after a while, it was their turn. It was a pity that Ling Feng's classmates were not going in the same direction as them, so they said goodbye in advance. When the two of them were on their way back, they began to discuss where they would go the next day.

Beijing Su Mu had come too many times, plus she had also been here with Ling Feng once last time, she really didn't know what else she wanted to go to but didn't go, so she quietly made a plan, wanting to go home with Ling Feng directly the next day.

Anyway, the tickets at this time are easy to buy, even if you buy a ticket at that time, you will definitely be able to buy them, so Su Mu is not worried about the problem of tickets, but she didn't expect that the next day she hadn't said anything about it, Ling Feng first told her something that made her so angry that she didn't know how to describe it.

He told her to go back first because he was going to another place to attend his classmate's college entrance banquet.

This was originally a very normal thing, and Su Mu also understood it very well, originally she didn't want to participate in these activities of theirs, but he wanted to add "It's inconvenient to bring your girlfriend", which made Su Mu feel very angry. I don't know where it's inconvenient to take my girlfriend there, she has never taken care of them when she eats, drinks and plays, so is it because there will be other girls going to go?

In other words, this is to create an opportunity for those sisters and sisters in his school to get together again?

As soon as Ling Feng saw that Su Mu's demeanor had changed, he knew that Su Mu had thought of this. This made him feel very embarrassed, and immediately explained to Su Mu that he was worried that they wouldn't be able to take care of her when they played, and he was afraid that she would be angry, and there would be no other girls at all. This Su Mu was even more unacceptable, he didn't save any face for Ling Feng, and directly replied a few words:

"You can't take care of me when I'm by your side, so if I go back by myself, you can take care of me? When the time comes, won't I be annoyed if I don't call, don't send messages, and don't reply? I don't have any news from you, do you call you over and over again? Can you guarantee that these things I said won't happen? Or can you guarantee that even if this is the case, you won't take me with me?"