Chapter 147: Draw Me a Picture

The four people who sat at a table to eat, Zhao Lan didn't listen to the things outside the window, and ate his own food wholeheartedly, and he couldn't care about the affairs of adults.

Zhuo Ziyuan felt guilty, and he didn't know how to face Tong Xue.

Tong Xue especially wanted to forget the ruthless man in front of her, but she couldn't help but approach him, she didn't plan to come to Dragon Valley, Liu Yang said that Zhuo Ziyuan would also come, so she agreed to come, she was very conflicted.

Li Xinyuan is the most active, she will let Tong Xue eat this for a while, and she will give Zhuo Ziyuan a dish for a while, at this time, she shows her cheerful and eccentric nature.

"Sister Tong Xue, how do I feel that you are not very happy today. ”

"What's not fun, I'm having a lot of fun. Tong Xue said stubbornly.

"Oh~ I see. Li Xinyuan said, secretly saying a word next to Tong Xue's ear.

"Dead girl, what nonsense. Tong Xue blushed and looked at Zhuo Ziyuan, and scolded with a smile.

"If it weren't for that, then you must have something unhappy, didn't my brother say that you did well in the exam, you should be happy. ”

"Yes, I did well in the exam, what's not to be happy about, don't think about it. ”

"Then you didn't bother us all morning. Li Xinyuan didn't believe it.

"Haven't I been playing with my classmates? ”

"Yuan'er, you are endless, eat well, eat without words, do you understand. "Zhuo Ziyuan interrupted Li Xinyuan, there are so many things about you.

"Hmph, I haven't seen you don't talk when I'm eating at home. Li Xinyuan pulled the food.

After lunch, the weather was too hot, everyone dispersed, some still went to play the next project in groups, some people took the restaurant to blow the air conditioner, and some girls walked around hand in hand.

Zhuo Ziyuan accompanied Li Xinyuan and Zhao Lan to the lake, they chose the largest tree, of course, the shade is also the largest, very close to the lake, you can clearly feel the coolness of the lake, and there is a bench, just within the shade of the tree.

Under the shade of the trees, Li Xinyuan set up a drawing board, Zhao Lan helped on the side, and Zhuo Ziyuan lay on the lawn with his eyes closed, which was really comfortable.

Gradually, the female classmates also appeared by the lake, seeing that a girl in the same group was actually painting here, they were also curious to come over to watch for a while, Tong Xue came with the other two girls, and the other two classmates went to watch Li Xinyuan paint, Tong Xue came to Zhuo Ziyuan's side and kicked him.

Zhuo Ziyuan opened his eyes and saw that it was Tong Xue, and wanted to stand up immediately, but he didn't stand still and fell down again.

"Poof. Tong Xue looked at Zhuo Ziyuan's nervous appearance, and his heart suddenly relaxed, he didn't care about himself at all, "What are you nervous about." ”

"No, it's just that the sun is a little dizzy, and I didn't stand still for a while. Zhuo Ziyuan, who got up again, said.

"Open your eyes and talk nonsense, and sit down with me over there. Tong Xue said and walked out of the protection of this big tree.

Zhuo Ziyuan looked around, he really opened his eyes and said nonsense, they were standing under the shade of the tree, where did the sun come from.

followed Tong Xue to another tree where no one was around, Tong Xue generously sat directly on the grass, leaning on the trunk, and Zhuo Ziyuan also sat next to the trunk.

"Zhuo Ziyuan, why don't you want to go to Kyoto?" After waiting for a while, Tong Xue looked at the lake not far away, and finally started what she had always wanted to say.

"That city is not for me. Zhuo Ziyuan sighed.

"Zhuo Ziyuan, do you really have no feelings for me at all?" Tong Xue turned her head and looked into Zhuo Ziyuan's eyes.

Zhuo Ziyuan looked at her from afar, unable to answer, he didn't know how to open his mouth so as not to hurt the girl in front of him, although he knew that he had hurt her.

"If I go to Dongxing with you, can you try to accept me?" Tong Xue continued to ask.

Zhuo Ziyuan organized the language in his heart, how should he answer.

"As long as you want, I can ask my dad to find someone to find a relationship, and I will go to Dongxing with you, even if it doesn't work, it's a big deal to repeat my studies for a year, and I'll go to you again next year." Tong Xue was a little hysterical, with a cry in her voice.

"Tong Xue, I know your intentions, and I am also grateful for your favor. ”

"I don't want your thanks, I want you to like me too. Tong Xue didn't wait for Zhuo Ziyuan to speak, she shouted out excitedly, tears couldn't stop flowing, she knew that when this conversation was over, they would also end, there was no longer any possibility, she also fantasized about not saying it and keeping a seed, but she didn't want to deceive herself.

"Tong Xue, listen to me, okay, you are very good, very good, not to mention beautiful, good grades, better character, never rely on your family background, if you want to say that someone doesn't like you, it is estimated that no one will believe it, but like is not love, do you understand? In the past few years, I can feel everything you have done, and I am also very moved, to say that I don't feel anything about you at all, that would be a lie, but I can't say that I love you because of this feeling, and I am even worse for you to give up your dreams because of me, which is very irresponsible, this is not the love I imagined. ”

"Then what kind of love do you imagine?" The words have already been spoken, even with tears, Tong Xue is strong enough to draw an end to this relationship.

"It's not because it's moved, it's not for repayment, it's not for monetary gain, it's just heartbeat, it's that I like you, you like me, it's as simple and pure. Zhuo Ziyuan looked at the lake and said longingly.

Listening to Zhuo Ziyuan's words, Tong Xue smiled self-deprecatingly, "Simple, do you know why I like you?"

Zhuo Ziyuan shook his head.

"There's no reason, I just like it, I remember that at first I was a little disgusted with you, because you robbed me of my honor. ”

"I'm really sorry about that, I didn't mean to. Zhuo Ziyuan shrugged his shoulders relaxedly.

"Later, once I was reading English in the morning next to the playground, I saw you running in the morning, facing the sun, you were running on the playground, kept running, and somehow, I was fascinated, and I couldn't extricate myself from it, whether it was before or after I met you, I didn't care much about boys, but after that time, you were like engraved in my mind, how can I not erase it, I look forward to seeing you on the playground every day, when I don't see you, I am worried about whether you are sick, Something happened, I look forward to one day you can find the quiet attention to you, and then I took the initiative to find you, and began to find all kinds of excuses to approach you, and the closer I got to you, the more I understood you, the more I couldn't extricate myself. Even if you later said something like that to me, saying that you didn't talk about boyfriend and girlfriend in high school, I knew you were refusing, but I couldn't help it, because I couldn't bear to see you every day, and I had to pretend that the relationship was very average, I was looking forward to my persistence to move you, I was looking forward to living in your heart one day, and slowly, I got used to this state, and it was good. ”

After a pause, Tong Xue looked at Zhuo Ziyuan and asked rhetorically, "Why do you say I like you?"

"I guess it's exciting. ”

"Yes, my heart is moved, but you don't move, what's the use? Do you really think you can find the love you want?"

"I guess so. Zhuo Ziyuan replied uncertainly.

"You know, growing up so big, I've never been jealous of other girls, because others are either not as beautiful as me or not as smart as me, but after I met you, I began to be jealous of two girls. ”

"You're talking about Yuan'er, she's just my sister. Zhuo Ziyuan could only think of Li Xinyuan, and he didn't know who the other person Tong Xue was talking about.

"Sister, even if it's a sister, I can get along with you day and night, right? Tong Xue smiled bitterly.

"The other one, you don't mean Zhao Lan, right? ”

"I don't know who she is yet, those portraits you painted, so realistic, so expressive, so vivid, can you tell me who she is?"

Looking at Tong Xue looking at his eyes, Zhuo Ziyuan couldn't say that it was the little girl in his dream, he couldn't bear to be so perfunctory to this brave girl, a girl who was kind to him with her heart and lungs, this was the first time he had met in his two lives.

But Zhuo Ziyuan couldn't tell her that this was his daughter in his previous life, so he took a deep breath and finally summed up, "She was my lover in my previous life." ”

Tong Xue could hear his sincerity, but it made her even more confused.

"Zhuo Ziyuan, you can also draw a sub-painting for me, just give me a graduation gift, okay?"

"I haven't painted for a long time, I don't know how the painting is?" this time Zhuo Ziyuan is not shirking, since he completed the portrait of his daughter, he rarely paints with a brush, occasionally paints, but also the scenery of the painting, the scenery is not really, only you know, the person who paints is different, you have to at least let others recognize who is painting at a glance.

Tong Xue didn't speak, just stared at him quietly, seeing that Zhuo Ziyuan was a little restless, "Okay, okay, okay, I'll just draw it for you." ”

"Now, after talking to you, I feel much better. ”

Although Li Xinyuan's painting was not painted well, under the strong gaze of Tong Xue, she could only retreat and give up to Zhuo Ziyuan, Zhuo Ziyuan asked Tong Xue to sit on the bench and look at the lake, but Tong Xue was unwilling, and her eyes kept looking at Zhuo Ziyuan's direction.

While painting, while looking at Tong Xue's stubborn and affectionate eyes, Zhuo Ziyuan considered for the first time whether he was wrong, such a good girl, he let her down like this, whether he was really wrong.

While painting, he remembered the conversation with Tong Xue just now, and also remembered the bits and pieces of the past few years, remembered that she had found some clumsy excuses to get close to him, and remembered the girl who was anxiously waiting for news at the door of the police station, and saw him appear and immediately pounced on him.

Gradually, all the pictures changed to a beautiful girl, with a ponytail, sitting on a bench by the playground, holding a book in her hand, just looking at herself, smiling, smirking, smirking.

Zhuo Ziyuan seemed to have returned to the night when he painted the portrait of his daughter, he was completely immersed in his own world, the classmates around him walked a wave, another wave, and another wave, Tong Xue got up several times to see how he painted, but Zhuo Ziyuan didn't feel it at all.

A painting, painted for an hour and a half, looking at the painting in front of him, Zhuo Ziyuan was very satisfied, this should be the pinnacle of the portrait of his daughter, Tong Xue in the painting is green, moving, infatuated, he couldn't help but write down on the corner, infatuated people, and signed his name.

Tong Xue saw this painting, she didn't hold back her tears, she could see that Zhuo Ziyuan was not painting her today, although there were benches and trees, but she still saw it, Zhuo Ziyuan painted her who was waiting infatuately on the side of the playground, at this moment, she knew that no matter what, she still left traces in his heart.

The few students who stayed to watch didn't understand why the class leader was crying, although this painting was very realistic, but there was no need to cry.

Li Xinyuan was secretly jealous on the side, Zhuo Ziyuan had also painted her portrait, but she had never painted so fascinating, hum, one day...

Zhuo Ziyuan was inexplicably entangled, he didn't know what was wrong with him, his daughter's painting was because he missed it, what about this painting, and because of it, he definitely didn't miss it, whether he was really emotional, he had no way to find out.