When I got home, I didn't bother to eat, so I sat alone on the balcony with the lights on, smoked two cigarettes, and thought about everything this afternoon, and felt that I was indeed an exterminator.

In the past, he also had a lot of scandals, at that time I was in charge of this Qixuan, and I directly dealt with a lot of entertainment reporters in the entertainment industry, and the workload was very large, and those were very cumbersome things, but they were not as popular as they are today.

Then why do I have a very barren feeling in my heart, very panicked and nervous, as if I am going to lose something, this kind of fear is in it, according to this situation, in fact, I understand that the relationship between him and Bei Bei should not be a real feeling, but why am I so flustered?

Then I don't deal with this matter calmly as usual, why can't I communicate with him well, why do I have to eat a good way to tear the feelings of both parties very heartbreaking.

Why, in fact, I know the secret in my heart, because I love him, because I care about him, I can't let him leave my side again, I even look at a bright star, I think he is also like loving me, but I didn't expect him to do such a thing, is it for what?

Is it really that one of my reactions is too excessive, and makes people feel like a ruthless and unrighteous person?

Is there really such a thing?

But if it's really for some reason, I really don't want to think about it, I really don't want to dissect that little bit of truth in my heart.

I love him with myself, I have never doubted my love for him, maybe seeing this kind of scandal today makes me feel that something I have to break down.

I was even a little scared if I dared to show a little love training in the office at noon today, and the boy showed a kind of anger of his own.

This is something I can't bear, and maybe it's something he can't accept, and if this kind of thing happens in any situation and in any situation, then everything will be very sad and sad, and I will even hurt his feelings.

So I've been yelling at him all afternoon, and I think it's a lot wrong in this situation, and I know I don't allow myself to make a single mistake in the process, and the feeling between me and him is like a tightrope lock, shaky, and there is always the lowest possible possibility.

The individual stood alone and helpless on the balcony, letting his mind be chaotic and thinking.

At this time, my boss called me.

"I've already talked to him about things, his family Gore didn't mention anything, to change this agent, just to say that the recent work pressure is relatively high, and sometimes it may be of all aspects, uh, more anxious, and just happened to encounter such a thing, so the words will have some disputes with you, you also know that women sometimes a private space may indeed be squeezed by such a lot of people in society, we have to be tolerant and considerate, you go back and coax him, okay? Just give him a step down, men sometimes love face. ”

"Okay boss, I'll talk to him about this at the right time, I know, thank you. ”

Because Fei Yan's announcements should be relatively large, sometimes they may not see each other for a few days, which is considered very normal, they are all running around outside, and the crew is filming here, and they are catching up with this progress, and many things simply can't be separated.

As soon as I thought that these things had to be expressed myself, he had always thought that this was a proud man, so I would better go to him.

So today, I brought some snacks to visit his class, and of course he had a mushroom soup that I made for him to drink.

Of course, I may not have just brought one with me, it may have been with everyone, otherwise it would have been too obvious.

Lehi was very happy to see me, and directly asked me to keep discussing the future of this market, constantly discussing the arrangement of this character and the care of everyone, anyway, I was quite happy about that thing.

The director was busy filming the second part of the crew, so I didn't dare to disturb it, of course I saw that Fei Yan's stool was placed next to it, but he and this life assistant were not next to him, so I thought it was strange.

"He's just gone to the bathroom, he's still here, um, I was talking to him about a problem with the crew. ”

Lehi told me that he was already out, and I felt a faint sense of loss, and I felt as if he was deliberately avoiding me, and I didn't know what his mood was.

Could it be that this kind of embarrassment has really reached between me and him, or that everyone has such a bitterness with each other?

The weather on this location is very cold, today's scene is mainly on a hidden body, this is the cold winter wax moon, you think about it, the north wind is blowing, and it is snowing to shoot, this effect is difficult, this is a costume drama, and you can't wear too many clothes.

So after standing for a while, I felt as if I couldn't stand it, it was very cold, and I was completely anxious, and I could imagine that these actors had to jump into the frozen snow during the filming process, which was really uncomfortable.

Lehi seemed to be very experienced, as if he was pointing directly to the place behind me.

"You can go to the generator next to it, you can dip it in the back of this car, you can shelter from the wind over there, and it's a little warmer, if you have a cold at this time, it's not good, hurry up and take a look, because this can't drive the car up on this applause, so you can only stomp there." ”

I wrapped this scarf tightly in a down jacket, and my hat was completely cold, as if it was like a cold water, splashing directly on myself.

"Ok, you all pay attention, don't have a problem with catching a cold at this time, the wind here is really cold in winter, the moon is too cold, you can shoot here, I really served you." ”

"The director has said that in this place, I want to shoot this snowy scenery of the Great Wall, so there is an ancient feeling of emptiness, our drama is also a costume drama, this can reflect our long history, can reflect a sense of level, just hurry up and drink some hot boiled water, the hot boiled water in it is just boiled, warm. ”

Li Hai hurriedly asked the assistant to pour me a cup of hot coffee and handed it to me directly, I felt really warm after drinking the coffee, and only after drinking it did I see this Fei Yan coming over.

He didn't wear any masks, his nose was red from the cold, and he saw his assistant holding some sundries for him, and the assistant Xiao Wang had already seen me from afar, so he said a few words to him, but he only frowned, but he didn't say anything.

Oh, my god, this proud man is still putting up this score at this time, I don't know when and under what circumstances he provoked him, should he have yelled and made him unhappy that day?

As soon as he came back, he was immediately pulled by this director, and a preparation for the next play began, so he didn't have much time and opportunity to chat with me, and Xiao Wang came over to say hello to me directly.

"Sister Ou, why are you here? It's very windy and cold here, if you tell me in advance, I'll prepare some heating things for you, warm babies and other things, it's cold, you can't hold on without this warm baby." ”

I frowned and watched Fei Yan leave the back.

"Xiao Wang, what's going on with -6, it seems that his face is not very good, it seems to be a little pale, is it the cause of a cold and illness, pay attention to this situation, are you sick?"

"It seems to mean that I haven't slept well in the past two days, the quality of sleep is not very stable, and the most important thing is that the director also thinks that he is a little overweight, so there may be more requirements for body type, requiring that you must run 5 kilometers every morning, you come down to see that at 7:00 we will start to go out to work, and we can't eat supper at night, this thing does consume a lot of physical strength, and I can't eat a little full at noon, for this drama, it really consumes a lot of energy. ”

Well, it is true that as his life assistant also began to complain a little in this regard.

That tone, and I don't know what to say about this kind of thing, you have that profession as an actor, and you have a good actor, and you get the glamorous side, you have to conform to the laws of this market.

It is more in line with the director's requirements for the choice of this actor, this is the ironclad law that you must follow in this industry.

"Ah, I just brought some cordyceps sinensis chicken soup, then what about it, you can wait to get it from my car, you must drink this anyway, this can supplement a certain amount of nutrients, you know? You can try to eat less fixed food, but these soups can drink a little more energy, and keep your body shape better." ”

"Sister Ou, have you already quarreled with Fei Yan?"

I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect this matter to be so wide-ranging, even this life assistant knew about it, I thought it was good to laugh at this matter, and then simply pretended to be confused.

"Don't think about it so much, there's nothing to do, why quarrel?"

"Sister Ou, you don't know that he came back very late that day, I was going to call you, but he didn't let me call, so I don't know if it's because of alcohol allergies, that day he opened the red wine and drank it all, it seems to be in this washbasin, in fact, his eyes are red, I have never seen him lose his temper so much, so I don't know what caused him to be angry that night, I think it may not have anything to do with one of your reasons?"

I continued to pretend to be confused, of course I was shocked by the fact that I didn't have any thoughts, but I had to keep this steady and calm.

"There's nothing going on, it must be filming, but I'm so tired, it may be that I don't want to film, and I must be afraid that I will talk about him, so I must be reluctant to make this call." ”

I watched him from afar, he was working very seriously, and the book seemed to be concentrated in this state of work, and until Sunday, he was holding a lot of light shields, reflectors, and lighting to help the assistant photographer, all around him.

At this time, it is not good to disturb his work again, because after all, he has a more important play in the afternoon, and he has to wait for him to shoot for at least two hours before it can be finished.

I thought about going over and saying hello to the director, but seeing that the director was also busy, I guess I couldn't take into account what I said.

I explained a few words to Lehi about these work matters, and asked him to make an arrangement for his life and a physical health, and he must not get sick at will.

Then I explained to Xiao Wang about Fei Yan.

I'm really like a mother-in-law, that Tang monk, chattering, as if I am arranging these details in every detail.

After arranging, I drove down the hill.

Because the snow is very slippery, the mountain road is not so easy to walk, and there are no cars along the way, at this time you must be very serious, it is very easy, there will be some traffic accidents, so I drive very slowly and carefully.

By the time I hadn't driven down the hill, I was really frustrated, so I simply parked the car next to it, and opened the sunroof directly, and the cold green air poured in, and that little bit of heating in the air was immediately blown away.

I don't know if it's because of my mood or what the reason is, but I seem to really want to calm down and experience this biting cold wind.

I lit a cigarette, took two puffs and threw it away, I really didn't know that there were too many emotions in this matter, I didn't know that I had a very flustered feeling in my heart at this time, I seemed to have to find something to do, in order to calm down that little bit of emotion in my heart.

Well, I must make up my mind, I must make up my mind, I must not let Fei Yan think about me in this regard, because he is now a bright star driving on the highway, and I must make a decision in this regard.

I picked up my phone and called Luo Jin directly.

The other party must have been on a business trip abroad, so the echo of my mobile phone was a little loud, as if I was standing in a very open place, listening to the buzzing sound.

"Hello Ou Ruoxi. ”

"Is there a meeting at the time?

"No, I just finished the meeting, so I'm sorting out some data at this time, only this thing has to be determined, and there won't be many things, OK, why are you thinking about me?"

Hearing his low laughter on the phone, it seems so relaxed, it seems so gentle, it makes you feel a kind of reassuring nature.

"I'll call to see if it's going well on your side, and when will you come back from a business trip?"

"Well, it should be next Monday or so, our Western Europe has already come to this city, so we may stay for two more days, and we may sign a few contracts for some things, so he estimates that he may have to stay for two more days, and it may be arranged for the weekend in the future." ”

The wind makes my fingers really cold, and you will feel a kind of cold wind biting to the bone, and the knife will cut people.

I told him, "I'm under the Great Wall right now." ”

"No, at this time, you went to climb the Great Wall, at this time, do you really want to experience the courage of a non-hero who can't get to the Great Wall in this season?"

His voice was a little surprised, and I reasoned, how could a business elite like him do such a crazy thing? He must always do something right, but the last time he took me to skate, wasn't it a crazy thing? At least it was a romantic thing.

"Oh, I'm here today for work reasons, so I'm here to visit. ”

"Is this part of your job?"

"I guess so. ”

He paused for a while, and was silent for a few seconds: "Ou Ruoxi, are you crying?"

I suddenly realized that I didn't know why, I had a feeling of tears streaming down my face, I didn't know because of the mood, but because of the wind.

I smoked a few tissues, wiped away my tears, sniffled, and whispered slowly.

"No, the wind was blowing too cold, so I'm smoking, OK, I'm leaving. ”

"Don't let yourself catch a cold, I'll call you again in the evening." ”

"Hmm. ”

I closed the sunroof and drove up again, did I know that my mood seemed to be a little better, I don't know why, I was really tired and crying just now? It was because I saw the empty environment and let my soul get a little comfort.

It's because of other people, and I don't even know about it.

Before I even reached the city, I heard Lisa's phone call.

"Ou Ruoxi, where are you now? I have a very important thing to tell you, you must stay calm, don't get excited, if you are driving, can you park the car on the side of the road. ”

I revealed a piece of paper and a mess through the other person's language, and then the car in the lobby pulled over next to it, and I knew that something might have happened to this thing.

"Lisa, tell me well, what's wrong?"

"Just now, a reporter has called Lehi's parents, saying that because of the filming of this TV series, he may want to do an interview with a celebrity, so this thing seems to be to cooperate with the publicity of this acting, and the old man said that he would not accept this interview and called me directly, saying that he could help make an appointment for Lehi to get a better flow of information?"

"And then?"

"Then I didn't call me at this address, and who knows that I didn't expect this reporter to be too much, so I went to interview Lehi's brother instead. ”

"Don't overreact at this time, you must be calm, don't think that this is the time for reporters to mistakenly think that we may be hiding something, we must show that it doesn't matter at this time, the breeze is cold, you know?"